Lan Shao's cute and playful wife

211 Chapter 3 - The Confession ([-])
After soaking, she went back to the dormitory to wipe the bed and table clean, and mopped the floor by the way. She didn't do housework before, but now she's starting to feel comfortable.

After finishing everything, Jiujiu was covered in dust, she changed her clothes, took out the several hundred yuan Wei Beibei gave her from her pocket, and put it under the pillow, thinking about buying concert tickets for him one day.

She thought, she also has to save money, and then she can invite Lan Zhongwen to see her brother's concert, lying on the bed and thinking about it for a while, Jiujiu is full of sweetness, using the money she earned to buy tickets, it's really good.

Thinking of this, she turned over suddenly, found the stack of airline tickets and movie tickets from her luggage, and put them in a box. She was in a good mood, and took a piece of white paper to draw. She drew two people holding hands. Lovely cartoon characters, beautifully named: Memories of Love.

The sheets were washed, the dormitory was tidied up, and the clothes were changed. She felt refreshed. Looking at the spotless dormitory, she felt a sense of pride. In fact, she was quite capable.

She happened to be hungry too, so she packed her luggage in her locker and went to the cafeteria to get some food. On the boulevard, there are freshmen in a hurry and old students who are sleepy.

Thinking of Lan Zhongwen, Jiujiu's heart softened, everyone was growing up, and she was about to mature, if she was childish, she would be fooled to death sooner or later.

When I was young, I always wanted to grow up and mature. When I really matured, I found myself too numb, too cold, and too dark.

I can't find any passion in life, I can't find the appearance of unscrupulous and happy smile, I can't find the appearance of loving someone vigorously, I can't find the self who has a pure mind and thinks about what to do, everything tends to be flat, including love. A person will only consider whether the other person is worthy of his love, rather than his own true love. When he is injured, he shrinks into his shell, and it takes a long time to heal, unlike his young self, who can forget everything after sleeping unhappy things.

All the regrets of my youth will be reflected in my heart after I mature, and I will suddenly realize it. I often think about what I will do if I go back in time.

If you go back in time and let you erase your regrets and change your imperfect self into perfection, then what about youth?What about memories?People always have to grow through regret, embarrassment, pain, guilt, and heartbreak.

Although youth is silly, it is moving.

Jiujiu's youth has never been smooth, she stumbled and did too many stupid things. She remembered that she once said disgusting to a pair of gay men. Jiujiu will never forget it for the rest of his life.

She remembered that she said to a woman who was about to commit suicide because she broke up with her boyfriend, you jump down, don't you want that bitch to regret it?Then you go to die, if you don't die, you will be sorry for yourself. At that time, there was only a extinction that could not see the light in the girl's eyes.

She remembered that she said to the most ordinary-looking lonely girl in the class, why are you so short, why is your hair so oily, does your family no longer need to buy oil for cooking?Squeeze a little out of the hair directly to cook, which saves money and is affordable. At that time, the girl lowered her head and her voice sounded like she was crying.

She remembered that there was a girl among her childhood playmates who could not speak. The girl was very lonely at first, and she often watched Jiujiu play with others, and stood aside timidly. At that time, Jiujiu was only around ten I didn’t know that she was dumb, and asked her to play eagle catch chicks together. The girl was very happy. They were neighbors. Whenever Jiujiu went to her house to play with her, her mother seemed to be teary-eyed and thanked Jiujiu. Thank you again, and then one time, Jiujiu asked her why you didn’t speak, she opened her mouth, only the voice of ah ah, Jiujiu widened her eyes in horror, and said she was a monster, from then on, that girl never came to Jiujiu again Nine played.

If she could go back in time, she would say sorry to them, and then change everything, she would bless the gay couple, she would comfort the girl who jumped off the building, she would encourage the lonely girl, and teach her not to be self-enclosed, There is also a girl who can't speak, she is willing to be friends with her for life, not to hurt her, to protect her.

But if you haven't experienced these things, how can you know how to understand others, take care of others' feelings, think for others and feel guilty for others?Without personal experience, a person cannot mature. Without those deep despairing eyes, you will even forget it when you turn your head.

Many years later, whenever recalling his youth, Jiujiu finds that he has been hurt and hurt others, but only when he is young is he alive with flesh and blood.

Those who are shallow in the world, or those who are well protected by their families, are pure and kind, never thinking about the dangers of the world, and full of hope for life. This may be the greatest advantage of Jiujiu, and perhaps I have never seen it before. Instead of living through ugly things, she is full of positive energy.

This boulevard is like a ninety-nine memory tunnel. She walked out of the boulevard with a serene smile on her face. The sun shone on her body, forming fine shadows, and her eyebrows were warm.

Her mentality seems to be a little more mature. In fact, growth means that whenever you look back and find that you have done so many stupid things that you can't regret, and you feel regretful, then you have grown.

Jiujiu returned to the dormitory with the meal. Qin Zhouyu and others had already returned. When they saw Jiujiu, they were so happy that they hugged her, "Jiujiu, are you back?"

They didn't know what Jiujiu was doing, they thought Jiujiu was going home to recuperate from his injuries.

Jiujiu smiled and nodded, "Yes, my legs are almost healed, and I can start class tomorrow."

"Jiujiu, you missed the school's school flower contest. You don't know how beautiful and talented those girls are, they are amazing."

"Really?" But in comparison, Jiujiu felt that Shanghai was much more fun.

"Yeah, this year's school belle is still Wei Wei, she's so beautiful, she's so gorgeous."

"that's great."

The two whispered a few warm words, Qinzhou Yufu leaned into Jiujiu's ear and said to her, "Yan Xun invites all of us to dinner in the dormitory at night, will you go?"

Have a meal! ?
Her eyes lit up, then darkened in an instant, "I'm not going, I've already done it."

Although the big pot of rice is unpalatable, and you may be attacked by various vegetable insects and mosquito hairs inadvertently, she thinks it is better to eat obediently. I have enjoyed too many delicacies in Shanghai these days. Every day, delicacies from mountains and seas are easy to be short-lived.

(End of this chapter)