Lan Shao's cute and playful wife

Chapter 529 Causal cycle, life and death (2)
"Actually, I don't think these two endings are good." Seeing that he didn't answer, Jiujiu continued talking to himself, "If the 100 million is still lost in the end, I will pretend that I never picked up the 100 million. No expectations, so no disappointments."

The beginning means the end, and the end means the beginning.

This sentence was said by Lan Huaer. In fact, no matter whether Yan Xun's liking for Jiujiu is out of possessiveness or unwillingness, he likes her from the bottom of his heart. Jiujiu should be grateful for his liking. Don't trample on anyone's love and dignity, don't take it for granted, and don't hurt at will.

The reason why Jiujiu was willing to come to explain this truth to him was because he felt that he should let go.If a love gives him no happiness, but endless pain, then the persistence of this love itself is wrong, because the most original appearance of love is happiness.

Yan Xun was in a daze, he was not a tyrannical person, nor an unreasonable person, on the contrary, he was a very wise person, who could hear a few words from the truth, Jiujiu felt that his life was too depressing, hoped he would You can delete the encounter back then as a mistake, just as if he never met her, without love, there would be no pain.

She knew that he couldn't let go easily, so she gave him an example, saying that no matter how unwilling he is, he will lose the 100 million in the end. This is the 100 million that belongs to others. Forcibly possessing it will only make it more painful for him to lose it in the end. .

"Back then, I asked Lan Hua'er the same question. I asked him, what is the reason for a person to love someone for so long without changing his mind." Jiujiu stood up, and in the afterglow of the setting sun, she was like a rose Ao Li's figure seemed to exude a faint halo, "He said it was a feeling. When he saw me for the first time, he thought that I would marry him in the future. He regarded me as his life, no matter what he had to experience in life. No matter what wind and rain and hardships, life is life, and we must be in the same boat for the rest of our lives.”

"He is a very intelligent person. Maybe you will hurt your self-esteem if you mention other men in front of you, but he is the only man I have identified in my life. I used to think he might be very talkative. Every time It can impress me.”

"Later, I felt that what he did was touching. He said that I was his life, so no matter whether I was his weakness or whether it would drag him down, he was willing to have this shortcoming, stop and hold me hand."

"When I was by his side, he felt that his life was complete, so he was gentle and harmless, because when a person is satisfied, he will become obedient and kind-hearted. But when his life has defects, the lack of If I was his heart, then he is not Lan Zhongwen, he can destroy everything, because you ruined his complete life, if I were his heart, then you are taking his heart away now, a person who lost his heart, yes It is impossible to let go and be relieved, I can understand his irritability, he has never been a person who likes to provoke others, everything he does is for me."

When Jiujiu said this, tears were streaming down her face. She looked down at Yan Xun from a distance with a pious face, "If it weren't for me, maybe he would be a very simple person. What you want, no one you want to protect, you can get what you want, do what you want, have no purpose, don't be picky, in a wonderful life, it's all plain to him."

"But because he regards me as life, he will help me reach what I can't reach, what I want, he will help me get it, where I want to go, he will accompany me, what I want to eat, He will take me there. My goal in life has also become his goal in life. I am happy and he is satisfied. Therefore, my existence has inspired his blood and joy of living."

"Passionate people are often different from those who are dedicated. Passionate people feel that that person is the best because they have gone through a thousand sails, so they have the deepest feelings for that person and feel the strongest. But from the very beginning, dedicated people have been If you plan to love only one person, he belongs to me with all my heart, and I belong to him with all my heart, your intervention is not a kind of destruction to us, but a kind of injury."

"You say you love, but you have been in pain, because I don't love you, you hurt me, because I love him, but you want to force me to stay by your side, and in this way, you and I hurt him, Because his whole life is flawed."

"Yan Xun, no matter how much you love me, I just want to tell you that the original meaning of love is happiness. If you can only feel pain, then you should let go, otherwise you will not only be in pain now, but will live for the rest of your life." in pain."

Yan Xun said nothing, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost his thoughts.

"Maybe you can't accept what I said now, because you love it. But I ask you to think carefully, whether it is better to suffer now and gain your own happiness in the future, or to live in pain for the rest of your life. Life is so short. It would be a pity to live in pain all the time."

After Jiujiu finished speaking, he turned around and left the castle tower. These words need time to digest. There is nothing wrong with loving someone, it is great, and it is sincere.But whether this love is a blessing or a curse, this question is worth pondering.

Some people say that between lovers, as long as there are more smiles than tears, it proves that you love the right person.

But if that person is someone you love so much that you can’t let go, and you will die if you let go, and on the other hand, when you love this person, you have never been happy and live in tears every day. If you continue to love, the future will only be Endless pain, so at this time, should I be entangled so hard that I will not let go even if my body is covered in bruises?Or let it go cruelly, put it to death and live later?

If Yan Xun can let go, Jiujiu really hopes that she can end this love that should not have sprouted by herself, instead of forcing him to let go, the unwilling resentment will make herself dark, twisted, and hateful.

Since the conversation that day, Jiujiu hasn't seen Yan Xun for three days. The sun rises as usual, Jiujiu eats three meals as usual, and in the afternoon, she will ride a bicycle in the yard full of mountains and plains.

Her belly is a little bigger, and the baby is healthy for more than three months.

Hearing that Hong Kong is in chaos now, Yunqing committed suicide, when Jiujiu heard the news, he was slightly taken aback, and continued to be old friends with Shen Mo.

Yan Xun locked himself in his study every day. Three days later, the judicial complaint was withdrawn at 10:00 Chinese time, and Lan Zhongwen was free.

On that day, Yan Xun was silent for a long time. China time was 7 hours ahead of Switzerland time. It was evening. Lan Zhongwen had been withdrawn for more than ten hours. He was probably already on the helicopter to Switzerland.

(End of this chapter)