heir loves me

Chapter 265

Lu Yunxiu thought, although Tranquility Hai didn't intend to go back by himself, but since interacting with Tranquility Sea, the scope of making friends has indeed expanded much more than before.But when it comes to interacting with other people, it is still a chore after all.I can't put my emotions into words well, so I am often mistaken for being superior.

It hurts to talk to adults, but now I have to talk to children, what should I do?
Lu Yunxiu has no idea about topics that children would find happy.For Lu Yunxiu when he was young, adults were not the ones to act like a spoiled child.He always has to look at people's faces to avoid being hated, so he has to be a good baby.Even the only person she adores, who she has poured infinite love on herself, she can't even say the willful words that she hopes not to be disliked and stay by her side.Even so, when that person was still alive, it was still the happiest moment for me, until she died——

Lu Yunxiu soaked the sponge in soapy water and began to wash his body.The commemoration of falling in love last night has become little by little red spots.

What a nice view!Tranquil Sea always praises her body like this.If Tranquility Sea knows that I don't think so, I don't know what expression he will have.

What I don't like is not only the body, but also the long-term thinking, personality, and even the voice. Lu Yunxiu hates himself, but Tranquility says he loves him.Lu Yunxiu, who couldn't express his happiness frankly, felt anxious.

Although I believed in Tranquility Sea, on the other hand, I was also skeptical.If I grow up like an ordinary child and grow up under the love of my family, I won't grow up to be an adult who doubts other people's love!It's a pity that I can't bear to look back on my own growth experience.

Lu Yunxiu thought, to adults, he should be a child unlike a child!He never said what he wanted, even if he was not feeling well, he endured it several times, and by the time anyone noticed, he had developed pneumonia and was hospitalized.Even so, he still doesn't want to be annoying because of these troublesome things. No matter how uncomfortable it is, he always smiles reluctantly and says that it's all right, and then confirms the other party's reaction.

Now, Lu Yunxiu is doing the same thing with Tranquility Sea.I will always unconsciously take some words or actions to confirm, to see how far she will tolerate me and how long she will love me.I don't have the courage to speak clearly, but I don't want to lose her.Whenever I feel that I am loved, a kind of painful joy and unresponsive pain will criticize myself and make me lose ground.He thought, how could he know her so well... Sure enough, he should respond.

Lu Yunxiu felt his emotional disorder, so he regretted it.It's just that a child intervened between the two of them, and my heart began to be chaotic.

That's because there is no self-confidence, Lu Yunxiu said silently.

"Lu Yunxiu, do you think you have the right to be loved...!"

"If only you hadn't been born!"

Those childhood words rang in Lu Yunxiu's ears again...

The relatives who were supposed to protect him actually denied his own life like this, so how Lu Yunxiu longed to be loved by Tranquility!Growing up in the environment of being hated and born, saying the two words I love you is really not confident.

The pain in his chest made Lu Yunxiu forcefully close his eyes, and sighed deeply.

Lu Yunxiu used to hear that Tranquility loves his niece and nephew very much.I also learned from her friend Gao Shi and manager A Nuo that they are very innocent and lovely children.

(End of this chapter)