heir loves me

Chapter 404

Lu Yunxiu put down the flowers in his hand.Put your palms together quietly, and then look back at the Tranquility Sea.

"You must be thinking...why?"

Lu Yunxiu asked with a smile, Tranquility nodded.

"Before... when I was a kid... used to be a child actor... you know?"

Lu Yunxiu asked Tranquility while looking into the distance.

"At that time...she loved me very much...I went to make a movie just to be with this person..."

"Yunxiu..."

This is the first time Lu Yunxiu mentioned something about his childhood.He smiled weakly and looked at Tranquility Sea.

"...Did my brother tell you? Why did my mother die...?"

Tranquility Sea was speechless, and nodded slowly after a while.

Lu Yunxiu sighed.

"Sure enough, it's his style."

he said coldly.

"It was the same when he took this person away from me. He took away all the people I didn't want to lose. He said it was all for my own good."

Lu Yunxiu said bitterly, and then continued quietly.

"Those people...brothers...sisters love me who is like my mother. They pity me for having a mentally abnormal mother and love me. They cherish me as something that is easily damaged, and even expensive things that I don't want I bought it for me without hesitation, on the one hand, it is also because we are so different in age..."

Lu Yunxiu closed his eyes as if recalling the past, and sighed softly.

"I think they are also worried that one day I will be as crazy as my mother, but what I want is not the kind of tenderness and consideration... Once, I heard... what my father said to my brother. He said... If It would have been better if he hadn't been born..."

"what……"

"Do you think it's cruel? But... After hearing what happened to my mother, I also have this idea... It would be fine if I hadn't been born... If my mother didn't leave me, she wouldn't have died, so I The one who killed my mother..."

"Yunxiu."

"Every time I see them and be loved by them, it always feels like they are telling me that your mother died because she gave birth to you... Whenever I feel like they think I will go crazy like my mother one day , I felt so sad and sad. At that time, I met Mrs. Zhang. This person helped me realize my dream of becoming another person by making movies... She didn't pity me, but She really loves me, I am so envious of her son, I often think why I can't be born as her child and I envy and hate his beloved director Zhang Yi..."

Lu Yunxiu lit a cigarette, sighed, and exhaled at the same time.

"I played the role of the idiot twins in Mrs. Zhang's movie, and my brother was furious... I think my brother was afraid that people might see me like that? So he called Mrs. Zhang out, She accused her face to face, saying that I was not a showpiece, and that I was not allowed to appear in the movie again. As a result, Mrs. Zhang died in a car accident on the way home... If it weren't for me, this person might not have died so early, if I hadn't been born come down!"

"Renguang, what are you talking about?"

"I don't want to have this kind of thought anymore, I don't want to lose the person I love. At that time... I made up my mind to never love anyone again. I have my mother's blood in my body, and I don't know when I will become like a mother I will become a lunatic and die. If I know this fact, even if someone will say that they love me, they will still leave one day, right? No one...will stay by my side, so..."

(End of this chapter)