heir loves me

Chapter 775

Even so, Jia Tingting kept laughing at herself.In this way, don't expect him to like you anymore.The increasingly serious symptoms had become a heavy shackle that bound him.This is really a joke, obviously he is the person I don't want to trouble the least, but I just want to keep adding endless burdens to him.

However, she still has a lot of concerns.Next time, what if this symptom occurs in front of him?I really hope that my state will not be seen by him.I don't want him to know about this at the moment, and I don't want him to know that he is in a dangerous situation now.If he let him see such filthy things, he would die of shame, and he really didn't want this to happen.

What I am most worried about now is not to let him get hurt.After all, this special symptom is an instinctive reaction to satisfy the desire to suck power.This mad instinct has already taken root in Jia Tingting's body.Arouse this instinct for a moment, then the struggle between Jia Tingting's rationality and the resistance to overcome male phobia will make her very painful.

It doesn't matter now.But what if in the future, this instinct becomes able to dominate anything?What if Lu Chenxuan happened to be by his side at that time?What if I overcame my male phobia and shot him?At that time, I will definitely not be able to bear it.The desire for masculine power will definitely take everything from him.Moreover, when that time came, perhaps he would not be able to satisfy his instinct.Because Jia Tingting, a person who is born with a defect, has a powerful ability that she cannot control, and this ability will not disappear with time.

Fortunately, that situation has not yet been reached.After this symptom occurs once, it will lie dormant in the body for a period of time before reappearing. Therefore, during this period of time, I must do something.

There are too many things to reflect on.When I was around him, I was often unable to extricate myself and would constantly ask him to do something.Maybe it was the third day after coming here, or when he was on the small boat in Nandao, Lu Chenxuan also felt somewhat that his own life was in danger several times.Thinking of this, Jia Tingting really wanted to cry.Wanting to be by his side, just wanting to be by his side.However, maybe the more you stay by his side, the more harm you will bring to him.No, it will be like this one day.

However, he is the only possibility.Only him.

Even if he knew it would hurt him, was he really the one who wanted to be by his side?Are you too selfish?Even so, I still want to be by his side, very much.So, now I can no longer think about going back to the stone house.And I still want to live, live happily, and live happier than anyone else.

But she thought, does she have the right to live happily?Do you have the qualifications to like someone?

She has given up her own life, is it still too late?Is it too late to regain my life now?
She had an unbearable sense of dread.Losing is a terrible thing.And the loss of the happiness I found for the first time is even more terrifying than anything else.

She also thought about running away.It might be easier to escape, because once you succeed, you won't fail again. I want to give up the treatment of the old disease that has been repeated so far, and I think so several times.

"no."

she whispered.

"It must be changed."

She closed her eyes, various scenes in her memory were passing by, and her thoughts were flying.

Confusion, anger, joy, anxiety, hope, despair, emptiness, and, light.

(End of this chapter)