Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 161

"You, what's the matter?" Ya Ling was completely shocked. Is the person in front of him really Su Wei?

Is this extremely angry and extremely weird man really the Su Wei she is familiar with?

"Sorry to hurt you."

Su Wei grabbed her arm, but buried his head in it, with a very sad tone.

Yaling originally wanted to say that it was okay, it was her own carelessness, and it was because Jiaru was not because of him, but after thinking about it, Jiaru was not him, he was Jiaru, what else did the family talk about, why did she Jiaru was injured, in other words, because of him, there was nothing wrong with that.

After thinking about the matter, Yaling became very calm again, with a hippie smile on his lips: "It's okay, it's okay, it's not because of a broken arm or a broken leg, it's just a small trick. I can't see clearly now La."

"Trust me, I will ask the best doctor to help you restore your original skin color, and it will definitely happen."

"It's really not necessary. This is not the only major injury on my body. Other women care about it, but I don't care. Anyway, my skin was not very good-looking before, so let it be."

"No, you must recover. You will ask for leave tomorrow and go back to City X with me."

"What?" Elling withdrew her hand, a little unbelievable, this man is simply a king's dream, and he can decide her future without authorization at any time.

"I'm not going, you just go back by yourself."

Su Wei also insisted this time: "You must listen to me this time. The medical conditions in City X are unprecedented in the country, and you can get the most comprehensive treatment there."

"Did I say that I want to heal this injury? You have been talking about it all the time, I don't care, so I don't want to waste that time doing such boring things."

"Boring? A girl has such a scar on her body. How can she cover it up when she wears short-sleeved clothes in summer? You really don't care at all?"

Yaling shrugged and said, "But I'm not an ordinary girl."

"They always like to say softly, I am tired, I have enough food and clothing, I am fat and want to lose weight, I really want you to accompany me, they are as weak as a flower, but for me, the light bulb is broken , I can repair it myself, when the gas is delivered, I will carry it upstairs alone, and tears will fall, but it is not as important as what they drop, and every drop will be distressed by someone, I am not them, I also I don’t care about the things they care about, so please don’t put me in their category anymore. Girls like me can only be called weird. You just think I don’t hurt, don’t itch, Beauty and ugliness are fine."

Do you have to say that?

It was the first time she said this kind of words from her mouth, but Su Wei didn't know what to say to continue, but her throat was blocked, and the blockage was severe, her chest was sore, the soreness was unbearable, and the hand holding the table lost strength. , The whole person sat down on the chair again.

After a while, just when Ya Ling thought he would not speak again, he suddenly spoke again, but this time, his words were full of doubts and anxiety: "During school, why didn't you stop me from being with Jiaru? ?”

Ya Ling was startled, then stunned, and finally turned her head, unwilling to answer the question.

But Su Wei asked again.

"Will blocking help?"

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Yaling supported her head with one hand, as if recalling something: "You know how good you were at that time, don't say it's to prevent you, just to be able to have dinner with you, review, and go to the playground to watch the ball at night. I already feel that it is a gift from God, you must not have heard the words that those girls said behind me, they said that I am a rascal, an upside-down, a stinky fly that cannot be driven away, and even worse There are many more. They stuffed dead mice into my desk, glued glue on the chair I was sitting on, and even asked me in the classroom why I cling to you every day. I was stupid at that time, obviously Knowing that I will suffer, I still stiffen my neck and say that you want me to do those things with you, but they don’t believe me, they say I have delusions, and they suggest to see a psychiatrist.”

Su Wei's heart trembled. At that time, he was as noble as him, and all he saw was a look of admiration. When did he notice her sometimes sad or inferior face?
Thinking about it carefully, did he really not feel like a reward when he was with her?
"I'm very stubborn. My mother said that when I was born, I just didn't cry. After being asked for countless times, I just kept crying. No matter what they said, I didn't hear it. My eyes There is only you in it, your every move, what you said, the books you read, and the embarrassment you accidentally made, I remember all of them. In those two years, I wrote all three books, both happy and uneasy. To me, you are like a reward from heaven unintentionally. I was lucky, but not my life. During that time, I lived like counting down the time. Every time I passed, I lost one point. Knowing that there must be an end, but still not hitting the south wall and not looking back, and then, your she, Jiaru successfully cut off my happiness, and my reward was taken back. You asked me why I didn’t stop you, then I I want to ask you, who was the only one in your eyes at that time?"

Ya Ling looked at Su Wei, who looked sad and knew the answer without saying it.

"You only have her in your eyes, just like I only have you in my eyes. I understand this feeling, because I understand it too much, so I know that I have no chance. If I recklessly try to stop it, I'm afraid, today's you and I I wouldn’t be sitting here like this, but living in the remotest corners of the world, living separately, never seeing each other, I was very inferior at that time, I had nothing, but you have everything, Jiaru is the little princess in everyone’s eyes, What do you want me to do to stop you?"

Yaling smiled, and finally concluded: "God, never gave me a fair chance."

(End of this chapter)