Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 344

A long red carpet leads to the place on the stage that will witness our 'happiness'.

I walked towards her slowly, every step was extremely heavy, getting closer, getting closer, she turned around and saw me, the confusion on her face instantly turned into peace of mind and a smile, the white gauze supported her like a floating cloud , her cheeks were unusually pink due to the makeup on, her eyelashes could finally cast a small shadow under her eyes, and her lips were painted with light pink lipstick, which was darker than her usual lip color, and she looked healthy Many, even her half-length hair was handled by a certain pair of skillful hands with an elegant and noble appearance. Although the whole person looks far from stunning, she can be regarded as delicate and pleasant, and she rarely has such an elegant appearance. In this way, she is usually neglected in terms of appearance, but with such a grand make-up today, it is no wonder that she would look at me nervously.

what should i say
For example, this image is very suitable for you, relax. Or, you only need to care about me, what does others have to do with you
It's time to say something, even if it's just to shake her hand slightly and give her some comfort.

I understand, I understand everything, of course I know that I can be more careful, so that not only can I leave a gentle and considerate image of a good husband in front of the many media below, but it can also calm Yaling's tension.

But I didn't do that.

I walked up to her and glanced at her lightly. She seemed relieved, opened her mouth to call my name, but didn't say anything, just looked at me, her clear eyes seemed to be filled with the language of the world, but she didn't know Which sentence should I say is general.

"Let's get started." I avoided her gaze and said to the master of ceremonies.

Then Xu took her hand, turned around and walked behind the stage to cooperate with the master of ceremonies.

Since a few days ago, I haven't really had a rest. As soon as I came backstage, I found a chair and sat down, with my eyes slightly closed, and I stopped talking.

The wedding ceremony is so complicated that it is staggering. Although I have hired a special person to handle it, many important matters still have to be decided by me, and many of the guests invited that day have distant or near interests with the Su family. After reviewing the existence value of these people for several days in a row, I feel dizzy almost every day.

Staying at the desk with my father every day, countless plans were released, rejected, revised, and perfected. Almost every day, I could only sleep for three or four hours at most. Except for being busy and working, during these three or four hours, I did not Not a second thought of her.

A long-predicted wedding was held in Su's crisis. It was a coincidence, or rather unfortunately, that it became a stage—a stage for my debut and Su's pursuit of opportunities.

My father used this stage to push me in front of everyone, and I need to use this stage to show everyone the courage and talent of the future leader of the Su family, and use the new plan formulated against time to completely dispel those who are against the Su family. Still have the doubts of the hesitant people, seize the last chance of rebirth.

To put it bluntly, it was hype. Taking advantage of this opportunity to invite important people who had never met before, making some small gimmicks, and using some small means to fuel the flames, the possibility of success would increase by [-] to [-]%.

Yaling seemed very innocent in the whole thing, she didn't even think about it at this level, she only knew that it was her wedding day, and she would not live in her small bedroom anymore, she would live with a man Together, in the future, they will have his baby and live together for a long, long time.

Because of ignorance, my eyes are clear and full of trust, but it is this kind of eyes that makes me feel ashamed. Even being a little more gentle to her makes me emotionally resistant. I always feel that if I do that, I will feel more guilty in my heart.

Ya Ling has been with me very quietly, I am sober, I can hear every breath of her clearly, but I dare not call her, and I don't know how to call her, I can't be as simple as her, It's that simple, just do it when you think of it, no matter what is waiting for her ahead!I will always hesitate to move forward, I will not take a step without a very good chance of winning, and I am hesitant, not daring to face up to the feeling in my heart, the appearance is mature, but the inside is the most cowardly one.

In fact, we didn’t see each other for a while before the wedding. The parents of both sides had a lot of things to arrange, so we separated and got busy as a matter of course. If it is normal, even when we go home on weekends, the two of us will talk on the phone. Sending and sending text messages, but now that the matter has settled down, they have become more cautious. Even if they call, they are mostly asking the other party how this matter is, whether they want to buy that thing, and often the question will appear for a few seconds after the question is finished. At the deadlock, she would find some topics to pick up at first, but after I replied a few times in a neutral manner, she stopped talking. After the question was finished, we said goodbye with a tacit understanding and hung up the phone.

When they met again later, it was a rehearsal three days ago. The two also met in a hurry, talked about the situation of the venue and the position on the official wedding day, and then separated again.

Although I am busy here, I still have time to make a phone call or send a text message, but every time I pick up the phone, I don’t know what to say to her, I can’t say intimate words, I’m too friendly She was also afraid that her parents would become suspicious, and it would be difficult for the two parties, and we could not go up or down, so our relationship was like this, slowly cooling down.

"Yaling." I still closed my eyes, but softly called her name.

"Well, I'm here." She said, her voice was a little high, and the ending was slightly off note, as if she was frightened.

"Will you be happy?" My voice was full of uncertainty. It wasn't until this second that I realized that I hadn't asked her what she thought from the beginning to the end. Why did she marry me?If it is said that I am responsible, out of my own free will, and out of desperation, what is she doing for it?Sacrifice her own happiness, what exactly is she going to accomplish?
"Why did I suddenly want to ask, this?" I don't know if it was because of my tone, but she became a little nervous, "Oh, you, no, do you regret it?" Her smile was a little stiff, and her voice was really unpleasant.

"I will not regret what I have decided, but Yaling, if you say no now, I can stop the wedding immediately."

I opened my eyes to let her see the sincerity in my eyes, but what caught my eyes was her expression of disbelief. Seeing me looking at her, she tried to restrain her emotions: "You really regretted it, Still, can't you forget Jiaru?"

I am silent.It has only been less than three months, and it is impossible to forget everything, and Jiaru and I ended in chaos under such circumstances, and I always have a trace of unwillingness and regret in my heart.

There was more understanding in her eyes, she lowered her head, grabbed the glove of her right hand with her left hand, put it back on again, pulled it again, put it on again "Don't be so troubled, in your heart, no matter how long you let her go, it doesn't matter, because... I didn't want to argue with her." She raised her head to look at me, and the brilliance from the crystal lamp above her head made me almost think that there were tears in her eyes, and she smiled so hard that her cheeks were puffed up Gao Gao: "I just think we can try to live together. Maybe we can live well."

"Try?" My voice was picky, with strong disapproval: "Just to try? Are you kidding about your own happiness? What if it fails? What do you want? Change another one? If so,"

I didn't expect her to answer like this. I thought that maybe she agreed because she liked me a little bit, but I got such a joking answer. Her lack of self-love made me very angry.

Her smile froze, and she quickly stopped me: "No, no, I was joking just now!"

I was still so angry that I couldn't get rid of it, so I stood up and walked a few steps in place, but I couldn't get rid of this inexplicable irritability.

"I was just joking!" She ran up to me, tripped over the hem of her skirt, fell into my arms, and hurriedly pulled my clothes and said, "You can't regret it, you've already promised, in a few more minutes It's our wedding, you can't do it at this time." She bit her lip and let go: "So many people know about it, what do you want me to do? Something like that happened before, now if you put I push it away, then I." She clenched her fist tightly, with a desperate expression: "It's better to die!"

I was shocked, looking at her strange eyes, but my heart did not relax because of the answer.

"I have no way to resist such rumors. Whether you say I'm useless or vain, in short, marrying you, I don't have any loss, you can, don't have such a big pressure, I I don’t want to take anyone away from your heart, I just want to, just want to give myself a better future.”

What a standard answer this should be!
The reason why she agreed was only because of the pressure from the outside world and my shining identity, but why do I always feel a little lost in my heart?What am I waiting for?what do i want to hear
I was in a trance for a long time, until I heard the voice of the front desk welcoming us into the venue, and I was relieved.

He held her back and walked a few steps coldly, then turned around suddenly: "Yaling, we got off to a bad start."

She was noncommittal: "Yeah, it's really, really bad."

I paused and shook her hand: "But I will love you, pamper you, and give you everything a woman wants."

The corners of her mouth moved, but she didn't speak.

I dragged her to continue walking, a few steps away, our stage.

"But please forgive me." My voice was very soft: "Maybe I won't fall in love with you."

Yes, I didn't know at that time that a few years later, I chased after Aling and gave her love in handfuls. At that time, I just wanted to put the worst situation in front of me. At that time, I , I was still a little angry because of her standard reason for marrying. At that time, I was so young that I didn't know how love was different from habits.

In fact, I, maybe, probably, maybe, have already somewhat liked her.

Otherwise, why should I worry so much about a woman who has nothing to do with me?Thousands of thoughts and considerations, escaping and loss, aren't they all born because of her!
(End of this chapter)