The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 23

More than half a year later, I saw her walking towards me on the street with a man on her arm. He was a handsome and well-bred man, and he seemed to be the best candidate for a good husband. -
She looked at me without any nervousness, as indifferent as if she saw a stranger. -
I looked at her, nodded to her with a smile, and walked past them. -
I thought that was the end of it all, the innocent girl finally understood what was right for her. -
She'll soon be snuggling up to another guy and saying, "You know what? I really love you!" -
This is a woman. When she changed her mind, she couldn't remember the name of her ex-man, even though she once said: I will not marry unless you! -
It turns out that I was wrong about her again. -
When I came home at night, she was sitting outside my door, her eyes red and swollen from crying. -
When she saw me, the first thing she said was: "Dai Xichen, have you ever loved me?" -
At that moment, I almost thought it was me walking past her with another woman in my arms. -
"You have asked this question a thousand times, is it annoying?" -
"You don't love me at all!" -
"You've said that a thousand times." -
"He knows how to appreciate my talent, he can send me to study abroad, and let me pursue my dream! He can read my mind, and is willing to love and care for me wholeheartedly! He can marry me and let me live the life I want !”—
"Then you go to him." I turned around and walked to my door, took the keys to open the door, although there were only three keys, but I couldn't open the door after trying. -
For a moment, I really felt heartbroken for her. I wanted to hug her and say to her, "I'm sorry! I really can't give you anything, I can't give you anything! I don't deserve you, so forget about me." ..."-
Saying these things at this time is meaningless except to make her more sad and unable to let go! -
I opened the door, walked into the room, and when I was about to close it, she rushed over and hugged my waist. -
She said: "But I only want you, I just want to be with you. Even if I live with you in a muddle and worry about it every day, even if I give up the piano and my dream for you... Even if I die for you, I will never die." No regrets, because I love you!" -
"Will you be sober? Love can't be taken for granted." -
"As long as you love me, you can!" She cried, and the fluctuation of her voice came into my heart: "But why don't you love me?"-
"Can you change the question?" -
"If you weren't my first man, if you weren't for responsibility, would you still be with me?" -
I rubbed my forehead and asked her, "What question did you just ask?"-
"why do not you Love Me?"-
"I don't like your childishness, self-willedness! Tired of you asking those meaningless questions endlessly! Hate you always being so weak, selfless, and your long-winded..." -
"But I love you..." -
"This is exactly what I can't stand!!!" -
"Dai Xichen, you wolf-hearted man!"-
"I'm just a wolf, what do you love about me?" -
"You're handsome! Especially when you helped me fight off the men who bullied me and said that I was your woman, you were so handsome..." -
"Is it okay for me to be disfigured?" -
"No! That's something in your bones..." She sighed faintly and asked me: "Then what kind of woman do you like?"-
"It's very simple, a woman who is completely different from you." -
After being with May, I often think about a question, what is the woman I love like, and then I pictured such a woman in my heart: "She always listens to me very quietly, does not express any opinions, But she understands what I think and what I need; she can face reality rationally, face setbacks with strength, she can take care of herself, and I don’t need to worry about her every day; she won’t ask me endlessly Questions that I don’t want to answer, let alone questions that I know the answer to; she won’t stick to me every day like a magic glue, but when I miss her, I will know where she is silently waiting for me… ..."-
"Should I change my career? I can be such a woman for you, can you not want me?" -
"I never said I don't want you, if I remember correctly, you abandoned me..." -
"Are you hungry? I'll cook for you!" -
"May, be sensible..."-
"Chen, if one day I die, will you miss me?" -
"What question did you ask me just now?" -
"Are you hungry?"-
"I'm hungry, cook me a bowl of noodles, I haven't eaten for a fucking day!" -
She stood on tiptoe and kissed my face vigorously: "If one day I die, you must think of me, I will come back to you after reincarnation." -
"I beg you! Please spare me." -
"I love you in this life, and I will love you in the next life, and I will love you in every life!" -
"You hack me to death!" -
(End of this chapter)