The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 65

"You know it too!" He grabbed my arm and pulled me to him, shouting, "I thought you didn't know!!!"

Before I recovered from the dizziness, he pushed me away again, "Forget it, a woman like you doesn't understand what feelings are!"

I reached out and grabbed him who was about to go upstairs, as if grasping my last hope: "You don't want me because Xiaojing came back? It's because you promised him that you would give me to him, right?"

"Jing Qian just came back!" He pushed my hand away, the expression on his face was still emotionless: "I don't want you, it has nothing to do with Jing, and it has nothing to do with Ye Beibei, it's just because I don't love you anymore, I don't want to be with you, that's all!"

"You fell in love with this girl today?"

He snorted coldly. "Why don't you think about what is worthy of love in a woman like you!"

Leaving this sentence that chilled me, he went upstairs directly.

Today I finally understand what unfeeling is.

Why can't he say: You are a good girl, but I am not suitable for you.

Or to put it another way: I don't feel that way about you anymore.

I crouched on the ground, putting my knees against my dying heart.

The heart that was ups and downs because of him stopped beating at all.

The love that shouldn't have started has finally come to an end, so, well...

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My high school life was basically ignored.

The class teacher left me in the last row and left me to fend for myself, and the classmates also regarded me as an alternative and regarded me as nothing.

This can't be blamed on them. In the eyes of these teachers and students whose life goal is to enter a higher education, I'm just a different kind of person.

Therefore, students like me suffer from headaches and weakness all day long lying on the desk, and no one cares about me.

I originally wanted to skip class, but instead of going home and reminiscing about the past in the big empty house, I would rather listen to the teacher explain the profound Chinese history here, and hear how the kings of all dynasties were cruel and heartless, killing each other for the desire for power.

Unexpectedly, after listening to it, I had an epiphany!
The sweetness of love for a few months made me drunk, and the bitterness of losing love for half a month made me painful.

After the drunkenness and the pain, I began to wake up and remembered what I should do and what I should face.

After serious thinking, I suddenly understood a truth.

Having loved and being happy is enough!
Our love itself is a flower, not a diamond...

Flowers should wither!
So what if he didn't abandon me? !

Sooner or later, I will wake up from the wine of love, how should I face him then? !What kind of contradiction should it be!
So this wrong love between me and him, ending like this is the best ending!

Finally got through to the end of get out of class, and there was only the last class left.

A girl rushed in screaming, shouting, "You're so handsome, you're so handsome!"

I had a headache at first, but it hurt even more when I was called out.

Huh, la, a bunch of girls and good boys rushed out to watch. When they came back, the boys were silent, and the girls were full of fascination.

"I don't know who I'm waiting for, such a cool sports car, such a handsome prince, such a big bouquet of tulips..."

"I guess it must be Li. Teacher... I heard that she has a new boyfriend!"

"Li. The teacher seems a bit old for him. I guess it's our school belle..."

"So handsome! So handsome!"

"Be sure to go and see who he is waiting for after school!"

"..."

I changed my position and continued to sleep.

(End of this chapter)