The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 81

He looked at the red wine poured by the waiter and smiled, which showed that I did not disappoint him. -
"Then what do you think is the most intolerable thing in your relationship?" -
His eyes were still on the swaying red wine, and his expression became more and more gloomy under the light. -
Before I could answer, he had already given me the answer: "It's deception!"-
I lowered my head uneasily, the crab's hard shell hurt my hand. -
He continued: "People like us who have been on the road may be betrayed at any time, so we value trust and loyalty above all else! An Yifeng and I have come to this day because we trust each other ..."-
I suddenly felt my heart sink, and my eyes were completely dark because of suffocation! -
When the word "deception" was mentioned at this time, he definitely didn't just say it casually. -
But what is he referring to?Is it because of my explanation about the knife this morning, or does he already know my identity... -
All the blood vessels in my body are going retrograde, and every meridian is tightened with fear. It feels like falling into a boundless abyss, completely weightless. -
After some time, I finally calmed down. -
Thinking about it carefully, he must not know my real identity, otherwise he wouldn't have spoken to me in such a calm tone. -
I carefully observed his expression, and asked tentatively: "You said before that you believed in me the most, if... I mean, if I lied to you, would you be very angry? Can you forgive me?" -
His eyes moved to my face, his eyes pierced my body and looked straight into my soul. -
I ducked my head in a little panic. -
"Beibei." He took the crab from my hand and pinched my red and swollen fingers. "I love you! No matter what you lied to me before, I can ignore it. But from now on, if you lie to me again, I will never forgive you!" -
I really don't understand why he would say that? -
He already knew my true identity, and hoped that I would take the initiative to speak out in exchange for his final trust.Or he doesn't know, but he doesn't want to spy on me, wants me to confess to him... -
What the hell should I say? ! -
This is the most difficult decision I have faced in my life. If I confess, it means that I will give up my last chance for revenge. If I don’t say it, I will lose my last chance to love him... -
One side is the mortal hatred, and the other side is the unforgettable love. I am being torn by two forces. I really want to be torn into pieces and never have to make a decision. -
"I……"-
He interrupted what I was about to say. "I don't want to hear your explanation, all I want to hear is one sentence, you should understand..." -
I was so confused that I couldn't think of anything. -
All I need right now is calm. -
Distraught, I suddenly saw the piano in the middle of the restaurant, and I immediately said: "You haven't heard me play the piano for a long time, I will play one of my favorite pieces for you today." -
He looked at me silently and didn't speak. -
I didn't pretend I didn't see it, and walked towards the white piano in the middle. -
(End of this chapter)