Sick King and Concubine

Chapter 403: I Want to Snow (2)
He has learned how to control his emotions.

He hadn't played with their brothers for a long time, a prince with no future, a child who died at an unknown time, for the royal family, there seemed to be no need for friendship.

He felt more and more pain in his heart, more painful than ever before, he felt something was wrong, in the past 12 years, he had never felt like this, it seemed that every part of his body was being cut and oiled drop by drop splashed out.

He felt as if he was panting, but his ears could no longer hear any sound. Then, he saw a panicked servant running towards him from the other end of the corridor. It was Eunuch Chang.

He saw his lips moving, but what was he talking about?Why can't he hear at all?He could only desperately open his mouth and said, "Eunuch Chang, I'm fine..."

Then he can't see anything anymore.

He felt that his whole body was soaked in ice water and roasted in the fire, and his skin was torn off layer by layer, just like when he watched a dog accompanying him be caught by Chu Mao and the others, and then he was in his The front was peeled off.

After that, he will never keep animals again, because it will make his heart hurt, and it will be bad for his body.

He was not in good health. When he was very young, when he didn't know how many people were cold and cold in this cold palace, he would run to other palaces and play with Chu Yuan and the others. At that time, Chu Yuan had a stomachache. His mother and concubine would rub his stomach with her hands and hug him to comfort him with heartache. At that time, he thought that having a stomachache must be the most painful thing in the world, because usually when he felt his heart was burning, Eunuch Chang would say : "Your Highness, it's okay, it's just a trivial matter, everyone will suffer."

So he began to get used to the severe pain in his body, oh, it turns out that everyone will be in pain, he is a man, so he will not be afraid of pain.

But later he found out that Chu Yuan and the others didn't play with them anymore, so he asked ignorantly, "Why?"

why?Just because you're going to die any moment.

Chu Yu later found out, he knew his body, he knew why his hands became more and more dry, as if he had been pumped, he knew why his hair fell out so much when he pulled it out, he knew why he had to wash those hands every day. The foul-smelling medicine poured into his mouth.

It turned out that it was because I was sick.

"Eunuch Chang, when will my illness be cured?"

"Your Highness, when you grow up, you will be fine."

"Well, I want to grow up quickly, and then play with Chu Yuan and the others."

Growing up, it turns out that growing up is such a simple thing, being able to be accepted again, and being able to play with your little friends.

That was what he thought when he was a child, but as he grows up, he will find that Eunuch Chang often kneels at the gate of the imperial hospital or the gate of his father's emperor, because without the emperor's order, no imperial hospital will give him medicine, and Emperor Cheng Yuan would often forget that he had such a son.

Every winter, there is not enough charcoal in his house, his hands are dry and can’t get chilblain, and his feet are often itchy, making people want to dig them with their hands, and the red and swollen feet can’t even fit the shoes. If the itching becomes unbearable, he will look at Eunuch Chang and ask cautiously, "Eunuch Chang, can I scratch it?"

He is not afraid of pain, but he is afraid of this unstoppable itch.

Eunuch Chang held his feet in his arms, and slowly rubbed his remaining intact feet with calloused hands.

"Your Highness, just be patient, just be patient."

Oh, just be patient.

So Chu Yu learned to endure, to endure those scrapes on his heart, to endure those contemptuous and disgusting eyes, and to endure the pain that got worse and worse with age.

Just be patient, be patient.

Memories flashed through his mind, and he felt like a dream.

"Eunuch Chang... Eunuch Chang..."

He screamed hoarsely, and finally opened his eyes.

Waking up in severe pain all over his body, he saw Wen Renfeng, the legendary number one miracle doctor in the world.

The first thing he said to him was: "Are you awake? Son, Eunuch Chang crashed his head into the Hall of Supreme Harmony to find the emperor to treat you. I rescued you, but your health is beyond recovery. , the face is also ruined, if you can, maybe you have six years to live, if there is a miracle, you will live to be 21 years old."

He lay on the bed blankly, then said "oh", and said nothing again.

By the time Chu Yu was able to leave, winter had already arrived, and the snow fell much heavier than in previous years. The snow was rolling in front of his eyes, like a razor blade, sticking to his heart.

This year's winter has become more and more difficult, but because of his illness, Wen Renfeng decided to take him away and find some medicine for him, otherwise he would not be able to survive.

He is just a dispensable decoration in the palace, who cares about him?
So at the age of 12, he put on half of the mask and walked around the world following the wind of the people.

Then he came to the Southland.

Everyone in this world has a doom. He always thought that his doom was the pain of the body, but later he discovered that it was not.

His doom is a plum branch sticking out of the wall in the heavy snow, deserted, bright, beautiful, and soul-stirring.

However, this beauty is like a knife, stabbing into the long life behind with a knife, disturbing all the prosperity and losing its color.

Chu Yu had never seen the outside world before. Apart from the glazed yellow tiles and lonely double towers, there were so many colors in this world.

The dark blue undulating hills, the endless snow-white waves, the majestic snow-capped mountains, the green grasslands filled with grass, the boundless yellow sand beyond the Great Wall, and the wild geese beyond the Great Wall, the story of the storyteller, the red Allegretto's ditties, and the excerpts of throwing off the sleeves.

He used his own eyes to look for those brilliance, as if he had opened up a corner of the colorful sky in his 12 years of gray life.

Sometimes he misses Eunuch Chang.

But missing is not the best way to pay homage to a person, forgetting is sometimes the greatest comfort to the dead.

He was still young, after years of indifference in the palace, he began to be infected by the simplest joy of the people he met on the road.He didn't know that except for those hands, half of his face was actually very attractive and attractive, so he gradually began to play with the children.In order to cover those hands, Wen Renfeng gave him a pair of gloves, and he hid those ugly hands inside the gloves, as if hiding all his inferiority complex and timidity.

So he played with other children, girls and boys.Girls liked him better, but when the mask on his face fell off inadvertently, he saw their frightened faces.

(End of this chapter)