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Chapter 113 The Belated Confession

Tears kept falling, and Mu Xiluo reached out to wipe them away.

"Kitano, thank you, thank you for always being so kind to me"

"No, I'm not good to you." Kitano stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes, "I'm so selfish, I know I'm going to die, but I still want to be with you."

"I don't allow you to say that word, no!" Mu Xiluo covered his mouth eagerly, "Kitano, you won't die, you won't die! You will be healthy and healthy."

"Xiao Luo." Kitano moved her hand away, and her smile became a little pale. "For me, the operation can only last a few years, and the rest of my life will be spent in fear."

"Why worry about something that hasn't happened yet?" Mu Xiluo looked at him angrily, "Because I'm afraid of dying in the future, but now I don't even have the courage to live, Kitano, you really let me down ! Are you such a cowardly person?"

"I'm just afraid, there's no hope." Kitano looked at Mu Xiluo, his always smiling eyes were as gray as death, "I don't know why I want to live?"

"Because death may come at any time, I can't, even if it's just by your side in the name of a good friend. Xiao Luo, do you know? When you told me to separate, I finally understood that the more I love someone , you will become more cautious, you will be afraid of things that you would not be afraid of before, you will have concerns, there will be so many, so many reasons to tell yourself, no."

Mu Xiluo kept shaking his head, "Beitano, I'm sorry, I didn't know you loved me so hard, me."

"But it is this love that makes me feel more satisfied than ever before. At least, I still have a little concern for this world."

"Beitano, promise me to live hard, okay?" Mu Xiluo caressed his pale cheeks distressedly, "I've already lost Sister-in-law Li and my father, don't let me lose you too, okay?" ? I can't take it, really can't take it."

Tears were still falling, Kitano looked at her in pain, and asked weakly: "Tell me, Xiao Luo, do you love me?"

Mu Xiluo held his hand tightly, love Kitano?She doesn't know, but she only knows that Kitano is the person who has given her the most warmth these days. Kitano is like a family to her. She wants to be with Kitano and walk towards a new life together. Well, Kitano is a brand new hope for her.

"I love you, Kitano." Mu Xiluo looked at him with a smile, "Those words are just used by me to lie to you. I am afraid that if you are with me, you will lose a lot of things. I am afraid that you will be hurt because of me." You shouldn't have been hurt, that's why I pushed you away so eagerly."

"Xiao Luo, I will have a second heart transplant operation tomorrow afternoon. I hope you will be the first person I see when I wake up, okay?" Kitano looked at her with a smile, no matter what she said was true It's still a lie, at this moment he feels happier than ever, he is willing to try to work hard, he doesn't want Xiao Luo to suffer because of him anymore.

With tears in his eyes, Mu Xiluo nodded, picked up his palm, and hooked his little finger, "We have agreed that when you open your eyes, the first person you see will be me, so you must To open your eyes, you must work hard to live!"

Kitano nodded and smiled helplessly, "Xiao Luo, if I said that I was torturing myself so hard just to see you, you would think I was crazy, wouldn't you?"

"You are Kitano, you have never played cards according to common sense, I know it, I know it all." Mu Xiluo smiled and buried his head in his palm, but tears slowly fell down.

Such a she is no longer qualified to be with Kitano, Kitano, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you must work hard to live.

Outside the ward, Jin Mingze leaned against the cold wall, her voice kept echoing in his ears.

"I love you, Kitano." "I love you, Kitano.".
Over and over again, like a spell.Jin Mingze clenched his fists slowly, he never thought that she would fall in love with someone else, even if that person was his younger brother, he couldn't stand it.

Yuan Ze on the side patted him on the shoulder, and said in a low voice: "You can prepare for tomorrow's operation. I have already said that Mu Xiluo's role is greater than mine. No, it should be that the power of love is infinite." Consciousness Seeing the sight of a man who seemed to be able to kill people, Yuan Zeqian laughed twice, "When I didn't say anything, hehe, I didn't say anything."

Mu Xiluo talked with Kitano for a while, and Kitano fell asleep.She helped him tuck the corner of the quilt, took another look at the instrument and the liquid bottle, and after confirming that there was no problem, she got up and planned to leave, but Kitano held her hand so tightly even when she was asleep, As if afraid of her running away.

Mu Xiluo leaned over and said in a low voice: "I just went outside to get some air, not to run away, I will be back soon."

Hearing this, the hand holding her palm gradually relaxed. If he hadn't seen him fall asleep with his own eyes, Mu Xiluo would have thought he was pretending to be asleep on purpose.

After leaving the ward, Mu Xiluo pushed open the door, and two bodyguards stood guard outside the door. Seeing her coming out, he said respectfully, "Miss Mu, please follow me."

Mu Xiluo glanced at the bodyguard, tightened his clothes, and followed.The bodyguard took her outside an office and walked away.Mu Xiluo pushed open the door, and Jin Mingze sat behind the desk, looking at her indifferently.

Mu Xiluo walked into the room, found a chair and sat down, and asked in a cold voice: "What? Do you have anything to explain clearly?"

"Stay by Xiao Ye's side until his operation is successfully completed." Jin Mingze looked at her and said calmly, "After that, I will send you away."

"Leaving City C, or leaving China? But no matter where I go, I can't escape from your palm, so why do you need to act extravagantly and pretend to be kind." Mu Xiluo sneered, "You seem to like to use the same tricks very much. , in your eyes, am I really that stupid? So stupid that you can use the same method to constantly make me compromise!"

"Once a person exposes his weakness, he is easily controlled by others. I just found your weakness." Jin Mingze's expression was calm, and there was a hint of imperceptible anger in his deep eyes, "Aren't you desperately trying to get rid of me?" Are you running away? Why don't you want to run away now? Can't bear Kitano?"

Hearing this, Mu Xiluo said mockingly: "You were the one who tried so hard to get me to see Beiye, but now, you say that I am reluctant to leave Beiye. Jin Mingze, you are so funny."

"Your brother's condition has stabilized, and he will be discharged soon." Jin Mingze suppressed the out-of-control expression on his face and leaned back on the back of the chair.

"What? Do you still want to break his other leg?" Mu Xiluo looked at him disdainfully, "I can agree to any request you make, but you must also promise me that you will stop harassing my brother's life .”

"Very good." Looking at her calm expression, Jin Mingze vaguely felt that there was something wrong with her calmness.

"After Kitano's operation is successful, I will arrange for someone to take you away."

"I'll leave." After she finished speaking, she got up and walked out the door. The moment she opened the door, Mu Xiluo hesitated for a moment. She turned her head and looked at Jin Mingze. He was immersed in that as usual. In a state of indifference.The boy who didn't like to laugh before was now imprisoned in hatred and lost his happiness.

"You know? Many times, I would rather you hurt me than the person I care about the most." Mu Xiluo looked up, trying not to let the tears flow, "Because, if the person you hurt is me, even if I can't forgive you, and I don't want to hate you, but you hurt the person I care about the most, but I can't stop hating you."

Jin Mingze looked at the woman standing at the door. Compared with his memory, her back was much thinner, as if she would be blown down by the wind at any moment.

Slowly clenching his fists, Jin Mingze tried his best to suppress the distress and pity in his heart that was clamoring wildly.

"So what if you hate me?" Jin Mingze sneered, "At least you don't have no feelings for me, do you? If hating me can make you happy, then just hate me, because my hatred for you will only increase. Not less."

Mu Xiluo wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and smiled palely, "Are you happy? Does hate bring you happiness? It's just boundless pain, no one will be happy because of hate."

After finishing speaking, Mu Xiluo walked out of the room, and walked slowly to the end of the corridor along the corridor filled with the afterglow of the setting sun.

Jin Mingze looked at the swaying door panel, and was lost in thought for a moment. No one would be happy because of hatred, but this strong hatred used to be his belief in living.

Hatred is ugly and painful, but it is also the most powerful weapon in this world. It can make people fall into the abyss, and it can also transform people into growth.Maybe, get stronger, maybe become less and less like myself
When Mu Xiluo returned to the ward, Jin Qiaoxin had already returned.Seeing Mu Xiluo, Jin Qiaoxin said calmly, "Can you talk to me?"

Mu Xiluo nodded and left the ward with her.

"I heard from Yuan Ze that Bei Ye agreed to the operation." Jin Qiaoxin looked at Mu Xiluo coldly, "Obviously, it's your credit."

Mu Xiluo shook his head with a wry smile, "Our original intention is the same, we all hope that he can live, don't we?"

"You are special to him. I hope you can stay by his side." Although Jin Qiaoxin's tone was still cold as always, there was a hint of begging in his eyes.

Mu Xiluo looked at her in surprise, and then said helplessly, "You should be very clear about my situation, even if I want to stay with Kitano."

"I will help you." Jin Qiaoxin looked at her firmly, "I will do my best to help you be with Kitano."

Mu Xiluo smiled bitterly, "If it was before, I would be very grateful for your help, but now, I don't want to have anything to do with Jin Mingze, and it is absolutely impossible for me to be with Kitano again."

"You..." Jin Qiaoxin looked at Mu Xiluo in surprise, "How did you convince Kitano?"

"You should be very clear why I came here to meet Kitano." Mu Xiluo wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, walked to the corridor calmly, looked at the sunset outside the window, "I lied to Kitano, but what I said was White lie, God should forgive me."

(End of this chapter)