unresponsive love

Chapter 101 This Is Your Return Gift

"Mrs. Lu, don't talk yet." He held her hand with one hand, and gently stroked her head with the other, with a slight smile on his depressed handsome face, "If anything happens to you, I can't forgive myself."

"But……"

Just as she was about to speak, his thin lips pressed against her dry lips first, and his lips were filled with his burning warmth.

He moved his lips, and gazed softly at her who was close at hand, "Want to sleep? I'll accompany you."

"Hmm..." After all, she didn't say anything, and nodded her head lightly, even though her heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of swords, she didn't want to show much sadness in front of him.

This child is not only hers.

Although the child is closer to flesh and blood in her stomach, she has already seen his love for the child before.

Some things don't have to be hysterical to appear sad. Behind some smiles, they are deeply imprinted in the bones full of thorns, and it is not easy to forget.

Therefore, it is better not to talk about it first, and not to talk about this topic is the greatest forgiveness for each other, even if each of them clearly knows that the other party's heart is already dripping with blood.

Lu Nansheng lifted the quilt, lay down beside her softly, let her head rest on his arm, covered her with the quilt, and kissed her gently between the eyebrows, "Mrs. Lu, sleep well first, you and I are both I'm sleepy, we'll leave the hospital as soon as I wake up, how about that? Huh?"

They've been in this place too many times, and this will be the last time!
She lowered her eyes, tears still welled up in her eyes, she tried her best to smile and pulled the corners of her mouth, "I still want to say one last word to you, and I'll sleep after I'm done."

"What do you want to say?" He turned sideways and stared at her pale and pure face.

She raised her eyes wet with tears, and met his deep gaze. There were too many emotions in each other's eyes, which could not be expressed lightly in a few words.

She said slowly, "Lu Nansheng, you have to believe that I really plan to live a good life with you. No matter what happened in the past, I still want to live a good life with you."

"After that, I will continue to maintain this mentality." He held her face in his hands, lowered his head and kissed her tears little by little, "From now on, we must live a good life together."

She pursed her lips lightly, did not answer, just nodded slightly.

"Go to sleep." Rubbing the tear stains off her face with his fingertips, he whispered softly, with a deep and deep pampering voice.

"Ah."

In response, she let him hug her, curled up in his arms, and slowly closed her eyes.

It was already midnight, there was no moonlight or starlight, and the lights in the ward were not even turned on. It seemed that everyone could feel the sad atmosphere at this moment, and surprisingly no one came to disturb them.

Hearing the sound of even and steady breathing coming from around him, Lu Nansheng slowly opened his eyes. In the dark space, his black pupils exuded a strange and dangerous luster, as fierce as a wolf.

Gently took his arm away from the back of her head, and put her on the bed safely, he leaned over and left a cherished kiss on her lips, then he lifted the quilt and got up, covered her and walked out of the ward door .

Zuo Tang stayed outside the whole time, and didn't feel sleepy at all in the middle of the night. Seeing him coming out, he hurriedly stood up from the bench, "Young Master Lu."

"Say." His voice was low and deep as if it came from hell, which was completely different from the soft doting just now.

At this moment, the shadowy prey is terrifying.

Zuo Tang stood upright, his handsome face was full of seriousness and hatred, "I went back to the villa to check it, and saw it in the notebook in the study..."

He was a little bit speechless, until Lu Nansheng cast his cold eyes, he took a deep breath and continued, "I saw the video of you having sex with Cheng Xiaoqing."

"..."

It was really hard for him to say this kind of thing, but then he thought that Cheng Xiaoqing would not hesitate to take revenge in this way, causing the young lady to have a miscarriage, which is an unforgivable crime!
Lu Nansheng narrowed his wolf-like dangerous eyes, clenched his palms tightly, and the chill that sank into his bones could not be extinguished and flowed out.

He laughed, his smile was deep and cold, Zuo Tang heard his understatement, "Send her to the mental hospital and let Dean Zhou take good care of her."

The mental hospital is undoubtedly the most ironic place for Cheng Xiaoqing. She has always been independent and can't stand being watched, let alone a place where there are all mental problems.

Entering that place, even if she is in a good spirit, she will gradually become insane over time, especially in the mental hospital of Dean Zhou, which is strictly guarded, and she herself can't escape or do anything else.

Zuo Tang nodded heavily, "I'll do it now."

"Also, let more people stay in the hospital."

Knowing what he was worried about, Zuo Tang didn't dare to be vague, "Yes."

Closing his eyes, Lu Nansheng started to walk outside.

Now that Cheng Xiaoqing has been arranged, the next one should be the one surnamed Chu.

He didn't believe that Cheng Xiaoqing, who was under surveillance, could do this. She couldn't move without anyone helping her, and the only person surnamed Chu who was most likely to help her now was the one named Chu.

He is back?

That's really good, digging three feet, he will also return the two big gifts, bit by bit, slowly!

He held his breath and listened to the footsteps outside gradually moving away. Xia Lin, who was sleeping soundly, opened her eyelids, her black and white eyes were eerily quiet.

Actually, she wasn't asleep.

In other words, the paralyzing pain in her heart prevented her from falling asleep. When she closed her eyes, a chubby little person seemed to open her hands and giggle at her. She was so tender and cute. .

Just now when she closed her eyes, she couldn't help but see such a picture in her mind.

Knowing that this was just her imagination, but she just didn't dare to sleep anymore, the more she slept, the more pain on the apex of her heart would be.

Throwing off the quilt, Xia Lin got up and got out of bed, supported her exhausted and frail body that seemed to fall down at any time, opened the door and went out.

A nurse passed by in the corridor, and when she saw her coming out, she walked over exclaiming, "Mrs. Lu, Mr. Lu specially told you not to leave the ward, you are too weak now."

"I am fine."

How can she be fine? She knows best how her body is now, but sweat is oozing from her forehead, and her face is pale.

The nurse looked at her like this, and said no matter what she wanted to help her back to the ward, "Mrs. Lu, you should go to the ward to lie down and rest first, you just had a miscarriage..."

She couldn't bear to say any more.

But Xia Lin seemed to have grasped a glimmer of vitality suddenly, and grabbed the nurse's hand, "Son, where are you?"

"Huh?" The nurse was confused.

"My child..." She had a painful expression and her eyes were full of despair, "Where is he now?"

"This one……"

Seeing the nurse's unspeakable appearance, Xia Lin almost lost her center of gravity, staggered a few steps, her heart was gouged out with pain, she secretly took a deep breath to keep herself calm, but the violent ups and downs of her chest betrayed her fragility, "You... ...throw it away?"

"No, no, no!" Knowing that she had misunderstood, the nurse quickly explained, "I didn't throw it away. Mr. Lu is not allowed to throw it away. It is now in the morgue."

Xia Lin grabbed her hand harder, "Take me there."

"But you..."

"Take me!" Her voice was irresistible, ordering every word.

Her sad and fragile expression made it hard to refuse. The nurse gritted her teeth before nodding, "Then you take a wheelchair. I'll get the wheelchair and take you there."

She can't even walk steadily like this, how can she get to the morgue?But there was no way to refuse, so the nurse had no choice but to agree.

Xia Lin was sitting in a wheelchair, and the nurse pushed the wheelchair into the elevator, and went straight down to the B[-] floor to the morgue.

The cold air in the mortuary was extremely severe. Before entering, layers of chill came over my face. The nurse stood behind Xia Lin and shuddered a few times. If Xia Lin hadn't insisted on coming, she would never have stepped into this place at midnight. place.

Xia Lin didn't seem to feel the chill, and when she reached the door, she suddenly said to the nurse, "Open the door."

"Okay." The nurse took out the key and opened the door of the morgue.

After the door was opened, the cold air became more intense, and the mist slanted out.

Xia Lin kept calm and took a deep breath, "You tell me which cabinet it is in, and I'll just go in by myself."

"Uh, Mrs. Lu, it's better not to go in, your current body... If Mr. Lu finds out, he will definitely be angry."

"It's okay." She said lightly, "I won't tell him, and I won't say that you brought me here. You just need to tell me where I am."

The nurse had no choice but to compromise, "It's the third one in the penultimate row on the right."

"Ah."

Xia Lin stood up from the wheelchair, walked slowly to the right of the mortuary, came to the third freezer in the second row, and pulled it out.

Seeing the thing frozen into ice and unable to see its face, instead of feeling sick, she reached out and hugged it out.

The calmness she had worked so hard to maintain finally collapsed at this moment, tears blurred her vision a little bit, holding the formed larva that was no bigger than a palm, the mother's love and pity poured out of her eyes.

Mumbling softly, she choked up and said, "Baby, I'm sorry..."

Selfishness wanted to bring him into the world, but let him lose his right to life at this time. She didn't do a good job and didn't protect him well. She hated herself...

After exiting the door of the morgue, Xia Lin sat back in the wheelchair again. Just as the nurse was about to push her away, she suddenly said, "Can I trouble you to do me a favor?"

"Eh?" The nurse was taken aback, "What's the matter?"

"Come here with your ears," Xia Lin said softly.

The nurse bent down ignorantly, and leaned against Xia Lin's mouth, and heard her say, "Help me..."

After hearing what she said, the nurse's expression turned pale. She subconsciously stared at the mortuary, only to feel a tingling sensation in her scalp, and then turned around and asked uncertainly, "Is this... really good?"

"Just do what I say." Xia Lin was very tired and didn't want to say more, "I will remember the good points, and I will trouble you."

After struggling for a long time, the nurse frowned and gritted her teeth, "Okay then."

Back in the ward, the nurse was about to help her to rest on the bed, but she stopped her, "Go and do the rest, I can do the rest myself."

"Okay." The nurse didn't do what he thought, turned and walked out.

After the nurse left, Xia Lin slid the wheelchair with both hands, but walked out of the ward again.

She slid the wheelchair straight to the stairwell before she stopped, stared at the steps in the stairwell, and closed her eyes in pain.

Want to get happiness, but happiness is not as simple as she thought.

The thorns and thorns along the way came to such a painful step at the end. No one can really pay for the dead child, and no one can get his life back.

This time she chose to take revenge on Cheng Xiaoqing, and at the same time, she also needed to take revenge on herself.

Because it really hurts so much, the heart seems to be suffocating pain, I can't breathe, it seems that if I breathe more, the pain in the heart will be more, what is breathing hurts, this time she has experienced it personally .

She knew that she would not die if she fell down like this. Just such a small step was not enough to kill her, but at least she would be injured a lot. If it was heavier, the head or limbs would be disabled, and if it was lighter, it would be at least scratched and embarrassed .

But in this case, the pain in the body must be much better than the pain in the heart, right?

At least, it will definitely not be more uncomfortable than it is now.

He promised Lu Nansheng that he would continue to live a good life in the future, but after so many encounters, how dare he still hope to live a good life?
In fact, both she and Lu Nansheng should know how deep their respective scars are, and now it is really, too difficult, too difficult to continue to live a good life...

It is impossible for any of them to ignore the fact that this child really existed. They were more fortunate than anyone else that this child existed before, but now they just lost it. How can such a thing be treated as if it never existed?
It is destined to be difficult to go back, and it is destined that it will not be so easy for her to be with Lu Nansheng. If this is the case, then let her hurt a little bit more.

Until it is numb to the point where there is no emotion, it will be invulnerable to all poisons and fearless.

No one can hurt her anymore, except herself!
Taking a deep breath, Xia Lin slid the wheelchair on the edge of the stairs. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, pushed the wheelchair away with both hands, and rolled straight down the stairs——

However, the imagined pain did not come, and a pair of strong hands of a man wrapped around her waist at the nick of time, and with a strange gesture, they almost stopped her.

Half of her body stopped in mid-air, as soon as the man let go, she would tumble down the stairs.

"Everyone says life is precious, but do you want to die that much?"

A low and teasing male voice filled her ears, and Xia Lin opened her eyes suddenly. Only three centimeters away from her cheek, there was a man's face that was flirtatious and so handsome.

He has a sinister and cool arc, and that kind of squinting and smiling, like a dangerous snake staring at its prey. The slightly raised corners of his mouth are full of malicious intentions.

It is said that the skin of snakes is naturally thin and cool, and Xia Lin can clearly feel that his hands around her waist are not warm...

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Mental hospital.

The nurse found out that Cheng Xiaoqing was sent here by force, she found her nervously, and handed out a box, "Miss Cheng, this is a return gift from Mrs. Lu."

Cheng Xiaoqing had already fallen into madness after being brought here in the middle of the night to get along with a group of lunatics, but when she heard the nurse's words, she instantly calmed down.

"A gift in return from her?" Cheng Xiaoqing smiled coldly, and took the box simply, she wanted to see what gift that woman would give her in return.

Seeing that the things had been delivered, the nurse walked away quickly, not wanting to stay here at all.

Cheng Xiaoqing opened the box unhurriedly, but the smiling face just now dropped the box, covered her head and screamed in shock, "Ah!!!"

(End of this chapter)