unresponsive love

Chapter 132 You Swear!
After sending Chu Xiu to the hospital, Xia Lin No. [-] called Xia Lin to a corner outside the hospital.

As soon as the two of them stood still, Xia Lin No. [-] turned around and said unceremoniously, "The things here have nothing to do with you, you can disappear in front of us."

Xia Lin was stunned for a moment. In fact, she also took her words for granted. Chu Xiu had nothing to do with her, and she had some reasons for him to become like this now, and it was normal for him to leave.

Knowing that he was sent in for treatment, it would be unnecessary for him to stay here any longer, Xia Lin nodded and said, "Take care of him." Turned around and left.

Xia Lin No. [-] looked sideways at the back of her leaving, and frowned tightly. Seeing Xia Lin, she was also uncomfortable. Thinking that he was still facing her appearance now, his heart was even more uncomfortable.

But she also knew that Xia Lin would not live long, so she didn't bother to say any more unnecessary words. After leaving, she turned and went to the hospital.

dark night.

The night is like a huge black hole, swallowing up the direction she was going.

After walking some distance, Xia Lin suddenly felt at a loss. Only then did she belatedly realize that after leaving Lu Nansheng's side, she had... nothing.

Dazed, deeply dazed, her vision was also blurred, and she suddenly felt exhausted while walking, so she sat down on a bench by the side of the road, clasped her hands on her lap, and stared blankly. What the hell are you looking at.

Not far from her, a car stopped.

The man in the car stared at her closely, just so quietly, not stepping forward or disturbing.

Time passed quietly, until the virus in her body broke out again, and she fell into a drowsy sleep again.

The car door was opened from the inside, the slender legs stepped out, and the tall and straight body paced in front of the woman on the chair.

Looking at the blood flowing from her nostrils with his dark eyes, he lowered his gaze, bent down, and gently hugged her...

**
Xia Lin thought she had a dream. She dreamed that when she was about to die, there was a man in her arms, and her head rested on his warm chest, absorbing his warmth.

She didn't know how long later when she opened her eyelids again, there was a handsome face of a man in front of her.

The nose, mouth, eyes, eyebrows, and the outline of the face, each one is a familiar feature to her. Even though her vision is blurred, she can still clearly recognize him...

Is it a dream?
Is she still awake in the dream?

"Lu Nansheng." Suddenly, she hugged him tightly, her voice was hoarse and choked, her breathing rose and fell, "If this is a dream, it's okay to hug you, right?"

Missing, deep missing, in the days when she didn't see him, she didn't know how she felt when she was by his side.

If it's really a dream now, and there is him in the dream, it's okay to let her be greedy, right?
The man stretched out his hand, hugged her into his arms, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "You can hold her for as long as you want."

As soon as his hoarse voice fell, Xia Lin noticed something was wrong.

He has warmth, his voice is very real, this... is not a dream.

Her pupils shrank suddenly, her heart froze for a few seconds, she suddenly pushed him away, struggling desperately to escape from the bed.

But due to the intense struggle, she was unsteady, staggered and almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, the man stretched out his hand in time, grabbed her waist, and pressed her back into his arms.

Tightly, he pressed her head with his big palms, and pressed her into his arms, his chin was behind her shoulders, ignoring her vigorous struggle and hugged her tightly, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Why do you want to run away?"

"..."

"Why are you avoiding me?"

"..."

"Don't run away." He leaned into her ear and said, "You should know, Huangquanbiluo, the ends of the earth, wherever you escape, I will chase there."

"..."

"Never ever think of leaving me alone."

At this moment, his voice was like a deadly weapon, stabbing her heart hard, and the pain spread all over her body, almost making her lose her strength.

Her eyes were red, and she promised to be strong, but recently, her tears flowed unstoppably, as if the faucet hadn't been turned on, and trying to control it became the most difficult thing to do.

It turns out that there can be times like this, just listening to his voice, all the strength in her body will be drawn away, she will feel powerless, and she will feel powerless even if she even moves.

Her eyes were drooping, she didn't know whether it was because of tiredness or something else, she calmed down in his arms, and asked quietly, "If I die, will you die with me?"

He didn't even hesitate, and replied with a heavy word firmly and definitely, "Yes."

"But I don't want to do this." She leaned on his shoulder, let her tears wet his clothes, and said softly, "I want you to live well, don't die."

"If the faith is gone, how do you want me to live alone?" He raised his lips and smiled, wrapping his arms around her shoulders tightly.

Xia Lin hesitated, and asked slowly, "Am I faith?"

He responded very lightly, "Yes."

Her heart trembled heavily, the feeling of suffocation swept over her, the dull pain deep in her bones almost made her unable to breathe, and she choked up with difficulty, "This belief is gone, there will be another..."

"I have only one belief." He said firmly, "In this life, there is only one."

"Don't Lu Nansheng..." She kept shaking her head in his arms, "Please, don't be like this..."

This will make her very depressed and make her unable to breathe. Every word of his will easily suffocate her. It must not go on like this, he cannot die.

Lu Nansheng lowered his eyes, and said hoarsely, "I beg you too, don't leave me alone again."

"..."

"It's too much suffering alone, and I won't be able to get through it."

"I can survive it!" She pushed him away quickly, tears fell drop by drop, she shrank back, opened the distance from him, shook her head in pain and repeated, "You will definitely survive it, you Can survive...don't be like this, don't die, Lu Nansheng, I beg you not to die..."

He looked at her with dim eyes, and the corners of his lips twitched, but he couldn't say anything.

She rushed over again, grabbed his shoulders, like a scared child, and said desperately, "I only have one request, you can promise me, right?"

"..."

"If you don't agree, I will leave now! Even if I die, I will not forgive you!"

He had a stern face, staring at her with soft and hurt eyes, and said hoarsely, "Why do you have to force me to make such an impossible choice, you know that one will be desperate..."

"You have to live in despair!" She said without doubt, "You don't have to be desperate. How do you know if you haven't tried it? Maybe there will be new hope then?"

The hope she said, he could hear, meant that he fell in love with another woman again.

in love with another woman...

He laughed secretly, if he could really fall in love with other women, maybe he wouldn't be in such pain.

She didn't know from afar what kind of imprint she had left in his life...

"Okay." Suddenly, he raised his eyes and looked at her, his gentle gaze was full of pampering, "I will live, but during this time, you must be by my side, you are not allowed to run away, you are not allowed to leave .”

For his sudden promise, Xia Lin didn't quite believe it. She gritted her teeth and said firmly, "You swear!"

"..."

"You swear that I will believe what you say, swear that you will fall in love with others after I die, swear that you will live well, and swear that you will forget me in the future!"

"..."

"If you don't do it, no matter in heaven or hell, in the underworld, I will be tortured and go to Avici Hell, and I will never be reincarnated!"

Her resolute and cruel words made his heart contract suddenly, almost instantly, his whole body became cold.

It was so cold that it was so cold that it was so cold that it was hard to tell what kind of pain it was in his bones. Her every word made him more painful and suffocating than a whip hitting his heart.

The first tear that had never been shed for more than 20 years just flowed down without warning.

He stared at her, his black eyes filled with madness and agitation, the rolling clouds were full of hostility as if he was going to destroy the world, his heart stopped beating, his whole body was trembling, and for the first time he felt a deep panic.

He grabbed her suddenly, screaming almost with all his strength, "Do you have to be so ruthless?!"

Even if it's that little bit, the little bit of leeway is not left to him...

For him to swear this kind of oath, she is simply giving him a life sentence, making him suffer from the pain of time in this life, and he will never be able to get rid of the pain of not having her.

How can you be so cruel...

How could you ask him to swear like this...

How could it be so cruel to let him stay in this cage alone, to be a trapped beast that can't resist at all...

He clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, so hard, unconsciously, that her bones seemed to be crushed, but she didn't seem to feel the pain, facing him, smiling and repeating, "Swear!" .”

"..."

"If we can't do it, there won't even be this last bit of time between us." She smiled, "This will be our last farewell, whether I die immediately or run away from here, I will I will never see you again."

Ridiculous and pitiful tears overflowed from his black eyes, he looked at her with strong eyes, extremely paranoid and extremely manic, as if he wanted to penetrate every aspect of her into his bones with such eyes .

After a while, the two of them stared at each other, and he said with difficulty, "Is there nothing else?"

She is not negotiable, "No."

"..."

"Can't you do it?" She smiled, with a very light smile, removed his hand from her shoulder, slid to the side of the bed and said ruthlessly, "Then I'm leaving."

However, just after taking two steps, he grabbed her wrist from behind.

Behind him came his painful voice, "I swear."

Shallowly, she lowered her eyes and smiled, her hair on both sides scattered on both sides, even though her heart hurt like bleeding, she still said, "Do what you say."

**
Outside the bedroom, Wen Xin covered her mouth forcefully, tears rolled down, but she didn't dare to make a sound.

Liu Yuechuan and Zuo Tang next to him were also red-eyed...

(End of this chapter)