unresponsive love

Chapter 134 Lu Nansheng, Make Me Happy
In the bathroom, Lu Nansheng would do this every night, and never let anyone touch her so intimately, even if it was warm.

For him, he is responsible for everything about her now.

Xia Lin lay quietly in the bathtub, and suddenly asked, "Is my skin ugly now?"

She couldn't see what she looked like, so she didn't know what she was like now.

Lu Nansheng picked up her slender arm, first took the body wash and applied it on, rubbed it lightly, rubbed out the foam, then washed it off with warm water, then wiped off the water stains with a towel, and replied softly, "No, it's still It looks great, not much different from the original."

Her whole body was dull yellow, like a flower that has lost sunlight and water and is gradually withering, decaying and withering.

But in his eyes, she was still the same as before, still beautiful and tender.

Xia Lin didn't think much and knew that he was comforting herself, but she didn't think too much about it. Whatever he said, she knew it in her heart, and she didn't have to get the exact answer from him.

After washing, Lu Nansheng picked her up from the bathtub, took the bathrobe prepared beside her and wrapped her around her body, and carried her out of the bathroom.

When he came to the edge of the bed, he gently put her on the bed. Just as he was about to turn around, she suddenly grabbed her arm, "Don't go."

A faint sentence lifted the lake layer in his heart, the corners of his lips were raised slightly, and he turned to her side, stroking her forehead with his slender fingers, "I'm just going to pack something."

"No." At this moment, she was a little willful and coquettish, with her head resting on his arm, and said, "Just stay with me like this, don't go away."

Now, she doesn't even want to be separated from him for a second.

Likewise, so did he.

Lu Nansheng lifted the quilt, laid her flat on the bed, leaned over and kissed her forehead, "Okay, don't go, I'll accompany you."

He lay down beside her and put his hands on the back of her head. Before he could hold her in his arms, she crawled over and snuggled up to him.

"Lu Nansheng." She called softly.

"Huh?" His voice was magnetic and pleasant, like the sound of heaven, but his faint voice was like the most beautiful and melodious melody.

It's a pity that in her ears, it seemed that the weakest voice came from the farthest edge of the sky.

In fact, most of the time now, she has to concentrate and listen hard to hear his voice...

It was an unspeakable sentence, let alone as a woman who took the initiative to say such a sentence, she was too shy to speak, but for some reason, she was very calm in her heart, as if she was saying something very plain matter.

Lu Nansheng was a little surprised by her words, and immediately said, "No."

Although it has been a long time since she had a miscarriage, according to the fact that she is infected with the virus, and her body is full of viruses, how can she be wanted at this time?

No matter how beastly he is, he is reluctant to ignore her body at this moment.

Xia Lin didn't follow him very much, and said softly, "I can do it."

"..."

"I can really do it now, don't think too much about me."

He has endured for her for too long, so long that it is unbelievable. He is a normal man, but for her sake, he has endured for an unbelievable amount of time.

No one knows better than her. Every day he hugs her to sleep and helps her take a bath, but time and time again, he endures it forcefully. When he can't bear it anymore, he will get up in the middle of the night to take a cold shower.

Many times he took a cold shower in it for more than an hour.

Many times she had the idea of ​​asking him to find other women, but this kind of idea usually came up and was quickly suppressed by her. She couldn't see him touching other women again, and he might not touch other women. woman.

At least when she was still around, he would never touch her, and she knew that.

And this is too selfish, even she knows this kind of suffering.

So besides being able to compensate him a little by herself, she has no other better way at the moment, not to mention... she is going to die, so why pay so much attention?
Don't others say that it is better to find happiness and sleep peacefully in pain than to die in pain and tasteless...

Lu Nansheng stroked her hair with his fingers, and didn't want to discuss this issue with her, so he said softly, "Don't think about it, just sleep well, okay?"

Xia Lin pursed her lips and insisted.

"..."

"Lu Nansheng, I'm really ready." Her tone was almost pleading.

Perceived his rapid and extremely rapid change.

"Don't think about it, go to sleep."

As he said that, he moved her hand away. Although this move made him unwilling, when he thought of her illness, he had to force himself and suppress it hard.

Unwilling, Xia Lin said softly, "Just let me look like a normal woman before the end of my life, is that okay?"

If it weren't for the fact that there was no way to convince him, she really didn't want to say this.

Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, the man's pupils suddenly shrank, tight and manic.

Xia Lin held his face in her hands, raised her head and looked at him at the same level, fixed her hazy eyes on the facial features that she couldn't see clearly, "Lu Nansheng, can you help me do it?"

"..."

"Will you make me happy? In these last hours."

Her time is running out, although no one has said this, but no one is unclear, especially her, it is him.

Every minute and every second that passes now is extremely precious to them. These days, they can only sleep with her in their arms and watch her sleep. It is indeed boring. Perhaps, it is time to polish it up.

Under her persistent gaze, after a long time, he said in a low voice, "Is it okay? At this time, is it really okay?"

He was afraid that he would lose control when he touched her, so he has been enduring these days until he is not like himself.

"Yes." Xia Lin smiled slightly, "Lu Nansheng, I can do it, trust me."

There was a struggle between his brows, "If it doesn't work..."

"I'll tell you when it doesn't work." She said in a comfortable voice, "Don't worry, I won't make things difficult for myself."

"..."

Before the words fell, he turned over uncontrollably, and suddenly pressed her under him.

Xia Lin cooperated with him very much...

The two of them seem to be infatuated in the middle of the night, and each other is looking for a man and woman to fill the lonely emptiness.

Every day after that, they would go to many places to appreciate things during the day, and even though her eyes were gradually losing sight and hearing, they also cooperated with them.

And after going back at night, it was indulgence, crazy but pitiful indulgence.

The more depressed, the more thorough the indulgence, as if they must all sink into lust, forget the time and forget the world, only the two of them are quiet but crazy, until the day finally comes...

(End of this chapter)