unresponsive love

Chapter 145 Who to kill first?
The reason why Wenxin used the word "possible" in front was because she was not sure.

Some pregnant women who don’t understand will affect the baby in their stomachs because they eat the wrong things or what they can’t eat during pregnancy. The lighter ones will not have too much impact, and the heavier ones will cause the baby to give birth and develop. Bad, deformity, congenital serious problems and so on.

She once saw a pregnant woman in the hospital who had a deformed child because she ate something she couldn't eat. She had seen how much pain a mother suffered from giving birth to a deformed child.

So after she calmed down, she started to feel terrible.

Others would eat the wrong food to cause the child to become deformed, then Xia Lin was a helpless virus from the very beginning, then this child was born... the consequences are unimaginable.

This is a bad aspect. On the good side, it is also possible that the child did not absorb her virus, or the antidote that saved Xia Lin may also dispel the absorbed part of the child, so it is not certain that the child is fine.

But the ratio of good to bad is that the bad occupies the majority.

So standing on the boundary of reason, she thinks that killing the child is the best choice for them, so that they will not be able to accept the unknown result even more after they have more feelings for the child.

But from the standpoint of personal feelings, asking Xia Lin to get rid of this child, not to mention how Lu Nansheng felt, even if she said it herself, she already felt very uncomfortable.

This child is their new dawn, the best ray of dawn after Xia Lin and Lu Nansheng experienced despair. If the dawn disappears, how can the world be brightened?

In particular, they have already experienced a miscarriage...

The next day, Xia Lin woke up very early, and when she opened her eyes, she bumped into the deep eyes of the man unexpectedly.

His long and thick eyelashes were close at hand, she could clearly see the length of each eyelash, and a pair of obsidian-like eyes stared at her without blinking.

How long had he looked at her like this?

Being stared at by him for the first time in the morning, Xia Lin felt an inexplicable thump in his heart, and his heart beat quickly, "Lu..."

Just when she was about to call out his name, his lips pressed up without warning, sealing her mouth and blocking all her words.

His thin lips just sucked the skin of her lips, lingering there repeatedly with some kind of affection, without sticking into the tip of his tongue.

Maybe he didn't expect such a scene when he opened his eyes, Xia Lin was kissed too suddenly by him, and was stunned.

Is he...too enthusiastic, too dissatisfied?

As if he had finally had enough of kissing, he moved his lips with smiling eyes, and stared into her eyes, "Good morning, Mrs. Lu."

Because of the close distance, Xia Lin clearly took a look at his bloodshot and scarlet eyes. She was startled, and held his handsome face with her hands, "What's wrong with you?"

Did he not sleep well last night?

Otherwise, why did he look so tired? It was almost the same as when he appeared in the hospital before, but this time, it seemed to be more serious.

"It's okay." He smiled with his lips hooked without any trace, and kissed her forehead again, "I just want to give you a good morning kiss."

If you just want to give her a good morning kiss, then too much emotion is mixed in it.

Without letting Xia Lin catch anything on his face, he got up and got out of bed, and pulled her up from the bed, "Wash up and go down for breakfast."

He grabbed her wrist with his big palm and led her into the bathroom. Xia Lin frowned slightly. She couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, but felt...he was a little strange today.

It seems to be back to the time when she had the virus again...

"Lu Nansheng." She stopped, turned around and hooked his neck, looked at him seriously in his questioning gaze and said, "Look at me, I'm fine now, I'm really standing in front of you ,Right?"

He pursed his thin lips, did not answer, just stared at her eyes more deeply.

"So," she tried to calm down, smiled, and then said with a slightly stiff smile, "don't drift, don't think about those things again, it's all over."

"..."

"Forget about those things for the time being, as long as it's painful or bad, we'll forget all of it." Her calm face outlined a soothing arc, "We only remember the good, the happy, the joyful, and spend a sweet time together. things will do.”

"..."

"You also told me last night that everything is over and our world is at peace... So, can you stop suffering?"

Seeing him in pain made her feel even more uncomfortable. Although it is not obvious that his expression is painful now, maybe the two of them have been together for a long time, as if there is a kind of telepathy, she can feel that his heart is in pain , struggling, collapsing.

She didn't know what he was thinking of or other reasons. The only thing she knew was that she didn't like him like this.

Because they have experienced too many painful things, now, it should no longer be pain, but happiness.

He was fixed on her. There were many things in his black eyes that she still couldn't understand. After a long time, he pecked her forehead lightly, "Don't think too much, I'm fine."

"Really?" Because she had been deceived, even though it was all for her own good, she had been deceived by him, so she didn't dare to believe it, and she was skeptical.

"real."

"This time, you won't lie to me again, will you?"

"will not."

Once again, he said no, but in fact he chose to cheat.

The reason was also that she didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, and didn't want her to be beaten back to her original shape by the cruel facts and hurt completely.

He still chooses to monopolize everything and bear everything alone, even though he knows that every time he does so, the result may be unacceptable to her...

Although Xia Lin had doubts about him, she thought that they had indeed gone through the most difficult thing now. Even if Lu Nansheng had lingering fears, it was understandable. After all, the darkness during that time was not only for him, but she also felt the same fear with him. fear.

Fear and fear, as well as the present happiness and ease, the combination of many emotions makes people ignore the deadliest problem.

In other words, it's not ignorance, but unwillingness to think about it, unwillingness to doubt it.

So people like to live in their own world in such a self-deceiving way, always avoiding danger after experiencing heavy trauma, thinking that everything is beautiful and perfect, and automatically filtering out any most deadly problems.

Because, I don't want happiness to be too short, and I don't want the beautiful world I just pieced together to be broken in an instant...

Lu Nansheng and Xia Lin went downstairs together, Wenxin saw them coming down, and was attracted by their clasped hands at the first sight, and then his heart became very complicated.

She remembered last night again, when she told Lu Nansheng that it would be best to abort the child, Lu Nansheng turned his back to her and was silent for a long time before saying a word to her, "Don't tell her."

Don't tell Xia Lin about that child's problem. Wenxin can understand the reason why Lu Nansheng did this. No one wants to step through the thorns, scars and bloodstains on the ground, and finally think that they have reached a happy paradise. Finally, he was instantly sent to hell by one of the cruelest facts.

Xia Lin couldn't bear the pain of losing one child before losing another, at least, she couldn't bear it now that she was covered in scars...

This was considered at the time, so she didn't dare to tell Xia Lin, and could only ask Lu Nansheng to make a decision. This is their common child, and only they can make a decision.

But obviously Lu Nansheng's decision came out. When everyone was having breakfast together, he suddenly said to them, "There's nothing else going on here. I'm ready to go back to City C in about two days."

Hearing this answer, Wenxin's eyelids trembled heavily. If he didn't misunderstand, he should have decided to keep the child.

Zuo Tang immediately cheered and blew a happy whistle, one can imagine how much he wanted to leave this place.

Liu Yuechuan also nodded in agreement, "Okay."

Xia Lin didn't react much, because Lu Nansheng already wanted to tell her about it when he was upstairs, and he knew that he shouldn't think about things unrelated to Lu Nansheng at this time, let alone worry about extra men besides him, but deep down in his heart, Can't help showing that flirtatious man sitting weakly in a wheelchair.

Is he... okay now?

Although Chu Xiu was cruel, she later guessed that it would be Chu Xiu's masterpiece that Lu Nansheng was stabbed twice, but Lu Nansheng also crippled his legs later. Compared with Chu Xiu, in this regard, it was more serious. Much more, he didn't kill Lu Nansheng, he just let him be seriously injured to the hospital, but Lu Nansheng deprived him of his freedom and made him live in a wheelchair for life.

For this man who is both an enemy and a friend, good times and bad times, who has hurt her and helped her, made her and Lu Nansheng miserable, she found that she did not have the hatred she imagined.

Or because the hatred is too thorough, instead of the mentality that you must hate and hate when you meet each other, many things are cut and messed up, and the best result is not to think too much...

At noon, Lu Nansheng had something to do, so he left with Zuo Tang, leaving the other three people straight to the hospital, but when they went straight to the ward, they didn't see the person they wanted to see.

Zuo Tang inquired about it, and when he came back, he told him the result, "Chu Xiu disappeared yesterday, and the hospital couldn't find his person. The doctor brought by Chu Xiu died here yesterday."

Hearing this fact, Lu Nansheng's eyes were as black as a hawk, his face was as cold as frost, and his handsome face was as cold as frost. Then he ordered again, "Go and find out where the doctor's laboratory is."

If you want to keep the child, you don't need to care what the child looks like, but the possibility that he will carry the virus cannot be ignored.

Although it may not be possible to solve Xia Lin's thing, it will definitely be able to completely eliminate the child born with the virus, but there is a one in ten thousand possibility that he will try.

The doctor brought by Chu Xiu was the one who tested the method of eliminating the virus in this hospital before. Now that the doctor is dead and Chu Xiu is gone, we can only rely on this possibility.

However, Zuo Tang quickly replied, "The people in the hospital said that after Mrs. Young recovered from her illness, the doctor destroyed all the experimental items, leaving nothing behind..."

**
The sun at noon was still very good, and Wenxin was afraid that Xia Lin would get bored in the house, so she asked Liu Yuechuan to come with her to the lawn outside the villa to bask in the sun. Lin is pregnant, more sun exposure is not a blaze, the warm sunshine is good for her physical and mental health, so Xia Lin didn't refuse anything.

But just as the three of them left the villa, Wenxin supported Xia Lin, and when they were about to walk forward, a person suddenly rushed over from the side.

A woman with the same appearance as Xia Lin.

Xia Lin recognized her, she was Xia Lin No. [-], but she didn't know her real name, and she didn't expect her to have the same appearance as herself.

After Xia Lin No. [-] rushed over, he raised his wrist without saying a word, and slapped Xia Lin's fair face with an angry slap.

There was a sound of "pa", before Liu Yuechuan and Wenxin had figured out the situation when they saw her, the applause exploded so loudly.

A slap instantly returned Liu Yuechuan's thoughts, perhaps out of a man's instinct, he reached out and grabbed Xia Lin No. [-]'s wrist and threw her aside angrily, his clear eyes were burning with anger, fiercely He glared at Xia Lin No. [-], "What do you want to do?!"

Xia Lin No. [-] was staggered by him for several steps before she stood still. She smiled coldly, ignored his angry words, and stared at Xia Lin's malicious ridicule, "You are really capable, every man Is it being manipulated by you like this? Seeing others willingly die for you, don't you feel very happy and have a sense of accomplishment? Even if you die now, you should die in peace, right?"

Wenxin came to her senses, and when she heard her words, she walked over a few steps angrily and said angrily, "You crazy woman didn't wash your mouth in the morning, did you? Even if it's a mad dog, you shouldn't hit someone!"

"I hit a shameless woman like her!" Xia Lin No. [-] stared at Xia Lin with cold and angry eyes, complaining that his chest kept rising and falling, "What is so good about you that you can make him sacrifice his life for you? ? Do you know why you are standing here now?"

Xia Lin didn't seem to be able to feel the burning pain on her face and the sharp slap marks of her five fingers. She looked up at Xia Lin No. [-], and suddenly felt that the current sunlight was very glaring.

It was so dazzling that she couldn't open her eyes, and then she heard Xia Lin No. [-]'s collapsed voice saying, "It's because he used his own body for experiments! Experiments found an antidote that can save you! Because you are dying, so he Had to double dose myself of the same virus as you! Then you came back alive, but he was dying!"

"..."

"He's going to die, do you know? He's not only going to die now, he's been taken away by others!"

"..."

"Do you know how many enemies he had before he was alive? Do you know how many people wanted his life and tortured him? Now that he is taken away, I am afraid that even death will not be peaceful and will be tortured!"

"..."

"And you? Why can you stay here so peacefully? He's dying and you're not by his side. Why should a woman like you deserve him to do this!"

**
On the roof of a villa not far away, a man with a fierce face stepped on the chest of a weak man lying on the ground next to him, holding a sniper gun in his hand, and the sniper gun was aimed at Xia Lin The direction where the others are.

He looked back at the man on the ground and grinned, "Tell me, should I kill the man first, or the woman first?"

(End of this chapter)