unresponsive love

Chapter 158

Sunshine Kindergarten, when Xia Lin arrived, Lan Xi happened to be outside Sunshine Kindergarten, and it happened to be the time when the kindergarten was over.

Seeing these lively little beings jumping happily towards their parents' arms, or acting coquettishly, or losing their temper... Xia Lin's heart stopped suddenly, and a feeling of pain surged up without warning. Heart, devoured.

His breathing gradually became unsteady, and the face that was still smiling and pleasant just now changed color instantly, his whole body seemed to be stiff, and a little bit of coldness spread all over his body.

How could she have forgotten that now is exactly the time when kindergarten is over?

Why did she forget for a moment that the Sunshine Kindergarten that Lan Xi mentioned was the place where children gather?
How could she have forgotten that seeing these children... would hurt her?
Seeing those lively little beings being led away by their parents one by one, Xia Lin stood there stiffly, her shoulders were trembling a little, and her eyes were frozen as if she had lost her mind.

Lan Xi, who was next to her, stared at her appearance, and sighed slightly in her heart. Xia Lin really couldn't accept seeing so many children. She always had such a deep hurdle in her heart, and she couldn't get over it no matter what.

"Girl, I'm sorry." Lan Xi walked over, gently hugged the stiff Xia Lin, patted her on the back with one hand, and said with rare self-reproach, "Maybe I shouldn't have let you come here. "

She came here on purpose, she knew that the hurdle in Xia Lin's heart was too deep, she wanted to help Xia Lin get out of this abyss, and let her gradually get used to seeing children, getting used to these little lives, getting used to... But looking at it now Seeing Xia Lin's appearance, I suddenly felt that I was doing a little too much?
Perhaps for Xia Lin, it will take some more time to get out of this abyss, not now.

She could let go of Chu Xiu's death and the guilt towards Liu Yuechuan, but no matter what, the child was always a shadow that could never be shaken off.

Also, where is the mother who can accept the death of her two children?Just one has already caused Xia Lin to suffer a great blow, and the second...

Xia Lin was stiff for a long, long time, her eyes were fixed and lifeless, and she forgot to move while leaning against Lan Xi's arms. She wrapped herself in her warm body temperature until a small person appeared in her sight.

The very young man is thinner than ordinary children. He is wearing a blue down jacket, a small thick bag, and a pair of fleece sneakers on his feet. Her hair is soft and petite like a girl.

When Xia Lin saw him, her thoughts suddenly withdrew, and she stared at him blankly, and his eyes just happened to fall on her.

His eyes were black and round, so clear that there was no impurity. He stared at her linglingly for a moment, maybe because he thought she was very familiar. After tilting his head and thinking for a while, he suddenly remembered that they had met once before. Then he grinned at her again.

Such eyes, such a smiling face, settled into Xia Lin's heart in an instant, and she felt that when the little boy looked at her and smiled at her, the calm lake in her heart rippled like this.

Inexplicably, Xia Lin pushed Lan Xi away, walked uncontrollably in front of Lu Jingrong who was standing at the entrance of the kindergarten, squatted down, and looked at him level, she smiled at him, "Do you still remember me?"

"Remember." Lu Jingrong stood by the entrance of the kindergarten, smiling at her with clear eyes, and after speaking, his fair little face flushed unnaturally.

In fact, I only met once before, and it seemed a bit abrupt to come up to talk to a child like this, and they didn't say a word before, they just stared at each other, but she suddenly wanted to come up to him say something.

Lan Xi, who was standing behind, saw this scene, raised her brows in surprise, and a sly look flashed across her starry eyes. It seemed that she didn't need to do anything more, as they already knew each other.

At the moment, she didn't say much, and stood idly behind, arms crossed, looking like she was watching a good show.

Because of unfamiliarity and unclearness, although Xia Lin really wanted to reach out and pinch his lovely face, she had to restrain her movements and could only look at him and say, "Do you go to school here?"

"That's right." Lu Jingrong didn't know what to say to her because he was unfamiliar, so he asked after thinking about it, "Are you also here to pick up the child?"

"No, I'm just passing by." Xia Lin smiled quietly, her black and white eyes were unconsciously soft, and there was a hint of luster similar to maternal love overflowing.

"Oh." Lu Jingrong suddenly didn't know what to say to her, and his little face was flushed.

Looking at this strange woman, his heart was a little flooded. He felt that the feeling in his heart was very strange. According to his personality, he should have a lot to say, but he didn't understand why. He realized that he didn't know how to talk to this woman. What did the woman who met for the second time say.

Xia Lin also stared at him, her gaze was very gentle, and she forgot to continue to say something else, only her eyes never left him, and the little guy became more and more embarrassed and more and more embarrassed. Feel more shy.

He scratched his head, thinking about whether to say something else, when the head teacher's voice sounded behind him, "Jing Rong, is your father still here?"

Lu Jingrong turned around and said politely to the teacher who came over, "I called him just now, he's almost here."

The teacher wearing glasses walked up to him and rubbed his little head, "It's better to go in and wait, it's not good to wait outside, the teacher will accompany you."

"Oh." Lu Jingrong was a very obedient child. He followed the homeroom teacher for two steps, then thought of the woman behind him, turned around and grinned at her. That pure smile was like an angel.

Xia Lin's heart suddenly became softer because of his smile. She sensitively caught the words before, smiled and asked softly, "Your name is Jing Rong?"

"Yeah." The little guy nodded and waved to her, "I'm going back to the classroom first, bye."

"Goodbye." Xia Lin stood up, watching his little figure slowly disappearing in front of her eyes with reluctance, and her eyes were a little inexplicably lost again.

Lan Xi came over at this moment, went to her side and patted her on the shoulder, recalling her thoughts, "Let's go, there is a good seafood city nearby, let's go eat seafood."

Xia Lin turned her head, tried to force a smile at her, and tugged at the corner of her mouth, "Okay."

Subconsciously, he glanced into the kindergarten again, and then followed Lan Xi before leaving the kindergarten door. When Lan Xi left, she also cast a glance into the kindergarten, with a meaningful smile in her eyes, which was so mysterious that people couldn't figure it out .

Lu Jingrong followed the homeroom teacher back to the classroom. The teacher took his little hand, bent down and reminded, "Jingrong, your father said before that you can't talk to strangers casually. In the future, don't talk to people you don't know. ,do you know?"

Because of Lu Jingrong's unusual status, the teacher in charge of his homeroom was very careful about him. If something happened to him, they would not be able to bear the consequences.

Lu Jingrong pursed her lips and subconsciously defended, "I've met her once before, so I'm not considered a stranger."

Moreover, he felt that the way that woman looked at him just now made him a little... a little deer bumping...

Xiaolu Luanchuang is a word he heard when he was playing with a classmate in the big class before. It is a metaphor for the feeling of heartbeat. He doesn't know how that classmate knows this word. He just feels that this word is a bit similar to his current feel the same...

Just as the homeroom teacher was about to continue, a mature man's deep voice suddenly came from the door of the classroom, "Lu Jingrong."

Hearing this familiar voice, Lu Jingrong immediately pulled away the little hand held by the teacher, and ran towards the man who walked in, "Dad."

The little guy jumped to the man's feet, hugged his legs and showed a spring-like smiling face, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, why are you here now?"

"There's a traffic jam on the road." Lu Nansheng picked up his little clothes, turned around and walked outside with him, "Going back."

"Oh." Lu Jingrong was used to this man not being gentle with him, so he casually let him carry him away.

But just a few steps away, the head teacher's voice behind him shouted, "Mr. Lu, wait a minute."

Lu Nansheng stopped and glanced at her sideways.

His eyes have always possessed a breathtaking deterrent force, even if he only looks at you lightly, it can give you the illusion that you can't lift your head up in front of him.

The homeroom teacher stood there and thought about it. After thinking about it, he still decided to forget it. He said with an embarrassed smile, "It's nothing."

She didn't know whether she should tell about the fact that a woman talked to Lu Jingrong just now. Lu Nansheng had solemnly warned them before that Lu Jingrong should never be allowed to contact strangers she didn't know, but the woman didn't seem to say anything to Lu Jingrong just now. What strange things to do, think about it, I don't need to say it, lest it is even more troublesome if it is a small thing, it will be made huge by them.

Lu Nansheng nodded lightly, pursed his thin lips lightly, did not say a word, and carried Lu Jingrong out of the kindergarten with no expression on his stern face.

When they got into the car, one big and one small sat in their seats. When Lu Nansheng was about to start the car, Lu Jingrong looked at him with a little hope in his bright eyes, and suddenly said, "Dad, I want to eat seafood." .”

"No." The man refused without thinking, started the car and left.

Lu Jingrong is really used to his attitude, lowered his head, pursed his lips, and lowered his voice a little, "Liu Kaiming in our class said that his parents would often take him to eat seafood. , went today too."

The car slowly moved away from the kindergarten.

"He said that every time, his father would give him whatever he wanted, even if it was the moon in the sky, his father would pick it up..."

After talking so much, he still didn't see any shaken emotions from the man around him, so he was discouraged.

(End of this chapter)