unresponsive love

Chapter 180 Live up to this love

The man held her face and kissed her lips. His lips were a touch she was familiar with, which made people linger. Just being kissed by him made her feel her body soften.

During the time filled with loneliness, he suddenly came into contact with the man's warm body, and the loneliness in his heart seemed to be soothed by him in an instant.

"How did you get in?" Xia Lin asked in a puzzled voice. Although her whole body was surrounded by his pleasant smell and her head felt muddled, she clearly remembered that the door of the apartment was locked by her.

"Don't worry about it." Xia Lin knew what he meant by doing something without saying it.

But even though she understands and understands that according to Lu Nansheng's animal desires, she can hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day of the junior high school. Even if she is divorced, he can still come, but she is not ready now.

What's more, at this juncture, Jing Rong has not returned to her, and has not completely got rid of the virus. She thinks about Jing Rong every day, and she suffers from the feeling of not being able to see him for a moment. After leaving, she didn't have much mood to think about such things.

Xia Lin shook her head, "Lu Nansheng, now I..."

"Better not to refuse. Rejection is not what I want to hear. You know how long I have endured it."

He really endured it for so long that he found it unbelievable. If he hadn't experienced it himself, he might not have known that he was able to endure it.

He doesn't understand why, his heart and body will be pulled so tightly by this woman for so long, if he asks her what's good, he can't answer, maybe any place is good, maybe many places are bad, but his thinking She is the one who is firmly occupied by her. Every moment, all the time, the person he thinks about is her.

He can even break his bottom line again and again for her...

"...Lu Nansheng..."

He is like a hunter catching prey, not eager to possess for a while, but waiting for her to slowly take the bait, the low and charming voices poured into her ears, like one after another to stir the waves of the lake in her heart. The comfortable wind made people want to follow in his footsteps, "Tell me, do you want to?"

She bit her lip, wanting to refuse, and became more and more honest, making it impossible for anyone to ignore her, "Well, Lu Nansheng, I..."

"Do you want to?" He only focused on this one question.

She couldn't speak, and couldn't say a word for a long time. In the darker room, even though she couldn't see it, she could hear and feel that her face was burning like a fire.

She's no longer a little girl, why is she still blushing again and again when facing this man?

She remained silent for a long time, and his tone was lighter and more charming, "Answer me, do you want to? Huh?"

"...Think." After a while, she answered a word, but as soon as she finished speaking, there was a feeling of remorse that wanted to bite off her tongue.

God, she actually said yes?She couldn't resist his temptation, actually said she wanted to?
She should have pushed him away directly!

Xia Lin can't wait to pick up the quilt and cover her face immediately... If it wasn't for being pressed down by a man.

Xia Lin held back her desire to run wild, and told herself over and over again, just take it as the little compensation she gave him for the five years he endured, and take it as the little compensation she gave him for his hard work for so long...

Everything is ready, in the darkness where they can't see each other, they belong to each other...

In the morning, the first ray of light refracted into the house.

The room was beautiful, with men's clothes scattered on the wooden floor, women's sleepiness, and the messy single bed that signaled the fierce battle last night.

The spring is rippling, and the ambiguity is self-evident.

When Xia Lin was sore all over and opened a pair of slender eyelashes in a daze, what she met was Lu Nansheng's handsome face full of radiance.

Seemingly unable to respond to what happened, she froze for a moment.

Lu Nansheng propped his face on one hand, and greeted her with a smile, "Mrs. Lu, good morning."

Seeing the irritating scene last night flashed through his head, Xia Lin gasped, opened his mouth in shock, and formed a 0.

To her, it felt more like a dream, because she didn't turn on the light at the time, she could really regard it as a self-deceiving dream, but now seeing his old god, his long and narrow eyes with a happy smile, lying beside her , she can't even deceive herself!
Xia Lin almost subconsciously wanted to jump up, but the man quickly grabbed her and pressed her on the bed. Immediately afterwards, his tall body pressed over again, squeezed her chin and smiled harmlessly, "It's so active early in the morning. ?Ok?"

The corners of her eyes twitched, instinctively wanting to refuse.She was almost tortured to death by him, and now her legs are crisp and soft.

I couldn't tell how long this had been going on, but it was already eleven o'clock in the morning when Xia Lin was preparing breakfast in the kitchen with her legs limp.

When she thought about how incompetent she seemed to be that she had no resistance to Lu Nansheng at all, she felt infinitely regretful when making breakfast, even if she wanted to make up for him not having touched another woman in the past five years, she didn't need to be completely tossed like this Bar?
Most importantly, they are already divorced!
Divorced, what does it matter to her if he touches other women?The more I think about it, the more I feel like I've fallen into a deep pit.

Xia Lin felt melancholy in her heart, and finally made breakfast, and after putting it on the table one by one, the man who was sitting at the table, wearing a suit and leather shoes and reading the newspaper didn't need her to say anything, put down the newspaper, picked it up and put it in front of him of milk, take a sip.

Xia Lin sat down opposite him, drank a few sips of porridge, hesitated for a while, but couldn't help looking over, and asked, "Are you not going to work today?"

After asking, I felt that if I asked more, didn't she not go to work?
Lu Nansheng pushed the newspaper in front of her, "Look at the date, it's Saturday."

Xia Lin didn't really look at the date, but held the spoon in his hand and asked in confusion, "Then when are you leaving?"

Lu Nansheng glanced at her coolly, and said in a natural tone, "Why should I leave?"

She simply stated the fact, "This is not where you live."

He didn't care, "What's the difference?"

For him now, where she is, where he should be, it's that simple, besides, there are only the two of them here... It feels like it's not bad, at least there will be no more uninterested people to disturb he.

Xia Lin frowned and frowned even tighter. She hadn't planned to forgive him yet. He had lied to her for so long!
But now... what is it?
The more she thought about it, the more she felt entangled, she bit her lip, held the spoon and hesitated for a long time, then she couldn't help but said to the man opposite who was having breakfast slowly, "Then don't say anything else, let's talk about Jing Rong now. thing."

Lu Nansheng paused, raised his black eyes lazily, raised his eyebrows and stared at her, "What are you talking about?"

"I've already made up my mind." Gathering up her courage, she said with seriousness on her pretty face, "When Jing Rong is back, I will find a way to make him recognize me under the condition that he can accept me. At that time, we will take care of the child differently, I will take care of him for 20 days a month, and you will take care of him for ten days, how about it?"

Hearing that, Lu Nansheng's face turned ugly instantly, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his secretive black eyes were fixed on her, making her extremely guilty.

Gritting her teeth, she tried to negotiate again, "Then my fifteen days, your fifteen days?"

He was still staring at her without saying a word, his appearance made people even more uncertain.

"You have sixteen days, I have fourteen days, so it's okay, right?" When he got here, he still refused to speak, and Xia Lin became angry. His fair face was full of tenacity that refused to retreat. He let go of the spoon and stared at him. The man opposite said, "This is already my biggest concession. Whether you agree or not, you can only stay with me for a maximum of sixteen days, and Jing Rong must follow me for fourteen days!"

When she thought that she hadn't been able to get along with her child for five years, mother and child had missed five years of time, and if this continued, she would definitely not do it!

Lu Nansheng suddenly laughed. He leaned against his back, crossed his arms, raised the corners of his lips, and said the truth that made people blush and heartbeat, "Now come to negotiate with me about the child?"

Xia Lin lost much confidence, "It's just that men and women are asking for what they need, and it can be completely treated as never happened..."

"Pretend it never happened?" He unhurriedly took the phone next to him and shook it, and smiled at her seductively, "But what should we do? The evidence has been left, how can we pretend it never happened?"

He knew that she would definitely say such things afterwards, and before she could ask, he quickly called up a recording and played it, and the word "think" she said suddenly came from the phone.

Xia Lin gasped, her face turned as red as a drop of blood in an instant, she got up quickly and went to grab the phone, "You perverted, you actually recorded this kind of thing!"

"If you don't leave evidence, what if you continue to abandon your husband and son?" She just reached out to snatch her, when Lu Nansheng grabbed her wrist, pulled her hard, and brought her directly into his arms, staring at her with a deep smile. She said, "Mrs. Lu, if you dare to abandon your husband and son again, I don't mind putting this recording on your company's radio."

"Rogue! Rogue!" Xia Lin blushed and glared at him. I really didn't expect him to be able to do this!No wonder he kept seducing her last night and forced her to say that!

Regret in my heart!
Lu Nansheng smiled harmlessly, and stretched out his hand to pat her face. His handsome face was full of brilliance, and his thin lips were slightly parted. Say."

"..."

Unable to continue communicating with him on this kind of topic, Xia Lin wanted to struggle out of his arms, but he held her waist tightly and refused to let her leave. She blushed and gritted her teeth, "Let go , I want to get up."

Lu Nansheng raised his eyebrows, pinched her waist and said dangerously, "Let's talk about it first, do you want to continue negotiating the child's issue?"

Xia Lin grabbed his arm and blushed, gritted her teeth and said angrily, "We're already divorced!"

"Divorce?" Lu Nansheng raised his brows even higher, smiling leisurely, "When did I tell you that we are divorced?"

"..."

Under Xia Lin's surprised and questioning eyes, Lu Nansheng told the truth lightly, "We have never been divorced."

Seeing that he didn't look like he was joking, Xia Lin couldn't believe it, and blurted out in shock, "You didn't sign?"

At the beginning, in order not to be so depressed and to prevent both of them from having a hard time breathing, she chose to let go and let each of them return to their original positions, so she asked Lan Xi to help her prepare the divorce agreement, signed her name and left .

She thought, according to their respective situations at the time, Lu Nansheng would sign, because in a repressed marriage, only relief can make each other feel better.

Lu Nansheng pondered for a moment, thought about it, and didn't want to continue to lie to her about anything, so he had to answer honestly, "I originally wanted to sign it, but I hesitated for a long time and put it in the study, but I forgot it later. Once our son went to the study to play, I don't know How did he find the divorce agreement, he tore it up."

Xia Lin suddenly wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh for a long time. At the end, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "Don't fool me."

"I'm serious." He held her in his arms, adjusted her posture, let his buttocks sit on his lap, and held her face to him, "So, Mrs. Lu, we will see her in this life. It’s doomed not to break away from the relationship, son, let’s take it together in the future, huh?”

"But what if you lied to me so much?" Xia Lin stared at him and said, "Otherwise Lan Xi told me, I didn't even know you told her to take me away, and lied to me so much that I looked like a Like a fool, I'm the only one in the whole world who doesn't know anything, how can such a thing be counted?"

Lu Nansheng pointed, "Then, try to compensate you in terms of physical strength in the future?"

Knowing exactly what he was talking about, Xia Lin thumped his shoulder, with a little girl-like coquettishness, "Why are you so rude?"

He grabbed her hand and held it in his palm, wrapping her small hand in his warm palm, "It's always been like this for you."

Xia Lin's eyes are red. If she was still struggling with the fact that she divorced him before, then now, she doesn't even have this kind of entanglement. The sudden happiness sometimes makes people feel ethereal. Now, She has a son, her marriage is not divorced, and the things that oppress her are finally released. It seems that there is no reason to leave this man...

Gently, she snuggled into his arms and murmured, "Lu Nansheng, no matter what happens in the future, good or bad, don't lie to me again, don't lie to me again, let me bear it with you, we bear it together .”

Resting his chin on the top of her head, he replied softly and sincerely, "Okay."

"From now on, you are me, don't look at other women, I will be jealous."

"it is good."

"Secretaries are not allowed to use women."

"it is good."

"Lu Nansheng." She sat up straight in his arms again, wrapped her hands around his neck, and said seriously, "I don't ask for each other, I don't ask for forever, I just ask that we all be together." Live up to this love."

This love is hard-won, five years is too long, the feeling of longing day and night is so tormented, five years is too short, so short that each other's smile is still yesterday, they loved and hated , Cried, laughed, those good and bad things in the past have become the past, the vows of each other are too heavy, the promises of eternal life are too long, only now, I want to hold each other well and never separate, No longer be defeated by anything, when they can still love, live up to this love.

Lu Nansheng stared at her with a soft and doting look in his eyes, held her face in his hands, and kissed her gently on her lips with great cherishment, "Mrs. Lu, I love you."

The tears in her eyes couldn't help but flow down because of his words, and she couldn't help kissing him back, "Me too..."

During the two days of the weekend, the two enjoyed their world to the fullest, but in the end they still missed their son too much, and they couldn't do anything they wanted to do without any scruples.

I don't know whether Chu Xiu has a conscience or no conscience. Every day, there will be a photo of Lu Jingrong sleeping with his eyes closed, and they will not be allowed to investigate further, even talking to Lu Jingrong on the phone. No chance.

So far, they still can't find out where Chu Xiu took Lu Jingrong. It's not that they haven't thought about exploring the geographical location with their mobile phones, or using other channels to find them, but Chu Xiu is obviously a person who is very good at hiding. People, no matter what means they use, they still can't find any news of any benefit. The only thing that is clear is that Lu Jingrong is recovering well, which can be seen from his little face that turns rosy every day.

Although both of them were very concerned and worried, they knew that they had no choice but to wait. As for whether Chu Xiu would hurt Lu Jingrong, there was no need to worry too much.

Over the past five years, it's not just them who have changed, some people have also gradually changed. As for what the person who has also changed has become and what has happened to him, Lu Nansheng is indifferent to this.

As long as he can save his son, it has nothing to do with him whether Chu Xiu will become more insane, or improve and do good. If he dares to hurt his son at all, in Zuo Tang's words, he should wash his neck clean, etc. Let's go!
Everyone has faded away their hatred. It was Chu Xiuzhong's cause at the beginning, and he should be the one to reap the fruit...

With such waiting, until this day, when Xia Lin and Lu Nansheng were having dinner, Lu Nansheng's phone rang, and after answering, it was Liu Ma's voice, "Master, the young master is back!"

(End of this chapter)