unresponsive love

Chapter 261 Don't Be Too Kind To Me

She knew that the Nangong family was destroyed, and the source of her hatred disappeared.

However, that was not what she wanted at all.

If Nangong Nishizawa hated her, it should be considered. After all, Nangong's family became like that, and no matter what they said, they could not be separated from her.

She didn't expect that so many things happened in Ancheng during a period of time she didn't know a year ago, and as a result, Nangong Nishizawa was the only one left in Nangong's family.

It was her who destroyed his home...with his relatives?
All of a sudden, Lan Xi shook her head vigorously, trying her best to shake off those complicated and painful thoughts.

If his superficial caring is actually hiding his hatred, then hate it. If she hadn't left with him at that time, the Nangong family might not have led to that situation...

Taking out her pajamas from the closet, Lan Xi went into the bathroom, put away her pajamas, took off her clothes, and was about to pour water into the bathtub when her eyes were suddenly attracted by the mirror in front of the washstand.

Involuntarily walking to the washstand, her starry eyes stared at the reflection in the mirror, and her eyes suddenly became a little blurred.

In the mirror, her long hair was already hanging down to her hips, and she was loose, with some natural curly arcs at the ends of her hair. She was tall and slender, with tight skin, reflecting a soft light-colored halo under the light. , the face is so delicate that it seems to have been carefully carved, as tender and white as jade porcelain.

Perfect, she in the mirror, perfect.

But she didn't know how long it took her to get used to this face.

Whenever I see this face in the mirror, it's like seeing someone else's face.

Slowly, she stretched out her hand, and lightly touched her own cheek in the mirror, as if she had touched the scar that had penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and her eyes gradually faded away.

The pain of being cut by the porcelain on the face seems to be still there until now.

Very lightly, caressing herself in the mirror, she suddenly said softly, "Mo Lichen, I will forget you."

In her love, flaws cannot be tolerated. Since he loves her sister who has never met, then she will completely withdraw from his world.

Perhaps in the opinion of others, her sister is already dead, and she doesn't need to do this at all, after all, she has loved him for so many years, doesn't she?
But for her, it wasn't like that at all.

The existence of her sister has become a line that she can't cross. She doesn't have the face to think about the man who died of her sister. Even if he has a little heart for her, she can't convince herself anymore, and continue to follow her as if she had never done anything. He is together.

Because the person he loves the most has always been his sister.

So, no matter how many times he stands in front of her, no matter how he has been looking for her this year, no matter how much he feels for her now, she will forget him.

Just like this face, it has been changed and does not exist in his past.

Just like the meeting today, not even a little ripple is allowed.

Over the past year, she has prepared such a mentality...

Didn't sleep well all night, Lan Xi got up early in the morning.

The habit is basically her own. She went downstairs in her pajamas without any shyness. Just as she walked into the kitchen and took a sip of water, the door was opened from the outside.

She paced out, and the person who walked in was Nangong Nishizawa in casual clothes. His hair was covered with thin sweat, his breathing was slightly panting, and he wore a pair of earplugs on his ears. It was obvious that he had just returned from a run.

The morning light sprinkled on him from behind the door, enveloped him, and unconsciously diffused a charming color.

It seems that he stayed here last night.

Nangong Nishizawa also saw her, and greeted her with a smile, "Good morning."

The tone is soft and watery, like a whisper between lovers.

"Good morning."

After closing the door casually, he walked to her side, looked her up and down, and glanced at the non-revealing pajamas she was wearing one by one, then suddenly shook his head and said, "Maybe, I should prepare some interesting sets for you." Lace pajamas."

Knowing that there was never anything serious in this man's mind, Lan Xi gave him a blank look, "I will remember to sort them into garbage when the time comes."

There was a slight smile on the corner of his lips, he didn't care about anything, he took her hand naturally, and walked into the dining room, "Breakfast has already been prepared, come and eat first."

Facing his gentleness, she should have been used to it, but every time, she seemed to have a subconscious urge to break free.

However, this impulse was still well restrained by her.

It's not the first time that he held his hand intimately like this, she can do it no longer refuse.

The table was already filled with a variety of nutritious breakfasts. Nangong Xize pushed her shoulders and sat down. Afterwards, he went around the table and sat down opposite her, generously like a master.

Seeing that she was about to pick up something to eat as soon as she sat down, he pushed the milk next to her in front of her at the right time, "Drink some milk before eating."

Looking at him, she muttered dissatisfiedly, "How can a big man be such a mother-in-law."

Hearing her words clearly, he smiled slightly. His face, which was already handsome and unrivaled, became more and more charming and full of masculine charm. "When facing a woman he loves, a man will gradually become careful."

Lan Xi's eyes froze at the words that appeared to be a confession without warning.

But soon, she resumed her usual strong look, leaning back lazily, crossing her arms, raising her eyebrows, "Don't discharge me early in the morning, I know you are a nature that can be in heat anytime, anywhere , do you think it would be effective to discharge me?"

Looking down, he let out a laugh, "You are still you after all."

It was the woman he knew, whether she was called Qiao Yi or something else, she would be the one he knew.

Lan Xi frowned slightly, and suddenly didn't know how to start a conversation. She also thought about changing herself, but unfortunately, every time such a change would not really have much effect.

Especially in front of him, she didn't need to pretend at all.

Not knowing what to say, she simply took a quick sip of milk and buried herself in breakfast.

Nangong Nishizawa sat opposite her with his chin propped on one hand, his eyes unconsciously revealed a gentle luster, staring at her eating, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Lan Xi could feel a gaze cast on her, but he didn't touch the breakfast in front of him at all, and tried to ignore it for a few rounds. In the end, she couldn't help but put down the knife and fork, and glared at him angrily, "You don't want to eat anything? Can't you let me eat with peace of mind? I'll sue you for sexual harassment if I watch it again!"

"Welcome to sue." He raised his lips and smiled unhurriedly, showing a gorgeous smile, "By the way, there is also illegal cohabitation."

Lan Xi "cut", this guy clearly did it on purpose!
Quickly took a few more mouthfuls of breakfast, drank the last sip of Niu Niu, and put down the cup heavily, "I'm full, I'm going upstairs to change my clothes."

"Wait." Just as she got up to leave, he leaned forward, touched her face with his fingers, and stared at her intently.

Lan Xi froze for a moment. She couldn't get used to his focused gaze, especially the undisguised tenderness in his eyes, which made her subconsciously want to escape every time.

"There's something on your face." He stroked her lips with his fingers, and gently wiped away the milk on the corner of her mouth.

Realizing that he could even notice such subtle things, Lan Xi's heart became more complicated, and an inexplicable complex emotion oozes out.

But soon, one of his actions washed her complicated mood into the ocean.

I saw, under her gaze, he moved his finger away from her face, put it next to his mouth, stuck out the tip of his tongue to lick the milk stains on his finger, then nodded in satisfaction, his eyes full of Looking at her with a beautiful and charming smile, she pointedly said, "The taste is not bad."

"Damn!" Lan Xi seemed to have suffered a huge blow, pointed at him and complained, "Nangong Nishizawa, you are perverted! Are you disgusting!"

He actually licked the milk off her mouth just now! !

Nangong Nishizawa smiled charmingly, "As long as it touches your things, it's not disgusting."

He doesn't care about other people's.

Lan Xi's heart is complicated again. During the year of getting along, if she still doesn't understand Nangong Nishizawa's feelings for her, it must be a lie.

But among them, love or hate, who is higher and who is lower?
"Nangong Nishizawa." Lowering her eyes slightly, she frowned, and suddenly said softly and complicatedly, "Or, don't be too nice to me."

The more kind you are to her, the more complicated her heart will be, and the more painful it will be for her.

She wanted him to vent the hatred in his heart on her without hesitation, so that at least it would make her feel better, and he didn't need to suppress his hatred, so he would definitely be able to live better.

No matter how hurt she had been before, it was never as good as it was. He lost his entire family and all his relatives hurt even more.

She knew that when those things happened, he must be in pain...

After understanding the meaning of her words, Nangong Nishizawa smiled slowly. Across the square white table, he lightly brushed her face with his fingertips, with a gentle and tender voice, "But now, besides being nice to you, For the rest, I don't want to do anything."

In the bottom of my heart, there is really no trace of hatred, that is a lie.

But he once said to himself that he would never hurt her again, because they had hurt her enough.

Unable to accept the current atmosphere, and not wanting to face his tenderness, Lan Xi pulled away the chair, "I'll have morning tea with Xiao Ai later, and I'll go up and change my clothes first."

Throwing down such a sentence, he turned and went upstairs.

Nangong Nishizawa could see her eagerly fleeing, her figure was no longer in front of him, and his gentle eyes dimmed little by little.

He knew that she chose to stay by his side in the end, just to make up for that little debt.

But he knows better that one day, she will fall in love with him, as long as there are no accidents...

Slowly taking out the phone, dialing a number, he ordered in a cold voice, "Have someone give Mo Lichen a message, just say that there is news about Lan Xi..."

In this way, he can leave the city quickly, and will not appear in front of her again, and will not disturb them again...

(End of this chapter)