unresponsive love

Chapter 276 But, I Can't Part It

Lan Xi just walked in, and was startled when she heard his words without warning, "What did you say?"

Nangong Nishizawa was leaning back against the sofa, with his head slightly drooping, his expression was hidden under the thick hair on his forehead, making it difficult for people to see his expression at this time, only he heard his deep voice repeating, "Go back with him."

"..."

"Actually, you've always liked him, haven't you?" He curled his lips mockingly, "Even if you had made up your mind to forget him and leave him at the beginning, in the end, after a year has passed, you still haven't seen him." Really forget about him."

"..."

"In that case, you go back with him."

His voice, with a deep sense of self-deprecation, was especially clear in the silent living room.

The lights in the living room were not turned on, and the flowers in the room were gone. Presumably, he had someone get rid of them.

Lan Xi was pacing at the door, her body was stiff, he was sitting on the sofa with his back to her, she couldn't see his expression.

But through the strong smell of alcohol in the air, and the low tone of his voice, after a year of getting along, she could more or less tell that he was drinking.

Slowly, she stepped forward and walked in, her uncertain eyes fixed on his back, and she asked tentatively, "Are you drunk?"

"I am not sleeply."

He said so, but she didn't quite believe it.

Coming to him and standing still, Lan Xi stared at him steadfastly, through the moonlight projected in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, she could vaguely see the outline of his face, but for a moment, she didn't know what to say.

She looked at him, silent.

After a long time, he slowly raised his head, with dark and charming eyes, he slowly looked up at her, leaning back against the sofa, looking so lazy and powerless.

The eyes of the two faced each other in the air, one high and the other low, so close to each other, yet seemed so far away, as if there was an unreachable distance.

Suddenly, he smiled softly, inserted his long fingers lazily through his hair, leaned his back lazily on the sofa, looked at her with charming eyes, and opened his beautiful lips slightly, with a hint of self-mockery and a hint of sarcasm, " Aren't you going to say something more?"

Lan Xi looked away from him, and gradually lowered her eyes, unable to discern whether it was self-blame or guilt or something else, she opened her mouth after a while, "I..."

But before she could say anything, someone pulled her wrist abruptly, and the next second, she fell directly onto the sofa, failing to get up, and then the man's tall body rushed up first.

The weight of Nangong Nishizawa's whole body was on her body, and he grabbed her chin with his big palm, so he was caught off guard, kissed her hard, and stroked her skin with his big palm.

His nostrils were filled with the strong smell of alcohol, and his mouth was filled with his almost crazy plunder. Lan Xi felt like she was getting an electric shock, struggling vigorously and excitedly, "Nangong Nishizawa...stop!"

He seemed to be drunk, but relying on the instinctive possessive desire deep in his heart, he wanted to plunder her. The kiss was crazy and destructive, and he wanted to take her as his own regardless.

Sensing the danger from him, Lan Xi's eyes froze suddenly, and she slammed her head hard on his head.

Immediately, the sound of bones colliding came, and there were bursts of dizziness in their respective bone marrow.

Nangong Nishizawa suddenly stopped kissing her, ignoring the pain in his head, staring at her with deep black eyes.

There was an inviolable anger on her face, and she stared at him silently.

The four eyes met, and they were close to each other. Taking her resisting and stubborn appearance into his eyes, he bent his lips and smiled.

His lips moved away from her red and swollen mouth, and he grabbed her chin with his big palm, with anger and hatred, as if he wanted to crush her bones, but he laughed so recklessly and said softly , "You know what? Many times, I really want to kill you."

Her pupils froze, and her heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and there was a slight pain, which was torn apart inadvertently.

He closed his eyes, continued to shake his head and sneered, "But, I can't bear to..."

He couldn't bear to touch her with even one finger.

He knew that maybe killing her would make him feel better and free him, but he didn't want to touch her any more.

"Why, would I like a woman like you?" He released her jaw, moved his body away from her, sat up slowly, shook his head and said mockingly, "Why, it must be you?"

There are so many women in the world, and there are even more women around him, but why would he like a woman he hates and hates, a woman who she hates and he hates?
What's more, even having nothing, even family members can abandon her, and stay by her side for a year...

One year, this tormented year, is not only joy, but also deep pain.

On the surface, they seemed to be fine, but in fact they were all tormenting each other. He was by her side for a year, and she couldn't move her heart, and couldn't really open her heart to accept him, but even so, he was happy with it and still chose Just being around her is enough.

This kind of satisfaction is also a deep pain, but he doesn't know the essence.

Why did he have to fall in love with a woman who made him happy but also caused him pain?

"Lan Xi..." His head seemed to be in pain. He covered his head with his hands, called her name softly, and curled his lips mockingly, "Tell me, how can I not be in pain?"

If there is any good medicine that can stop loving her and make himself so painful, he will be eager to find it, and will desperately want to get it.

If he could do it all over again, he would definitely stick to his heart and never fall for this woman...

Lan Xi also sat up, the depression in her heart wouldn't get any better, she lowered her eyes, and all the sadness surging in the air poured into her bones, his powerlessness was like a sharp knife The sharp weapon pierced into her skin.

She didn't know what to say, maybe saying anything would appear superfluous, even more hypocritical, so instead of saying superfluous words, it would be better to be silent.

It seemed that she didn't expect her to be able to answer this question. After all, this was an answer that even he himself didn't know. Nangong Nishizawa stood up and walked upstairs with his slender legs. A faint voice came over, "I They will be notified and they will pick you up tomorrow morning."

Lan Xi stared at his lonely back, opened her mouth, "Nangong..."

He paused slightly, stood by the stairs, stopped, turned his back to her, and said after a long time, "Since you still can't promise to marry me, what's the point of keeping you by my side?"

After saying this, he didn't say anything more, and walked upstairs again, leaving a lonely figure behind her.

Lan Xi sat on the sofa, dazed for a long time, the chaos in her heart, like a stone, made her breathless.

She didn't know how to choose the right one. Whether it was Mo Lichen or Nangong Nishizawa, she didn't know how to choose. If she could escape, she really wanted to throw away everything and escape without hesitation. far away.

But the facts proved that escaping would not have any effect. At most, it could only allow her to escape temporarily, but it would never solve the problem.

Is it destined to owe the next party?
Feelings are really the most inexplicable thing. I never thought that one day, she would feel depressed and disturbed by such things. This is really not her style.

Lan Xi, who used to love when she said love and hate when she said hate, has been obliterated by a year of reality and this year's tempering?
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In the early morning of the next day, Lan Xi just opened the door after getting up to wash up, and it happened that Nangong Nishizawa was standing outside.

His hand was stretched out in mid-air, as if he was about to knock on the door. After seeing her open the door, his hand slowly dropped, and he smiled very naturally and said, "I have called them just now, it should be soon I'll come over, let's go downstairs and have some breakfast."

He was wearing a beige home clothes, with a straight figure, he looked very handsome in the morning, his handsome face was clean, very comfortable, and the smell of alcohol was gone, which belonged to his clean and pleasant smell A breath of joy drifted across his nostrils unconsciously.

But even so, Lan Xi could still see it at a glance, his eyes were filled with scarlet blood.

He didn't sleep all night?
If it was believed that he said those words last night because he was drinking, people couldn't be very sure, then there is no reason for people to doubt that he is so sober at this moment.

But she still couldn't believe it, frowned, fixedly looked at him and asked, "You really want me to go back with him?"

He lowered his eyes and smiled, and just when he was about to say something, there was a loud banging on the door downstairs, only a "bang" sound was heard, the door seemed to be knocked open from the outside.

Downstairs came a few foreign men cursing in English, "Where are people? Where is that stinky woman?"

"Look upstairs!"

Immediately afterwards, several men said something in English, and the sound of chaotic footsteps gradually approached the stairs.

Hearing these words, Nangong Nishizawa's expression changed, he grabbed Lan Xi's wrist, and led her quickly into the room without saying a word, then slammed the door and locked it behind him.

Lan Xi's heart skipped a beat, she quickly grabbed his arm and asked, "What's going on?"

Nangong Nishizawa looked solemn, looked at him, and asked complicatedly, "Did you offend someone recently?"

Just as Lan Xi was about to shake her head, she suddenly remembered those foreign hooligans last night, and her eyes froze.

Could it be that those people came here to seek revenge?
Seeing her appearance, Nangong Nishizawa didn't ask any more questions, and took her by the arm to scan around the room, but no matter how he looked at it, there was no place where she could really hide.

Suddenly remembered something, he pulled her to the window, opened the window, he supported her and sent her up, "There is a platform outside this window, you hide a bit, don't let them find out."

"What about you?" Lan Xi hurriedly grabbed his hand and asked anxiously.

"I'll stay with them."

"no!"

(End of this chapter)