unresponsive love

Chapter 330 With the Relationship of Strangers, Together for a Lifetime
A Nuo drove Lan Xi to the place where she and Nangong Nishizawa watched a movie yesterday. After getting off the car, A Nuo looked at her uncertainly, "Miss Lan Xi, would Nangong Nishizawa be in this kind of place?"

The shopping mall is still very lively today, Lan Xi squeezed through the crowd and said as she walked, "Let's try it."

She can't be sure, and she doesn't even have much hope, but this is the only place she can think of at the moment, maybe Nangong Caesar has returned to Dallas, maybe he has gone to another city, anyway, he has disappeared, she I can only come here to try with this kind of fantasy that has no possibility at all.

If she can't see him here, she can only go back...

A Nuo watched her push through the crowd and shook his head helplessly. He didn't think that Nangong Nishizawa would be here, but as she said, just give it a try.

After all, this is the last time to say goodbye, and I really will never see you again...

Finally, he squeezed through the crowd and came to the cinema. There was really no suspense. Nangong Nishizawa was really not there. He glanced around and around, but couldn't find him in the crowd.

Standing stiffly on the spot, Lan Xi stared at all kinds of people, the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

He might, really, be gone, leave completely.

After he was satisfied, he didn't consider what she meant, and didn't even have a chance for her to say goodbye.

Even if their respective positions have been decided, even if everyone is going to be completely strangers in the end, at least let her say goodbye before leaving, and then everyone will return to the bridge and return to the road...

"I just came here to try my luck, but I didn't expect to meet you." Suddenly, a familiar and cool male voice came from behind.

Lan Xi and A Nuo turned around in astonishment, and saw Chu Xiu standing lazily against the wall.

Frowning slightly, Arnold asked, "Why are you here?"

With a faint smile, he stood up straight, and Chu Xiu stepped forward with his slender legs, walked up to them, stretched out his hand in front of Lan Xi, and spread out his palm, "I'm here to return your things."

In the palm of his hand was an exquisite ring, which was familiar at first glance, but at the second glance, Lan Xi recognized it. It was the day before she and Nangong Nishizawa were going to get married, they were together on the day he was discharged from the hospital. To choose the ring.

Realizing something, Lan Xi suddenly looked up at him, "Where are the others?"

"Who knows." Chu Xiu shrugged, "I'm just here to exchange your things."

"Give me back?" It's not hers.

Chu Xiu stared at her, and suddenly smiled and said, "He originally told me to throw away this thing, but I'm sorry, I don't have the habit of throwing out trash for others, so I thought, then you do it." Throw it away."

"..."

"Take it, since it belongs to him, and it was originally related to the two of you, you can throw it away with your own hands."

Staring at the ring, she felt a bit of glaring pain, her expression froze, and Lan Xi suddenly stared at him and said, "Where is he?"

Chu Xiu still looked nonchalant, "I've already answered you."

"You know!" Taking a step forward, Lan Xi clenched her hands tightly, desperately restraining her impulse, and tried to calmly say, "You must know where he is, tell me!"

Nangong Nishizawa actually gave him the ring, which means that during this period of time, Nangong Nishizawa and Chu Xiu must also have a connection. If you think about it a little more deeply, perhaps, the things that Nangong Nishizawa did on purpose this time, even Chu Xiu could not understand. participate.

As for why Chu Xiu participated in it, she didn't need to know and had no time to find out. She just wanted to know where Nangong Caesar was.

Chu Xiu was a little surprised by her persistence. He raised his eyebrows and asked with a funny smile, "Even if you know where he is now, what can you do? Anyway, you don't love him. How about him? It has nothing to do with you, is there any need to know where he is?"

His words, although direct, are also true.

The clenched hands were slowly released, Lan Xi lowered her head slightly, and said in a complicated way, "I just want to see him again for the last time..."

"It's a pity you won't see him again."

"What do you mean?" Lan Xi suddenly looked at him again, and then thought of something, her face turned pale, and her expression froze, "Could it be...he is dead?"

"Not dead." Chu Xiu answered honestly, but then smiled casually, "But I think that should be more unbearable than letting him die."

Something more unbearable than death?
Chu Xiu smiled, and continued, "Nangong Nishize, should he be pitied, or should he be said to be self-abuse?"

"..."

"For him, losing his family, losing his loved ones, losing everything he has worked hard for, and finally not getting the person he loves the most, death is actually the greatest relief for him, but if he dies, you will one day I know..." Looking deeply at Lan Xi, he said, "So, he dare not die."

"..."

"He doesn't want you to be sad." Chu Xiu said, "So he can only live, even if you don't see him in the future, he will still live well, until when, when fate comes, there is no choice Only then will he really die."

The hands that were released slowly clenched again, her expression was stiff, her lips trembled uncontrollably, her heart seemed to be tearing, she wriggled her lower lip with difficulty, "Why, did he do that?"

He doesn't need to do that, he can even keep everything the same as before, even if he has let go of her, he will still continue to do his own thing without distraction, and he doesn't need to destroy all the things he worked hard like now, Then let yourself live in pain.

Knowing that she should be asking about those people who were arrested, Chu Xiu shrugged and said, "I think he must be tired too."

He should be tired of this kind of constant scrambling and doesn't want to continue anymore, so he simply solved it once and for all.

In a way of his own choice...

Clenching her hands tightly, her nails were digging into her flesh, Lan Xi raised her eyes to look at Chu Xiu, she worked hard for a long time before calming down her twitching heart, and asked suddenly, "Where is he now?"

Raising his eyebrows, Chu Xiu said calmly, "Do you still want to see him for the last time? You already said goodbye yesterday."

"What kind of farewell is that?" Lan Xi laughed, laughing at herself, shook her head and said, "I didn't even say hello, didn't even say goodbye, so is that also a farewell?"

"But what if we see him now?"

"I can't do anything." Biting her lower lip, she hung her hands weakly on her sides, pulling at the corners of her lips, and said bitterly, "But if you meet someone you hated and hated you, and you hurt, you can't do anything." Anyone who has hurt you, you will know how I feel right now."

What's more, there is him who has loved, helped, and been gentle and considerate... We can't be together, so when we turn around and leave, can we say goodbye?

If this is the last time...

Staring at her meaningfully, Chu Xiu said slowly, "But to him, you may be a stranger now, maybe you stand in front of him, he may not recognize you anymore, you still want to Goodbye one last time?"

Hearing the deep meaning in his words, Lan Xi looked at him suddenly, stepped forward impulsively, and grabbed his clothes, "What do you mean, you don't recognize me?"

"He's going to have an operation." Chu Xiu looked at her, "An operation that can forget you."

The pupils of the eyes froze suddenly, and then she heard him say, "There is such a kind of operation that removes the memory layer of the brain, and a person will completely forget many things, including... forgetting people who cannot be forgotten."

Lan Xi took a cold breath, the blood in her body seemed to freeze, and she became stiff for a few seconds.

Including A Nuo behind him was also shocked. Is this Nangong Nishizawa's choice?
"Even so, you still go to see him?" Chu Xiu looked at her again and asked.

If that's the case, it's even more important, it's time to see him for the last time, after all, he will never know her again, and from now on, the two lines will be completely separated.

This farewell is even more necessary, at least no one will have any regrets...

Seeing her persistence, in the end, Chu Xiu could only tell her the hospital where Nangong Xize was located, and before leaving with A Nuo, Lan Xi took the ring from Chu Xiu's hand.

Standing in place, watching the backs of them leaving, Chu Xiu looked at the time, then shook his head helplessly, "The time for the operation has already arrived, it is too late at all..."

Suddenly, the corners of his pretty lips curled up again, Chu Xiu raised his eyes, took a last look at their eagerly leaving figures, turned around, and left as well, muttering to himself, he chuckled and said, "That's why I said , that man is pitiful, he obviously can't bear to forget, but he forced himself to have that kind of operation, what a pitiful man..."

The reason why he finally chose to tell Lan Xi all this can be said to be well-intentioned, but he can also be said to be uneasy and well-intentioned, and it can even be said that he did it entirely based on his mood. After all, these things, once here, will never be with him has anything to do with...

**
In the car, Arnold was driving towards the hospital at a fast speed, and Lan Xi was holding a ring in the passenger seat.

I don't know why, but I suddenly recalled in my mind, after she and Nangong Nishizawa left Ancheng, some scenes of her getting along with Nangong Nishizawa in that year, and some words of him——

"I'll wait for you." On the streets of Dallas, she deliberately slowed down, and he stood in front of her.

"Remember to hurry up, I'll wait for you outside." What is he going to take her out for.

"Lan Xi, I'll wait for you in the car." I don't remember how many times he said this.

"Don't be too lazy to move, I'm waiting for you..."

I don't know how many times he actually said these similar things to her, but she didn't care and ignored them every time.

It suddenly occurred to me that I don't know who said a word, a hundred "I love you", nothing compares to "I'll wait for you".

It's just that she forgot about it, and he never mentioned it again...

Holding the ring in her hand, Lan Xi slowly closed her eyes.

Nangong Nishizawa, wait for me one more time, this is also the last time...

Let her at least say goodbye...

**
in the operating room.

The incandescent light was turned on, and the door of the operating room was closed.

Just when the doctor said that he was ready to start, Nangong Nishizawa suddenly sat up.

The doctor looked at him unclearly, "Mr. Nangong?"

"Sorry, I'll make a phone call first." Nangong Nishizawa got out of bed suddenly, ignored the doctor behind him, opened the door of the ward, and walked to the corridor outside.

The heart seemed to be pulled by something, and it felt a little painful.

This feeling came very suddenly, at least before this, he felt that he was very calm, but now, he seemed to be suffocating.

Leaning his back against the wall, Nangong Nishizawa took a deep breath, and after trying to calm down, he took out his mobile phone.

Turned on the phone, opened the phone book, and when I wanted to search for something, the page couldn't help but stay on the string of familiar numbers.

His charming eyes gradually became darker, but soon, he dialed the number below the string of familiar numbers.

The call was quickly connected by the other party, and then his empty voice rang, "Rika, I heard that you are in Ireland...do you still want to be with me now...then come to me now, I think The first thing I saw when I woke up was you..."

After speaking a few words to the other party briefly, he retracted the phone and turned it off again.

Lying flat on the operating table, he closed his eyes, suppressing the pain in his eyes...

Lan Xi, I'm just a little sad. The person who will grow old with you is not me after all...

However, we can finally be together as strangers for the rest of our lives...

(End of this chapter)