unresponsive love

Chapter 333 I May Not Wait For You

"Look, you can't answer it, right?" Lan Xi smiled and said, "You can't answer it because you haven't thought about it. You don't know whether it's because you are used to it or because you like it. with me."

Perhaps this problem should have been faced with each other long ago. After all, they have been together for too many years, and at first it was all because she liked it first, and she wanted to mess around. As a result, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with them being together like that.

But the truth is, whether he has been holding on to her because he likes it or because he is used to it has been a question that he has not thought about for so long.

At the beginning, when he decided to be with her, she was almost so happy that she couldn't help herself at all, and even worried about gains and losses. After this year's training, although she was almost standing face to face with him, she could still Is it because everything is a habit, or because I like it, the answer seems to be hard to find out.

Lan Xi tried her best to be calm, suppressing the pain in her heart, and said with a smile, "So, let's give each other some time."

"So it will take five years?" Mo Lichen snorted coldly, "Given a little time, it will be five years. What can five years prove?"

"Five years can prove a lot." She said, "Including whether it is because of habit or because of liking, these can all be proved."

If it's just a habit, then without her in these five years, he will get used to not having her after five years.

And if it's because you like...

"It seems to be true." Mo Lichen glanced at her coldly, "But you don't seem to know that five years can erase anything."

Including a person's feelings, even if he has figured out when he treats her, is it because he is too used to her or love has the upper hand? After five years, who can guarantee that everything will remain the same?
Maybe, by the time he finds out, the relationship has already faded?
In these five years, maybe he will fall in love with others?
What is there to guarantee that they will still be the same after five years?It is basically impossible. Five years is too much torment. No matter how deep the love is, after the test of time after time, some of them will gradually fade away.

Lan Xi understood what he said, but smiled lightly, tugging at the corners of her lips, "If that's the case, then the situation is not too bad..."

"Is it possible? After all, you just want to leave." Mo Lichen suddenly interrupted her, and said coldly, "After talking so much, you are just making excuses and want to leave."

"Then you can treat it like this."

"you--"

"Mo Lichen," she looked at him, "it's only five years. We've been separated for five years. Let us think carefully about whether it's the right time for each other."

There were blue veins throbbing on the back of his hand, his anger was self-evident, and he said unquestionably, "If you want time to think about it, I can give it to you, but not for five years."

It's too long, how can I endure five years without her by my side?
No matter how many times they were separated before, he couldn't bear it, but this time it was five years, and it was even more intolerable.

Lan Xi took a deep breath and still insisted on her position, "I only want five years."

He turned around, turned his back to her, and said in a slightly cold but breath-taking voice, "There is no room for negotiation on this kind of thing."

"..."

"Go out, if you still want to tell me about this, there is nothing to say."

Looking deeply at his back, she pursed her lower lip, and after a moment of silence, Lan Xi said slowly, "If you don't agree, I'll leave by myself."

After speaking, she turned and walked out.

However, when she just left the door of the study, her body was suddenly pulled back, her head was smashed into a hard chest, and his angry and cold voice was lowered, "I ask you, do you love me or not?" ?”

Her heart stopped suddenly, she leaned against his chest, her body stiffened, she clenched her hands unconsciously, her lips trembled slightly, because his sudden words seemed to be so painful that she couldn't breathe.

The eye sockets were slightly sour and red. After working hard for a long time, she said, "Love."

"Since you love me, why do you want to leave?" He questioned, "If you don't know whether it's because of habit or liking, you can try it out later, and my actual actions will prove it to you."

"Mo Lichen..."

"If you insist on leaving, is this your love?" He said, "You know that many things will happen in five years, but you still insist on leaving, what kind of love is this?"

After five years of separation, there may even be such a result. He is not important in her heart, and he may seem to have nothing to her. At that time, how will he regain everything now?
There is really no fairness in such things as feelings. He knows that many things make her helpless and unable to breathe. He doesn't even need to ask her why she didn't consider his feelings, because he knows how to say these words, and she will definitely not feel good.

Since everyone is uncomfortable, why should we separate?

"I've thought about this matter for a long time." Before, she didn't understand why the person she loved didn't stay together all the time, but now she somewhat understands that some things oppress you so heavily, even if you don't want it, it's still there. It is forced on you, because you can't go back to the past, and you can't rewrite many things.

But what she can do now is to give everyone a little time, if she can't make a thorough choice, then let time make the choice.

Time can prove that it can also change a lot of things, no matter what the result is, she is ready to bear it.

The persistence in her words didn't back down a bit. Realizing the result, Mo Lichen smiled, "You still want me to be with her, don't you?"

"No." Lan Xi pushed his chest away and looked up at him, "During the five years, you can make your own choice. Whether you want to be with her or not is up to you. I won't Imposing my personal thoughts on you."

In five years, she will not care about any problems, no matter whether Mrs. Rose will pursue him, whether he will accept Mrs. Rose, that is their business.

Hearing this answer, Mo Lichen said coldly, "Then why do you really want to leave?"

"Just one five years."

"Five years without any real reason?" Sneering, he looked at her coldly and said, "You are clearly giving her a chance."

"Whether it's a chance or not, that has nothing to do with me." She said, "That's not something I can just say and give."

It is him who can really give Mrs. Rose a chance. If he wants to, he can give it as many opportunities as he wants. If he doesn’t want to, he can turn a blind eye to how much Mrs. Rose loves to pursue.

Eyes narrowed slightly, Mo Lichen said slowly, "What if I say, no matter what she does, I won't accept her?"

"That's your business too."

"So you're leaving anyway?"

"Ah."

Slowly, he stretched out his hand to push her away, turned around and walked into the room, and said in a bone-chilling voice, "I'll give you a little more time to think about it, and you can answer after you really think it through."

Then, the door of the room was slammed shut in front of her.

Lowering her eyelids slightly, she stood at the door for a long, long time, and no one inside opened the door again. It was not until late at night that Lan Xi had no choice but to turn around and leave...

The next day.

Lan Xi decided to move out to live with Xiao Ai. Now she and Mo Lichen were in the middle of a cold war, because one morning, he only went out of the study once, after taking a bath and having dinner, he once again put himself Closed in the study.

I don't know if it's because he's really busy, or if he doesn't want to see her at all now, but one thing is very clear, he didn't say a word to her, didn't even give her a look, just pretended to be her. She is a transparent one.

A Nuo and Ling Xiao, who noticed this abnormality, wanted to ask Lan Xi what was going on several times, because in my impression, this was the first time that Mo Lichen completely ignored Lan Xi , as if there is no such person as her in the space.

However, Lan Xi didn't answer them, instead she made the decision to go out and live with Xiao Ai, which surprised Ling Xiao and A Nuo even more.

If Mo Lichen's attitude was already very strange, then the current Lan Xi undoubtedly made them feel puzzled, and they felt that the two had a quarrel.

If I remember correctly, this should be the first time they quarreled since they got together again, right?And it seems a little serious.

But after all, Lan Xi didn't let them ask anything. After calling and contacting Xiao Ai, she moved to live with Xiao Ai. A Nuo, who realized that the problem was serious, also told Mo Lichen about it. The strange thing is , Mo Lichen didn't say anything.

A Nuo could feel that his body seemed to be stiff for a second or two, but there was no movement at all.

So, Lan Xi just moved to live with Xiao Ai...

Two days have passed.

On the flyover, Lan Xi leaned against the wrought-iron fence, staring at the vehicles passing by under the flyover with misty eyes, her vision was a little blurred.

Xiao Ai was beside her, and she had sensed that something was wrong with her long ago, so she couldn't help asking, "Did you quarrel with Young Master Mo?"

Because Ling Xiao got along with her a few days ago, he always called Mo Lichen Mo Shao, so she couldn't help calling him that, otherwise she really didn't know what to call that cold and aloof man.

"Probably." Lan Xi slightly lowered her head, perhaps, the situation was much more serious than the quarrel, just because of her insistence...

"Tell me, why are you arguing?" Xiao Ai loves to gossip, "I remember the last time I met you before you went to Ireland, and you were so lost for him as if you lost your soul. Did you quarrel?"

Lan Xi was silent, pursing her lips. After a long time, she didn't answer Xiao Ai's words, but suddenly said, "If something happened for a long time, you will only know it after many years. After you know it, you want to restore some things. It's too late, when that time comes, those things will force you to give up the person you love, and then come to fulfill some people and some things, what will you do?"

Little Love said bluntly, "It doesn't matter, it's over anyway, why bother so much?"

"If it was in the past, I would have given the same answer as you." Because I haven't experienced it, I don't know how suffocating it is, and I can ignore it if I don't care, but there are some things that can only be understood when I experience them. clear.

Xiao Ai raised her eyebrows, "Then what do you mean, you can only give up yourself to help others?"

"It can be said to be fulfilled, or it can be said not to be fulfilled." Turning her head, Lan Xi glanced at her and smiled helplessly, "People like me are very selfish, and I think I should persist in what I love, so I persist until Now, I thought about giving up many times in the middle, but I still persisted in the end, but..."

After a slight pause, she lowered her eyelashes lightly, "Some things are like the last straw that broke the camel's back. I kept wanting to give up over and over again, but finally I turned around. I didn't think about anything in the middle, and now, I just felt like I was the camel that got crushed at the straw."

Listening to her words, Xiao Ai gradually seemed to be able to understand that some things were not as simple as she thought.

She looked at Lan Xi, and then heard Lan Xi say, "However, I can choose to give up, but I will not be the kind and good person who is perfect. The road is my own. How everyone walks is their own business. would interfere with anyone."

She can choose to give everyone five years, but within these five years, it has nothing to do with her whether Madam Rose can be with Morrison, and she doesn't need to worry about it at that time.

If Mo Lichen couldn't accept five years and accepted Mrs. Rose, or if he had another woman he liked, if this was the end, she would accept it too.

Listening to her words, Xiao Ai's heart became inexplicably heavy, and suddenly she didn't know what to say. Even though she didn't know what happened, it seemed that going to Ireland this time didn't seem so good.

Originally, she was going to go back with Xiao Ai, but on the way, Lan Xi got out of the car and asked her to go back alone, while she came to the villa alone.

Standing in front of this familiar yet unfamiliar door, she didn't step in.

Ling Xiao had just come down from upstairs, when he saw her, he hurried out and said, "Lan Xi, what are you doing standing here? Why don't you go in when you come back?"

Without answering his words, she asked hesitantly, "Is he there?"

"You mean Young Master Mo?" Ling Xiao frowned, "He...has gone out."

Hearing this answer, Lan Xi lowered her eyes slightly, and suddenly, she couldn't help raising her head, her gaze happened to see the window of the study on the second floor.

She just turned her gaze to the window, only to see the curtains swinging, and a figure seemed to turn around and leave.

Understanding something, she pulled the corners of her lips, "Then I'll come back tomorrow."

Saying that, ignoring Ling Xiao's persuasion, she turned and walked away.

Staring at the lonely back of her leaving, Ling Xiao frowned, Mo Lichen's words echoed in his mind, "If she doesn't choose to come back by herself, give up her plan, then let her not have to see me."

It's not clear what exactly happened, but what Ling Xiao can understand is that this time, it seems to be really serious, otherwise Mo Shao would not be like this, even Lan Xi's face disappeared...

The next day, Lan Xi really came again, but this time the person who saw her was A Nuo, and it was almost the same as what Ling Xiao said, always using various excuses to say that Mo Lichen was not there.

Then the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day...

Lan Xi insisted on coming every day, but the promise she got was always the same, and until this day, Lan Xi suddenly insisted on waiting, from morning to noon, from noon to night, without leaving for a moment.

Seeing her waiting outside the door, A Nuo had no choice but to say to her, "Miss Lan Xi, Young Master Mo's attitude is very obvious. If you don't want to come back and give up your plan, he won't see you. It's useless to wait here every day."

Hearing this answer, a piercing pain came, and Lan Xi pulled the corner of her lips, "It's okay, you can wait a little longer."

"Miss Lanxi, you..."

"Needless to say, go in and get busy."

"..."

Until the night, Mo Lichen still didn't come out to see her. Seeing Ling Xiao walking out, Lan Xi had no choice but to stand up and said to him, "Please tell him, I will leave tomorrow."

"You want to leave?" Hearing her words suddenly, Ling Xiao asked in surprise, "Lan Xi, where are you going? How are you going to leave?"

Lan Xi forced a smile, her complexion was not very good these days, and said, "I borrowed some money from Xiao Ai, and I don't plan to stay here any longer."

This place is full of those memories, including Nangong Caesar's and Mo Lichen's... She wants to leave.

If Mo Lichen can't wait all this time, and he still refuses to agree, then she can only leave...

Ling Xiao was so shocked by her words that he couldn't say a word for a long time, he stared at her in astonishment, Lan Xi just smiled at him, greeted him, and was about to leave.

However, just as he turned around and took a few steps, his body was suddenly hugged tightly from behind. He hugged her forcefully in his arms, as if he wished to rub her into his bones. He really wanted to crush her so hard. .

Sensing this familiar breath, Lan Xi froze slightly, and then she heard his hoarse voice ringing in her ears, "Are you still determined to leave?"

After a long silence, his voice hit her heart like a heavy stone.

Pursing her lips, she was silent for a long time before softly responding, "Yes."

"However, in five years, I may fall in love with someone else." He said, "I may not wait for you."

(End of this chapter)