unresponsive love

Chapter 338 When I Don't Want to See You Again, I Stand in Front of Your Tombstone
Back to the single room that Lan Xi rented in Italy, there was only a living room, a room, a kitchen and a bathroom, not even a dining room. It was so simple that Mo Lichen did not expect.

When did she ever live in such a simple house?

Lan Xi was already tired. After telling him where she lived, she fell into a deep sleep. These days, she has been working here by herself. Apart from working, she has been looking for news about her mother everywhere. repeatedly.

Since she went to the hospital to check her illness a few days ago, she has only two wishes, one is to see her mother, and the other is to reunite with Mo Lichen.

She is selfish, she doesn't want to see him even when she dies, rather than dying alone, she wants to be by his side until the last moment.

Life is so impermanent, everyone will die eventually, it's just a matter of time, so after learning about her illness, she only has these two wishes.

But today, it seemed that all her wishes had been fulfilled. She slept very peacefully, with a faint smile on her lips.

Mo Lichen hugged her, opened the door of her room, put her gently on the bed, covered her with the quilt, and watched her sleeping face tenderly, his bright red lips curled up slightly, his slender and beautiful fingers caressed her face.

After that, he stood up and took a deep breath, thinking of what was written on the paper, his heart seemed to be throbbing.

Turning around, he said to Arnold who followed, "Contact Alan, no matter where he is or what he is doing, let him put it all down."

Alan is a friend of Morrison, who has a high level of attainment in medicine, and is even called a genius by the medical profession.

Seeing that he was going to use Alan again, A Nuo glanced at Lan Xi who was lying on the bed, frowned, and asked Mo Lichen hesitantly, "Ms. Mo, Miss Lan Xi...what's wrong with her?" ?”

Lightly closing his eyes, Mo Lichen was silent for a long time before slowly saying, "Stomach cancer, late stage..."

Arnold froze.

Faintly heard the sound of tidying up things, Lan Xi quickly woke up and saw that it was Mo Lichen who was helping her tidy up some things, she hurriedly got off the bed, "You..."

"This time, you have to listen to me and go back with me." Mo Lichen turned to look at her, holding her household registration book in his hand, and was about to pack it into a small suitcase.

Lan Xi didn't have many things in the first place, and what was important was even less, so he just took away some necessary things.

She had already prepared for his words, but still hesitated, looking at him and asking, "My sister..."

"She has already left." Mo Lichen interrupted her, took out the mobile phone from his trouser pocket, turned on the recording, and handed the mobile phone in front of her, "This is what she left to say to you before she left."

Staring blankly at the mobile phone handed in front of her, Lan Xi frowned slightly, but reached out to take it after all.

Soon, Mrs. Rose's voice came from the phone, "Lanxi, I don't know when you will hear this recording. Before that, I called you many times and sent you many text messages. But your phone can't get through, don't you want to see me now?"

Lan Xi frowned slightly. She had lost her original number a long time ago. When she came to Italy, she got a new one. No one knew the number, so she couldn't see Mrs. Rose's text messages and phone calls...

After a slight pause and a moment of silence, Madam Rose continued, "Lan Xi, I'm sorry, I told you too many things that I shouldn't have told you before, and put too much pressure on you. It has nothing to do with you. After all, you have never been aware of those things, and they are not what you want to see. As a sister, I shouldn't tell you about it on purpose... Lan Xi, if you hear this, Can you come to Ireland, let us really open our hearts to talk, to accept each other, and make up for the family relationship we have lost for more than 20 years, is that okay?"

The recording on the mobile phone ended here, and there was no more voice from Mrs. Rose.

His body trembled slightly, his chest seemed to be stuffy, and his eyes were a little sour.

I didn't know what family affection was before. During the time they got along with Mrs. Rose, they were actually strangers to each other. No matter how well they pretended on the surface, they would inevitably feel unfamiliar. Whether it was her or Mrs. Rose, At that time, I couldn't really accept the existence of the other party, and I didn't experience much family affection from the other party, only pressure.

But this time, she seemed to have realized a little bit...

Lan Xi raised her head and looked at Mo Lichen, her lips twitched slightly, "Has she returned to Ireland?"

"En." Mo Lichen didn't intend to hide anything, stood in front of her, stared at her softly and said, "Do you want to go?"

The departure of Mrs. Rose and this passage made Lan Xi understand. Presumably, she gave up on Mo Lichen automatically.

Her heart knot should be opened.

Otherwise, he probably wouldn't have left Mo Lichen's side under such favorable conditions...

Lan Xi thought about it, finally nodded, and said firmly to him, "Go."

If this is Mrs. Rose's choice, if she can really open her heart and speak, she wants to see this side, even though she knows that she doesn't have much time, she still wants to see her.

There are very few people she cares about. In the past, there were only a few around her, and family love is something that no one can replace. When she knew her identity, she said that she had never longed for family love, it must be a lie.

Otherwise, she would not have chosen to come to Italy alone, looking for her mother for so long.

Although they didn't recognize each other, it was already good. The mother now has her own family, husband, son... She needs to be like her sister, and let her mother think that they are long gone.

There is no need to destroy any beautiful things, and there is no need to recognize each other, as long as we have met once...

After Lan Xi decided to go to Ireland, Morrison asked Arnold to start preparations. By the way, he also contacted Alan and asked him to go directly to Ireland.

On the plane to Ireland, Lan Xi sat beside Mo Lichen, held his hand and said, "Don't let my sister know, and don't let Ling Xiao and Xiao Ai know."

Knowing that what she was talking about was about her current illness, Mo Lichen frowned slightly, pondered for a while, then nodded and said, "Okay, I will tell Arnold not to say anything."

Lan Xi smiled, looked into his eyes with reluctance and self-blame, her lips moved, and she asked, "Am I being unfair to you?"

"Why do you say that?" He looked at her.

"If you don't know anything, you don't have to think too much, you won't..."

Gently, he pressed his index finger on her lips, looked at her fixedly, and said, "You know, what am I most grateful for now?"

"..."

"It was I who came to look for you." He said with dark jade-like pupils, still calm and with a slight smile, "I don't want to, when I see you again, I will be standing in front of your tombstone, Then I might go crazy."

He didn't know how crazy he was, but the only thing he knew was that as soon as he thought about it, they almost parted forever, and his world would collapse from then on.

Lan Xi's throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't speak.

She didn't dare to think, if he never came to her, how would she go on the road ahead? Maybe she would be unbearable at first, and she would take the initiative to run to him, but maybe, when that time really came, she would suddenly also If she doesn't want to look for him, she will let him think that she is still fine.

Fortunately, however, he came.

Before letting her make a choice, he came to her first.

Suffering from bone-eroding lovesickness for a month, she suddenly wanted to cherish the time with him even more. It had nothing to do with the illness, but she missed him too much and wanted to take another look...

**
When I came to Ireland, a lot of time had passed, and it was Irish night.

Before that, Arnold had contacted Mrs. Rose, and when she knew they would come, Mrs. Rose was overjoyed.

She knew that it was never difficult for Mo Lichen to find Lan Xi. Although she knew that they were still together, she could not avoid some bitterness in her heart, but this time, she suddenly felt relieved a lot.

If she hadn't been back to Ancheng, if she hadn't experienced it, even when Lan Xi wasn't around, Mo Lichen would never have looked at her once, and she might never be able to convince herself to let go of some things.

And now, after more than a month, she has finally been defeated...

After taking Lan Xi and Morrison to this small castle-like villa, Lan Xi and Mrs. Rose were alone in the same room, while Morris and Arnold made arrangements. what.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, staring sideways at the beautiful woman beside her, Lan Xi lightly pursed her lower lip, and finally asked, "You don't like this place, why did you come back?"

Knowing that she would definitely ask this question, Mrs. Rose held her thin hand, raised her lips and smiled, looked at her peacefully, and said, "I have thought a lot these days, and I think I should not be able to do it in my whole life. Really get out of this place."

"Who is threatening you?" Lan Xi frowned, "Is that man's subordinate threatening you to come back?"

Madam Rose shook her head, "I came back voluntarily."

"..."

"Lanxi." Madam Rose stared at her softly, and said with a slight smile, "I'm glad that you are still willing to come to see me. Originally, I thought that you should never want to see me again in this lifetime."

After all, she put too much invisible pressure on her. When Lan Xi saw her, she probably wanted to escape.

"Lanxi, do you hate me?" Looking at her, Mrs. Rose's eyes were tentative and cautious, as if she still wanted to be forgiven, "If I didn't say so many things that shouldn't be said, maybe you would be better off." ...Do you hate me very much?"

(End of this chapter)