sweet wife unattainable

Chapter 239 Forgive
late at night.

It's raining outside.

There was a disjointed knock on the door downstairs.

Su Yi came out of the room and stood in the corridor. Through the night, she saw Lu Zhen wearing a white sweater and went to open the door.

The person who came in was Su Youzhang.

He fell to the ground, with rain all over his head and face, he didn't look like his usual gentle and aloof appearance, he was quite drunk, and his eyes were clouded and a little slack.

"Why are you here so late?" Lu Zhen helped him up helplessly.

Su Youzhang refused to get up, shook his head, looked up at Lu Zhen above his head, his vision was a little blurred, "Xiaoyi..."

"You're sleeping upstairs, get up, you're so drunk, sit on the sofa."

Su Youzhang was helped up, as if he didn't hear her words, the rain dripped from his chin, he looked at the ground, his eyes were not focused, and then he said in pain and depression: "Why is it like this?"

Lu Zhen didn't answer his thoughtless question.

Su Youzhang chuckled twice, fell to the ground with Su Yi's support, and said with a wry smile, "Who has I, Su Youzhang, been sorry for in this life? When I was young, there were obviously a lot of girls chasing me, right? Why? It just fell to the ground today?"

Lu Zhen knelt down and helped him up, "You've drunk too much, go rest on the sofa."

Su Youzhang refused to go up, lying on the carpet and shaking his head, "Lu Zhen, you also liked me when you were young, didn't you?"

Lu Zhen said nothing.

Su Youzhang asked her: "Our home...why has it become what it is today?"

His voice was very weak, but his words were astringent, as if he could punch a hole in Lu Zhen's heart.

"Lie down." He didn't know how to respond, so he just helped him up, and glanced at him, his eyes seemed to have a dusty past, "Would you like some hangover soup?"

He continued to shake his head, covered his face with his hands, his normally cold lips sank, as if he was crying silently, and then he said softly, "Lu Zhen, I'm sorry..."

The wind in the rainy night was very cool, blowing in from the yard, messing up Lu Zhen's hair.

Her face was pale and shocked in the splashing rain.

After an unknown amount of time, she shook her head, "You didn't apologize to me. Back then, I was the one who insisted on going my own way."

Su Youzhang lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.

I don't know how long it took before he opened his eyes, his drunken eyes were so dark that they couldn't see through the light, "These years...Actually, I have never been really happy... I promised Xiao Donghe that I wanted to get married, but I was actually I'm sorry for her, I know... I don't have the desire for her that I did when I was young. When I think of her as Xiao Dong's woman, I automatically regard her as my sister-in-law in my heart. I don't even want to go home and face her... ...Lu Zhen, do you think I did too many sins in my previous life? So much so that I have been losing and repaying all my life?"

Listening to what he said, Lu Zhen felt a lot of emotions in her heart, but she was no longer so moved, and said in a low voice, "You are drunk, take a rest."

"The only thing I want to do is to be close to my daughter, isn't it?" Su Youzhang's hoarse voice was full of tiredness, "I know that I owe you all my life, and I dare not ask for your forgiveness. But... I just want to be close to my daughter..."

Lu Zhen didn't speak.

Su Youzhang suddenly grabbed her hand and pressed her on the sofa.

Then, drenched all over, he knelt down straight.

Kneel in front of Lu Zhen.

Lu Zhen was slightly stunned, complex emotions gradually brewed in her eyes.

Su Youzhang said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Lu Zhen, I admit that the matter about He Jiao is caused by loneliness... After we got married, you also know the life between me and you, a marriage without love..." Having said that, He smiled wryly, "And I'm always a normal man. I have certain physical needs. I don't touch you because I know I'm sorry for you. I don't want to keep making mistakes, otherwise this mistake will be out of control... ..."

"Of course, I never knew that you liked me so much that you later developed bipolar disorder... If I knew that it would make you like this, I would never have married you no matter what..."

When Lu Zhen heard these words, the emotion in her eyes seemed to have been overturned.

Su Youzhang said: "As for thinking about it, I have never been sorry to you. I haven't had sex with her until now..."

Lu Zhen was stunned, and then looked at him, with a smile that she didn't know whether it was joyful or bitter, "It turns out that she fought to the end, but that's all..."

Su Youzhang saw that there was an emotion called happiness in her eyes, and then Lu Zhen looked at Su Youzhang and said, "Do you know why Xiaoyi hates you?"

Su Youzhang looked at her.

Lu Zhen smiled with tears in her eyes: "I'm thinking because you married Ruan."

Su Youzhang didn't speak.

Lu Zhen said: "Back then, when she jumped off the stairs by herself and falsely accused me of pushing her down, you slapped me, you didn't care about her, you saw..."

Su Youzhang's pupils shrank slightly.

Lu Zhen continued: "You don't believe that I didn't do this, but Xiaoyi deeply believes in me. How much she hates Ruan and misses her mother and daughter. You should understand in your heart that if you marry her, she will no longer recognize you. , what's so strange?"

Su Youzhang was speechless.

Lu Zhen looked at his regretful look, and she didn't feel the pleasure of revenge at all. Maybe she really didn't care. When she said these words, it was like making a statement, and she brought out the words that had been in her heart for many years. , make a break.

Su Youzhang covered his head, as if he lost control of his emotions. After a long time, he calmed down, looked at the ground silently, and said nothing.

After a few minutes of silence, he suddenly fell to the floor, in a state of embarrassment, but he didn't get up, curled up his body, wearing that soaked suit that was no longer decent, with a deep and shallow smile overflowing from his throat, Like crazy.

Lu Zhen sat on the sofa, looked at him, finally couldn't bear it, squatted down to help him, "Get up."

Su Youzhang just laughed at himself painfully.

Lu Zhen said: "Xiaoyi, come and help me support your father, I can't help you alone."

She thought: The grievances and grievances of so many years should be let go, no matter what the past is, everyone should let go, and then live a good life, so as not to waste the detours and hardships I have gone through in the past, otherwise I will always resent and be able to What benefit do you get?

In the darkness, a thin figure stepped out.

She bent down and supported Su Youzhang together with Lu Zhen.

Su Youzhang looked at the person holding his arm, his eyes were filled with astonishment, and then he hugged her, his voice trembling slightly, "Xiaoyi..."

Su Youzhang at this moment is pitiful.

Su Yi didn't push Su Youzhang away, but her big eyes looked a little vague. She heard the conversation between him and Lu Zhen just now, and she also knew her mother's inner thoughts. Her mother had forgiven him, but she didn't know how to forgive.

"Xiaoyi." In the rainy night, Lu Zhen held Su Yi's hand, her voice was light and calm, "Forgive him, he... is always your father..."

Such a sentence penetrated into Su Yi's heart, and instantly dispelled the haze covering his heart.

In fact, she didn't even know what forgiveness was.

I only know that listening to my mother's words, my heart becomes lighter and lighter...

She thought, she couldn't help but choose to forgive in her heart, maybe because this person has a family relationship with her that is thicker than water...

Su Youzhang fell asleep.

Lu Zhen placed him in the guest room.

Su Yi went back upstairs, stood in front of the window, crossed her chest, and silently looked at the dark rainy night outside. For some reason, she felt that the rain tonight made people feel very comfortable. She thought, it should be the relationship that she let go of. Bar……

*
The next day.

Su Youzhang slowly woke up with a headache.

The door was opened, and a beautiful girl in gray home clothes came in. Su Yi stood in front of him, crossed her chest, and raised her eyebrows, "How is it? Does your head hurt after a hangover?"

The corners of her lips were raised, and her eyes were kind.

After Su Youzhang was stunned for a few seconds, his eyes turned red.

Su Yi frowned unbearably, "I said, you are already at this age, can you stop showing such a provocative expression?"

Su Youzhang looked at her, and tilted his head, his eyes were filled with joy and fragility that he forcibly endured, "Why do you get up so early?"

"I haven't slept yet."

Su Youzhang was startled, "Why don't you sleep?"

"I don't know." Su Yi shook his head, pretending to be relaxed as much as possible, and said, "I just can't sleep."

"Can you talk to me?"

"You still don't understand." Then he went out, and the voice came from the corridor behind the door, "Wash up, I'll make you hangover soup, come out and drink."

Su Youzhang sat on the bed, holding his coat, and suddenly bent his eyes and smiled.

*
In an instant, the three feet of freezing in the cold pool was disintegrated.

Su Yi forgave him, but she didn't want to mention the unhappy things before, so she didn't mention a word.

Su Youzhang understood that the past was an insurmountable gap, but now he can be forgiven, which is the most complete ending in his life.

Lu Zhen made his share of breakfast today.

Su Youzhang sat at the table and ate with them, occasionally chatting with them briefly, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious.

*
The evening of the second day.

Lu Zhen danced tango with Mr. Da in the hall.

Su Youzhang came over, and it was Su Yi who opened the door. He was holding a black briefcase in his hand. He was a charming mature man in his fifties, energetic and heroic.

Su Yi laughed, silently.

To forgive is to forgive, but to be called Dad again requires a certain process of adaptation.

Mr. Da put his arms around Lu Zhen's shoulders, saw Su Youzhang out of the corner of his eye, raised his eyebrows, and said displeasedly: "Isn't the matter over? Why is he here again?"

Lu Zhen continued to dance with him, and said with a smile, "He's here to find Su Yi."

"Do you need to come every day?"

"It's not like you don't know, Xiaoyi is his life."

Mr. Da sighed, "Well, I can only comfort myself."

"Consolation for what?"

"Comfort yourself not to have a heart of glass, but to be a heart of cement."

Lu Zhen pursed her lips and smiled, "What are you talking about, you are still talking childishly at your age."

"That can't be said like that. We must maintain a young heart at all times." Mr. Da smiled with deep eyes.

Su Yi and Su Youzhang stood aside to watch the two dance.

Su Youzhang asked casually, "Can she still dance?"

"It's not just knowing how?" Su Yi smiled, "You can also play the piano, it's just that you didn't bother to know before."

"..." Su Youzhang was embarrassed by his daughter's words, so he shut up.

The two went to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

Su Yi looked at her mother who danced with Mr. Da in the living room, and asked Su Youzhang, "Do you mind if mom talks about other people?"

Su Youzhang looked up at the hall and shook his head, "There are many such cases abroad, so it's nothing."

"Then you are really generous."

Su Youzhang nodded with a smile, "Xiaoyi, I brought this for you today."

"What is it?" Su Yi took a sip of water, took the document handed over by Su Youzhang, glanced at it, and said in surprise, "You really want to give me the company?"

"My things are all yours."

"Then you are not afraid that Ruan is thinking that they have other ideas?"

Su Youzhang took a sip of saliva, and said lightly: "I haven't had anything to do with her these years. Marrying her fulfilled your Uncle Xiaodong's wish. I think I should be clear in my heart. I will explain it clearly to her and give them a house placement."

Su Yi looked at the documents under his command, thought for a while, and suddenly said: "Okay, if your company wants to give it to me, then I will take it, but if you want to give them the house, I don't agree."

Su Youzhang looked at her, "Isn't that good?"

"You should divorce her." Su Yi put forward another condition.

Su Youzhang was shocked, hesitantly said: "These years, they also..."

"Then do you still want my daughter?" Su Yi ignored his words and asked directly.

Su Youzhang looked troubled.

Su Yi smiled again and said, "I'm just joking with you, but if you say the company will give it to me, then I will really take it."

"Well, the contract is all drawn up, you sign it, and all the shares under my name will be transferred to you."

Su Yi heard the words, signed her name readily, and then said with a smile: "Anyway, you are not allowed to give them a house, and you are not allowed to give them without my permission."

Su Youzhang: "..."

"If you don't listen to me, I won't give you a pension in the future." Su Yi threatened him jokingly.

Su Youzhang was helpless.

Su Yi smiled and frowned, "As for what they did to my mother, I will personally go to them to settle the score, so don't interfere."

Su Youzhang: "..."

Su complained that he didn't express his opinion, so he put on a face, "Got it? Don't meddle!"

Su Youzhang sighed helplessly, "I know."

"That's right, we are a family, you should have stood by my side a long time ago, and..."

"what?"

Su Yi looked serious, and said in a deep voice: "I want to prove to you that back then, my mother really didn't push Ruan and wanted to go downstairs."

Su Youzhang looked into her eyes, and said softly 'hmm'.

"So, starting tomorrow, I'll go live at your house."

"Ah?" The topic changed too quickly, and Su Youzhang felt a little uncomfortable.

Su Yi sat forward and said seriously: "I said, starting tomorrow, I will stay at your house for a few days."

"Okay." Su Youzhang nodded, eyes full of joy.

(End of this chapter)