Qingqingzijin, miss my heart

Chapter 7 Love Is the Superstition of the Right Time and Place (3)
In front of her, Jiang Bei's straight back is the most beautiful scenery.He is wearing a light blue shirt today, which is her favorite color and the only color that can warm her heart this summer.

English speeches came from the stage from time to time, but apart from the occasional applause from the audience, there was only silence.

As for Cen Nian, she only focused on Jiang Bei from the beginning, as if she and Jiang Bei were the only ones in this huge auditorium.

When it was Cen Nian's turn, it was already half an hour later.

When Cen Nian heard "You invite No. 22", Cen Nian's heart trembled slightly, remembering what he had said before——

"Senior, when I join the broadcasting club, I will work hard to complete the club's tasks. When the time comes, will I not be delaying your studies if I chase you?"

So she only allowed herself to succeed.

Cen Nian took a deep breath, stood up and walked onto the stage with his head held high.

Everything went smoothly. During the whole process, Cen Nian could see the examiners nodding and smiling.

The most surprising thing was that Jiang Bei, who was sitting in the review booth, spoke when he was about to leave.

"Not bad." There were only two simple words, and he didn't even look up at her.

Even so, Cen Nian was so excited that he almost cried.

Nothing can be more exciting than his affirmation, even if it is just an understatement of "good".

The result of the retest will be notified by text message that night, but before Cen Nian received the text message, he received a call from Tang Yin: "I have brought you some inside information."

Holding the phone in his hands, Cen Nian yelled happily: "Tang Yin, you are indeed the most competent spy! How is it? Have you passed?"

Tang Yin coughed lightly, and said in a serious tone: "Student Cen Nian from the English Department, welcome to join the University A Broadcasting Club. I hope you will love the broadcasting business. Please don't harass the vice president of the agency."

"Pfft, please don't mess with the latter sentence." Cen Nian was so excited on the phone.

After hearing her laughter, Tang Yin pursed her lips and said, "What, are you happy? Excited? Shouldn't it be a treat?"

In a good mood, Cen Nian responded boldly: "Please, of course please, eat, order, and spend whatever you want!"

Hearing this, Tang Yin laughed and said, "It's so casual!"

Cen Nian didn't reply, only happy laughter was transmitted to Tang Yin through electromagnetic waves.

At this time, even if Tang Yin said she wanted to eat a cow, she would happily go all over the mountain to find a cow for Tang Yin, because she felt that she was closer to Jiang Bei.

How far is there from Jiangbei?Cen Nian, who is not good at mathematics, can't give an accurate number, but she knows that she is working hard, and as long as she works harder, she can stand by his side, even if there is only a [-]% chance.

Her heart has already begun to imagine a happy life in the future, and she will be able to sit with Jiang Bei and broadcast programs every week in the future. This kind of life is simply her dream!What's more, every time the program is broadcast, the two are alone together.

With particularly good hopes, Cen Nian happily rushed to report to the broadcasting agency the next afternoon.

The first task a newcomer receives after registration is training. After a week of training, they can sit in the radio room and broadcast the program. Originally, this training was in charge of the vice president Jiang Bei.

However, Jiang Bei was not present.

Cen Nian's prepared dialogues were all "stillborn".

The senior sister in charge of the training also started the training directly without any explanation.Cen Nian was very bored. When the training was over, Cen Nian found Tang Yin and was about to "vomit", but Tang Yin grabbed her and said eagerly, "Vice President Jiang Bei has resigned!"

"Hey, Senior Jiang Bei..." Cen Nian sighed, then reacted belatedly, and exclaimed, "What? He resigned?"

"Yes, it is said that he resigned last night."

"I...I..." Cen Nian, who didn't know what to say for a long time, grabbed Tang Yin and asked, "Why did he resign?"

There are 1 whys in my mind.

She never imagined that after finally breaking into the broadcasting agency by herself, she could finally appear next to him in a legitimate way, and she could also partner with him in broadcasting programs. Why did he resign from the position of vice president!

Cen Nian was thinking, looking at Tang Yin begging for help, his eyes were full of big and small question marks.

"Oh, don't look at me helplessly, I also want to know why!" Tang Yin sighed, "It is said that I left without explaining the reason for my resignation."

Leaving without even saying why?
Cen Nian grabbed her, refusing to let her go: "Why on earth did he want to resign? Why..."

Tang Yin bit by bit opened Cen Nian's fingers, patted her on the shoulder and said, "I don't know if you ask me like that... What's more, no one knows about this kind of thing except him, right?"

"Yes, ask me!" Cen Nian turned his head and was about to leave, Tang Yin, who saw her about to run, grabbed her arm anxiously and said, "Wait, do you want to go to Vice President Jiang Bei?"

"Yes." Cen Nian looked firmly, "I want to ask clearly."

"Wait." Tang Yin grabbed her, refused to let go, and said falteringly, "Well... there are rumors that Vice President Jiang Bei left because you came. So it's better not to see him at this time For good."

Cen Nian was taken aback, his eyes widened.

"Of course, I think this is just a rumor." Tang Yin looked at her friend and said immediately, "After all, the vice president also nodded in agreement with your joining the club."

"I... I'd better go to him and ask him." Whether it was because of her or not, she wanted to know the reason.

She came here just for Jiang Bei, and it really means nothing if he's not around, and she doesn't want to keep guessing like this anymore.

Guessing people's hearts is a hard job.

05
In the campus at dusk, Cen Nian was running against the wind, and the cool breeze couldn't blow away her doubts.

Tang Yin followed her closely like a little tail.

Tang Yin didn't care what answer Jiang Bei could give Cen Nian, the only thing she cared about was Cen Nian, she was afraid that Jiang Bei would hurt Cen Nian as usual, and that Cen Nian would not be able to bear it this time.

After a while, Cen Nian and Tang Yin arrived at the basketball court one after another.

After half a year of follow-up, Cen Nian became familiar with Jiang Bei's activities. She was sure that Jiang Bei would definitely appear on the basketball court on Friday afternoon.

Sure enough, on the basketball court, she really saw Jiang Bei.

With so many people, she recognized Jiang Bei at a glance. He ran with other team members in the sunset light, as if he had a special mark.

She stood outside the field, panting slightly, admiring the charming scenery from afar.

Seeing Jiang Bei running, jumping, grabbing the ball, and shooting, Jiang Bei seems to have another kind of charm when he is exercising.

Her eyes gradually brightened, and the whole world gradually dimmed. Apart from him, Cen Nian couldn't see anyone else.He is her whole world, but she is just a passer-by in his life.

She was fascinated by watching, but suddenly heard whispers beside her——

"Look, it's the girl who has been chasing Senior Jiang Bei for half a year!"

"Have you given up yet?"

"I heard that Senior Jiang Bei was forced to leave the broadcasting agency by her."

"So shameless, you still chased him here."

……

The yin and yang voice was full of contempt and belittlement, and those words were like sharp knives, stabbing hard at Cen Nian's heart.

But Cen Nian never refuted half a sentence.

She never argues with others. What others think of her has no effect on her, let alone stop her from striving for her own happiness.

After a while, Jiang Bei finally went to rest.

Cen Nian, who had been waiting for a long time, couldn't hold back any longer, and hurried forward, straight to the point: "Why did you quit the club?" She asked aggressively, without even calling him senior.

Jiang Bei was slightly taken aback.

He didn't answer, and Cen Nian asked again, but his tone was much calmer: "Senior Jiang Bei, I want to ask you why you resigned, why did you leave the broadcasting agency?"

"It has nothing to do with you, does it?" After being stunned, Jiang Bei raised his head and drank most of the bottle of water, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and replied casually.

"Of course it's related!" Cen Nian refused to let go, and grabbed his clothes, "Tell me why?"

Sensing the eyes of the surroundings on them, Jiang Bei frowned slightly, pulled out the corner of the clothes in Cen Nian's hand, and replied, "I'm too busy."

Cen Nian frowned slightly, looked at him firmly, and said seriously: "You are lying!"

Facing her aggressiveness, Jiang Bei frowned. Just when he was about to speak, a whistle came from the field, followed by the captain's call: "Jiang Bei, come to train!"

Making a gesture of "I'll be there soon" to the captain, Jiang Bei hastily tightened the bottle cap, and when he turned to leave, Cen Nian grabbed his clothes again: "Senior, you haven't answered my question yet."

Jiang Bei still didn't speak, he quickly shook off her hand and ran onto the basketball court.

Seeing Cen Nian staring at Jiang Bei closely, Tang Yin standing behind her sighed and shook her head.

Tang Yin heard their conversation.She didn't know if Jiang Bei was lying, but she just felt that Cen Nian was too stubborn. Jiang Bei had already said that it had nothing to do with her, so why did he insist on asking the bottom line?
Thinking about it, Tang Yin let out another breath and walked forward slowly.

"Cen Nian." Tang Yin patted her shoulder lightly, "He said he was too busy... let's go!"

"No." Cen Nian didn't look at her, but he was very sure, "He's lying."

Tang Yin suddenly felt that she had nothing to say. Looking at her serious but entangled face, Tang Yin remembered her impulsive words a while ago, and said in a low voice with some regret: "Cen Nian, if it's because of what I said..."

"Tang Yin." Cen Nian turned his head to look at his friend with a firm gaze, "You also think I'm capricious and a stalker, don't you?"

"I did not mean that."

"I know." Cen Nian smiled indifferently, "But it's a fact that I was stalking, and it's possible that he left the broadcasting agency because of me."

"Enough, Cen Nian!" Tang Yin couldn't listen anymore, "Do you really think it is so easy to get into the broadcasting agency? Do you think anyone can get into the broadcasting agency? You have worked so hard for so long, as the person involved , do you think you got in easily? Cen Nian, you are capable, but you doubt yourself like this and give up on yourself. Let me say something! I am really angry, why are you doing this at this time? You don’t even have the ability to tell the truth from the fake!”

She spoke faster and faster, and her tone became serious.

Cen Nian stared at Tang Yin in a daze. She was suspicious. She suspected that all the hard work for so long had only pushed Jiang Beiyue further away.

Then she shook her head, looked at Jiang Bei, and murmured: "I still want to know the answer."

Hearing this, Tang Yin felt even more helpless, and said as if surrendering: "Forget it, forget it, I'll just accompany you to toss."

The basketball team's training didn't end until it was dark.

When he heard the captain of the basketball team say "Today's training is over", Cen Nian immediately rushed towards Jiang Bei like a gust of wind.

Stretching out his arms to block Jiang Bei's way, Cen Nian stood in front of Jiang Bei "regarding death like home", and said, "The training is over now, can we have a good chat?"

Jiang Bei stopped in his tracks: "Speak!" Although his tone was unpleasant, he still gave her a chance to speak.

As if not paying attention to Jiang Bei's expression, Cen Nian continued, "Why did you resign?"

"I left the company because I was busy." He emphasized the reason for leaving the company again, and this time his words showed impatience.

Cen Nian widened her eyes, still showing disbelief, and said, "It's impossible because you were busy... Did you quit the broadcasting agency because I joined it?"

Although he rationally told Cen Nian that this was impossible, after all he watched her walking step by step, if he was afraid of her harassing him, he would not have let her pass the review earlier.

Jiang Bei is not a person who can avoid.

She knew this clearly, but she couldn't control her emotions, the suspicion of others, the sudden notification of quitting the company...all these imperceptibly trapped her to death.

In fact, Cen Nian pressed Jiang Bei so desperately because he just wanted to hear a word of comfort from him. Unfortunately, the person in front of him was Jiang Bei. He didn't understand Cen Nian, and he didn't want to understand.

Hearing this, Jiang Bei smiled, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, he looked straight at Cen Nian, and said word by word: "Don't be too sentimental."

Cen Nian was stunned.

The word "pretending to be passionate" was once used by someone on her body, but she didn't care.But at this moment, in front of Jiang Bei's eyes, she was suddenly at a loss when she heard him say these four words.

It's been half a year, and she's been chasing him for half a year. For him, she worked so hard, but he said that she was being self-indulgent.

Suppressing the grievance, Cen Nian smiled, pretending not to mind, and casually asked the topic of mind: "Senior, do you hate me very much?"

He didn't answer her words.

The atmosphere froze, is he acquiescing now?Have you hated her so much?

As Cen Nian thought about it, she felt a dull pain in her heart, which made her tremble uncontrollably.

Jiang Bei took a step forward, the distance was shortening, but it did not bring any warmth. He asked her: "We are not familiar, it seems that we are not even friends, right? Why should I hate you?"

The ordinary question made Cen Nian understand a lot. At this time, she is more sensitive than anyone else. Could it be that they are not even friends?

After working hard for so long, are we still just strangers?
Cen Nian suddenly felt that her vision was a little blurry, she didn't dare to raise her head, let alone move, for she was afraid that tears would fall down if she moved, and she didn't want to cry in front of him.

Seeing Cen Nian froze in place, Tang Yin finally couldn't help but stepped forward.

"Vice President Jiang Bei, are you going too far?" An angry Tang Yin pointed at Jiang Bei, her high-decibel voice echoing on the basketball court.

"I'm no longer the vice president." He turned to Tang Yin coldly.

"Bah! It's my slip of the tongue! I wouldn't call you senior because you're not worthy!" Tang Yin rolled up her sleeves, without any ladylike image, "Who do you think you are, because Cen Nian likes you, so you just Can you hurt her unscrupulously? You can't see her hard work, her care, and her grievances, but I can see them all! I shouldn't be a self-righteous and bad-tempered person like you Let Cen Nian like you!"

Although she would occasionally curse Cen Nian with a "venomous tongue" for not being able to catch up with Jiang Bei.

Although she would tease Cen Nian with Jiang Bei from time to time.

However, she loves Cen Nian more than anyone else. What is he, Jiang Bei, because Cen Nian likes him, so he can be arrogant and unscrupulous?

What "self-confessed love", what "not even friends"!
What a bastard!

The more Tang Yin thought about it, the angrier she became, she took Cen Nian's hand, and said for her: "From today on, Cen Nian will never like you again, and I will not allow her to continue humiliating herself!"

After finishing speaking, she pulled Cen Nian, who had already been dumbfounded, away, while babbling: "There are so many people in the whole University A, you don't have to hang yourself on this stinky tree engraved with 'arrogance' and 'no one in sight'." of!"

Seeing the backs of the two of them leaving, Tao Yuan, who had not spoken, patted Jiang Bei's shoulder, and said with sourness, "Aren't you going too far?"

Is he too much?But he didn't think so, but... why, there was a tingling sensation of electric current passing through his heart, he put his hands in his pockets, clenched his fists in his pockets, and kept his voice as calm as possible: "Do I have it?"

"Yes, look at her...does she seem to be dead?" Tao Yuan asked, pointing at Cen Nian's back.

Jiang Bei turned his head coldly, refusing to look at her.

Jiang Bei didn't know that when he left, Tao Yuan let go of his clenched fist. It turned out that he had been clenching his fist to hold back. If Tang Yin didn't stop him with his eyes, he felt that he would definitely give Jiang Bei a punch.

(End of this chapter)