The rebirth of the poisonous concubine

Chapter 378 Unreserved Concern

"I know you are An Lingsu, but you are not just An Lingsu." Situ Yan stared at her with his black eyes, and his tone was firm and determined, "From the beginning, when you gave me the distribution map of the troops, I know that your identity is not as simple as the eldest princess of southern Xinjiang. I also know that the purpose of your marriage is not just forced by form. But Susu, you know that when I realize this, I have How much struggle?"

Situ Yan smiled wryly, with a rare fragility on his face.He had never been so vulnerable before anyone.

He said: "On the one hand, I don't want to force you, I don't want to force you to tell me what you don't want to tell me, I want to wait until the day you are willing to tell me; but on the other hand, how much I hope to understand The whole of you, the current you, even by my side, is far away and mysterious like an illusory phantom, as if when the wind blows and the sun comes out, you will disappear. Susu, tell me who you are, Tell me who you are!"

Qin Wange finally put away his smile and remained silent for a long time.

After a long time, she whispered, "Situ Yan, in front of you, I will always be just An Lingsu." The voice was as thin as a mosquito's, as if speaking for herself.

Situ Yan, Qin Wange has carried too many things. I have hatred for my country and family, I have blood debts all over my body, and I owe you.Now that I'm living a new life, I don't want you to carry these things with me again. What I owe you will naturally have to be paid off.

You are the person I, Qin Wange owes the most in my life, and you are also the person I can't live up to in my heart.I hope that in the end, Qin Wange who is really with you, Situ Yan, is an An Lingsu who can let go of everything, has no family feud, no resentment, no use, and just loves Situ Yan purely.

After listening to Qin Wange's words, Situ Yan smiled, looked out the window and seemed to be talking to himself, "You know, before I found Jiang Fuchen, I always had a ridiculous idea in my mind. I always thought that you It was her. However, after finding Jiang Fuchen, he said that the woman who gave the wine back then was called Mu Ge. At that time, I felt lost and relieved. The lost thing is that she has really gone away from me and no longer exists. All the traces are just my guesses; what is relieved is that you are not her. If you are really her, seeing me suffering but still cruelly hiding it from me, how hard is your heart. "

Situ Yan's words were like a heavy punch on Qin Wange's heart.

Qin Wange's eyes were calm, but a storm surged in his heart.The madness in Situ Yan's eyes startled her,
From the very beginning, from the moment she concealed her identity, an insurmountable gap had been planted between her and Situ Yan.

If one day the truth is revealed, she really doesn't know how to face Situ Yan.Presumably, he will never forgive her, right?
Qin Wange's lips moved slightly, but he was unable to speak for a long time.

Situ Yan had already calmed down, and said, "I won't ask you about saving Nanny Gui, because I know you will give me an unassailable reason. But A Su, my heart is made of flesh. I can accommodate you in everything, but I will not tolerate you, deceiving again and again."

At that time, there was a gloomy light in Situ Yan's flying eyes, and he looked at Qin Wange like a wounded little animal.

At this moment, Qin Wange could hardly bear to tell Situ Yan the truth, but she finally held back.

Now, the Xingxiu Pavilion is staring at each other, and the situation in the Eastern Zhou Dynasty is unclear. Situ Yan is in control of the overall situation and cannot make any mistakes.

Situ Yan has always been a calm and self-reliant person, but his rationality never works on her.If something goes wrong at this time, not only will all previous efforts be wasted, Situ Yan will be doomed, and she can't take the risk.

Qin Wange forced herself to be calm, calm as if nothing had happened, smiled gently, and looked at Situ Yan: "How could it be, Situ Yan, the person I don't want to hurt in this life is you. "

Situ Yan didn't say anything, he drank his tea sullenly, then jumped out of the window and left.

After he left, Qin Wange felt as if all the strength had been drained from his body, and he sat down slowly while supporting the soft couch, motionless.

A Dai came in, saw Qin Wange's expression was bright, and Situ Yan was nowhere to be seen, she asked puzzledly: "My lady, what's the matter? Did you quarrel with the prince?"

Qin Wange shook her head, obviously not wanting to say more.

While undressing Qin Wange, Adai said, "That's true. Although the empress usually likes to quarrel with the prince, the prince loves the empress after all, and rarely speaks harshly to the empress. Every time, the empress will talk to the prince." Enough to choke."

Qin Wange's heart moved slightly, as if she was always bullying Situ Yan...

After nightfall, Qin Wange lay on the bed, tossing and turning, without any sleepiness.

During the day, Situ Yan's hurt eyes kept reappearing in her mind, and she couldn't get rid of it.The more she wanted to forget, the more she didn't want to go, his eyes became clearer.

Qin Wange's heart tightened even more.

However, Qin Wange was not the only one who was sleepless tonight.

In Hanxiang Palace at this time, Liu Ruxin was also completely sleepless, holding a book in her hand, and was leaning on the bed and slowly flipping through it.The glass lamp is covered with a layer of tulle lampshade, but it is not dazzling.

When Lou Su came in, he saw that under the soft light, the woman reading a book was as peaceful as the person in the painting, and the faint fragrance of cold plum and medicine seemed to make people feel peaceful.

Although he didn't make a sound at all, Liu Ruxin was keenly aware of his existence, looked at the direction where he was hiding and said, "Why are you here today?"

Lou Su came out of the darkness, his eyes were cold as if he wanted to freeze people, desperate and cruel, his whole body exuded an unconcealable bloody smell, as if he had just walked out of hell.

Liu Ruxin couldn't help being stunned, she slowed down her tone, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Even if she blamed him in her heart, she still couldn't help feeling soft-hearted.

Lou Su didn't say anything, and suddenly pulled Liu Ruxin into his arms. Since that night, the two of them have never been so intimate. Liu Ruxin's body froze, but she didn't do anything. struggle.

After a long time, Lou Su let go of her hand, and Liu Ruxin got up from Lou Su's arms.Looking at Lou Su from a close distance, she saw Lou Su's eye circles were slightly red, which made Liu Ruxin startled, "What's wrong with you?"

After a long time, Lou Su said solemnly: "My brothers are dead, they were all killed by me."

No one thought that practicing Rebirth Gu would require a large number of people to do experiments.In order not to alarm others, that person...he actually used his brother, the remnants of the southern border, and those forgotten people to test the medicine.

The old friend turned into a cold corpse with a horrific death, the former homeland also became the purgatory of Shura, and Lou Su felt desolate in his heart.

At that time, he gathered the survivors of the southern border, led them to follow that person, and did those shady things, just to let them live a good life, let them have a new identity, and let their children be like other children, Live in the sun, no need to hide and hide.

Unexpectedly, all this was his wishful thinking.It was he who pushed those innocent people into hell with his own hands.

What made him even more chilling was that the victims were old, weak, women and children, and those who participated were friends from their homeland who had been with them day and night.

The unarmed, old, weak, women and children became their burdens. Those who pushed their relatives into hell kept saying that instead of holding back their lives, these useless people should dedicate their final value to their road to restoration. .

The glory and wealth promised by Greedy Nightmare made those from the southern border lose their true nature and forget their original intentions.They teamed up to hide from him alone, and dedicated their relatives to Xingxiu Pavilion Master Greedy Nightmare for experiments. They never thought that the people they donated were their relatives, and those old people had raised them , Those children have the same blood as them.

There seemed to be a magical power in Liu Ruxin's body, in front of her, Lou Su had no reservations.

"Did you kill those clansmen?" Facing such a fragile Lou Su, Liu Ruxin felt distressed and took the initiative to hold Lou Su's hand.

His hands, with distinct bones, were stained with blood and sin; while her hands were slender and beautiful, clean and free from dust.

The sharp contrast between the bronze complexion and the fair complexion is also the contrast between sin and purity, but the two hands are completely different, but they are so suitable.

"I want to kill them... But those people are also my clansmen, if I kill them, wouldn't I be the same as them?" Lou Su looked confused.

If someone killed his people, he would avenge them even if he gave everything he had.But those murderers are brothers who have been with him for many years, how can he do it?
"It wasn't your brothers who really killed your clansmen, but the people who instigated the civil strife in your clan." Liu Ruxin said lightly, "If he didn't deliberately lure them, how could those people do such a funeral like betraying their clansmen?" All good things?"

In a word, the confusion in Lou Su's eyes was swept away—yes, brothers and sisters, it's clear that greed instigates temptation, and the culprit is him!If it wasn't for him, how could the tribe betray?
The hatred of extermination is irreconcilable, he will never let him go!

Seeing the fierce look in Lou Su's eyes, Liu Ruxin was a little worried, looked up at Lou Su, and said, "Promise me, no matter what you want to do, you will protect yourself."

No one has ever treated him with sincerity, but this woman did not hold back her concern.

Lou Su's heart was warm, he stroked Liu Ruxin's clear face, the murderous look in his eyes gradually faded, and he said softly: "Don't worry." This is the biggest promise he can give.

Liu Ruxin nodded, coughed a few times in a low voice, Lou Su patted her on the back lightly, and said with concern: "You are not feeling well, have you seen the imperial physician?"

Afraid that Lou Su would be worried, Liu Ruxin quickly shook her head and said, "It's okay, I just caught a cold. I have been seen by the imperial doctor and prescribed medicine. Moreover, the imperial concubine sent Qinglu Dan today. It's much better."

Lou Su's eyes lit up when he heard the word "imperial concubine".It seems that some decision has been made...

(End of this chapter)