dear miss jane

Chapter 1105 Contradictions
Lili stared at Xiao Xu, it was obviously an alternative answer, and she didn't intend to give Xiao Xu a chance to go around.

"Answer me, will you marry me?"

A few words quickly flashed through Xiao Xu's mind, marriage proposal?Forced marriage?Do you want to choose now?
"Lili, are you okay, do you know what you are talking about?"

"Don't go around the topic!"

Lili said, "Answer me, is your answer yes or no!"

Xiao Xu didn't expect her to be so persistent, he really couldn't answer other than being silent, Lili must be very sad if he said directly that he didn't want to get married!
But a person's silence is often an answer. If it is not affirmative, it can only mean negative. Lili's disappointment is self-evident.

She thought her relationship would be a matter of course, and thought that he would marry after they had been together for so long and so happy, but she was wrong, she had never understood him, let alone what his thoughts were.

"Why? Is it because I haven't done enough? Or am I not your ideal object? Or are you and I just doing this under pressure, or am I also a flower that can't be ranked among your many flowers?"

"what do you mean?!"

Xiao Xu couldn't help but want to get angry. It's not about two people who are not good. Especially when it comes to marriage, it is a cage bound by a marriage certificate. If two people really love each other, does it matter whether they get married or not?
"Lili, you're fine, I'm serious about you, it's just marriage..."

Xiao Xu paused for a moment and then said, "Lili, aren't we doing well now? Why do we have to get married? Does it have to be married to reflect how much we love each other and even how happy we are?"

Lili doesn't understand why he thinks differently from her. Marriage is a kind of commitment and responsibility, why does he think it's a kind of prison?
I haven't talked about this before or even forced him, but he feels depressed. If he already thinks this way now, how can they have a future? !
"I know what you think," Lili said a little tiredly, "Xiao Xu, I think we may need some time to calm down."

"why?"

Xiao Xu didn't understand, they didn't quarrel, did they have any conflicts, so why should she calm down?
Is it because their ideas are not in harmony now, is she going to break up with herself and find someone else who is willing to marry her?

"If I don't get married, are you going to leave me?"

Xiao Xu is also straightforward, but such questions can easily push people into corners.

This time it was Lili's turn to be silent. She didn't know if she would choose to break up with him, but at this moment she needed to calm down and analyze their relationship.

"Xiao Xu, I think it's better for us to think about this relationship carefully. What I want is a sense of security, that's all."

"Then don't you feel safe by my side for so long? I said I was serious about you, don't you believe it?"

Lili didn't know how to answer him, the question went around in a circle and went back to the beginning.

Sometimes trust is one thing, love and marriage are another.She only found out today that Xiao Xu had never considered marriage at all, and he didn't even want to get married at all.

So she was going to be his girlfriend all the time?She can't tell, so she needs time, and the time Xiao Xu needs may be to decide whether he wants freedom or marriage.

"Xiao Xu, you should go back and rest earlier."

Lili ended the topic.

"Let's go to the movies tomorrow!"

Xiao Xu was silent for a long time and asked the person who was leaving.

Lili smiled complicatedly, "Didn't I say it before, we should think about it more recently, let's forget it first when we meet!"

Her words seemed to unilaterally choose to break up, Xiao Xu's heart suddenly felt empty, but his pride did not allow him to bow his head, even if it hurt...

(End of this chapter)