dear miss jane

Chapter 52 Use or Love?
It was already seven or eight o'clock when I got off the plane and arrived home. Jian Xin only focused on walking until the person in front of her blocked her before she could see who was coming.

Chen Zifan haggarded a lot, with a strong smell of tobacco on his body, unconscious sadness appeared between his brows, Jian Xin took a step back to separate him from him.

"Jane Xin, do you know? I have been waiting downstairs at your house every day since you went abroad," Chen Zifan smiled wryly, inexplicably making people feel distressed.

Jane Xin is not a hard-hearted person, but she and Chen Zifan have already settled down.

"As I said, we'd better not see each other again."

"Why, why do you have to push me away and refuse to give me another chance?" Chen Zifan said sadly, "Jane Xin, I have been waiting for you, and I believe you will not just forget me!"

Jane Xin looked at Chen Zifan, who she used to trust the most. He had accompanied her through sad times, and tried every means to win her a smiling face. He was the warmest support behind her, but not anymore.

She understands that she is not qualified to ask this man to give up the entire forest for her little tree, but she is her, and she can't tolerate a grain of sand in her eyes. She understands him and doesn't blame him, but it doesn't mean she wants to forgive his betrayal. Even readmit him!

"Chen Zifan, you have to tell me what to say to understand that there is no possibility between us."

"I don't understand!" Chen Zifan said sadly.

"I don't want to be a stranger in your eyes, not even a stranger, Jane Xin, no one knows you better than me."

"Know me?" Jane Xin said sarcastically, "Your so-called understanding is just knowing a little bit of my past life. Do you really understand me? I'm not that magnanimous, I won't learn to forgive!"

"Chen Zifan, please stop harassing me!"

Jane Xin pulled her luggage and walked forward, Chen Zifan forced her to hold her with a resentful face.

"Is it because of Xiang Yihang that you speak harsh words to me again and again?"

"What does it have to do with him!"

"Do you dare to say that it has nothing to do with him?" Chen Zifan asked angrily, "Since you chose to approach him, tell me, are you really just using him for revenge or are you already in love with him?"

Jian Xin stared back at Chen Zifan, who was still in a stalemate. What position did he have to ask himself, why did he think that he could interfere with her because he knew the details of his life?ridiculous!
"No matter what it is, it has nothing to do with you, Chen Zifan!"

The pain in Chen Zifan's heart intensified, couldn't he feel it at all?

"Jane Xin, he is not easy to mess with. If he knows you are using him, what will he do to you? What will happen to the Ji family? Have you forgotten the decision you made back then? Why do you want to..."

"Because I found out that I was wrong, I thought I could really give up from then on, but fate refused to let us go!"

Jane Xin shook off his hand and strode away. Chen Zifan stood under the street lamp with a long shadow, and the sudden sense of powerlessness made him at a loss. Jane Xin seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him.

The cell phone thrown on the bed kept ringing. It was a call from Xiang Yihang. Jane ignored it and went to the bathroom. The water washed her body and wet her head. Chen Zifan's question kept replaying in her ears. She couldn't help asking herself, for Xiang Yihang, she couldn't tell whether she loved or used her.

(End of this chapter)