Manchu Wenwu fell in love with me

Chapter 175
I was seven years old that year, she inserted into my life like a knife, I always felt that everything seemed to be disrupted, the life in the deep palace is about following the rules, preparing everything, and then step by step, the most terrifying The most important thing is to deal with those unexpected things, and she came to me suddenly.

I don't understand why there is such a hot flame in her eyes. She stands in front of me like a fire, but she has a pure smile on her face, persistent, and her eyes are extraordinarily bright, as if there is always fog in her eyes It was even more so when I saw me, but I said coldly that she didn't care at all, as if as long as I talked to her, she would be very satisfied.

Women in the world should be gentle and submissive, just like my mother and concubine, who abide by their duties and behave in a well-behaved manner, even if they are wronged, they dare not say a word of their heart.The only time the father and the emperor praised the mother and concubine was that she was gentle, virtuous, and knowledgeable.Women seem to imitate this virtue frequently.

Only she didn't take this seriously, and looked at me without covering her eyes.

The girl who serves me sometimes sneaks a few glances at me, and when I look over, she will take the initiative to avoid her gaze.I thought this might be a way to deal with her, so that day, when she was looking at me, I looked over, but she didn't even hide, she even smiled at me, I looked at her in surprise , she stuck out her tongue at me, and didn't clean her up, which made me feel like I didn't know what to do.

She became a bit unusual, not only wanted to occupy my sight, but that figure kept drilling into my heart.This feeling is too strange and I don't like it, so I shut her out of my heart and don't think about it.

She tried her best to please me. Is there anything in me worthy of her? She has a very high status in the palace. Who would not believe the priest's prophecy? There is no need for her to take care of an extremely unfavored prince. Unable to fall asleep, tossing and turning on the kang, she would always think about her eyes, and then fall into a dream in a daze, and those eyes followed.

I like to stand under the pear tree and think of my concubine mother. Concubine mother said that she likes the fragrance under the tree very much. Emperor father brought her here once. At that time, emperor father was very happy and said that concubine mother was as beautiful as pear blossom. She is "Concubine Pear", but my father and emperor forgot about it in a blink of an eye. Mother and concubine said that when she was pregnant with me, she would often stand in the distance and look at this pear tree, talking while touching her belly, praying that God would let her children can be happy in the future.

Every time I am here, I seem to be able to see a woman who has never been happy in her entire life, standing not far away, saying to God, please let him be happy, let him be happy, and the corners of her eyes will slowly become happy when she speaks. Get wet.

Why do you want me to be happy? I hope she can be happier. In order to save my life, she doesn't compete with others, but lives quietly, looking forward to my arrival.This woman spent her whole life, and in the end she just wanted me to be happy.

But what is happiness, she did not teach me.

Every time I let my brothers see me under the pear tree, there would be a burst of laughter. I pretended not to hear, and saluted them politely. After they left, I smiled indifferently. .I must enshrine the tablet of my mother and concubine in the Royal Ancestral Temple, this may be my happiness.

Just as I was thinking, she came over and stared at me, "Brother Lin," she stopped me.

I turned around, with an unchanging smile on my face, I am isolated in this world, so anyone is the same to me, nothing special, so should she.

"Brother Lin, why can't you trust others?"

The boy smiled, believe it?This is a boring question. The one who believes will always be pinched by others, and will be suppressed anytime and anywhere, and will never stand up. This is the world. After going around in a circle, you will find that the only person you can believe in is yourself. I am looking for Lu was about to go forward, but she blocked my way, "Brother Lin, can't you show your sincerity again? Maybe this time you won't get hurt!"

My heart fluctuated suddenly. The place under the pear blossom tree is so special to me. Here I heard words that can warm me. Is it because I have an illusion, or my heart is too weak, I squint my eyes , trying to make myself as normal as possible, "What do you want to say? The future queen."

"Don't believe that others don't want to get hurt? Don't want to get hurt here." She pointed to her heart.She restrained her hip-hop smile, and suddenly became very serious, "Can you trust me little by little, I promise I won't hurt you."

"If one day you can completely trust me."

I told myself that this was a boring conversation, but I still couldn't help myself and said, "So what."

"Just give me your heart," she stretched out her tender fingers and poked my chest lightly, "I promise I won't let it get hurt, never, but it will always belong to me alone."

I smiled softly, "If there is such a day..." But there will be no, I have sworn that no one will make my heart hurt again, because this is the wish of the concubine before she died, her pale lips, and her throat booming She said, no matter how uncomfortable she was, she refused to leave, insisted on saying the last word, and she said: "Remember what mother said, you want to be happy."

"There will be such a day, Lin." I will not hurt you again, I will treasure your heart forever.

When she said this, her eyes flickered, the sun seemed to be particularly fond of her cheeks, making people look speechless, my heart was beating violently, as if about to be alive, I controlled myself and clenched my fists , or brushed past her.

No one will treasure your heart.If there is such a person, the concubine mother will not look at the pear tree from afar, nor will she cry to help me follow the sky to get this wish.

The girl in her room died, but there was still a banquet in the palace. During the banquet, I watched her leave my seat, and I deliberately found a reason to leave. I stood under the pear tree, waiting for her to come to me, and waited for a while , Suddenly someone rushed over and stuck to my back, the hands on the waist were tightly clutching my clothes, and then one of them slid down from my waist to find my hands, I heard her hoarse voice, "This How about I do the first thing for you in a while?"

"Look, I really do it for you."

I didn't like such a decisive voice. I took her hand and turned to look at her. Her eyes were obviously red and swollen, but she looked at me with a smile on purpose. I said, "Don't think about it, go to bed early." My own voice, It was surprisingly gentle.

But she seemed determined and tugged on my sleeve, "Look, I won't just sit back and let God manipulate me."

That night, I didn't send her back like before. I kept watching her and smiling, and when I returned to my bedroom, I sat by the bed, looking at the window lattice, in a daze. (To be continued, if you want to know what happens next, please visit www.CMFU.COM, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!)
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