Chapter 395

Looking at Han Zhixian who was lying on the hospital bed so thin that her cheeks were slightly sunken, her cheekbones were protruding, and her face was pale and bloodless, Ji Qian couldn't believe her eyes.

Although she suffered from ectopic pregnancy hemorrhage before, and she walked before the gate of hell, but later, under Mingzhu's careful care, coupled with the fact that she was young, Ji Qian didn't feel that Han Zhixian was too different when they parted.

But now it looks like a big change!
Simply skinny!

Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Ji Qian couldn't help but stop and hold her hand next to the quilt. Those fingers were as thin as matchsticks, which made people feel distressed.

She couldn't help it at all, tears rolled out all at once, but she realized that it was unlucky to cry on such an occasion, so she immediately raised her hand to wipe it clean, but her voice couldn't help sobbing, "Zhixian, you... Sorry……"

Instead, Han Zhixian acted like a normal person, "I'm sorry, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. Ji Qian, I'm sorry for posting those slanderous remarks from my Weibo account, I'm sorry."

As she spoke, she lowered her eyes.

For some reason, Ji Qian could feel that she was sincerely apologizing, but also vaguely felt that she was very polite and alienated.

"I don't blame you, Zhixian, I really don't blame you, and then my side... can we still be as good as before?" Ji Qian is a person who can't hide her thoughts, and she is most worried about Han Zhixian because of this. Things are estranged from her.

Han Zhixian couldn't help raising her eyes, a little surprised, and she never thought that Ji Qian would ask the question so directly.

It's just that she didn't answer Ji Qian's words directly, but replied: "I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, really."

Ji Qian's heart sank, this was not the answer she wanted.

She didn't know where the problem was, so she had to ask around, "Is it because of Han Zhiyuan? She is your sister. I respect your decision no matter what you want to do. I won't embarrass her anymore. Or is it because of Li Yao? He Am I forcing you to get along with him, if you don't want to, I'll—"

"Ji Qian!" Han Zhixian stopped her words, met Ji Qian's painful and shocked eyes, "I like Li Yao."

"Liar!" Ji Qian roared, "If you liked him, you would have already liked him, why did you wait until now!"

Ji Qian still doesn't understand Han Zhixian, he is as stubborn as a cow, even Li Yao would have physical resistance when touching her, how could he suddenly fall in love with him!

"You lied, if you really liked him, how could you take the initiative to cut off the fallopian tube on the other side!"

"The doctor said, if I get pregnant in this situation, there is a high possibility of another ectopic pregnancy. In order to prevent it, it is better to cut it early. And you also know what Li Yao does, so neither of us will It’s even better if you have worries about the future. Ji Qian, you don’t have to have children for him if you like someone. Choosing DINK is also a kind of courage. For us, it’s more healthy and rational.” Han Zhixian said softly .

Listening to her eloquent voice, Ji Qian couldn't believe it.

When did Han Zhixian become so eloquent?
She obviously still had a chance to be a mother, but now she cut off such an opportunity with her own hands, and even gave such a bunch of high-sounding reasons...

Would anyone really want to pass up the chance to be a mother?

And Dink can use other methods?Why are you so decisive!

"Okay, even if you choose Dink, even if you really like Li Yao, but Zhixian, no matter what happens, I'm your good friend, right?" Ji Qian stared at her closely.

"I didn't say you weren't my good friend." Han Zhixian smiled slightly with the corners of her lips curled up.

She will always consider Ji Qian her best friend, always, just...

A good friend has a different path to take. She is so beautiful and flawless, and she should not be tainted by her dirty self and stained with dust.

She should be like the bright moon in the sky, hanging high in the sky, pouring out the moonlight, making everyone yearn for.

And even if he is in the mud, as long as he can be illuminated by her luster and feel her presence, that's enough.

There is no need to stand by her side, cast a shadow over her light, become her burden, her stain.

"But Ji Qian, I quit the circle, and I will have a man of my own in the future, and I will inevitably value sex over friends, so I won't be able to chat with you all the time."

Han Zhixian spoke very easily. She tried her best to use a relaxed and natural tone to explain the fact that the two of them will eventually drift apart, but she also used the excuse that both of them have their own destinations, so that Ji Qian couldn't get along at all. Can't refute.

When people grow up, it seems that after meeting lovers and starting a family, they will inevitably alienate from friends, but Han Zhixian clearly made their relationship on this road premeditatedly!

Ji Qian could sense her intention, but could only accept it very weakly.

Because Han Zhixian has already said that she still regards herself as her good friend, if she presses her aggressively, she will only appear childish or even unreasonable.

She even had a feeling that whether it was premeditated or let nature take its course, it seemed inevitable that she would come to this point.

Just like she and Qiao Xia, and Xiaobai, betrayal, life and death, there are always various reasons for them to part ways in the end, but with Han Zhixian, they are already very good, right?

There is no quarrel, no betrayal, no yin and yang separation, it's just that they are farther away, not in the same circle, and no longer able to get tired of being together like before. It's good, isn't it?
"Then you have to be good." She grasped Han Zhixian's hand tightly and solemnly urged.

Obviously we can still see each other, but I don't know why, she is so reluctant to let go, it seems to be the last farewell.

"Yes," Han Zhixian smiled, and there was a little mist in his eyes, but it quickly dissipated, it seemed to be just an illusion brought about by the light on the bedside, "My body will be fine after a few days." Besides, Li Yao is staring at me to eat, I can’t even eat if I don’t want to.”

"Really?" Hearing that Li Yao forced her to eat, Ji Qian was a little relieved, "You are so skinny, you should eat more and take care of yourself."

"Well, I know. By the way, I want to hold a farewell concert. The time has not been confirmed yet. I hope you can come when the time comes."

"Farewell concert?"

"Well, I just quit the circle like this. I'm too irresponsible to the fans. It's better to get together and leave." At this moment, the smile on Han Zhixian's lips was like the warm sun in spring, which made Ji Qian a little distracted.

But it was precisely because of this smile that she finally let go of her uneasy heart a little bit.

Maybe I was thinking wildly just now?
What Han Zhixian said just now did not mean to separate from herself, she might just be emotional, and it is indeed impossible for the two of them to be in close contact with each other in the future, she is just explaining the facts, is it because her nerves are too distracted?
"I'm definitely going! But your tickets are too hard to get. You have to reserve a ticket for me. One is not enough, and there is also our old comrade Song." Ji Qian immediately agreed, and reserved a VIP seat in the infield by the way.

"Bring the money, and I'll keep it for you." Han Zhixian stretched out his hand towards her.

Ji Qian slapped her hand lightly, "There is no money, only heads, let's get heads."

Han Zhixian shook her head, "You tame Taurus."

"A penny is an iron rooster. Although my big Taurus likes money, a gentleman loves money and gets it in a proper way. It's not saved by being stingy." Ji Qian proudly raised her chin.

"You're not stingy. You donated all of it. It depends on what you will use as a dowry when you marry Song Zhen."

"Miss, you're thinking too far... Return the dowry, tsk!"

"You haven't eaten Tang Monk meat yet, have you?" Han Zhixian was stunned, "Didn't you stay together when you went to England? Could it be that Liu Xiahui in your house? Or—"

"What are you thinking about in your head!" Seeing that she didn't think of anything good, Ji Qian quickly covered her mouth, "Shh, it's embarrassing to hear it later, um, bad luck and encounter obstacles, you understand .”

Han Zhixian's eyes immediately lit up a little bit, a little bit suddenly realized, and a little bit gloating, "You are so lucky, you can buy a lottery ticket."

After giving her a blank look, Ji Qian felt a little relieved, because Han Zhixian was still willing to joke with her.

"Okay, take a good rest, and I'll come see you tomorrow." Ji Qian put her hands under the quilt and urged.

"You want to stay in Z City? No need, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow morning, and I will go to Jiangdong with Li Yao, and he will take me to see his grandma."

"Can you leave the hospital like this?" Ji Qian couldn't help worrying.

"This time it was not an open laparotomy, but a laparoscopic surgery. It has been 4 days and I can be discharged from the hospital." Han Zhixian explained.

Laparoscopic surgery usually takes 3 to 4 days to leave the hospital. Tomorrow will be the fifth day. She had no problem being discharged at that time.

It's just that Han Zhixian still needs to pay attention to recuperating his body in the later stage, after all, he had an operation anyway.

"Okay then." Hearing what Han Zhixian said, Ji Qian had no choice but to nod, sighed, and straightened the quilt for her.

"Song Zhen is still waiting for you, go quickly, I'm fine, and I'm tired after talking for so long."

Seeing that her face was indeed a little tired, Ji Qian had no choice but to give a few more words of advice before leaving.

From the beginning to the end, she didn't dare to mention Mingzhu's matter. Thinking that now that Han Zhixian's mother passed away, she personally cut off the possibility of having a child. It would be better not to have Han Zhiyuan's sister, Ji Qian couldn't help feeling sad.

To some extent, Han Zhixian has become a loner.

When she opened the door, she couldn't help but turn her head to look again, seeing that Han Zhixian was still smiling at her, her nose was sore.

Not daring to let her see her tears, Ji Qian hurried out of the door.

As soon as he opened the door, he almost bumped into Li Yao.

Immediately, the smell of cigarettes wafted into her nostrils, and Ji Qian couldn't help frowning, a little upset, "You still smoke after she's like this?"

Li Yao didn't respond to her harsh words, as if there was no such person as Ji Qian, she directly said to Peng Ming next to her, "Send them out."

"Li Yao, you!" Ji Qian was about to say something, but Song Zhen stopped her.

"Let's go."

"Song Zhen?"

Song Zhen grabbed her waist and forcibly took her away.

Looking at the back of Ji Qian and others leaving, Li Yao sat on the bench at the door of the ward like a sculpture.

The wind blew in from the open window at the end of the corridor, blowing on him, like a knife, with a bone-chilling chill.

Li Yao turned on the phone as if he didn't know it was cold, then connected something, put it to his ear and listened for a long time.

After a long time, he straightened up, put the phone away, then lowered his head and smelled it, and felt that the smell of the smoke was a little lighter, then he got up and walked towards the ward.

In the room, Han Zhixian, who was dozing, opened his eyelids the moment he heard the door lock. Seeing that it was Li Yao, he closed his eyes again.

Her eyes and face were full of undisguised weariness, and she didn't have the kind of energy that she saw Ji Qian just now.

The whole face seemed to be covered with a layer of shadows, not at all like a woman in her prime of youth and blooming flowers.

Li Yao approached and stared at her condescendingly.

Even though her eyes were closed, she could still feel Li Yao's scorching gaze, her brows moved slightly, and then she opened her eyes uncontrollably.

Being stared at like this makes everyone feel uncomfortable.

What made her even more uncomfortable was the smell of cigarettes on his body. Although it was very faint, her nose was keen to catch it.

Feeling her frowning, he couldn't help but smile.

That smile was a bit sinister, which made Han Zhixian panic for no reason.

Afterwards, she saw Li Yao facing her and slowly began to undress.

"You..." Her heart beat faster.

"The clothes smell a bit strong, and it will disappear after you take them off." Li Yao replied, and then threw the coat on the chair next to him.

But then, he didn't even intend to stop, one by one, the movements were obviously elegant, but the speed was not slow at all, and he stripped himself clean in the blink of an eye.

Before Han Zhixian could react, this man was completely exposed in her sight, and then he walked towards her loudly, and under her dazed gaze, he lifted the quilt and lay down on it!

 Tickets = plus more?Let's see if you can receive my hint, Mommy, Mommy~
  
 
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