Rebirth of the Poisoned Woman to Goodness

Chapter 197

The river was windy, and the wind and rain stopped at five o'clock. Unexpectedly, it was windy again, and the clouds were dense.

He was standing on the bow of the boat, and she was also standing on the boat, looking up at him with a stubborn expression.

The distance between the two gradually widened, a wave hit, the big boat did not move, but the small boat swayed violently, and she almost fell out of the boat.

He unconsciously took a step forward, and she finally stopped looking at him, but curled up together, a small ball.

He couldn't watch it any longer, and couldn't wait for her to go ashore, so he turned and left.

When Huayin recovered from the pain and raised her head again, she saw that the deck of the huge ship was empty and there was no one there.

Her heart became completely cold and bitter.

In the boat house, the faint smell has not dissipated. He is a little surprised. In the past, she smelled mostly of herbs, but after going to the bitter cold place in the extreme north, this strange smell suddenly appeared on her body. She made a sachet and wore it on her body.After last night, he finally understood that it was her body fragrance. Whenever she sweated, the fragrance would flow out of her body with the sweat, and it was mellow.

That feeling that fills up an empty soul.

He frowned, not letting himself think too much.

His mother often admonished him, avoid sex, sex disturbs life, disturbs major events, hurts the essence, and destroys the soul.

Moreover, if a bloody man is obsessed with women, he will easily grow in love with his children, and the hero will be short of breath, so it is difficult to achieve great things!
She wasn't in his chess game at all, but she forced her way in because of her own cleverness. He was so angry that he didn't have time to stop him, and finally made the situation evolve to the present situation.But the matter has come to this point, he will not let all the plans be reshuffled just because of a momentary emotion.

He will only make better use of this pawn and let her play the biggest role.

He couldn't tell her his plan because he knew her too well, and she was so innocent and kind that it was ridiculous. Although he didn't deny that he was attracted by her kindness, unprincipled kindness would only make things worse, she could even To do the stupid thing of marrying Yelu Fengda in exchange for him not to implicate Zhou Guo, there is nothing she can't do.

Even after last night, she has not changed. If it were any other woman, if he said such heartless words, those women would have been sobbing and hanged themselves after chasing him, but she didn't. She just looked at him in disbelief, and then accepted it calmly.

It's fine if that's the case, she still hasn't forgotten to remind him of the promise he has to keep.

promise?

He has never promised her anything. This so-called promise is nothing but her wishful thinking from the beginning to the end. He has always been a principled person. Once he has decided on something, he will not change it easily!

Indeed, he is a man of his word, so his plan has never changed. The only thing that has changed is that, because of her unprovoked intrusion, although he has been disturbed a little bit more, he has planned a more serious plan. Detailed and perfect plan.

This time, he will definitely be able to overthrow Zhou's court in one fell swoop. Once Zhou is in chaos, everything else will be easy to handle.

Thinking of this, his eyes shone with a strange brilliance, and he caressed the thin quilt as if he was touching her.

He thought that as long as this matter is over, he will definitely make it up to her, protect her under his wings, stop getting angry with her, and stop putting her in danger.

Because, at this moment, his heart is also very empty.

The carriage carrying Huayin was stopped by someone on a remote path that was about to enter the city.

It was raining lightly outside, she had let herself go, didn't think about anything, just stared in a daze, but when she heard a familiar voice outside, she suddenly tensed up.

Feng Junmo!
How could he be here!

If there is anyone she doesn't want to see now, Feng Junmo is the first one.

The coachman, the accompanying boy and Feng Junmo were in a stalemate. Feng Junmo's heart was filled with patience, and suddenly he kicked one of them away. With a sound of "hula", the curtain of the carriage was lifted.

Huayin couldn't avoid it, she just looked at him in panic.

Feng Junmo saw clearly that it was her, and the original monstrous anger subsided a bit.

He stood outside and said, "Are you coming out or am I going in?"

The small space in the carriage will only make her unable to breathe even more. She moved her body, but did not tell Feng Jun to wait in silence. She gritted her teeth and got out of the carriage.

The boy rolled back and held an umbrella for her.

Feng Junmo had already walked away a few steps, and walked in another direction.

He didn't hold an umbrella, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting here. At this moment, he was already drenched, so he didn't care, and just walked forward on his own.

Huayin chased him for a few steps, but luckily weeds were overgrown and his feet were not muddy, so he managed to catch up with him and raised his umbrella to cover him from the rain.

Feng Junmo was stunned, looked blankly at the top of her head, and finally took the umbrella in her hand, but it was more than half way, Hua Yin opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but she didn't know how to speak, Feng Junmo saw He said, "I'm already soaked, it doesn't matter if I hold an umbrella or not." He smiled gently.

But Huayin was ashamed by his smile, now that she is unclean, how can she walk shoulder to shoulder with her?

He has always been the god in her heart, no matter in the previous life or in this life, she has always placed him in the shrine to worship devoutly, and dare not give birth to even half a blasphemy.

The two moved away from the entourage, and finally stood still in an open space.

Feng Junmo didn't speak, just looked at her softly, eyes full of emotions.

He said: "Sun Zhen has already told me, are you stupid or not, why would you want to marry her instead?"

Hua Yin lowered her head, pretending to be relaxed and said: "This is not considered to be married on her behalf, in the end the Crown Prince of the Kingdom of Jin is looking for me, isn't he?"

Feng Junmo felt powerless as if he had hit the cotton with a hard fist, and said: "Hua Yin, I know that you have a deep love between sister and brother, and I also know that you are kind-hearted, but how can you disregard yourself in order to fulfill your brother? How do you know that if you do this, they will be grateful instead of feeling guilty for the rest of their lives? Besides, have you ever thought that Sun Zhen is the third lady of the Duke of Zhenguo's mansion, and her status is so honorable, even if she is in love with your brother , but with the Hua family's current status...Hua Qian is also intoxicated with calligraphy and painting, and has no fame at all, do you think the people in the Duke of Zhenguo's mansion will agree to marry Sun Zhen? It's impossible!"

Hua Yin looked up in astonishment, not understanding what he was talking about.

He held her shoulder with one hand, "Hua Yin, you made a big mistake in this move. Since you have difficulties, why don't you come to me? If you explain the situation to me, I will definitely be able to do it with my strength." I can help you. Why do you need to work so hard to get yourself in."

It took Hua Yin a long time to find her voice, "You mean Sun Zhen and my brother?" She was overwhelmed with shock, her body swayed violently, her eyes were wide open, and her face was drained of blood, "What about you? You don't like Sun Zhen? You and Sun Zhen are a couple! You two should be together!" She lost control of Feng Junmo's arms and shook them violently.

Feng Junmo was frightened by her, but saw her suddenly put her hands in her hair again, and muttered to herself, "Hua Qian, Hua Qian, damn it! How could he do such a thing! No, How could Sun Zhen be with him, they are going to be together, what should you do? What should you do?"

Feng Junmo finally realized that Hua Yin was in a bad mood, took her hand and said, "What are you talking nonsense about? They are very good together. Why should I like Sun Zhen? I have never liked her. You Who are you going to listen to chewing the tongue?"

Hua Yin cried suddenly, maybe it was because Nangong Jin couldn't bear it before, and finally broke down at this moment.

She was crying like a child, covering her face with the back of her hands, and kept wiping her face, crying in her mouth, "How can this be done! How can this be done! I've done so much, yet you say you don't like Sun Zhen! Don't you With her, who else can you be with! How can you not like her! You clearly love each other so much, you told me yourself, you made a solemn oath, even in the next life, the next life, life after life, you will be together, you two How can you lie to me! Liar! Liar!"

Feng Junmo was puzzled by her groundless accusations, but her tears dripped down one after another, as if hitting his heart, which made him feel distressed.

He hugged her impulsively and pressed her in his arms.

He is a modest gentleman, a model for noble children. For 21 years, he has been adhering to his duties, advancing and retreating with restraint, and has never taken the initiative to do anything out of courtesy. She hugged her in her arms, ignoring her unreasonable troubles, just hoping to coax her to dry up her tears and smile all over her face.

Hua Yin struggled hard at first, but she couldn't break free, and then broke the jar, instead, she hugged him tightly, and cried so hard that she couldn't make a sound.

The umbrella of the two had been knocked down during the previous fierce struggle, and he had to hug her back with one hand and put one hand on top of her head to cover her from the cold rain.

He didn't realize it at the time, but after many years, Feng Junmo suddenly realized that for her, after all, he could only cover her from the rain with his palm, but he couldn't protect her for the rest of her life.

Besides, at this moment, Feng Junmo's heart is full of enthusiasm, and he only feels that the person in his arms is extremely pitiful, and he just wants to protect her in his arms so that she will not be wronged.

I don't know how long it took, but it was probably because she had cried enough that she pushed and shoved away from his embrace.

Feng Junmo let go, but suddenly said: "Manman, I have a plan to take you away, are you willing to follow me?"

Huayin's eyes were so swollen that she couldn't open them, and she was stunned when she heard the words.

The well-mannered Feng Junmo only thought he was being abrupt, and quickly explained, "Fengzhi didn't intend to offend, but...but...do you remember what I said to you at the back of the Xiaoyaohou Mansion that day, I meant it sincerely. I sincerely want to marry you, as long as you agree." His throat rolled nervously, and he said: "I have a fake death pill, which was given to me by your master. He suddenly woke up two days ago and gave the medicine to me. After Hua Yong, he was confused again. He said that within 24 hours after taking this medicine, people can be in a state of suspended animation, without breathing and heartbeat, and even ghosts and gods can’t tell whether it is life or death. Leave, from now on, the sea and the sky will be brighter, and we will be home everywhere, regardless of the troubles of the world, regardless of the situation in the court, only you and me."

It is rare for Feng Junmo to be so fiery. At this moment when he said these words, there was a strange look on his face, which Hua Yin had never seen before. It was enthusiastic, impulsive, but also full of vitality.

Feng Junmo waited, waiting for her response, his fiery heart, while waiting, gradually lost its temperature and began to turn cold...

He suddenly realized that he seemed to have forgotten a very important question. He held her hand carefully and asked softly, "Manman, I really like you, then, do you like me?"

like?

How can you not like it!
She has loved the person all her life, and it is unforgettable. How can she say that she doesn't like it if she doesn't like it, but the taste of liking in this life has long since changed.

She only hoped for his happiness, nothing else.

She thought that if she hadn't lived this life with heavy sins on her back, she would definitely fall in love with him again uncontrollably, wishing to keep him as her own and not to be separated from him for a moment.

He is so gentle, beautiful, considerate and meticulous, how can any girl not like him? !

However, she clearly knows that what Feng Junmo loves is not the real her, just like Nangong Jin, what they love is just the way she pretends.

I love this kind and innocent Huayin who only knows how to give without expecting anything in return.

This is not the real her.

What kind of person she is, only she knows in her heart.

So what if you live a new life?

Her heart has never been truly pure and flawless, she is still thinking about killing people, over and over again, upholding what she thinks is justice, as long as Nangong Jin touches her bottom line, she will kill him without hesitation.

She doesn't kill now, but she doesn't want to get a blood debt on her hands. She is afraid that once she starts, she will never go back.

Seeing her delay in agreeing, Feng Junmo felt cold, and he said: "You don't like me, do you?" With a bitter but unwilling voice, he looked at the carriage in the distance and said, "Are you From Nangong Jin? You like him, don't you?"

She remembered the relationship she had with Nangong Jin last night, and now she heard Feng Junmo ask her if she loved that person in front of Feng Junmo, she was immediately upset, but her face turned red.

Feng Jun observed his words silently, and knew in his heart that it was impossible to say that he was not sad. He was silent for a long time, and then forced a smile and said: "Alright, then can Nangong Jin take you away? If you still have no idea, I have a A fake death pill, it will come in handy at last, you..."

"No need," she breathed out these two words.

Feng Junmo thought he heard it wrong.

"He doesn't like me, and I don't like him either. Indeed, I just came from him, but it's only because we used to get along day and night as brothers. Seeing him is just a sacrifice to our brotherhood over the years. Mr. Nangong has high expectations for me. He said that the future peace and stability of the Zhou and Jin countries depended entirely on me. He is carrying such an important mission. My lord, even one of his subjects can worry about the safety of the country and the people of the Great Zhou. You are the lord of the Great Zhou. How can you destroy the Great Wall yourself? This is the country of your Feng family!"

Feng Junmo's ears turned red, "But you, you really want to marry..."

"I am sincere. Whether it is for my brother and Sun Zhen or for the peace and common development of Zhou and Jin, I think it is necessary for me to marry." She smiled brightly and looked straight at him, " You don't have to sympathize with me, because I don't feel pain, Princess Jin, the future queen, can I, the daughter of a fifth-rank official, marry someone more noble than this?"

Feng Junmo wants to persuade her again, hoping that she will think clearly.

But she interrupted him and looked at him seriously, "Maybe you don't believe that I will fall in love with Yelu Fengda, but believe me, I have devoted myself to medicine all these years, and no one else has fallen into my heart, because there is no one else in my heart." People, so even if you marry someone you don't like, you won't feel wronged."

Once she said this, Feng Junmo had nothing to persuade her.

The two finally parted ways on a remote path in the bitter wind and rain.

Hua Yin watched Feng Junmo leave, until his figure disappeared and could no longer be seen, she was still staring at it like a stone carving.

Later, the boy came to urge her, she nodded, but after taking two steps, she suddenly coughed violently, and her body began to feel hot

She knew that she was sick.

(End of this chapter)