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Chapter 840 The Highest Realm of Love and Killing
"Kill him! Berserker!" Ilya mercilessly commanded the giant in front of her to swing down her saber. The heroic spirit on the opposite side was already at the end of her battle. She had 1 reasons to believe that the opponent would never be able to take this blow, so As a result... the outcome of this battle is already doomed.

"Roar!!" The giant, whose stature is far beyond that of ordinary people, raised the weapon in his hand high. He has such a huge body, but at the same time he possesses unreasonable agility. Should he be said to be a legendary hero? Even if you lose your mind and just rely on your body's instinctive reaction, it is still not weaker than those warriors who are at the peak of the world.

"Are you at your limit...but it's not in vain to be able to fight against such a powerful enemy." Although the injuries on his body were so severe that even standing up was difficult, he still had the usual martial arts. calm.He never had the slightest dissatisfaction with Kiritsugu's order that he was not allowed to retreat. In fact, in his heart, he always believed that being able to die in battle was the greatest glory of a warrior.

The insurmountable obstacle was finally approaching, and the swordsman named Sasaki Kojiro laughed heroically and waved the blade in his hand again, but this time he only used the simplest chop, let alone He couldn't reach the state of Yan Hui, which he was most proud of in his life, and he was even worse than an ordinary person with slightly stronger strength, but on the contrary, he showed a relieved smile on his face.

The rough weapon in Berserker's hand, which seemed to be polished with stone, cut him in half without any accidents. This was the end of this journey that was too short for Sasaki... But the exit of the heroic spirit It doesn't mean that this battle is over, on the contrary, the battle belonging to their father and daughter has just begun...

After all, Illya has never intended to stop when the Heroic Spirit leaves the field. What she has been instilled by the Einzbern family over the years is to kill Emiya Kiritsugu.And when she survived the transformation that made life worse than death again and again, this instilled idea might really become her only goal in life.

Even after Illya commanded Berserker to slaughter her mother clan...

"Run~~Run away! Illya gave you a chance to let you escape~~ But if you can't escape, I'll let the berserker kill you!" The simple love of killing can no longer satisfy her empty heart , standing next to Berserker, Illya laughed wildly, she had waited too long for this moment!
But it was completely different from what he had imagined, not only did the man named Emiya Kiritsugu show no intention of running away at this moment, he didn't even have the fear of facing death at all.Calmly took out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep breath and stood there calmly, as if waiting for Illya's next words.

This kind of performance made the girl who was trying to get satisfaction from the slaughter first stunned for a while, and then uncontrollable anger rushed straight from her heart, she couldn't figure out why Kiritsugu was not afraid at all... Wouldn't it be like she was alone Are you committing violence? !

Not to mention the sense of accomplishment... It's almost disgusting.

"Berserker killed him!" shouted hysterically, the little girl who didn't know what to do now had wishful thinking that as long as she killed Kiritsugu, she would be able to break free from this damn mood!I also understand that Illya, who is the container of the Holy Grail and the son of a sinner, has been successfully taught by the Einzbern family to become an excellent prop, so it is normal for her to make such a decision in a hurry.

The attack that even the heroic spirits can hardly dodge, Kiritsugu is not spared even with his human body, but for him who is still standing there calmly, even the expression on his face has not changed at all, it seems that it takes two to die calmly. Words are not enough to describe his current state of mind.

"Stop!" The blade stopped at the position where it had just touched Kiritsugu's scalp, even so the wind pressure caused still caused a clearly visible wound on his face.Blood flowed from one side of his face, and Kiritsugu, who had just turned around from the ghost gate, kept his original movements, but turned his head to look at his adopted son who had just saved his life by speaking out, and then turned his gaze away without saying anything. Put it back on Illya.

"Continue, what are you worried about..." The declaration, which seemed to be actively seeking death, turned into the most naked mockery in Ilya's ears, and the little girl gritted her teeth resentfully, and then issued the order to kill again .

The hand raised the knife and fell, blood splashed towards the sky.Not far away, Shirou turned his head sadly, he wanted to stop Kiritsugu's last wish, but he couldn't do it at all.

After ten years of getting along with each other, Shirou deeply understands that Kiritsugu's biggest regret in life is his inability to save his daughter, and she is also the one he worries about the most... So after repaying Iri with his life... After Ya's debt, the task of protecting her can only be undertaken by myself.

Under such circumstances, he couldn't stop... let alone stop this tragic scene of father and daughter killing each other.

"Dead? Just like that... died?" He easily obliterated the object of his resentment, but the expected satisfaction did not come as expected. Startled, "But...why is Ilya not happy at all?"

That’s right, it’s this feeling. It’s the feeling I had when I commanded Berserker to kill all the people in Einzbern’s house, but at that time, it was not as strong, so clear, and so… …unbearable

The emptiness in her heart made people feel uneasy, Yi Liya clenched her chest with one hand and wiped her face with the other hand, and a water stain was clearly visible on the palm that was originally empty...

"Ah...why am I crying? No...Illya won't cry! No way!" She wiped the face with involuntary tears with her sleeve, but the more so the little guy was, the more she cried. The more I couldn't control my tears, the face that was originally fair turned into a flower in a short while.

The most reliable heroic spirit stood quietly by the side, but he was just a berserker who couldn't comfort the girl at all. The only thing to be thankful for was that Illya had long been used to being alone, the kind of person who huddled in The corner was so miserable that he didn't even dare to make a sound when weeping.

Shirou couldn't do the thing of watching a girl cry. Although he couldn't get over the fact that his adoptive father was killed for a while, he still sighed and walked to Illya's side... Then The little girl threw herself into his arms and cried loudly.

"I think...if it's the Holy Grail, it will definitely revive my father, so...don't be too sad."

"Illya is not sad!" The little girl retorted stiffly, but her weeping tone was not convincing at all, "The Holy Grail belongs to Illya, and Illya will use the Holy Grail to revive her mother. Kiritsugu... Kiritsugu won't go Leave him alone!"

"Yes, yes..." Shirou, who was holding a girl in his arms who was obviously a little older than himself, but who had absolutely no desires in his heart, took a deep look at the direction of Kiritsugu's death, somehow...he always It felt impossible for Kiritsugu to die so easily.

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"Tsk tsk tsk, this looks really miserable..." Just after Shirou and Illya left, two uninvited guests ushered in the quiet warehouse again, "How is Yuyuko? Our Mr. Kiritsugu Is your soul well preserved?"

"I'm here~~ Zi, trust me a little bit!" The pink-haired girl with a coquettish tone complained softly to her good Jiyou. Recently, she always felt that Zi was almost habitually treating her as a The rice worm came to support her, and it was obviously just detaining a soul who was drawn by the world. It was not a problem for her who was in charge of Baiyulou!

"I'm sorry, I'm just checking~~" It's not that she doesn't trust her abilities, but Zi is worried that Yuyuko will stuff that ball of soul into her mouth just because she thinks it's delicious... If it's that A man's soul will definitely spoil his stomach!
"But in this way, things will be much simpler." Squeezing Yuyuko who was protesting non-stop, the upward curve of the purple mouth that took the soul from her hand became more obvious, "Then according to the agreement , please come back to life, Mr. Emiya Kiritsugu~~The realm of death and life!"

As Zi lightly shook the fan in his hand, an obscure force shrouded Kiritsugu's remnant body, and the body that had been violently damaged by the berserker recovered quickly, and then he, who should have died, opened his eyes again. eyes.

It's just... It doesn't seem appropriate to use the word "resurrected" to describe his current situation. He is not really alive today. The so-called realm of death and life does not bring back the dead things As convenient as resurrection, it just replaces the original concept.To put it simply, Emiya Kiritsugu is still in the state of a dead person at present, similar to that of a necromancer.

It's okay to call it a living corpse~~
"How do you feel? Mr. Kiritsugu..." Looking at Kiritsugu who was readjusting to his new body, Murasaki asked with great interest.Frankly speaking, becoming an undead is not a good thing at all, even if it can achieve a different kind of immortality, the loss of most of the perception alone is enough to drive people crazy.

"It's very special, but it's not hard to accept." However, Emiya Kiritsugu is obviously different from ordinary people. As a former killer, he accepted this situation more easily than ordinary people, and he seemed very satisfied... After all, he lost the pain If he doesn't feel it, then it means that the curse Ye Yu cast on him is also invalid.

"It's fine if you like it~~" Covering her lips with a fan, even she had to admit that this man's will is indeed eye-catching, "Then what do you want to do next? You must follow the rules set by Ye Jun , from now on the alliance between us will come to an end."

Although it is not clear what Kiritsugu's next plan is, Zi is sure that he is determined to resurrect in this form, and it is definitely not for watching a rare annual drama.Given the character of this man, it was impossible for him not to participate... The only question left was, how would he participate?

"Although I have lost my servant, my status as Master will not change, so I still have the right to compete for the Holy Grail." Nothing exceeded Zi's expectations, and Kiritsugu had no intention of stopping at all, "The place where the Holy Grail may descend There are only two places, but after the bombing of Yuanban House, the spiritual veins have been disrupted, and the only remaining possibility is Liudong Temple. I will go there and wait for the Holy Grail to come."

Frankly speaking, for Kirsherya, it can be said that transforming into an undead is completely beneficial and harmless.Just eliminating Ye Yu's curse in a disguised form is not enough, the inherent time control he used originally had the disadvantage of causing a huge load on the heart.And now... this disadvantage is obviously meaningless, what is the heart to a dead spirit...

In this way, he can fully expand the magic that is close to the magic level, not to mention the inherent control of 4 times the speed, if the magic power supports it, it will be no problem to open it to 40 times the speed.In other words... the current Emiya Kiritsugu already possesses the ability to manipulate the flow of time at will.

"Have you changed your mind? Didn't you say you believed in your adopted son before~~"

"I still trust him now, it's just...an extra layer of insurance."

(End of this chapter)