Chapter 269

Meng Shaoxuan said blankly, large flakes of snowflakes fell one after another, he looked up, feeling the unbearable cold, as if his heart was being held by someone's hand, he couldn't breathe due to the pain...

"Third Young Master...you, you can't go on like this!" Lu Di ruthlessly pushed his frozen body away, "Now take a taxi and go home, go back and see her, no matter what conflicts you have, Speak up, don't torture each other like this..."

"It's useless..." Meng Shaoxuan shook his head lightly. His face was ashen and his cheeks were slightly swollen. He looked completely different from three years ago. Lu Di never dared to think that he was like a god in her heart. Meng Shaoxuan would have such a moment, even when he was frustrated and blind three years ago, he had never been so depressed, and she had seen hope and light in his eyes, but at this moment, everything in those beautiful eyes , but only thick darkness and emptiness.

"She doesn't want me anymore, she's in love with someone else." Meng Shaoxuan smiled suddenly, stretched out his hand and gently pushed Lu Di away; "It's late, Xiao Di, I'm leaving, take care of yourself, yes, don't stay here any longer Here it is, Xiaodi, I will help you quit this job."

"Don't worry about me, where are you going? Are you going home?" Lu Di chased after two steps, but saw that he was staggering and firm, and jumped off the roadbed and reached out to stop the car. She squeezed his coat tightly and stood up. Looking at his back there, the only thing she could see in the white clothes was his back.

If there is still a next life, let her be an innocent Xiaojiabiyu, and then she can muster up the courage to love him once.

"Go home..." His voice was like a Sanskrit sound from far away in the silent night sky, clear and ethereal, Ludi stood there in a daze, his fingers slowly let go, his coat slipped to the ground , but she didn't know.

"Where do I have a home? From the moment I was born, I was the only one in this world, and until now, I am still the only one..."

"You, you still have..."

She wanted to say, you still have me, but when the words came to her lips, she could only swallow them. She didn't deserve it. It would be a humiliation to him for her to say this!
"I know, I still have Xiaodi." He smiled at her slightly: "You can be my sister, I treat you as my own sister."

A lot of warmth surged in Lu Di's heart, she nodded vigorously, smiled at him with tears in her eyes, then suddenly squatted down, picked up her coat, chased after her and stuffed it to him: "Brother, I am very happy, this is the happiest time in my life." Happy moment!"

She never dared to dream that she would have an intersection with him, even if she was his younger sister, she never dared to think about it, but at this moment, the infinite joy in her heart felt that the life that had been silent and lifeless seemed to be shining brightly stand up!

Meng Shaoxuan reached out and rubbed her hair: "Go back quickly."

"Brother, promise me, don't take drugs anymore, don't touch that thing." She pulled him like a little girl and acted like a baby. How many years haven't she done this?It seems that since she can remember, she has been helping the parents at home. She has never acted coquettishly like a delicate and weak little girl, smiling sweetly...

Meng Shaoxuan didn't nod, but he didn't shake his head either. Lu Di was flustered when he saw it, and grabbed his sleeve: "Brother, think about it, if you don't give up the drug addiction now, what will you do in the future? If If you lose your life, you will lose everything. Brother, you have to live and live well. Look at me, what kind of life do I live all day long? Still living with the same struggle and pain? People die. The most stupid thing, when you die, everything becomes nothing!"

"You are right, Xiaodi, I understand all these principles, you let me think about it, let me think about it alone."

He turned around and walked towards the taxi, when Lu Di suddenly called out to him, Meng Shaoxuan stopped and turned around, snowflakes were like light gauze curtains, blocking the sight of the two of them, but Lu Di Di's eyes are as bright as stars, no matter how many years have passed, he will never forget that girl who was so dirty but so clean, she smiled and waved goodbye to him on that snowy night, her The smiling face was as warm and bright as a sunflower. He could never forget or imagine that she once loved him so much that he regarded her as life.

"Brother... goodbye! If you think about it, come to me, I'll wait for you!"

He nodded with a smile, bent down and got into the car, and the taxi drove away slowly. Her thin figure turned into a small snowflake in the flying snow, and she was never seen again.

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"Shh, Pingping, you take Feitong out first, I'll take care of her here." He stood at the door of the ward, dressed in dust, his hair was slightly messed up, but his eyes were bloodshot, An Cheng stood behind him with a look of hesitation With a look of rest, Pingping gave Ancheng a hard look, then nodded, turned around and hugged the sleeping Feitong to the lounge.

Night has come, but the snow has cast a large dark blue halo between the sky and the earth. Because she is sick, the lights in the room are turned on very darkly, and the heavy curtains are drawn tightly, and there are slight gaps in the air. In the dark sky, on a table by the window, there was still a small vase with a bunch of half-withered plum blossoms inserted, and there was a faint fragrance floating in the room. He stood by the door for a long time before gently pushing the door open. The door quietly walked in.

She was still sleeping drowsily, with an infusion needle inserted into the back of her thin, veined hand, and it seemed that the blood had returned a little. There was a small piece of bright red blood in the needle tube, and there was a stabbing pain in his heart, and he felt his temples throbbing a few times. Next, there is a soreness in the eye socket.

A head of black hair was messed up between the pillows, reflecting a pale and pale face, with black eyebrows, long eyelashes drooping down, large fan-shaped shadows were cast on the palm-sized face, and the lips were also white, hardly visible. Little blood, high cheekbones, sunken cheeks, his heart ached, he gritted his teeth to force himself to calm down, sat down beside her bed, and gently held her hand.

Pingping put a small electric warmer under her hand, afraid that she would be cold during the infusion, but when he held her hand, she felt a slight heat in her palm, other than that, it was completely cold.

He held her hand carefully, and rubbed it gently on the back of her hand. She didn't sleep well, and sometimes she would frown tightly, and sometimes a little tear would burst out. He felt uncomfortable when he saw it. He handed her over to someone else. If she lived well, then he would just make do with his next life and it would be over...

But when he saw that she was not good, he couldn't forgive himself, and his self-blame began to spread heavily in his heart. He shouldn't have provoked her, and he shouldn't have provoked her again three years ago. If he hadn't been so selfish at her wedding She, she must be at peace with Shaoxuan now, he is the one who gave her a difficult choice, he is the one who forced her into such a situation!

He doesn't blame her for abandoning him, nor does he blame Shaoxuan for showing up again and wanting her to waver and leave, he only hates himself, hates himself for loving her too selfishly, too selfishly!
If he knew that he would push her to such a point, he would have let go of her hand early on, not because he didn't love her, but because he couldn't bear to see her sad and suffer.

"Jingzhi..." He leaned down, wanting to touch her face again, but stretched out his hand, but it was frozen in mid-air. He has nothing to do with her now, even if the love is so strong that he cannot extricate himself, but He could only force himself to hold back.

This night, she was in a daze with fever several times or called Jingyuan, or chanted his name, and he responded one by one, holding her hand tightly and never letting go. When the day came to dawn, she The heat finally subsided and he slept soundly. He breathed a sigh of relief, but he was half happy and half worried. She was fine, so it was time for him to leave.

When Pingping woke up, she saw him sitting on the edge of her bed and looking at her sleeping face. She couldn't help but feel sad, and just about to speak, Meng Shaoting suddenly raised his hand to stop him, and spoke in a very soft voice: " She just slept soundly, don't disturb her."

Pingping nodded, and was about to go out to prepare breakfast, but seeing Meng Shaoting also standing up, he took the windbreaker and looked like he was about to leave, Pingping couldn't help being surprised: "Second Young Master, you, you want to go out?"

Meng Shaoting didn't answer, and only after he and Pingping walked out of the ward did he speak slowly: "Her condition has improved somewhat, and I'm relieved, there are still many things waiting for me to deal with."

"But Second Young Master, won't you accompany her? She has always missed you..."

Meng Shaoting turned around and looked at the room through a small piece of glass on the door of the ward. The haggard look made Pingping feel uncomfortable, but he suddenly smiled: "I don't worry when she is well, I also Don't stay here anymore, after all, she is now with Shaoxuan, it's not good for me to be here, and it's just for her to cause trouble, you take care of her for a few days, I'm leaving."

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