Leftover Girl Crossing: King Leng's Stand-in Concubine

Chapter 840 You Are Not Allowed To Die②

She knew that she had gambled too much, but if she didn't continue to gamble like this, how could she have a chance of winning?

She thought that love meant that you love me and I love you too, and she was looking for a person who is happy with each other and grows old together, but it is not what people want, or is it just people's expectations, and it doesn't exist in reality at all?
In short, she felt that her body was so light that it didn't belong to her anymore.

Is this the feeling of the critical point of death?

If she really risked her life at this moment, then she and Murong Jin would settle their feud, she thought, every year on this day he would pay homage to her, right?

What about whether to worship or not?Zuo is just for the living to see, so what does it have to do with me?

It seemed that only her mind was expanding infinitely, and Qingqing felt very tired, so tired. The suffering and despair of these days had made her feel exhausted, and she felt inexplicably relaxed at this moment.

She didn't know how long she had slept...

I don't know if I can wake up.

She thought, do your best and obey the destiny.

If this is the result given to her by God, she admits it, and she is also tired.

The only worry is the young child.

I'm sorry, child, I'm sorry child, that's full of guilt, giving birth to him, but never taking good care of him, making his situation not very good all the time... This is the only thing she can't worry about.

Happiness is always so far away. She once thought she had happiness, but she didn't want happiness to leave her in such a hurry. She tried to grab it but couldn't catch anything. Love is like air, and she clearly felt it. It exists, but in the end nothing remains.

That kind of sudden loss...

Murong Jin held her hand tightly, the cherry red quilt on the bed reflected her pale face.

The rhinoceros horn lamp by the bed casts a soft light, and Murong Jin just looks at her like this.

Scenes from the past echoed in front of my eyes like yesterday.

He never knew that he still had such a deep love for her in his heart.

So so afraid that she would never see her again in this life, it was so heartbreaking that she lost his and "her" child.

But everything turned out to be so pale and powerless in front of her life.

He can let go of everything, and only hopes that she can wake up.

They can start all over again.

(End of this chapter)