Leftover Girl Crossing: King Leng's Stand-in Concubine

Chapter 880 Extra Story※ Murong Jin ([-])
In the imperial study room, it was quiet, and loud coughing sounds could be heard from time to time. The brush in Murong Jin's hand flicked and stained the memorial. The waiter outside the door heard his coughing sound and hurried in Handed the cup of moistening lung tea, ever since waking up that day, Murong Jin has always been coughing like this, as if his throat was going to be broken.

The imperial doctor said that it was because of the smoke inhalation and high fever that day, which damaged the throat.

Murong Jin took a sip of tea, and the uncomfortable throat eased a bit.

There was no clear news for several days, how much he wanted to say sorry to her personally.

These days he was blinded by his eyes and heart, and wronged her.

Looking at the night sky covered by dark clouds outside the window, she must have been very sad for many nights.

He actually hurt the woman he loved so much.

He blamed himself deeply in his heart, he finally understood that the grievance and despair in her eyes were true, and all this was actually brought to her by himself.

The oath he had made was still in his ears, but he had betrayed him, and it seemed that even he himself could not forgive himself.

I miss Xuan'er so much in my heart, but now I cruelly hurt the woman who was with me.

All kinds of things in the past are so clear in front of our eyes. Why do people always know the preciousness of what they have until they lose it?
Back then when he was hunted down by Murong Xu's soldiers and horses, he dismissed all his family members, but this woman wanted to be with him through life and death.

They suffered so much and encountered so many dangers on the battlefield in those years, but she never left.

But why did I have to be blinded by those memories at that time?

He always thought that Xuan'er was an indelible wound in his heart, but it turns out that the memories of these years have been completely filled.

Perhaps, when she appeared in the bridal chamber of his wedding, it was destined by God that she was the one who would join hands with him for the rest of his life.

Heart twisted into a knot.

Another piercing cough.

It's extra harsh this night.

Qingqing, Qingqing, where are you?

He only felt that the corners of his eyes were suddenly wet, and warm liquid flowed down.

It has been so many days.

Will we never meet again in this life.

He threw the memorial on the table to the ground, it won't happen, they had worshiped and drank the wine, it wouldn't be like this.

No matter the ends of the earth, he must find her.

(End of this chapter)