Flash marriage husband is unreliable

Chapter 168 what to do

Tang Jian was about to quarrel with Pei Shaoyu again. He Nian frowned, holding his stomach with both hands, and said softly, "You guys want to quarrel and fight, can you change the place? Don't be in front of me. I'm upset!"

Saying that, He Nian didn't pay any attention to it, just sat in his seat and watched his own TV, as if everything had nothing to do with her anymore.

"Tang Jian, you heard me, you can get out!" Pei Shaoyu walked over angrily, stretched out his hand to grab Tang Jian, and was about to drive him out.

Tang Jian looked at He Nian, but didn't say anything, he broke free from Pei Shaoyu's hand, turned his back to He Nian and smiled at him, "Xiao Nian, I'm going back first, call me if you have anything to do."

"You don't have to wait, I won't call you."

Unexpectedly, He Nian answered quickly and bluntly, and even stood up to face Tang Jian, without the gentleness and consideration just now.

"Xiao Nian..." This was a bit different from what he expected, but Pei Shaoyu was quite happy.

"Tang Jian, I will not reconcile with you, whether it is the me before marriage, the me after marriage, or even the me after divorce, I will not get back together with you." He Nian looked at Tang Jian every word He said very seriously, "What kind of person I am, you should know better than Pei Shaoyu, at least we have been dating for four years, and because of these four years, you also know that I will not look back, betrayal is betrayal, don't Thinking about passing it alone once, not to mention that I don't love you anymore, so don't waste your thoughts in vain."

"Xiao Nian...I..." Tang Jian opened his mouth to speak, but was cut off by He Nian.

"Tang Jian, if it is possible, we can still be friends, but lovers or lovers are impossible in this life. If you want a reason, it is that I don't love you anymore. No matter how much you do, how much effort you make, you will never change. without this fact.”

"Nian Nian has already made it clear to you, let's go." Pei Shaoyu looked at Tang Jian gloatingly, but in his heart he liked He Nian more and more. His wife has always been like this, and she will be expelled if she crosses the line, "Send off guest."

The servant came forward and invited Tang Jian out politely. Now Tang Jian has not recovered from He Nian's words. Even if he recovered, he didn't know how to react. It's better not to respond and go back and think about it. .

After Tang Jian left, Pei Shaoyu was so excited that he hugged He Nian from behind, put his head on her shoulder, smelled the unique fragrance of her body, he was in an indescribably good mood, and the bad mood of the whole day just disappeared like that up.

"My wife is amazing, she refused so simply and neatly, my husband will reward you well tonight."

As he said that, Pei Shaoyu tilted his head and kissed He Nian's neck delicately, his breath was a little messy for a while.

"Pei Shaoyu, whether it is in your heart or not, my feelings have never mattered."

He Nian was not affected at all, he opened his mouth lightly, and then felt the movement on his neck stop.

"Nian Nian..." Pei Shaoyu subconsciously held He Nian tighter, "I didn't think so."

"Really? You don't think so, so tell me, what do you think?" He Nian struggled lightly and then broke free. She was pregnant with a child, so Pei Shaoyu naturally didn't dare to use force.

Sitting on the sofa, He Nian urgently needed Pei Shaoyu's answer for the first time, even if the answer broke her heart.

"I..." Pei Shaoyu sat next to He Nian, looked at He Nian's expressionless face, flustered, "I thought you understood."

"Hehe..." He Nian smiled softly. The late autumn sun shone on her cheeks, which were coated with a faint golden layer, which was very beautiful. "What do I know? You never said, what do you think I will know?" ?”

Pei Shaoyu didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"I understand, do you understand the relationship between you and warmth? Sorry, I don't understand. Do you understand that you ignore me again and again for warmth? Sorry, I don't understand. I understand that you hurt me and me again and again for warmth Your child? Sorry, I still don’t get it?”

"..."

"Pei Shaoyu, do you know that I have been waiting, waiting for you to give me an explanation, waiting for you to give me a reason, I don't know if you are thankful that I didn't follow up or that I didn't make a lot of noise. What you need is mutual trust and honesty, but what have you done to me?"

Pei Shaoyu was silent, and looked at He Nian seriously with his tea eyes. In his slightly frowned brows, he seemed to have seen her struggle and her discomfort for the first time.

He Nian held Pei Shaoyu's right hand and placed it on his lower abdomen, and said softly, "The children here belong to us, but why can you watch them get hurt again and again? I don't care about it the first time, then It was an accident, what about the second time? Did you give me the reason I have been waiting for? Do you think that everything is over as long as I smile at you, and I don’t care about it, and I don’t care anymore? "

Pei Shaoyu really wanted to say no, but he had to admit that he really thought so.

"Do you know how I felt when I watched you ignore me and the child in order to protect her? Do you know how it felt when I was forced to sign the agreement in the hospital? Know that every time the child was hurt in my stomach, I How do you feel?" He Nian's tears couldn't hold back after all, and they fell on Pei Shaoyu's big hand drop by drop, soaking their hands and He Nian's clothes, touching the skin, "I thought I was coming back In the future, you will at least give me an explanation, but I haven't heard your explanation until today."

"..."

"Do you know that the days without warmth are the happiest married life I have ever lived. You love me, spoil me, protect me, and you don't even mind what happened to me, even if I kept my innocence and married You, but you never cared about it. At that time, I thought, I must love you well, even if I am four years older than you, even if I am just a coward, but I still want to love you who give me warmth... ..."

The figure in his eyes became more and more blurred, but He Nian was still talking, and his little hand was still firmly holding his hand on his stomach, endlessly.

"However, the warmth came back. As soon as she came back, you changed. You know? You ignore me, don't care about me, don't understand me. I saw it all. I thought it would be all right after a while. After all, I am Your wife is still pregnant with your child, but the result is that I take my child to take risks again and again. Every time I think about it, would it be better if I didn’t marry you? But soon I would deny that without marrying you, I would not experience that warmth... It was you who pulled me from the cold world, and now you are pushing me back from the warm world step by step, you know? ?”

Pei Shaoyu felt very uncomfortable. He knew that he was ashamed of her, but he didn't know that he had already been ashamed so much before he knew it. He always thought about tomorrow, and he would tell her tomorrow...

"Pei Shaoyu, I'm tired... Do you know? Have you been in the newspapers before? Have you been on TV? Because of these lace news, I can almost see it on TV every once in a while, and every time it is a woman , and almost every time it is her, how embarrassing do you make me feel, what do you make me think? I am your wife, but I don't know you, I have to know everything about you through other people's mouths , do you know how it feels?"

"Niannian..." Pei Shaoyu spoke with difficulty and called out the crying woman in front of him, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know."

"That's why I hate it. I hate being with men younger than me. They are so naive, so innocent, and so kind. I would think that I have brought them down?" He Nian cried and looked at Pei Shaoyu, depressed. The pain in my heart for so long was released at once, "But when I saw you, I wouldn't have that kind of thought. You are mature, you are realistic, and you understand the world. I thought I could live with you for the rest of my life. I really thought so." , but Pei Shaoyu, you never cared about me, do you know that I went to the doctor?"

Pei Shaoyu was in a hurry, and wanted to ask, looking at the woman in front of him, his heart ached, why did he push her to this point?
"I have depression, do you know?" He Nian said softly, feeling Pei Shaoyu's arm stiffen, "Do you know who found out? It's mom, who always cared that I was pregnant with a girl Mom, she found that my mood was wrong, so I went to see it, but what about you? You sleep next to me every day, and you don't even know that I'm sick? Pei Shaoyu, do you know I'm uncomfortable? "

"Nian Nian, Nian Nian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Pei Shaoyu held He Nian tightly in his arms and kept apologizing, as if he was afraid that she would give up just like that. Every word and every sentence of her was a complaint against him. incompetent!Accused of his weakness!Accusing him of infidelity! "Nian Nian, I was wrong, really wrong."

"Pei Shaoyu, I have been treated for a month, do you know?"

He Nian leaned against Pei Shaoyu's arms foolishly and kept crying.

Every 'know? 'It's a kind of torture for Pei Shaoyu, he doesn't even know it, what should I do?He didn't even know it all!Does she want him like this?

"Pei Shaoyu, I just want to give birth to you and live a good life with you. You said, why is it so difficult? I just want a simple life, why don't you give it to me? Pei Shaoyu...Pei Shaoyu...I I started to regret marrying you, what should I do... what should I do..."

"Nian Nian, Nian Nian... don't regret it, don't regret it..." Pei Shaoyu stroked He Nian's head, intending to soothe her heart, and he said hurriedly, "I will treat you well in the future, okay? I don't care about those people anymore, I don't care about anything but work, okay?"

"Hehe...hehe..." He Nian laughed, his whole body trembling from laughing, but it wasn't because of happiness.

Pei Shaoyu stared at her in fright, but she still spoke softly with tears in her eyes, but he heard a sentence that almost stopped his heartbeat.

"But, Pei Shaoyu, I can't love you anymore, what should I do?"

(End of this chapter)