must be petted

Chapter 190 Fan Shen 001 Meter Two Worlds
Su Ran woke up in a daze on the third day after Lan Shishi left.

The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to look for Lan Shishi.

Seeing that his body was still weak, Lan Xuan'er could only say, "You should rest well first, sister will come to the hospital to see you in two days."

Su Ran murmured, "Two days?" He suddenly looked at her, "Why two days?"

Lan Xuan'er's eyes flashed quickly, and she said guiltyly: "Sister, I've been a little busy recently, so I'll wait until you get better..." Su Ran held her wrist tightly, and asked through gritted teeth, "Is that right? She doesn't want to see me at all?"

Lan Xuan'er's hands ached from his grip, so she couldn't answer him. He asked, "How long have I been in a coma?"

Lan Xuan'er struggled and said, "Three days, let me go!"

Su Ran grabbed her even more vigorously, "Three days? Something must have happened while I was in a coma, right? Is Shishi and Gongsun Yi doing well?" Realizing this problem, he asked even more excitedly: " What happened to Shishi and Gongsun Yi?"

Lan Xuan'er struggled in pain, but Su Ran yelled directly: "I'm fucking asking you if Shishi is doing with Gongsun Yi?"

Lan Xuan'er gave up struggling and shouted at him: "Yes!" Su Ran's hand froze suddenly, and Lan Xuan'er said: "Not only has my sister obtained a certificate from Gongsun Yi, but she has already gone far away behind your back. It's gone! Su Ran, you'll never want to be with her again in this life!"

Su Ran looked at her for a long time, so long that Lan Xuan'er thought he had fallen asleep with his eyes open.

When she was worried about calling his name, he blinked slightly, looked at her and asked softly: "You said, she has already obtained a certificate from Gongsun Yi? You said they... have left ,yes?"

Lan Xuan'er bit her lip, looked at his reddening eyes, and said in a thin voice, "Yes, my sister..."

Su Ran suddenly laughed out loud, "Oh, Lan Shishi, I love you with my life, are you just so dismissive?" Gongsun Yi left, heh, was he so afraid that he would stop them from being together?
Listening to the coolness in his laughter, Lan Xuan'er felt that his heart seemed to be going cold, but even so, she was only jealous.

two months later.

Su Ran married Lan Xuan'er.

Lan Xuan'er received all the attention in the prosperous wedding.

At the wedding, she threw herself into Su Ran's embrace with a smile like a flower.

However, there was only indifference on his face.

He took revenge on her in this way.

But it was her revenge.

Or did he take revenge on himself?

In this wedding, he didn't wait for the woman named Lan Shishi to appear in the end.

Even at the Guining Banquet three days later, he did not wait for that woman to appear.

About half a year later.

In a trance, he seemed to hear it from someone's mouth...

Lan Shishi gave birth to a child for Gongsun Yi.

That night, he was so drunk that he passed out.

Later, he became obsessed with the taste of drinking wine.

Spent every night in bars.

If it wasn't for the fact that when he woke up that morning, he saw Lan Xuan'er lying naked next to him.

It is estimated that his alcohol is difficult to quit.

He really drank a lot of wine that night.

So much so that even he himself can't remember whether he did anything to Lan Xuan'er.

But he vaguely remembered that he seemed to see Lan Shishi in a dream.

He saw him come back into his arms, and listened to his soft words in his ear.

He felt that he should have regarded her as Lan Shishi last night...

In February of the following year, near New Year's Eve, Lan Xuan'er gave birth to a baby boy.

He named this "mistake" Su Liangsheng.

Sometimes he thinks that fate is really a wonderful thing.

His father married a woman he didn't love.

So, make him hate him.

And he married a woman he didn't love.

From the day Su Liangsheng was born, he hadn't seen him for half a year.

He really didn't want to see him, his existence was like silently mocking him.

His revenge really only took revenge on himself.

And he lived like a joke.

But sometimes he wondered, would he be hated by Su Liangsheng too?
He is not a qualified husband, let alone a qualified father.

But what can he do?He doesn't love his mother, and he's just a mistake.

He couldn't go against his own heart and give him his sincerity.

Just thinking about him, he wished he could stuff him back into his fucking stomach with his own hands.

That night, he went to find Su Jincheng.

She didn't say anything, just dragged him to drink with him all night.

Later, he asked Su Jincheng in a daze, "At that time, my mother died. Did you feel that I was a drag for even a moment? Did you really want to abandon me for a moment?"

In a trance, he seemed to hear him say two words: "No."

He seemed to remember asking why again, but fell asleep before hearing his answer clearly.

When he woke up the next day, he saw Lan Xuan'er in the living room who had come to look for him with Su Liangsheng in his arms.

After giving birth, she seemed to have gained a lot of weight.

He had no other feelings except that this woman seemed uglier.

Hearing the child's cries, not only his brain hurts, but his heart is even more irritable.

So, as if he didn't even look at the people in the room, he just found an excuse and left.

He didn't know how miserable Lan Xuan'er was crying in front of Su Jincheng after he left.

Su Liangsheng was also crying, and Su Jincheng couldn't hold back at all.

Probably, another two months passed.

On the way home from get off work, Su Ran seemed to accidentally catch sight of Lan Shishi.

When he looked after the figure again, he found that all the people standing there were strangers.

He just thought he was hallucinating.

What he didn't know was that after he left, Lan Shishi appeared at the place he was looking for just now with a little girl named Siyue in her arms.

When she was born in April, she had no time to recover, so she had a craniotomy in a hurry.

Then, the moment the doctor said she could go to the ground, she hurried back to him.

But he didn't want to hear the news that he was a father in addition to the news that he was a husband.

She looked at his back with a smile and wished him happiness, but she didn't know why she just burst into tears.

Little April couldn't see her mother crying, so she was wiping her tears.

She kissed Siyue's cheek, and asked with a gentle smile, "Siyue, do you like Gongsun?"

Siyue couldn't understand her words, so she babbled back to her.

She pressed her forehead against her small forehead, teasing her and asked, "Do you like it? Huh?"

April pouted cutely, as if silently responding to her.

Lan Shishi frowned, "Don't you like April?"

Siyue stretched out her small hand and landed on her mouth, she opened her mouth and bit it lightly, and she seemed to find it amused, giggling non-stop.

Lan Shishi watched her amused by herself and laughed, that crisp laughter seemed to be the most beautiful music in the world.

She looked in the direction where Su Ran left just now, with pain in her brows.

When she looked at Siyue again, she kissed Siyue's cheek and said, "Siyue, will you treat Gongsun as your father from now on?" She was reluctant to let her become a child without a father, and she was reluctant to let her suffer With the strange eyes of others, she only hopes that Si Yue will be happy and joyful in her life. She will give all her love to this child, including her love for Su Ran...

She deliberately avoided the time when Lan Xuan'er came home, and carried April back home. Everyone thought that April was Gongsun Yi's child, and she didn't explain too much. She stayed at home for four hours. She took Si Yue back to Country Y, she was just afraid that if she accidentally saw that man, she would be reluctant to leave, even if he was already a husband and father, she was also afraid that she would not be able to let him go...

When Gongsun Yi saw her coming back, she didn't say anything, and he seemed to understand everything.

He did know about Lan Xuan'er and Su Ran.

But because she was too anxious to return home, he didn't have time to tell her anything.

Of course, he also has selfish intentions, he just wants her to see it with her own eyes, and then give up completely.

Otherwise, it's impossible for him to coax her and refuse to sign the divorce when she leaves.

Sure enough, after she came back, she never mentioned divorce.

He walked around to her with a smile, but teased Siyue and said, "Hey, beauty, do you miss me?"

Lan Shishi was amused by him, "This is your daughter, what beauty is she!"

It was the first time he heard the word girl from her mouth.

It is impossible for him to be unclear about what this means.

He happily hugged the mother and daughter in his arms, kissed the young cheek, then kissed the big cheek.

He hugged Siyue from Lan Shishi's arms, tapped the tip of her nose, and said, "My little Siyue, do you miss Dad? Dad misses you so much!" He grabbed her little hand, and said Talking to himself for the whole afternoon, of course the two words that he mentioned the most were father. Before, whenever he mentioned the word father, he would subconsciously look at Lan Shishi's face. Now, he can finally He has no scruples calling himself a father. From now on, he can finally be the husband of Shishi and Si Yue's father...

He smirked and called Si Yue's name, then carefully looked at her little face, and began to talk to himself: "Oh, why is my daughter so beautiful! Is it because she looks so much like Mommy? Come on baby April, call me Daddy, Daddy, or do you like to call me Daddy? Daddy? Daddy? Well, what will you call me after April? Daddy is looking forward to it!"

When Lan Shishi came out of the room for the third time, she saw that he was still drooling and talking non-stop, she smiled helplessly and said: "Gongsun, you are enough! April can't speak now, you Don't you feel tired talking to yourself there by yourself?"

Gongsun Yi smiled at her and said, "I don't think so!"

Lan Shishi shrugged, "Okay, then you continue!"

Gongsun Yi nodded extremely vigorously, "Yeah!"

Lan Shishi: ...

She was tidying up the crib, and when she saw Siyue began to deaf, her eyelids pulled and yawned, she said, "You can coax her to sleep for a while." To save him from wasting his saliva, he talked to himself there, letting her She always felt that there was a big mosquito next to her, and she really wanted to slap him to death!
Gongsun Yi hummed, hugged Siyue across his arms, and said, "Good girl, go to sleep, remember to miss Dad in your dreams..."

Lan Shishi heard him start to babble again, and three black lines silently slid down from the corner of her forehead.

But watching Siyue gradually quiet in his arms, she couldn't help a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth.

She set her eyes on Gongsun Yi, and since she woke up and saw him standing beside her bed holding Siyue skillfully, she felt that this man seemed to have changed a lot. During the contact, she felt that he seemed to have grown up In the past, he was like a big boy, but now he can barely be called a man, which also makes her feel more secure than before.

Moreover, he is really kind to Siyue, so good that sometimes she will be moved, even though being moved is not love, but she knows that without Su Ran, everyone will be the same, so why, she didn't just choose Gongsun Yi Woolen cloth?He cares about her, and he also cares about April...

More than a month later.

For her one-year-old birthday party in April, Lan Shishi invited all the one- and two-year-old children in the neighborhood to have a party at home.

Dozens of children are really noisy and noisy.

Although Lan Shishi is tired, but fortunately, she has learned a lot from the mothers.

At the end of that day, Lan Shishi saw the most unlikely person who would appear here—Ye Man.

She couldn't even remember the last time she saw Ye Man, anyway, she could no longer be found in her memory.

She watched as she walked towards her smiling like a flower, with what seemed to be her current boyfriend holding her arm.

His name is Wayne, he is a foreigner, he has sharp facial features, deep blue eyes, he is handsome, and he is very considerate to Ye Man. From the chat with Ye Man, she simply understands that Wayne is hers A college classmate, he fell in love with her at first sight, and he is currently pursuing her fiercely. She speaks in a natural and generous way, and her eyes always look at Gongsun Yi, who is standing not far behind her and hugging April, intentionally or unintentionally. In her eyes, she could see that Ye Man hadn't completely given up on Gongsun Yi until now.

Because she still has Su Ran in her heart, she seldom cares about Gongsun Yi's affairs, including occasionally seeing long hair on the clothes he washed, and smelling a woman's thorns in his arms. Every time he notices her attention, he will consciously explain it to her, but only she knows, what she doesn't mind is that he often hugs April when he comes back, and many low-quality perfumes even make her smell It's disgusting, let alone a little April?

But this kind of situation doesn't happen often, so she didn't tell him specifically. At this time, seeing Ye Man looking at Gongsun Yi infatuatedly, she just smiled and beckoned them to sit down, and then served them Come for water and juice.

Later, seeing that Si Yue was sleepy, she carried Si Yue back to her room.

When she reappeared in the living room, she saw Ye Man hugging Gongsun Yi crying and saying, "I really can't forget you, no matter how hard I try, I just can't forget you, I really don't know what to do All right!"

She heard Gongsun Yi comforting Ye Man and said: "But I'm married to Shishi now, and we also have a beautiful daughter named Siyue. I'm living a very happy life now, you..."

Ye Man shook her head excitedly, and said: "No, how could you be happy? Siyue is not your biological daughter at all, and Shishi never pretends to be you in her heart! How can you be happy if you don't get any return? Gongsun Yi, you are still so young, you can definitely find a better one, why do you treat yourself so badly? Also, she should never let you touch her. Pass her? She won't even let you touch, how can you be happy? Demi said you are very sensitive, she just sits on you, you can..."

Gongsun Yi pushed her away in a panic, and said, "Ye Man, do you know what nonsense you are talking about? You go!"

But Ye Man hugged him even tighter, she cried and said: "You don't know how much I feel sorry for you when I heard Demi say that! Demi is a famous social butterfly, you even Women can..." She bit her lower lip, "I know that Shishi is just using you, Su Ran doesn't want her anymore, that's why she followed you at the next best thing, it's impossible for her to let you You touch him, because she doesn't love you at all, if you endure it so subtly, you will only be hurt, Gongsun, I am willing to be your underground lover..."

When Lan Shishi heard this, her heart skipped a beat. What did Ye Man say just now? She actually said that Gongsun Yi has feelings for a courtesan?She actually said that she was willing to be Gongsun Yi's underground lover?

In any case, she was Gongsun Yi's wife in name, logically speaking, she should go out and stop them at this time.

But when she saw Ye Man kissing Gongsun Yi's lips and he didn't push her away, she still retracted the tiptoe that had been lifted out.

That's right, just like what Ye Man said, she couldn't satisfy him at all. Gongsun Yi is only in his 20s now, how could he endure looking at her back every night?It's not that she hasn't made up her mind to live a normal married life with him, but every time she reaches a critical step, she feels that she is going crazy. She has no way to go against her heart, and even her body will always feel subconsciously Scared, she really can't be like Gongsun Yi...

At the moment she turned around, she heard the sound of the two of them falling on the sofa, and the tears still fell down. It wasn't because she loved Gongsun Yi so much, so she felt distressed. She just felt that something originally belonged to her. It's just uncomfortable being robbed, and besides, she worries that if she really becomes a child without a father in April, will she be unhappy?What if the heart is unhealthy as Xiaozheng said?
The next day, when she woke up, she found that half of the bed was cold to the touch. It seemed that Gongsun Yi hadn't come back all night, so it was self-evident what happened between him and Ye Man. After a little bit of disappointment, when she heard the babbling sound, she lifted the quilt, moved her body to the side of the bed, put on her slippers, and walked to the side of the crib.

She first checked whether Si Yue had shit or peed before holding her in her arms, kissing her cheek, and asked, "Si Yue, how did you sleep last night? Huh? Mom didn't sleep at all. not good……"

She pursed her lips on purpose, as if she was coquettish with Siyue. At this moment, she felt the warmth from her back, and then she was embraced by someone. The familiar masculine breath made her know that she was coming without turning her head. The person should be Gongsun Yi, without a doubt, thinking that he had been lingering with Ye Man last night, she resisted from the bottom of her heart, after breaking him away, seeing his puzzled and surprised expression, she resisted questioning him Impulsive, smiled and said: "Si Yue is hungry, I want to breastfeed him."

Only then did Gongsun Yi laugh, seeing that she really sat on the bedside to nurse Si Yue.

When she was breastfeeding, she felt his hot gaze, so she resisted not raising her head.

Gongsun Yi was teased by Ye Man last night, and this early morning was already a period of excitement, seeing such a scene again, of course he couldn't bear it, and then he could only sneak into the bathroom , stayed for about 10 minutes before coming out.

Lan Shishi only knew that he left halfway, but didn't know what he was going to do.

After he came out of the bathroom, she realized that he had gone in there.

Of course, apart from knowing about the incident on the bed, she didn't know that men sometimes behave like that in the bathroom.

So, she didn't think much about it.

But later, Gongsun Yi didn't know if it was for entertainment or what.

The time to go home is getting later and later.

Lan Shishi always thinks about that night subconsciously.

Sometimes, she thinks...

Maybe she should stop those two that night.

But she will think again...

If Gongsun Yi really loves her, even if there are thousands of naked women lying there to seduce him, he should not be moved. Although this idea is a bit selfish, but...

She shook her head wildly, pulled the quilt over her head, and was just about to close her eyes to sleep when she heard a thumping sound. It should be that Gongsun Yi had returned. Ye Man's voice came from the crack in the door deliberately reserved for Gongsun Yi...

　There are too many foreshadowings, experience it yourself.

　　If you don't like it, don't watch it, don't spray it.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)