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Chapter 196 Fan Shen 011 Mi Su Ran, Let Me Go 2
Seeing him looking at him blankly, she said a few words coldly: "If that's the case, well..."

The moment she was about to turn around, Su Ran saw the fruit knife on the bedside table!

His eyes seemed to be stabbed, and he said in a panic: "Okay! I'll let it go..." Before he could say the word, he bit his lower lip and changed his words: "I'll let you go tomorrow morning." will leave!"

Lan Shishi saw him turn around, and the moment he closed the door from the outside, she sat down on the bed, staring at the cold door, and began to cry silently, she didn't want to make such a fuss with him, But what can she do?
She hugged her knees and put her forehead on her folded arms. He must have softened his heart if he hugged her, that's why he was so unscrupulous to himself?Or because she left without saying hello two years ago, that's why he's thinking of taking revenge on her in this way now?But does she deserve it?Now he has a wife and children, isn't he living a good life?Why come and mess up her life?

They can't go back!I can't go back a long time ago!
She lay back on the bed and turned her head to look at Si Yue who was sleeping soundly next to her. From now on, the two of them will just live together!
She closed her eyes, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.

The next day, just after dawn, Su Ran quietly left with her luggage.

Lan Shishi came out from behind the door after making sure he was gone.

Thinking that it is very likely that we will never meet again in the future.

She suddenly had a lot to say to him.

She chased him out, but the car had already left quickly.

She bit her lip lightly, looking at the car slowly converging into a white spot.

Su Ran, I really want to tell you personally.

I never forgot you.

I love you.

But, it seems that everything is really doomed.

They were meant to be missed.

When they were four years old, they drifted apart because of a misunderstanding.

At the age of 25, she had to leave him due to illness.

Now, the two of them have become two parallel lines.

There is no possibility of intersection.

She knew she should let him go completely.

But the heart hurts like a tear.

At this time, in a place where she could not see.

Someone made a video of Su Ran's coming out to the present and sent it out.

After receiving the reply from there, he just drove away.

As soon as Lan Shishi turned around, she saw Maureen standing in front of her.

Because she got up early and didn't have time to put on makeup, she looked more and more pure.

The reason why the two can become good friends is that they are very similar.

Maureen looked at the wet corners of her eyes, held her hand, and asked, "Are you reluctant to part with him?"

Lan Shishi bit her lip, when she blurted out that she was really reluctant, her tears fell inadvertently.

Maureen took her to the living room because Arthur went to catch up on sleep.

So, it just happened to make room for them.

Lan Shishi was crying silently, and Maureen didn't know how to comfort her.

I had to take a tissue to help her wipe away her tears.

It took her a while to calm down, she sniffed and said, "Maureen, I'm going to divorce Gongsun Yi."

Maureen had guessed it ahead of time, so she wasn't very surprised.

"When?" she asked.

Lan Shishi was slightly surprised to hear her plain tone.

She thought Maureen would ask her why.

However, the divorce rate is so high now.

It's not a big deal for her to get divorced.

She sniffed and said, "Today."

Maureen hummed, "Just leave, you don't love him anyway."

Hearing what she said, she inadvertently bit her lower lip.

She did not love him.

But she had to admit that she had long been used to him.

More often, he was moved by his kindness to her and Si Yue.

Therefore, just when she thought that she would just make do with Gongsun Yi, a sudden blow came, could she feel better?It's really not uncomfortable at all, besides, she is the kind of person who is particularly easy to miss the good things of others, so Gongsun Yi's betrayal of her will probably become a permanent scar in her heart.

She didn't say much, just nodded her head lightly.

Seeing her feeling uncomfortable, Maureen also knew that Gongsun Yi had been so kind to her before, but this happened suddenly.

She must not be able to bear this kind of blow, so she asked: "Why don't you stay at my house for the next two days? It's not so convenient to take April to a hotel." She saw Shishi raised her head and looked at her , thinking she wanted to refuse, she knew she couldn't bear to bother her, so she said, "Arthur is going to country M in the afternoon, and when he comes back, it will be almost the beginning of next month."

Lan Shishi nodded just now when she heard what she said. She knew that Maureen was afraid of being alone, so as long as Arthur was not around, she always wanted to find her. Seeing her answer, Maureen smiled and said, "I just happened to be alone recently. I'm practicing flower arranging, you can still teach me hand in hand!"

Lan Shishi forced the corners of her lips to match her smile, and Maureen asked again: "Are you going back to China next month, or..." She paused, and Lan Shishi nodded and said, "Well, let's go back to China, I need to sign a contract with the comic agency, and then I will go to Nancheng."

Maureen was slightly stunned, "Aren't you going to stay in Hwaseong? You don't know Nancheng well, and you don't have any friends there to help you. Isn't it a bit inconvenient to take Siyue there?"

But Lan Shishi said: "People have to learn to grow." She can't always rely on her family or other men, she is already a mother now, and it's time for her to practice in society.

Hearing what she said, Maureen had no choice but to hum, "If you need any help, please remember to call me at any time. Although Arthur and I grew up here, Country Y still has his part. Moreover, he is Su Ran's friend, no matter what problems you encounter in China, he can help..."

Seeing that Lan Shishi's face changed slightly, she hurriedly fell silent.

Lan Shishi narrowed her eyes slightly, but didn't say much.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Maureen felt a little awkward.

She hurriedly changed other topics and chatted with her in different directions.

After about an hour, Arthur, Henry, and April woke up one after another.

Several people worked together to make a meal. After eating, Henry, April, Maureen and Lan Shishi worked together to make cakes and biscuits.

Because Maureen used to ask servants to do it, and now she did it for the first time. Seeing that she was still doing it so successfully, she showed it in front of Arthur with some complacency, and Arthur didn't care whether Shishi and those little guys were present or not. , reward her with a French kiss.

Lan Shishi's face was hot, seeing Henry was no longer surprised, so she just helped Siyue turn her body...

At noon, she received a call from the auction company, saying that all her words had been auctioned off and the money had been remitted to her account. She hung up the phone and looked at the seven or eight zeros in her phone, and breathed a sigh of relief. Her precious daughter finally doesn't have to follow her to be wronged!
In the afternoon, when it was almost time to get off work, Lan Shishi received a call from Gongsun Yi, saying that he was waiting at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, because she was going through divorce procedures, so naturally she couldn't take April with her, so Henry recommended himself. To take care of April instead of her, she touched his little face with a smile and said, "That's hard work for Henry!"

Henry blushed and said, "No hard work!"

Maureen answered, "He wished that you and April could live here forever! How can it be so hard?"

Lan Shishi laughed, and when she looked at Henry, she saw that he was too ashamed to lift his head.

I stopped making fun of him.

She waved her hand to say goodbye to April, seeing that she was being coaxed by Henry to play with him in the car, she didn't even pay attention to her.

She had an inexplicable feeling that the girl was not allowed to stay. She shook her head with a helpless smile, exchanged a few words with Maureen and left.

When the car arrived at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Gongsun Yi was leaning against the station and smoking a cigarette.

She got out of the car, looked at the seven or eight cigarette butts thrown at his feet, and frowned unconsciously.

She hadn't seen him smoke since she married him.

It was also the first time I saw him smoking so much.

For a moment, she felt that, in fact, he still loves her now.

But even if you still love, what's the use?
This can't obliterate the fact that he is already dirty.

She walked over with a cold face, stood two meters away from him, and said, "Let's go."

She turned around, but she didn't feel that he wanted to follow.

She thought he regretted it, and felt inexplicably angry.

There is no doubt that now she doesn't want to have any anger with him at all.

But the moment her pink lips parted, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you regret marrying me?"

Lan Shishi slightly hooked her lower lip, "Don't you think it's a bit ridiculous for you to ask me this question now?"

But Gongsun Yi said: "I just want to know if you have ever truly regarded yourself as my wife, not just a partner who can go on together..."

Lan Shishi was silent for seven or eight seconds before she said, "If nothing happened later, maybe..."

Gongsun Yi felt as if his heart had been lifted up, and he was waiting for the next sentence.

But Lan Shishi suddenly turned around, looked at him indifferently, and said, "But now you and I are standing at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, preparing to go through divorce procedures, that is to say, no matter what relationship you and I had before, What kind of entanglement you have had, it should be broken today! You ask these, but there is no practical significance."

Gongsun Yi listened to her unhurried voice, looked at her eyes which were not disturbing at all, felt pain like a needle in his heart, and was speechless for a long time, especially the four words "cut in two, like a dagger" Inserting it into his heart fiercely, as if trying to gouge out his heart, he pursed his lips tightly, and a deep pain could be clearly seen in his eyes.

He saw her turn around again, her slender figure was blown by the wind, as if she could float away from his world in an instant, he chased after her anxiously, but forgot the direction she left, but the road leading to the Civil Affairs Bureau The door, when he walked out with Lan Shishi holding the divorce certificate, he was still as dazed as when he entered, he never thought that he would divorce her in this way...

But now that he is actually holding the divorce certificate, his heart feels as if it is being scorched by flames. The pain is so painful that his whole body can't help convulsing. He used this cruel method to force her to leave him. In the future, who knows what kind of hell he will live in...

Lan Shishi didn't say anything, just passed him and got into the car waiting for her. The moment the driver master started the car, he suddenly came back to his senses. He patted on the window and anxiously called out to her. Name, "Shishi, Shishi, Shishi..."

The car window was slowly lowered, but her gaze fell on a place he couldn't see, her side face was as cold as an autumn moonlight, and he said with tears in his eyes, "Shishi, I'm sorry." He really didn't think about it. He wanted to hurt her too much, but he didn't know what to do other than this, he was afraid that he would not be able to let her go.

Lan Shishi heard his crying, her nose became slightly sour, she bit her lip to endure it, and her voice pretended to be indifferent, "It is impossible for me to accept your apology, Gongsun, I hope we will not have any more apologies in the future." We met!" When the car window fell, she asked the driver to drive the car away as soon as possible, and Gongsun Yi chased the car and shouted at her: "Shishi, don't hate me, don't hate me, okay? Shishi poetry……"

When her tears fell, she urged the driver to drive faster. Gongsun Yi didn't see her tears. He regretted so much that he wanted to slap himself to death. Finally, looking at the car that had disappeared, he knelt down, He hammered the ground with both hands, and he didn't stop until he bled from both hands. He regretted it, he really regretted it, but now, what's the use of regretting it?
During the two days in Country Y, besides teaching Maureen how to arrange flowers, Lan Shishi taught her how to make all kinds of desserts. She was very busy. In April, besides playing with Henry and playing with cars and building blocks , and honestly sat on the sofa and listened to him tell various fairy tales, and rarely had any free time, but there is no doubt that the four of them had a very happy time these two days...

When it was time to part, Henry was full of reluctance for April. The night before yesterday, he held Maureen and cried for most of the night. He insisted on letting her persuade the two of them to stay. I found Shishi and said that I hope they can stay for two more days, but Shishi still refused. After all, there is no banquet in the world, it's just a matter of time.

She stood at the door holding Si Yue, who hadn't woken up, and looked at Henry, who was holding onto Maureen's clothes with red eyes and sniffing non-stop. She couldn't help squatting down, kissing his little face, and coaxing: " When I have time in the future, auntie will bring April to see you again, okay? Or, if Henry misses April, he can also come to play with April..."

Henry looked up at Maureen and asked, "Mum, can I leave with Sister April?"

Maureen knew that he was reluctant to leave April, but she was also reluctant to leave her husband, so she squatted down, pinched his little face, and said, "But if you leave, what will happen when your father comes back the day after tomorrow? What if Let your daddy know that both of us have gone to Huaguo, he will blow his hair, and it's not like you don't know how much your daddy loves you!"

But Henry snorted and said, "Anyway, he loves you more than me. Even if I leave with Sister April, he won't be able to think of me for a while!"

Hearing what he said, Lan Shishi couldn't help laughing, and Maureen couldn't help twitching the corners of her mouth. She looked at the time displayed on her watch, and was afraid that it would be late if she dragged on. After thinking for a while, he said, "How about you let your aunt leave first this time, and at the end of the month, your father and I will take you to Huaguo to play?"

Henry asked excitedly: "Really?"

Maureen nodded, "Well, when did Mommy not do what she promised you?" She scratched Henry's nose and said, "Besides, there is still such a long time until the end of the month, I can let your daddy Finish the work ahead of time, not only will he not blow his hair, but he can also take us mother and son to have fun..."

Hearing what she said, Henry felt less uncomfortable. He turned to the sleeping April and said, "Sister, wait for me. I will go to Huaguo to find you in a few days!" Maureen listened to him That being said, he quickly blinked at Shishi and told her to leave with Siyue in his arms.

Lan Shishi nodded lightly and said, "Then I'm leaving."

She nodded, "Remember to take good care of yourself."

Lan Shishi nodded and waved at her. When she turned around, the driver opened the door for her, and after she sat in, he closed it again. Henry looked at April who was hugged by her, He wanted to cry, but tried his best to hold back. When the car started to start and was about to leave, he waved his hand towards Siyue, "Sister, goodbye!"

At this time, Maureen shouted loudly to Lan Shishi: "Call me if you need anything!"

Lan Shishi nodded, "Well, good!"

The car started off quickly.

Henry and Maureen stood there staring for a long time.

It was so long that Maureen's legs were numb, so she pulled Henry's arm and said, "Let's go."

Henry raised his head and asked, "Mummy, will you really take me to see sister April?"

Maureen hummed, "Mommy already promised you."

He asked again: "Are you really not lying to me? If Daddy is so busy that he can't get away..."

Maureen rubbed his hair, said with a smile: "Then Mommy will take you, the two of us will go!"

Henry finally threw himself into her arms with a smile, and shouted, "Mommy."

Maureen laughed, "Boy, the only one with such small eyes is your Si Yue sister. In a few years, it's okay?"

Henry raised his head and looked at her, and said, "Daddy said, a man must be single-minded and not half-hearted!"

Maureen: ...

It was late at night when Lan Shishi arrived in Huaguo by plane.

Because, I don't want anyone to know that she is back.

She took a taxi directly to a nearby five-star hotel to stay.

Si Yue slept a lot during the day, and she was in high spirits at the moment, so she had to force herself to play with her for a while.

It was after one o'clock in the morning that I fell asleep in a daze.

The next day, she didn't wake up until after ten o'clock. Si Yue woke up at some point and was eating her hands and looking at her innocently.

She looks like this, obviously hungry.

She hurriedly got up to help Siyue make milk powder, and while she was drinking, she ordered another meal.

During this period, she quickly washed up, and just changed into fresh clothes when she heard the doorbell ring.

The waiter pushed the cart in, put the meals she ordered on the table one by one, and then pushed the cart away.

She carried April to the dining table and sat down, asking her what she wanted to eat.

She pointed with her little finger, and she simply brought the plate in front of her and taught her to hold it with chopsticks.

Siyue is very smart, no matter what she can learn, it's just that she prefers to take care of her, so she does everything by herself.

But now it's time to teach her to be independent, because she will need more and more personal space in the future.

For example, today she is going to talk to the person in charge of the comic agency about the signed contract.

It stands to reason that in this case, it is not convenient for her to take April there.

But how could she leave her alone?
If she is independent enough, maybe she can rest assured that she can stay here by herself for two hours.

However, she never gave April a chance to be independent.

Forget it, take your time.

After talking about the cooperation today, I just happened to be able to take April around.

Let her see where she has lived since she was a child.

After all, she will take her to Nancheng tomorrow.

The reason why I chose to go there is because Nancheng is the closest to this city.

She is a person who does not feel very safe, so staying in the place closest to the city she is familiar with may help her feel a little more relaxed psychologically.

Moreover, Nancheng is also a city that she knows relatively well. The environment is good, the air is also good, and it is quite suitable for living.

She came out of the hotel with April in her arms, and was about to leave by bus. She didn't expect April to fall in love with those cartoon balloons sold on the roadside. Seeing that she really wanted it, she asked her to pick two and hold them in her hand. After buying them, she realized that these two were not suitable for taking the bus. During this time period, there might be a lot of people sitting, so she had to wait on the side of the road to flag down the bus.

At this moment, Lan Xuan'er drove Su Liangsheng past them...

　Well, the code word reached one point, and finally finished writing!

　　I am also hard enough!

　　Maybe I fell into it while writing, and only after I finished writing did I realize that my clothes were soaked in the heat.

　　It's only 36-17 degrees, but Mao is so hot!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)