I heard that the moonlight found the ocean

Chapter 16 They
The place Lu Haiyang found was really beautiful, and it was very close to the port.The sky is blue and clear, and the strands of white clouds are like silk fluttering in the wind. When the wind blows, people's hearts seem to be filled with tenderness.

And it's also very close to Liang Yi's fruit shop, so Liang Yi would come over to chat with her if there was anything to do.

Su Mei often describes people like Liang Yi who gather wherever they have something to do, a typical lively syndrome.No, early in the morning, she came to her house with a tablet computer.

"Su Mei, have you read the news about Engang? Something big happened."

Su Mei has long been accustomed to Liang Yi's way of speaking. She slowly looked at the tablet computer in her hand, and saw the shocking news headlines - the former giant of the advertising industry in Engang, the boss of a creative company was maliciously attacked.The content made Su Mei even more chilling. The person in the photo was Mr. Ning who violated her that day. He declared bankruptcy in the newspaper and was maliciously attacked by debt collectors because of malicious borrowing.

"Wicked people have their own rewards. Look at this Ning, who can only use a wheelchair in the future." Liang Yi said happily, "The last time you helped Lu Haiyang find a job, didn't that Ning still want to play tricks. He This kind of person, someone will take care of him, and if it is not your turn, someone will take him in." Liang Yi didn't notice her strangeness, and said bluntly: "I don't know what bad luck happened to him recently, A big boss actually annoyed those lenders, but that's okay, this kind of people should suffer a little bit."

Su Mei didn't feel happy, she didn't relieve her hatred, she just felt cold, her palms and backs were covered with cold sweat.There was a thought in her mind, could this matter have something to do with herself?The more you think about it, the more real it feels.She even saw a smug smile in Song Wenqi's beautiful eyes.

Seeing her reaction, Liang Yi shook her shoulder and said, "What's wrong with you? You don't look happy at all, don't you always hate this Ning?"

Su Mei didn't answer, Ren Liangyi spoke on his own.

As soon as Liang Yi left, she called Song Wenqi.Song Wenqi's voice on the other end was a bit cold: "Aren't you going to break up with me? Why did you call me again? Could it be that I was right? Do you regret being with Lu Haiyang?"

Su Mei didn't change the subject, she asked straight away: "Did you do that matter with Mr. Ning?"

"what's up?"

"You really didn't do it?" Su Mei asked suspiciously.

"Are you talking about the news report?" Song Wenqi replied lightly, "Do you think I have the leisure to play debt collection games with a rascal like Mr. Ning?"

"It's best if you didn't do it. Even if you did it, I won't be grateful to you. It will only make me think you are stupid."

On the other end of the phone, Song Wenqi's brows suddenly raised slightly, and the anger he hadn't felt for a long time ignited ragingly in his heart.Although he never expected to get her approval, her words still stabbed him without warning.He tried his best to restrain his anger, and his voice was still faint: "You think too much, I won't do these stupid things for you."

"That's the best. It's really not worth doing such a stupid thing for someone like me."

Song Wenqi was so angry that he even changed his tone of voice: "Don't call me in the future if you have nothing to do, I'm very busy." In his anger, he didn't have time to think, he picked up the phone and never spoke to Su Mei again. When the opportunity arises, he hangs up abruptly.

The busy tone from the other end of the phone made Su Mei feel a little lost.

She thought, probably it was the sequelae caused by the things that happened with Lu Haiyang before that made her look so sad.

After living in the attic, Lu Haiyang found a job, she did laundry and cooking, and occasionally basked in the sun in the attic.Su Mei, who was washing clothes that day, heard a knock on the door, opened the door, and saw Lu Haiyang leading Zhou Xiaochen standing outside the door.

"Xiaochen, why are you here?" Su Mei jumped up excitedly.

"I came to see Liang Yi, but I met Lu Haiyang who was buying vegetables at the vegetable market, and I found out that the two of you are living together." Zhou Xiaochen looked at the two of them ambiguously, "Now I finally know why when I was studying. Su Mei has so much hostility towards me, it's all because of Lu Haiyang."

Su Mei lowered her head in embarrassment, and said while pouring water: "Xiaochen, sit down for a while, I'm eating at my place today, I'll go to dry the clothes first."

Zhou Xiaochen found a place to sit down. Lu Haiyang put down the dishes in his hands and took out a few corn cobs from the refrigerator: "We did the laundry when we came together, and you didn't have breakfast. I'll make you a cup of hot corn juice."

Su Mei was drying clothes on the attic, and the strong aroma of corn juice in the kitchen rushed into her nostrils. This smell of life made Zhou Xiaochen feel dazed for a moment.Since she was a child, she has never had this kind of life, with a peaceful and strong breath of life.

When Zhou Xiaochen was in a trance, Lu Haiyang's corn juice was ready. He held the cup carefully and said as he walked, "Su Mei, come down quickly. Don't worry, the corn juice is cold."

"I'll come down after drying the clothes."

"Let me help you." Lu Haiyang put down the corn juice, and said to Zhou Xiaochen embarrassedly: "Xiaochen, please sit for a while, we will come down immediately."

Seeing that Lu Haiyang also came up, Su Mei pretended to be angry and said, "Why did you come up?"

"Help you."

"No need, you chat with Xiaochen."

"Forget it, I'm not an outsider, I greet myself." Zhou Xiaochen also followed Lu Haiyang to the attic.

"I'll finish drying the clothes with you, and then chat with Xiaochen." After finishing speaking, Lu Haiyang bent down to dry the clothes for her.

Zhou Xiaochen found that the two of them were standing together, in true lover's proportions, the tip of her nose happened to be on his chin, and with a slight movement of her, the two of them fit together.Zhou Xiaochen said sourly: "Haven't you heard of it? Show affection and die quickly."

"Hehe." Lu Haiyang smiled slightly, it was a kind of light and faint smile expression, his eyes were fixed on Su Mei, pure and bright.At this time, on the small open-air balcony, the green plants Su Mei planted began to sprout new shoots.

It all looks so quiet and beautiful.

But in another part of the port, in the cramped hut, there is an unpleasant musty smell, no matter how you do it, no matter how many flowers are planted, there will be an unpleasant smell in the air.

Zhou Xiaochen angrily swept the books and sundries on the table to the ground: "Why? Why? Why is she always like this? She was loved so much when she was a child, and it's the same when she grows up. It's clear that there is nothing left. Can be so happy." After finishing speaking, she kicked the table viciously, "Zhou Xiaochen, you've been an unloved guy in this life, so what if you put in the effort, she's still happier than you." After finishing speaking With these words, Zhou Xiaochen sat down on the ground, her eyes revealing a sinister jealousy: "Su Mei, you took away all my happiness, I will definitely not let you get what you want, if I am not happy, you will If you are not happy with me, whoever made us all bleed the blood of the Su family. What I have endured, you must also bear. "

Since the last visit, Zhou Xiaochen would ask her to go shopping or sit in a cafe every two days, and every time Su Mei would come as scheduled.

Since moving to Engang, Lu Haiyang has gotten up early every day to buy groceries, cook, and walk with her.When Lu Haiyang is busy, Liang Yi and Zhou Xiaochen will also come to accompany her. Such days are as beautiful as a dream.

On this day, Lu Haiyang went out to look for a job again, and Su Mei was bored so she asked Zhou Xiaochen to have a manicure together.After finishing their nails, the two found a quiet cafe.

In that western-style cafe, it was surrounded by glass and in the four corners. The proprietress placed potted plants with ulterior motives. At this time, clusters of flowers were blooming fragrantly, and the atmosphere was a little pleasant.Zhou Xiaochen sat on the sofa for a while, and then ran to the potted plant to take a close-up photo of the flowers. During the whole process, she acted as if she was looking for something to do, as if she was avoiding talking to her.

Su Mei looked at her worriedly: "Xiaochen, have you encountered any troubles, why are you a little absent-minded today?"

Zhou Xiaochen stirred the coffee in the cup, and asked suspiciously, "Su Mei, how are you and Lu Haiyang doing lately?"

Su Mei still smiled and said: "It's okay." Su Mei's voice was thin, and when she said these shallow words, Zhou Xiaochen actually noticed that she also had a slight southern accent mixed with En Port accent, That voice is very charming.

Listening to the somewhat familiar southern accent, Zhou Xiaochen's heart tightened, and he frowned slightly: "Do you still remember the private detective I told you about?"

Speaking of which, Su Mei would also like to thank Zhou Xiaochen, if she hadn't hired that private detective, she and Lu Haiyang would not have reunited so soon.But before she had time to say thank you, Zhou Xiaochen said very solemnly: "Actually, that private detective is my friend, and he even told me about the leakage of liquid ammonia back then, saying that it was not that simple."

Hearing that it was related to Lu Haiyang, Su Mei stopped stirring the coffee and stared at Zhou Xiaochen suspiciously.

"Do you still remember the question you asked me? The question about why Lu Haiyang avoided it for so many years?" Zhou Xiaochen exhaled and said suddenly, "He still has something to hide from you."

Su Mei's heart tightened, she rolled her beautiful big eyes, and asked instinctively: "What's the matter?"

"Lu Haiyang must have told you that he avoided these five years because he didn't dare to face you, right?"

Su Mei didn't know why she said that, so she looked at Zhou Xiaochen in confusion.

Zhou Xiaochen sighed softly and said, "Actually, what happened back then was not that simple."

Su Mei's expression was pale.

Zhou Xiaochen deliberately turned a blind eye to it, and sighed in dismay: "The accident in the cold storage may have something to do with Lu Haiyang's father, otherwise, based on your father's kindness to their family, if he stood up and said a word to help your father, it wouldn't make your father fall like this." Miserable end."

Su Mei is not an idiot, En Gang has so many gossips, she has more or less doubted Lu Haiyang's family, but when she was young, she was paranoid about feelings and could not allow her to be suspicious of Lu Haiyang's family, but now, this matter has been dismissed again. The friend took it to the table and analyzed it nakedly.No matter how firm her position is, she will still have some doubts.

Does this have anything to do with Lu Haiyang?Is it true that Lu Haiyang said that his father became seriously ill because of guilt?Su Mei walked out of the cafe full of doubts.But she didn't go back immediately, but wandered the streets until midnight.

It was late at night when she got home, and she felt as if she was immersed in the sea of ​​night.She opened the door and turned on the light, and saw Lu Haiyang sitting in a corner of the house in a daze.

"Are you back?" Both of them were stunned for a few seconds before Lu Haiyang asked suddenly.

"En." Su Mei replied softly, she was actually afraid of making a sound, this kind of quietness was what she needed most at this time, she was very afraid that her sudden speaking would cut through this kind of quietness like scissors.

Lu Haiyang was also there in a daze, and he looked at her: "Xiaochen said you came back a long time ago, why can't I call you?"

"My phone is dead."

This is a bad reason, but Lu Haiyang didn't blame her, he even smiled flatteringly: "It turns out that the phone is out of battery, no wonder."

Su Mei opened her mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally hid in the small bathroom with her clothes in her arms.

Lu Haiyang looked at the closed bathroom, his face became paler, and he silently swallowed what he wanted to say.

No matter how turbulent the heart is, but on the surface it looks calm, the two still buy vegetables and cook, and live like ordinary couples.

Su Mei found a part-time job in a cafe during the day, and worked half a day every day. Lu Haiyang took a part-time job in a brokerage company and found a piano teaching job outside.

Although the salaries of the two are not high, there is still more than enough to maintain their lives.

Every afternoon after get off work, Su Mei would buy some fruits and vegetables at the vegetable market and go home. At that time, Lu Haiyang had just finished his part-time job and returned home, and the two of them would cook together in the old house.Every time she cooks, Lu Haiyang squints his eyes slightly, with a warm smile on his handsome face: "It's a happy day when someone washes their hands and makes soup."

As if that happiness is real, even though it is as fragile as glass, the two are still working hard to maintain it.

The cafe where Su Mei worked originally agreed that she would always work in the morning and afternoon shifts instead of the night shift, but that day the girls in the whole class had to ask for leave because of something, so the manager dragged Su Mei to the whole shift.After greeting Lu Haiyang, Su Mei went to the cafe.At five o'clock, the girl suddenly came back again, and said flatteringly to Su Mei: "Sister Su Mei, I'm sorry, I finished my business ahead of time."

The girls in the class came from the countryside, and their family background was not very good. Su Mei knew that she wanted to win the perfect attendance award, so she took off her overalls and smiled, "It just so happens that I want to accompany my boyfriend at night, so I won't do it for him." You did your job."

After handing over the work, Su Mei still bought some fruits and vegetables and went home.At the entrance of the alley, she saw Lu Haiyang standing in the shade of a tree talking with someone from a distance.At first she didn't pay attention, thinking it was Lu Haiyang's friend, so she walked over with fruits and vegetables, and shouted from a distance: "Lu Haiyang, why don't you come home when you come here?"

Hearing her voice, Lu Haiyang was shocked, and the back was also startled, and then walked forward.

Su Mei suddenly realized that the back was very similar to the missing Lu Qingsong, she dropped the things in her hand, rushed up and grabbed the man's shoulder, the man turned around in surprise, it was indeed Lu Qingsong.

Su Mei's hands trembled, her voice also trembled: "Uncle Lu, is it really you?"

Lu Qingsong lowered his head when Lu Haiyang also ran over.Seeing Lu Haiyang, and thinking of the explanation Lu Haiyang gave her that day, the smile on her face froze, and her tone was cold and severe: "Lu Haiyang, didn't you say that Uncle Lu was seriously ill and was staying in the hospital?"

Lu Haiyang only felt the corners of his mouth trembling. Although he thought of many reasons, he couldn't even utter a single word in the face of Su Mei's anger.After a long while, he said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

"At this time, you still only have one sentence of sorry. It's not that you don't know how serious my father's crime is, because he hired unqualified operators, and the country he had built over the years was emptied in an instant, and he also took advantage of his own crimes. Fame." The more Su Mei said, her face became paler, her heart was sour and unbearable, and her eyes were filled with tears.She looked at Lu Haiyang and said almost word for word, "I thought you would really feel guilty, so guilty that one hid for five years and dared not see me, and the other was seriously ill, but now it seems that you are all just lying. It's just me."

Seeing that she was very angry, he suddenly became frightened. He wanted to go up and grab her hand, but she avoided it.Only then did he feel scared, afraid that he would never be able to hold it again.For some reason, he just felt like rushing straight up, and blurted out: "Su Mei, do you want me to die before you forgive me?"

Lu Qingsong has always been ashamed of Lu Haiyang, if he hadn't dragged his son away back then, Lu Haiyang wouldn't have been depressed and almost died in a car accident.Seeing the miserable expression on his son's face, he couldn't bear it, he took Su Mei's hand and said: "Su Mei, hit me, hit me, I am obsessed."

Su Mei pulled out her hand contemptuously, can a few slaps be enough to atone?

Seeing that Su Mei didn't hit him, Lu Qingsong slapped himself hard on the face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I ran away in a moment of obsession, but I don't know why it happened. I can't explain it clearly, and I don't know why." Knowing what to do, I thought I would go to jail. You know, Haiyang's mother is sick, and Haiyang can't afford the whole family, so I thought of running."

Su Mei looked at Lu Qingsong, every single word of his words was regretful of what happened that year.But how could she forgive him?Her father's imprisonment and her mother's insanity, who will make up for all these? Can an apology give her a complete family?She looked at Lu Qingsong coldly, and her voice was as cold as snow: "If you stand up and explain the situation to the police, maybe after compensating for economic losses, my father won't be sentenced to so many years."

"My dad really thought it was his fault at the time, and he was afraid that his life would be over if he stood up." Lu Haiyang looked at her red eyes and said anxiously, "He couldn't tell the seriousness of the matter at all. I ran away in a hurry."

Su Mei looked at Lu Haiyang with strange eyes: "Even if Uncle Lu insisted on going his own way, what about you? Why did you lie to me after you came back?"

Lu Haiyang felt that his whole body was shaking, and he said sadly, "I'm afraid too."

"Are you afraid?" Su Mei sneered, "What are you afraid of?"

He said dejectedly: "You know what I am afraid of. I am afraid that you will blame me for this incident for the rest of my life. I am afraid that the self-confidence that I have worked so hard to build over the past five years will collapse because of this incident. I am just afraid of losing Just you."

He spoke every word very slowly, and she listened very carefully.She thought of her father's desperate look when the accident happened, all the things after her mother's serious illness, and the encounters she had had when she was looking for him in the past five years.She clenched her fists tightly, her eyes were blurred, her tone was cold, she stared blankly at Lu Haiyang, after a long time, she suddenly sneered like crazy: "Lu Haiyang, but have you ever thought that you lied to me like this, I will never forgive you either."

"I'm sorry." Lu Qingsong said sincerely.

"Go, I don't want to see you again." Su Mei glanced coldly, "Both of you leave for me."

"I'm sorry, I'm the one to die, it's my fault. I'm going to plead guilty, say that I did it, I did it on purpose, and it's all my fault." Lu Qingsong turned his head and left.

"Su Mei, what's the use of my father pleading guilty? He didn't do that. He was just negligent. Your father has been involved in this accident. You have to get my father to be willing, right?" Seeing Lu Qingsong's resolute attitude, Lu Haiyang took her by the shoulders and shook her vigorously, "Although he has not been in prison, but for the past five years, he has been imprisoned in an enclosure, and he is always in fear. Our whole family eats it. Not good, not sleeping well, self-blame, guilt, and remorse have been entangled with him all the time, which is already in prison for him. Heart prison, he built a heart prison for himself, and he locked himself in it like that Inside, refused to come out."

Heart prison?She sneered in her heart, how could the hardships suffered by her family be written off with the word "heart prison"?She looked at Lu Haiyang, and the sneer in her heart turned into sarcasm at this moment: "It's retribution, he deserves it, does he think that he can feel at ease for the rest of his life if he escapes the punishment of the law?"

"But my dad never did it, and he didn't know why the accident happened at that time. If he really did this kind of thing with his own hands, I will definitely let him accept legal sanctions."

"Did your father really never do it?" Su Mei stared at Lu Haiyang again.

"My dad told me that my mother was sick and went to the cold storage that day. He put her in a place, and only left for a short while before the leak happened."

"You said your dad didn't do it, so why did he run away?" At this moment, Su Mei had lost her mind, and she looked at Lu Qingsong suspiciously.

"He was afraid of being implicated, afraid that our mother and son would be ridiculed and abused, and afraid that my mother's condition would worsen, so he changed his name and changed his surname to secretly live elsewhere."

Will she believe this reason?She could hardly suppress the tumbling blood in her body, and she swallowed the fishy sweetness in her throat almost with all her strength. She tried her best to suppress her anger, and said coldly: "Take your dad away quickly, I'm afraid I will regret it."

Lu Qingsong looked at Su Mei in shame: "I've decided, I'll confess, I've also blamed myself these years, because I caused irreparable losses to those families."

"Su Mei, my dad has been blaming himself all these years, and that incident was originally an accident. Look at him, his hair is all gray, and he has had a hard life. He has shed tears of self-blame many times, and My mother is sick again, he is afraid of irritating her, so he has been holding back all these years by himself."

After hearing what Lu Haiyang said, Su Mei's heart softened again, she gently pushed Lu Haiyang away, and walked forward numbly.

After separating from Lu Haiyang, Su Mei didn't return to the old rented house immediately, she decided to move to Liang Yi's house for a while, she felt that she needed to calm down, sort out, and need enough time to forgive.

At the same time, she also knew that no matter how much she hated her, she would never give up on Lu Haiyang. Her hatred for him was far from deep enough to bury her love.

Her love for him is an indelible wound.

That day Liang Yi's parents went out on business, leaving her and Liang Yi alone to look after the shop.After a while, Liang Yi answered the phone, and she said to her very mysteriously: "Someone will come to you later, I will avoid it first."

Although Liang Yi looked mysterious, Su Mei had already guessed that the person coming would be Lu Haiyang.Liang Yi had only been away for about ten minutes before someone pushed open the door of the fruit shop.

It really was Lu Haiyang. She thought he was here to apologize, but he just looked at her silently. The Lu Haiyang with that expression seemed to have returned to when he was 19 years old.

It seemed like a long time before I heard Lu Haiyang's sad voice: "Su Mei, I said that if my father did it, I would definitely not cover him up and make him bear the legal responsibility, but why did you do it like this? Absolutely?"

What is he saying?What means?Su Mei stared at Lu Haiyang in a daze: "What are you talking about?"

"Don't you know what I said? My dad is lying in the hospital right now." When Lu Haiyang stared at her, those bright eyes had already turned gray and darkened, like charcoal, burned out to the last There is no light and heat, so there is only a little embers left.There was no trace of warmth in his voice, "Last night, my dad suddenly fell from upstairs. How could it be such a coincidence that something happened just after he returned to Engang."

"You mean I did it?" she asked angrily, with red eyes.

"Haven't you always been like this?" Lu Haiyang looked at her fixedly, and said calmly, "You used to be like this too, like a hedgehog, determined to go your own way, arrogant, and never listened to explanations."

Yeah?It turned out that in his eyes, he had always been like this.

How ridiculous.

She laughed out loud with a "puchi": "So I am like this." But doesn't he know that even though she was a hedgehog before, since she met him, she has already opened herself up, revealing her furry, The soft belly has let go of all defenses.Su Mei smiled and pointed at the door, "Hurry up, I'm a hedgehog, aren't you afraid that I'll stab your dad and come back to stab you?"

Lu Haiyang saw that she was still in this arrogant posture, so he couldn't help pushing the door angrily and leaving.He thought it would not be her doing it, all this was just his suspicion.Unexpectedly, she is still like this.That's right, she grew up like this since she was a child, and she won't forgive others when she is in power. She has already developed arrogance.

After Lu Haiyang left, Su Mei calmed down.Who would have such a big fight with Lu Qingsong, even if she blamed him again, she never thought of revenge.If not her, who would it be?Almost instantly, Song Wenqi's name came to mind.

She quickly dialed Song Wenqi's phone number, and before he could speak, she went straight to the point: "Did you do what happened to Lu Qingsong?"

Hearing her voice, Song Wenqi was shocked at first, but after a while, he seemed to take a breath, and his voice was so low that he could barely hear: "Yes."

"Why are you so despicable? This is a matter between Lu Haiyang and me, and it's not up to you to take care of it." Su Mei shouted angrily, "How can you do this?"

"Despicable is despicable." Song Wenqi laughed twice, his beautiful eyes became deep in an instant, "I used to be an upright gentleman, I hand over mountains and rivers to please you, I dumped the city to please you, but in the end, I What did I get? What I got was to make wedding dresses for others. These days I have been thinking, why can't you always see me?" Through the phone, he pointed at his eyebrows, but at this time, he was thinking very much Pessimistic, how can we become land and sea?Gouging out your own eyeballs, shaving off your own eyebrows?Put on his eyeballs, and copy Song Wenqi into another Lu Haiyang, so that he can get the love of the woman on the other end of the phone.

Su Mei shrank her hand holding the phone, she didn't expect Song Wenqi to say such words to her.

"I've waited for you for five years, but what will you do to repay me? You beat me with a knife again and again." He said each word, "What's so good about Lu Haiyang? He was irresponsible back then. , Abandoning you like a turtle, he is not worthy of you at all. Such a person will only avoid things when encountering things!"

"Whether he is worthy or not is my business, not yours." After saying this, she hung up the phone.

Listening to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, Song Wenqi opened his suit and slumped on a chair.In fact, he didn't know what happened. He would admit on the phone just now that he was just unwilling, unwilling for those two people to be happy.

Who said that if you can't be your closest person, you can be your enemy, at least both can live in your heart.

To be your patron saint, you always take it for granted, you are always invisible.Then let me be your enemy.Being cursed by her like this, hated by her, and hated by her is also a disguised concern.

This can also live in her heart.Even if you hate me when you think of me, I am willing.

(End of this chapter)