I heard that the moonlight found the ocean

Chapter 8 Disappearing
Although he promised Ye Meixiang that he would no longer have contact with Lu Haiyang, but he likes this annoying little thing and will never play his cards according to common sense.

Su Mei secretly carried Ye Meixiang to the restaurant where Lu Haiyang worked, and she ordered a bottle of red wine for herself.She often watched Su Yuanan drink red wine, so she skillfully used the corkscrew in her hand to pry up the cork, and poured the wine with a strong aroma into the transparent glass.

"Little sister, are you drinking so much?" She raised her glass, and someone patted her on the shoulder.

She hates others taking her shoulders most, without any manners.She glared viciously at it, only to find that it was a group of drunken middle-aged men.

"Little sister, last time you gave me a headache for three days." One of the men snatched her red wine glass flirtatiously, and pretended to take a sip, "Drinking a glass of wine with me is an apology."

Su Mei looked at the tainted red wine, her chest felt tight and angry, she took the red wine in her hand and poured it on the drunk man: "I don't want to accompany you, I want to find your mother."

"You're looking for death!" The rough curse mixed with crisp slaps came towards her, and she stumbled to the side with painful cheeks.

Before she could stand still, the man who asked her to drink with her laughed and dragged her over, grabbed her hand forcefully, and raised the unfinished wine in front of her: "Come on, drink this glass of wine, last time Just forget about it, otherwise it won’t be over!”

Her veins bulged from being pulled on her hand, and the middle-aged men laughed arrogantly. One of them held the wine glass to her clenched lips: "You have a strong temper, I will let you be strong." The glamorous liquid flowed down The corners of her mouth flowed down her thin chin and into her collar.She still didn't bow her head, the man was already like a fighting beast, the hand holding her was getting heavier, making her unable to struggle.The other hand climbed up to her head and grabbed her long hair. The whole glass of wine poured down from her head and flowed into her nostrils and the corners of her mouth.The spicy liquid made her cough desperately, but she couldn't move, as if falling into an abyss of despair.

It was at this time that Lu Haiyang left the piano. He strode up to her, handsomely pushed the man away, and blocked her behind: "This is a restaurant, if we continue to mess around, we will call the police."

"Call the police. I'm a gold card customer of your store. How dare your manager provoke me? You were told not to play the Phoenix Legend last time, but this time you are not allowed to intervene. You just want to provoke me." The man spewed out an unpleasant smell. Smell of alcohol, he swung the empty red wine bottle towards Lu Haiyang.

"Lu Haiyang, be careful." Su Mei, who was blocked by him, knocked Lu Haiyang away forcefully, and the red wine bottle held by that person landed on Su Mei's forehead.

She looked at him and felt the pain, she yelled aggrievedly: "Lu Haiyang, I hurt."

It was only then that Lu Haiyang realized that she was bleeding, and the thick and thick smell of blood came out of her long hair, making him feel suffocated.It wasn't him who was injured by the bottle, but he was in pain. It hurt a hundred times more than when he was stabbed by a fruit knife when he was peeling fruit.He didn't care about the frightened customers, he quickly ran out of the restaurant with her in his arms, hailed a taxi and went to the hospital.

Her head was stabbed by a glass bottle and needed to be cleaned and bandaged, Lu Haiyang called Liang Yi, and while Su Mei was cleaning the wound, he asked Liang Yi seriously: "You all think I'm hateful, don't you? "

Liang Yi didn't answer this question, she didn't know how to answer, Su Mei is already an adult, she has her own ideas.

When does a child become an adult?When she knows love and is willing to sacrifice for the one she loves.Su Mei is willing to kneel in the rain for Lu Haiyang, willing to suffer that fatal bottle.

When Ye Meixiang arrived at the hospital, Su Mei's wound had already been bandaged, and she fell into a deep sleep after being given a sedative injection.

Liang Yi stayed in the ward, Ye Meixiang called Lu Haiyang to the corridor of the hospital, and she took out a stack of banknotes from her wallet: "You stay away from Su Mei from now on."

Lu Haiyang didn't take the wad of money, he buried his head in the shadow of the light: "Auntie, you probably misunderstood."

"Let me tell you, people who are poor must rely on their own hard work, don't try to reach the sky in one step." Ye Meixiang stuffed the wad of money into his hands, "I understand, and I don't blame you. Your father works all the year round, and your mother is mentally ill." Patients, it may be that they are usually neglected, so you want to take a shortcut."

"Auntie, please don't insult people."

"I'm insulting, you don't know about your father's debt to usury, do you?" Ye Meixiang stared at him domineeringly.

His face gradually cooled down, and he gradually understood the meaning of Ye Meixiang's words by piecing together the front and rear pictures.At first, when his father said that the money was borrowed, he also had doubts.But my father said swearingly that it was made by fellow villagers who worked together and had nothing to do with the Su family, so he believed it.

"Let me tell you, that money is Su Mei's New Year's money. She was stupid, thinking I didn't know, and told me to buy a brand-name bag and high-heeled shoes. It's been so long, but I haven't seen her bag and shoes. You really think you Can father borrow such a large amount of money in Encheng?" Ye Meixiang smiled after finishing speaking, "Take that money as our loan, and you should not associate with Su Mei in the future."

Lu Haiyang glanced at her, and she also looked at him. Ye Meixiang's eyes were full of contempt and contempt: "Su Mei was just confused for a while, girls over 19 always want to prove that they have grown up , When she is a little older, she will know how to regret it after struggling in the society."

He seemed to be poured with a pot of ice water, and he woke up immediately. He shivered and said, "I will work part-time and return the money to your family. I also promise you that you will never see Su Mei in the future." Lu Haiyang Letting go of his hand, the pink banknotes that Ye Meixiang handed him fell to the ground.

He pushed open the door of the hospital without looking back.

Lu Haiyang was fired by the restaurant, and when he returned home with his luggage, he saw Su Mei get off Su Yuanan's car.She was out of the hospital, her beautiful long hair wrapped in gauze.She stood on the road and looked at him, her eyes were full of complaints.He knew she must be complaining why he didn't visit her these few days in the hospital?He pretended not to understand, and pushed open the courtyard door of his house.In fact, he knew that the moment he saw her, his heart felt like a typhoon passing through, the rotten billboards, the clothes that other people's homes hadn't collected in time, a mess and devastation all over the place.

After entering the yard, he subconsciously looked up at her room. The doors and windows in her room were closed.He didn't know if it was his hallucination, he always felt that she was looking at him, annoyed, looking at him with her straight eyes.

Su Mei felt that her head was going to get better. Although the gauze had been removed, it often hurt disobediently, and she often thought of Lu Haiyang uncontrollably.His voice, his tenderness to a cat, his little smile.Sometimes she tried desperately to stop her head from turning, but those clips were like movies, rewinding and moving forward.

Liang Yi thought it was her own worthlessness, and it had nothing to do with the sequelae: "What's so good about that guy, you took this bottle for him, and he just sent you to the hospital, and then he didn't show his face."

"Yes, I was blind." She said angrily.

"Then keep your eyes open, there's still time."

She didn't say anything, just lay down on the table dejectedly.After a long time, she slapped the table heavily, and said proudly, "I'll buy you a drink. If you're not drunk today, no one can go home."

"When did you learn to drink? Don't drag me into the water, I am pure and virtuous."

Su Mei rushed out of the fruit shop, and after 10 minutes, she readily put the beer she bought from the convenience store on the table: "Come, accompany me until I get drunk."

Liang Yi sighed very clearly: "I have been unlucky for ten lifetimes, and I will accompany you when you get drunk."

Liang Yi was frightened by the terrible taste of beer after drinking only one can, and refused to accompany him no matter what.She had no choice but to sit alone in the fruit shop, taking the beer as Coke, Fanta, and boiled water and gulping it all down her throat.

When Liang Yi was about to close the shop, she began to shake a little: "I'm going home."

"Are you okay? Do you want me to see you off?"

"The road is less than 200 meters, you are hypocritical." Su Mei smiled wobbly.

Liang Yi pulled down the store door, and she staggered towards the opposite side of the road, as if someone was opening the door in front of her.

"Hey, where did the thief come to open the door of my house?"

The thief didn't run away, he frowned and asked her, "Where did you get so drunk?"

She recognized Lu Haiyang's voice, her face was flushed from drinking, her eyes were blurred, so she shook her hand: "Huh? Why are there two Lu Haiyang?"

"you're drunk."

"I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk for a thousand cups."

"Is your wound healed?"

"It's no good, my head is going to explode."

"You are degrading yourself. Drinking will hurt even more."

"It's not hurting, it's disobedient and misses you desperately."

"Stop messing around and go home."

"I'm not going back." She suddenly staggered up to him and said with a smile, "Lu Haiyang, I want you to kiss me."

"You're drunk." He avoided her blushing gaze.

"It's not that I haven't kissed before last time. We kissed at the beach."

He pushed her away, just trying to wake her up, but he pushed her to the ground with too much force.

She got up from the ground: "Lu Haiyang, how dare you push me?" She staggered forward, with half-drunk and half-awake arrogance, and slapped him one after another, "Why do you push me?" , What are you, just my worker, how dare you disobey me and push me?"

Lu Haiyang didn't fight back, and let her mess around. After a while, he dragged her up and said, "Go home."

"I won't answer, don't worry about it." She broke free from him.

"There are bums on the road, and there are thieves."

"Are you worried about me?" She raised her head and looked at him with slightly squinted eyes.

"You're drunk." Seeing her rascally look, he said guiltily.

"I'm not drunk, but you are obviously worried about me but refuse to admit it."

Lu Haiyang was actually still angry, but his heart was full of tender feelings because of her drunken and rascal behavior.He hesitated for a moment, and had no choice but to support her who was staggering, and said, "I'll take you home."

On this drunken night, he helped her into her family's small western-style building.Originally, he only wanted to take her home when she was drunk, but he didn't expect her family to be away. It was so quiet that even the sound of the wind blowing the curtains could be vaguely heard.

The silence changed the meaning of going home suddenly.

The two of them stood in the quiet and spacious living room, Su Mei stared at him and waved to him: "Lu Haiyang, can you give me a hug?"

She was drunk, and he knew that he should run away, but his feet seemed to have taken root on the floor. He turned his head and didn't look at her, but the corner of his eyes couldn't help but glance at her.The light dripped on her body, plating a layer of lemon yellow, she smiled mischievously, it was an indescribable contradictory beauty.

She suddenly began to unbutton her clothes, and under the shadow of the night lights, he saw her body, which looked like a sea monster traveling late at night, and her breasts were even more beautiful like the hazy starlight in the port.Her bright eyes were crystal clear. She smiled at him and called his name: "Lu Haiyang, do you really not like me?"

How to refuse?He found that this little girl made him full of nostalgia, almost instinctively, his hand suddenly hung in the air, then fell on her hair, and then fell on her face.She hugged the driftwood like a drowning person, and suddenly hugged him forcefully, her lips parted slightly, her tongue raised its tail, and then spit out beautiful bubbles.

He was fascinated, he was obsessed with the sensual pleasure the naughty tongue gave him.Was he forced or active?Anyway, in the end he did everything he shouldn't have done.She is so beautiful, with blurred eyes, flawless pupils like jasper.Her skin was bluish-white in the moonlight, she closed her eyes, and muttered to herself: "Lu Haiyang, put me in your heart." Even her breath was moist, with the sea fishy smell.

He stopped after a while, and she brushed her long hair playfully on his face, and there were bursts of itching, together with the fragrance of her hair.He stared at her speechlessly, her eyes shone like stars in the dark night, sending out soft waves, silently drowning him.After a long time, she said shyly, "Give me the shirt."

Lu Haiyang handed her the shirt, and she squatted on the ground, carefully and slowly wiping away the red blood stain.

"Lu Haiyang, I will keep this shirt as a souvenir in the future." She lay on the floor, holding up the shirt, and said slowly, "I will carry it with me for the rest of my life."

She looked at him sideways, showing such a gentle smile, as if she was stepping on a path leading to Rose Manor, jumping with joy and full of tenderness.

There was a sudden dull pain in his heart, as if being hit by a sledgehammer, the faces of Ye Meixiang and Su Mei alternated repeatedly before his eyes.

"You are my servant, and your whole family is."

"If you are poor, you have to work hard on your own, don't try to reach the sky in one step."

He clenched his fist tightly: "A piece of clothing, if there is anything to keep, just throw it away."

She opened her eyes wide and looked at him innocently like a child: "Why?"

He said faintly: "You are drunk, but I was momentarily confused."

"I'm not drunk, I know you are Lu Haiyang."

"But I was really confused for a moment."

For love, you can be stupid and willful, and you can be stupid and willing.She paranoidly believed that everything he did was because he didn't dare, and when his arms were strong enough, he would definitely not say so.She was so sure at that time, so she asked back: "Then why didn't you reject me?"

"Don't ask."

"Then you still kiss me, and you..."

"I'm just getting revenge."

She widened her eyes, as if she couldn't understand what he said, but her smile froze a little.

Lu Haiyang sneered, and looked at her without a trace of emotion: "You don't understand the word revenge? I want to let you taste the feeling of being humiliated. You always think that you are superior, and you have never felt the feelings of others."

"What you said is true?" She asked so softly that she couldn't even hear herself clearly.

"I reminded you, don't come close to me, I don't like you. But you come close again and again, and throw yourself into your arms, so you can't blame me." Lu Haiyang said sternly.

"Lu Haiyang, say it again." She looked up at him, her face turned pale.

Lu Haiyang remembered the first time he saw her, she was eating ice cream in the living room, and she looked at him motionlessly.At that time, her face was full, with a childlike brilliance, and even her eyes were full of self-willedness.It's just that in just one and a half years, she turned into this, looking at him with aggrieved and unconfident eyes.

He secretly clenched his fists and said with a contemptuous smile: "You have always been like this. You always feel that everything in this world should follow you and follow you, whether it is feelings or dignity. You are always willful. To squander other people's compromises, now that you have tasted it, that's enough, and I have achieved my goal."

His speech was fast, like hailstorms, and those hailstones hit her body densely, making her feel chilly to the bone.She heard herself sneering, she followed his footsteps wholeheartedly, lowered herself down and waited for him desperately, but he said all of this was just revenge.Her anger and grievance made her raise her hand and slap Lu Haiyang hard.

Immediately there were five angular red marks on his left cheek, but he smiled: "If hitting me makes you feel comfortable, then focus on it."

"Bastard! You will die badly." She was furious, as if no one could stop her like a beast, she kicked Lu Haiyang's leg, and he squatted on the ground with a cold snort, but did not speak.

"Lu Haiyang, I curse you, I curse your whole family." All the evil in her human nature came out because of this injury, and they were manifested in front of Lu Haiyang, and they became a single sentence, "Listen, I curse your whole family. Good to die."

Her fingers were trembling, and Lu Haiyang suddenly saw a big tear falling on the ground.Lu Haiyang felt a little breathless, and for a moment, he almost wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on her face.But he didn't do anything, he turned around slowly, and said lightly: "Su Mei, don't run to my house in the future, from now on, the two of us will never owe each other."

He pushed her away angrily, ran to the door, and quickly opened it.

Like locusts, he fled in haste.

If he had to find a reason, he had already thought about it. Then all the unwillingness and grievances slowly entangled into a bottomless resentment, and there was nowhere to release this resentment. How could he restrain her when she threw herself into her arms?He just wanted to find an opportunity for her to bear the pain with him. He wanted her to experience the frustration of pricking her self-esteem, the humble feeling of family members lowering their stance, and the helplessness of all efforts in vain. some.He may be selfish, but why not the way she treated people in the first 19 years?
After Lu Haiyang left, Su Mei carefully folded the shirt and put it in her storage box.In her storage box are the dolls from her childhood, the first review she wrote, and this farewell to innocence and the greatest gift.She hugged the box and sat on the floor, thinking of Lu Haiyang's words again, tears almost gushed out.At that moment, she fully understood that she was actually like the sunset, no matter how hard she tried, she would fall after the brilliance.

Lu Haiyang walked into the courtyard slowly, he was wriggling on the ground like a bug, he dared not tell anyone how much he just said against his will.No matter how decisive he was, that woman named Su Mei was always lurking in his body like a shapeless worm.But because he is only the son of a worker, the son of a mentally ill patient, the relationship in this youthful years is destined to be accompanied by faint injuries.

Every autumn, the port is extremely busy and bustling. At this time, Su Yuanan will fly all over the country, and Ye Meixiang will also go shopping and playing cards in high spirits, imitating the accent of those Shanghai girls and saying on the phone: "Don't worry about the nearest grouper." It's so delicious."

Su Mei and Liang Yi live in the school and go home on Friday. At first Liang Yi asked her to go to the port to play, but seeing her sullen look all day long, he gave up.Apart from the port business, Ye Meixiang is most proud of Su Mei's transformation.Since her head was broken last time, she seems to have been completely reborn, she doesn't go out, and doesn't associate with Lu Haiyang anymore.

That weekend, Su Mei watched TV at home.

Liang Yi yelled at Su Mei on the road: "Su Mei, come out quickly, something serious has happened."

She walked out slowly, Liang Yi's temperament was always like this, he liked to yell.She asked slowly, "What's the matter?"

"Su Mei, listen to me, something happened to your cold storage, and many cordons have been pulled."

I must have heard it wrong, how is it possible?The cold storage in her house has to be inspected routinely every day, and Lu Haiyang's father has received professional training, so Liang Yi must be talking nonsense, she always likes to talk nonsense.

"Although I cursed Lu Haiyang in front of you, you are too vicious." Su Mei's hands were shaking all the time, and her heart was beating wildly.

"It's true, you see everyone flocked to the port." Liang Yi almost cried out, "I heard that there was a leak of liquid ammonia. A group of workers went in today to load the goods. I don't know the specific situation yet. ?”

Ammonia leak?Su Mei shuddered, this is the strictest procedure in the cold storage, and it was out of caution that my father sent Lu Haiyang's father to learn professional knowledge in this area.It must be Liang Yi who lied to her, she is the kind of person who doesn't know the door, and loves to say such stupid things.Although she resisted what Liang Yi said in her heart, she still unconsciously followed Liang Yi to the port.

A bunch of people had already gathered in front of the cold storage, and a cordon was pulled up.Su Mei saw a fat woman squatting on the ground crying, her face was pale and her lips were blue.

Liang Yi covered his mouth with an expression of disbelief.

Su Mei stood there, watching the crowd coming and going, the crowd chattering, her mind was buzzing, at this time a worker ran out of the cold storage.

The worker was immediately surrounded by people: "What's going on inside?"

The worker shook his head: "It's too miserable." Probably couldn't take it anymore, he squatted aside and started to vomit, "Why do people go to keep company with the fish?"

Su Mei only felt that it was difficult for her to breathe. She cursed Lu Haiyang two days ago, but she has always been like this.Since she was a child, she has scolded many hated people to die, but they are still living in this world.

"I want to go in." Trembling all over, she pushed forward desperately, "I must go in."

Liang Yi hugged her by the waist: "The situation inside is unknown now, are you crazy?"

"I must go in. Lu Haiyang is inside. This morning, I watched him walk towards the port on the balcony. He helps his father every weekend. He must be inside."

"Su Mei, calm down, maybe Lu Haiyang isn't in there."

She didn't know how to calm down, her mind was in a mess, it was all a paste.

Liang Yi worried about her and supported her beside her.Some people were being carried into the ambulance one after another.Every time someone was lifted out, Su Mei rushed over to look, but it wasn't Lu Haiyang.

Su Mei's expression became more and more flustered, and she fell into that dazed, intermittent, and weak state of chaos again.She raised her head and begged, "Liang Yi, let me in, I must find him."

Liang Yi kept pulling her, watched her eagerly ask in the ambulance, "Did you see Lu Haiyang?" She asked one by one, and one after another shook her head at her until she was desperate.

She was silent, and Liang Yi was also silent with her.The ambulance drove away, and there was no Lu Haiyang among those injured.Then Lu Haiyang must still be in the cold storage, she rushed like crazy, Liang Yi desperately grabbed her, many people came up to pull her, but she kept crying: "Lu Haiyang, come out."

Those people pulled her, but she had nothing to do in the end, she rushed forward and hugged a rescuer: "I want to find Lu Haiyang, take me in to find Lu Haiyang, I must go in, he is very important to me, please. "

"It's dangerous inside." The cold words blocked her and a group of family members outside.

"He is really important to me." She heard her own voice hoarse and desperate.

"The people inside are very important, and we will all find them." The man was so anxious that he pushed her away desperately. She was pushed staggeringly, and ran into the cold storage.

Another worker was carried out and sent to the ambulance one after another.

Su Mei looked at the workers on the stretcher, usually she always laughed at them as stupid penguins, but now these penguins lost their vitality and lay there dumbly and bluntly.They didn't speak, they blew mustaches and stared at her without anger.The victims in the cold storage were sent to the funeral parlor that day. There was no Lu Haiyang, and there was no Lu Haiyang among the emergency patients in the hospital.

Like a sleepy beast, she let out a long cry in despair.When she opened her eyes again, she was already in the hospital, on a drip.

Liang Yi said worriedly: "You've finally woken up, but you've made us anxious."

"Su Mei, say something." Song Wenqi was sitting beside him, and he saw the news on TV.When he arrived at the scene, Su Mei was already fainted. He hugged her and rushed to the hospital. At that time, she was hanging on his body softly, and his heart was also soft. He didn't know how to help her. When she was most desperate "Su Mei, don't scare us, I will help you if there is anything you need."

She didn't speak, just watched the drip in the drip tube silently, she said in her heart, Lu Haiyang, I'm sick, I'm hungry, go buy me porridge.He would suddenly push the door open and come in, telling her, "Su Mei, I'm not your servant." But the drip in the drip tube was almost running out, and the proud boy didn't show up.

Like a tsunami sweeping across the land, Lu Haiyang and his family disappeared.

After being discharged from the hospital, Su Mei published newspapers and posted missing person notices, but nothing came to light.Sometimes she thought, Lu Haiyang might just be her hallucination.Because Encheng is close to the sea, the old man always has various legends, sea monsters, mermaids, maybe Lu Haiyang's family is their illusion.But that white shirt really existed, and when she smelled it, she yearned to stand with Lu Haiyang. At 19, she owned a shirt. After the age of 19, she just hoped to see Lu Haiyang again.Regardless of the distant back, she has already lowered her proud head to her original dream.

Later, the family house and the port were sealed off. When they moved, the locust tree in front of the old house lent to Lu Haiyang was sawed off. The chainsaw produced a pile of fragrant sawdust, and the big tree fell down.She used to think that this old house, the old locust tree, and Lu Haiyang would accompany her, so there were so many turning points in life.

Life is actually very short, but within a year or two, she and Lu Haiyang have changed.

Such a cautious and cruel boy disappeared in a blink of an eye, and such a rich and flamboyant love collapsed in an instant. She used to think that time would be long enough to influence Lu Haiyang, but it turned out that time was the cruelest. Before she had time to influence, the future was already like a train. Booming and galloping.

Later, Su Mei couldn't think about how she survived those days.Those days were too vague to recall, her father fell down, her mother fell ill, and all the people in this world who could protect her collapsed, pressing her there, and suffering alone silently.

After the liquid ammonia leaked, the port became depressed almost overnight, and those people even walked around the port.Su Yuan'an was temporarily detained. There are clear regulations on the operation of liquid ammonia. He hired Lu Haiyang's father in violation of the regulations. In addition to fines and criminal punishments, what awaits him is criminal punishment.

After Ye Meixiang had an accident at the port, she had an inexplicably high fever for a week, which persisted for a long time.At first she was busy in the hospital alone, and had to take care of her father. At first, she was just afraid, but she finally went because she couldn't bear it. She still accepted Song Wenqi's help.Fortunately, he has many acquaintances and friends in Encheng, so he quickly helped her find the best physician.Ye Meixiang's fever slowly subsided, and after she had a high fever, she turned into a lonely woman. She quit gambling almost immediately, and always sat alone in front of the black wooden window and muttered to herself.The doctor told Su Mei that she couldn't accept it for a while because of the blow she had suffered, and her mind was a little confused.It may take long-term medication to see if the situation improves.

The house was sealed, and the court sent people to take over the small western-style building and the old yard.She is only allowed to take away simple clothing and personal items.When she was packing, she found the storage box, and she took out the shirt, and suddenly burst into tears.The world suddenly lost Lu Haiyang, and she only felt that a corner of her heart had collapsed, and her heart had become an empty city.She took her clothes and left the port of Encheng with her mother.It didn't take long for the court's verdict to come down. Su Yuan'an violated the regulations and was sentenced to 20 years in prison and his assets were seized.

On the day when she received the verdict, she was sitting in the room, and Ye Meixiang sat beside her blankly to accompany her.Her mind was blank, and that blankness was like a heavy snowfall, vast and far away, covering the sky and the sun.

(End of this chapter)