My president is very special

Chapter 245 Why did it become like this?

Shi Manyue didn't know why her heart hurt so badly.

It was pain she had never felt before.

It's different from the collapsed pain when you lost your grandmother, and it's different from the heartache when you see your father is sick... It's not the same!
This pain was something she had never experienced before.

Astringent pain.

But Shi Manyue couldn't express such emotions.

She looked up, with a nonchalant smile on her face, pretending to have heard some gossip, and exerted all her strength to act, "Second brother, you didn't answer me just now, what kind of girl do you like?"

Yanxilou looked at Shi Manyue with a gossipy face, the corners of his eyes twitched slightly, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.

The words on his mouth were sharp, "No matter what, it will never look like you!"

In a word, ruthlessly piercing Shimanyue's heart.

She could still pretend, but it was too painful to pretend.

Shi Manyue could only lower her head to conceal it, desperately suppressing her emotions.

Yanxilou's indifferent words rang in his ears, "Don't talk about these boring topics, pack up after dinner, Tang Yi will come over and take you to school right away."

After Yanxilou finished briefly, he stood up from his seat and walked towards the room.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Shi Manyue breathed a sigh of relief.

It's just that it hurts so much.

It was a kind of uncomfortable feeling that could not be vented, as if the heart was strangled and unable to breathe.

Shi Manyue got impatient and scolded herself, "Why are you so sad here?"

After scolding himself, Yan Xilou's words reappeared: "No matter what it looks like, it won't be like you!"

In a sentence, every word carries disgust.

but……

It's not a day or two since he disliked her.

No, it's not been a year or two since she was cast aside by Man Yue, and she never cared about it before.

What do you care about here now?
Hypocritical what?
Thinking of this, Shi Manyue shook her head to forcefully suppress her emotions.

After adjusting, she moved the knife and fork to eat breakfast. She couldn't eat it and forced it down. She stuffed it into her mouth one mouthful after another, until the end, she felt that her throat and eyes were disgusting.

Shi Manyue covered her mouth, put down the knife and fork, rushed into the bathroom, hugged the sink and vomited out what she had just eaten.

She vomited uncomfortably, raised her eyes to look at herself in the mirror...

Highlighted colorful hair, thick upper and lower eyeliner, vulgar sequined eye shadow, and all kinds of exaggerated earrings hanging on the ears like Christmas trees...

This heavy makeup, this exaggerated jewelry, at first glance, she looks like a little girl who can't be on the stage.

Shi Manyue wanted to laugh when she saw it.

The girl Yanxilou likes is definitely not like this.

after all……

Her ghostly virtue, not to mention Yan Xilou or others, even herself is very annoying.

But how did she become what she is today?
Shi Manyue stood up straight, stroked herself in the mirror, and went through all these years in her mind over and over again.

Why did it become like this?

In order not to be bullied.

Only by making yourself look fierce can you frighten people in appearance first.

Also to disgust Li Liyun.

Let her see, even if she uses all means and methods, even if she becomes the famous wife of the Yan family now, but Shi Manyue, the daughter, is a past that she can't hide for the rest of her life.

The more vulgar Shi Manyue is, the more disgusting she will be, and the more difficult it will be for her.

but……

These are old thoughts.

Now she has no hope for Li Liyun, and no one can bully her, so why is she still like this?

(End of this chapter)