After the rebirth, the county master was forced to marry by the national teacher

Chapter 72 What Am I?

"Don't get carried away."

Gu Qingsheng smiled, took out a handkerchief and wiped off the red mark, and all five senses returned to normal immediately.

She took a deep breath, and there was still a faint smell of blood in the room.

Gu...

Around Yin's hour, there was a sudden sound of a very loud door closing from the next room.

This sound directly frightened Gu Qingsheng who was sleeping, and almost turned over.

She opened her eyes with some palpitations in her heart, and looked at the wall suspiciously.

Miao Lanlan was also woken up by this sound, probably because she had too little sleep time, so she got a little angry and cursed

"Damn it! This man is possessed by a ghost. He stays up in the middle of the night playing sneak attacks, scaring my mother to death."

"Are you a country-breaker, are you amazing?! Bah!"

Ignoring Miao Lanlan's cursing, Gu Qingsheng went to the door and opened it to have a look. When she opened the door, she could smell the smell of alcohol, and the light next door was weak. She was a little surprised.

Xu Qingyi came back after drinking?
However, although she was surprised, it was only for a moment, and then she closed the door gently and went back to the couch.

I met with Xu Qing twice during the day, and with that look in his eyes, he probably didn't really want me to meddle in his business.

But before he fell asleep completely, Gu Qingsheng's heart was raised again by the muffled groans and painful cries from the next door.

She slapped her head with her palm, feeling a little annoyed in her heart, and finally held a small candlestick and knocked on the half-closed door next door

"National teacher, are you okay? I heard from the next door that you seem to be in a bad condition. Have you been drinking?"

There was no sound inside for a long time, Gu Qingsheng waited for a while and knocked twice
"National Division?"

Although the door was not covered, Gu Qingsheng did not look inside, nor did he intend to actively push the door open.

She thought for a while, and was about to go back with the candlestick in her hand, but just two steps away from turning her head, a strong force suddenly grabbed her wrist.

Then Gu Qingsheng exclaimed, and was dragged into a cold embrace with his back turned.

The candlestick in his hand was also thrown out, and fell to the ground with a clang. The candle oil was scattered all over the ground and quickly condensed on the ground.

A smell of blood and alcohol came instantly, and Gu Qingsheng subconsciously wanted to turn around, but what came from his ear was a man's forbearance and deep voice

"Don't look back, don't look at me."

The movement of her turning back stopped suddenly, the corners of her mouth were stiff, and she felt the people behind her keep hugging her tightly.

"... National teacher... what's wrong with you... have you been drinking?"

"……No."

It was a long time before I heard Xu Qingyi say this.

His tone was sober, but the constant tightening made Gu Qingsheng a little cautious.

He could feel the strong chest of the man behind him and the warm breath in his ear.

Something condensed and shattered in the air, Xu Qingyi sighed faintly

"Is what the princess said in the cold spring a joke?"

"The princess is making fun of me..."

These two sentences pierced Gu Qingsheng's heart like two icy ridges in this cold night.

she's numb from the feet

"What do you mean by that?"

"...It means...the Princess favored General Chu when he was in the capital, and when he arrived at Luofo Temple, he had a relationship with Mr. Liu..."

"Then... what about me? What am I in the eyes of the Princess?"

"Is it a disposable thing?"

"Is it someone who can be teased at will?"

In vain, the ending of this sentence brings grievance.

"Is everything the princess said to me in the cold spring a lie?"

Gu Qingsheng was taken aback for a moment, and for some reason, he felt a little angry in his heart, and a soreness welled up in his eyes, forcing himself to raise his head, letting the tears swirl in his eyes

"Then what about me, National Teacher."

"What am I?"

"In your eyes, do I count as cheap goods that come and go when you call them?"

"You rejected me repeatedly, gave me hope again and again, hurt me repeatedly, and seemed to care about me every time."

"What am I, National Teacher."

"You are hugging me now, and the intimacy makes me think it's a dream, but when I look back, I must see your cold eyes."

It was obvious that Xu Qingyi's body shook when she heard these words.

"I am a man with a long flesh, not a trial-and-error product of the national teacher's emotional entanglement."

"If you can't even face your own heart, what will the national teacher talk to me about?"

"From the beginning to the end, the national teacher asked me to return to me, and if I refused, I tried to stay away as much as possible. The national teacher is holding me now, what is thinking in his heart?"

Gu Qingsheng knew that if these words were said, the relationship between her and Xu Qingyi might end here.

However, after all, she still couldn't resist the surge of emotions, she took Xu Qingyi's hand away, and went forward to pick up the candlestick without looking back

"I don't want to hear General Chu's name again. As for Mr. Liu, he is just a good friend."

There she is.

When he said this, it seemed that there was an abyss between him and the person behind him.

After returning to his room completely, Gu Qingsheng breathed a sigh of relief, feeling relieved in vain.

He has clearly decided to live a good life in this life, but it is inevitable that such things will still happen.

Shouldn't touch the moon.

As long as you touch it, you can never leave it again.

What would her world be like when the moon rose back into the sky?

Miao Lanlan was surprisingly quiet, and she didn't make any more noise this time. This appearance made Gu Qingsheng feel a little abnormal, and suddenly he burst out laughing.

"Why are you so nervous?"

After a while, Miao Lanlan spoke slowly, her tone was tangled and cold
"Because, I think what you said makes sense."

"but……"

but.

But what can you say?

Can she change anything?She can't do anything.

After a long time, she said to Gu Qingsheng
"You touch your back."

After listening to Miao Lanlan's words, Gu Qingsheng touched her from the back.

One hand was stained with red blood, mixed with a faint aroma of wine.

……

When the wine was poured on the blood-red wound, Xu Qingyi shivered all over.

The strong alcohol kept burning his flesh, and because the wound was extremely deep, the pain was no less than a heart-breaking pain.

Just now, Gu Qingsheng's words flowed through his brain sentence by sentence, which even made the pain of the wine a little bit worse.

A feeling of irritability rose in Xu Qingyi's heart, rubbing her brows, reaching out her hand to smash the wine bottle in her hand, but the moment she raised her hand, she thought about Gu Qingsheng who had just returned to the next door, and slowly put it down again.

Most of his body was covered with blood, and he held his head in his hands and lowered his eyebrows, as if he was constantly pulling at his ink-like hair in great pain.

Those voices rang again.

"A cursed child like you, anyone who gets close to you will become unlucky."

"Don't like, don't love, you will kill those who care!"

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