Captured wife twice, paranoid husband is addicted to spoiling

Chapter 38 Nan Huan's tears welled up
He spoke anxiously and angrily. Nan Huan clearly sensed that he was a little angry, but she still said lightly, "There are so many whys in this world. Even if there are, why do I have to tell you?"

In fact, it wasn't that Nan Huan didn't want to tell him, but that she didn't want him to know about it. If he knew that Jin Xingguang died because of her and his affairs, wouldn't he feel a burden in his heart?

Just like her.

They were inherently kind and affectionate people.

She felt that Jin Xingguang was innocent, so for so many years, she always thought of that fresh life just passing away, disappearing into this world full of flowers and becoming a pile of loess.

Sometimes she also feels that she is wrong, and takes all the faults on herself, but she clearly has nothing wrong, what is wrong with loving someone, what is wrong is only fate, which makes two people fall in love with the same person Just a man.

But Jin Xingguang died in front of her like that, she knew that she was to blame.

Maybe it was because she didn't tell her that she liked Xi Shichen, maybe it was because she was stimulated by the gossip in the campus at that time, thinking that she and Xi Shichen were really together, maybe it was because of other things, she didn't know, and she didn't know. No way of knowing.

Later, roommates came one after another, and Jin Xingguang was carried on a stretcher...

And because Jin Xingguang's last phone call was to her, she was taken away by the police for questioning. Although she had nothing to do with her legally, after she came back, she was always pointed at.

The change must have started at that time. Fortunately, she was strong enough mentally, and luckily Shen Yuan was always by her side, so she was able to get out of the most difficult time, and until now, she has lived well...

Xi Shichen's face was already very ugly, the man's thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, his jaw was in a tight arc, his hands tightly grasped the woman's arms, and it took him a long time to move his lips, "Because of Jin Xingguang? "

Just now, he mentioned the name, so she suddenly had such a big reaction.

Nan Huan frowned, looked at the blue veins on the back of the man's hand, and said in a flat voice, "Xi Shichen, you scratched me."

His strength was too great, she only felt that her flesh was deformed.

Xi Shichen heard her cry of pain, and quickly relaxed his strength, but still did not let go of the woman's hand, still holding her wrist, staring at her without blinking, "Nan Huan, tell me."

"..."

Nan Huan pursed her lips, her eyes dodged for a moment.

She didn't know what to say, how could she bring it up?
The man looked at her tightly closed lips, narrowed his eyes slightly, and then said, "Even if you don't tell me, I can find out what happened between Jin Xingguang and you with just one phone call, Nan Huan, are you sure you Don't tell me yourself?"

"What if she died because of us?"

Looking at the perfect and impeccable face in front of her, Nan Huan suddenly opened her mouth.

Sometimes the tighter the nerves, the calmer the person will be.

Xi Shichen was stunned for a moment, and even spoke slowly, "What?"

A dark color slowly appeared on Nan Huan's face, as if a shadow had covered her entire face. She made such a fuss in it just now, and now her whole face is very haggard, and even her tone of voice is faint as if she has no strength. .

She put her face in her hands, as if the whole person had a sense of security. Xi Shichen frowned and looked at her. After a few seconds, the woman said calmly, "She committed suicide by jumping off a building when she was in college. After falling in love, the day you left..."

"You must not know?"

Nan Huan pulled her lips and smiled, "She died right in front of me. She jumped from such a high floor and landed two meters in front of me. The ground was covered with her blood, which was bright red and steaming. , down to my feet..."

"enough."

The man suddenly hugged her tightly, and ran his big palm along her hair like stroking a cat. His voice was so low that it was hoarse, "Stop talking."

He didn't dare to imagine how the pictures in her mind would stimulate her when she said this.

The man's voice even trembled a little, "Nan Huan, I shouldn't ask...don't think about it anymore."

"But what should I do? I can't forget this matter when I'm with you... She died because she thought we were together, and she liked you..."

"Nan Huan!"

The veins on the man's forehead were already very hairy, Nan Huan just took a look at it and felt terrible.

She wanted to say something more, but the door had already been pushed open, and the pot and the dishes just ordered came one after another. The man directly pulled her up from the sofa, and said in a flat tone, "Eat first."

Nan Huan was also hungry. Although she didn't have much appetite because of what happened just now, she also felt that if she refused to eat or walked away at this time, it would not only be impolite, but also hypocritical.

The man ordered mandarin duck pot. She knew that Xi Shichen had a stomach problem, so she couldn't take spicy food very much. Otherwise, according to her taste, it must be all spicy.

The atmosphere of the meal was slightly awkward, but Xi Shichen still put vegetables in her bowl from beginning to end. Seeing that the man was about to put another piece of beef into her bowl, Nan Huan finally picked up the bowl and frowned. "Eat it yourself, I don't want it."

All full.

This man didn't know how much he picked up for her, and she almost ate it all.

Originally, because she wanted to keep her figure, Su Er made a diet plan for her, and she should not eat hot pot, but since he wanted to bring her to eat, she didn't refuse, but she really couldn't eat so much up...

Seeing her refusal expression, Xi Shichen didn't say much, moved his chopsticks a few more times, then paid the bill and took her away.

……

As the sky darkened a little bit, Nan Huan looked at the man who was driving silently beside him, and thought that it must be because of what she said just now that he might as well break up, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.

But what can she do?Originally, this matter had always been a lump in her heart.

When Nan Huan realized that this was not the way home, she said, "Where are you taking me?"

Xi Shichen didn't speak until the car drove to a familiar road with dense phoenix trees on both sides, and then she knew what he wanted to do.

Nan Huan patted the car window without thinking, looked sideways at the man with a pale face, gritted his teeth, and said, "Xi Shichen, stop!"

She doesn't want to go back, she doesn't want to go back!
She didn't want to face those cruel pasts, but why, he said just now that he shouldn't mention it, now he suddenly brought her here directly.

T University was her nightmare. After she graduated, she never came back, and she tried not to attend class reunions.

Xi Shichen parked his car in front of the gate of the campus. School has already started, and the guards and security guards are patrolling there. Maybe they are studying at night, so there are very few people in the entire campus and it is very quiet.

Only the sound of birds and the passing wind.

Xi Shichen put one hand on the steering wheel and lit a cigarette with the other.

He rolled down the car window and smoked slowly. The smoke blurred the man's handsome facial features, and his voice became hoarse due to the smoke.

"Don't dare to face it?"

He spoke hoarsely, "Because someone died, so even me, an innocent person, will be excluded from your world by you, right?"

How could she make such a choice?

Nan Huan covered her face with her hands, "I don't want to do this either...but I can't make it through, I really can't make it through."

If Jin Xingguang hadn't died, or hadn't died in front of her, maybe she wouldn't have been haunted by that picture for so many years and had countless nightmares.

And she wouldn't run away without thinking when she first met Xi Shichen.

People have an evasive mentality. When encountering something she doesn't want to face, her first reaction is to run away. As long as he is not in her world, maybe she can treat some things as non-existent.

Xi Shichen gave a faint laugh in the smoke, and that laughter made Nan Huan burst into tears.

He said, "But what's wrong with me?"

"Nan Huan, you are too cowardly."

So he can't let her continue like this, she shouldn't be such a shrinking turtle.

Xi Shichen got out of the car, opened the co-pilot's door, hugged the woman down, put his hands on her waist, bent down and pressed his forehead against hers, and said in a hoarse voice, "Nan Huan, you're right, and I'm not wrong either. , so why break up?"

Nan Huan shook her head, "Teacher..."

"Let's go in..."

The man took her wrist and led her towards the school gate.

It is very easy for Xi Shichen to enter T Nature. The more Nan Huan walked in, the more familiar she felt. In fact, it was not long since she left school, but since Jin Xingguang died, she seldom stayed there. In school now.

So the campus, to her, is strange and terrifying.

Xi Shichen took her to the football field. The man sat down on the grass, still holding her with the other hand, and then looked at her with a hoarse voice, "Nan Huan, talk."

"I want to go back."

"How long do you want to hide?"

The more difficult it is to face, the more you have to face it.Such a simple truth, but why didn't she understand it?
Obviously at the beginning, she was considered a very smart person, but now, her sharp thinking seems to be hidden by her.

All that was left to her was to give in again and again.

Of course, he was only referring to the matter between her and him, and had nothing to do with other matters.

Nan Huan looked at the blurred figures on the football field, his lips moved, and his vision was a little blurred, "I just..."

Before she could say a word, someone ran over, her eyes seemed to be glistening.

"Mr. Xi, Nan Huan? It's really you!"

As soon as Nan Huan looked up, she saw a couple standing not far away, and then walked towards them with a smile, that woman with a big belly...

Two familiar faces.

(End of this chapter)