The wind blows north, you chase south
Chapter 20 It's Beautiful With You
Chapter 20 It's Beautiful With You
Time flies, the holidays are over, and Sunan and I get on the train bound for the capital with big bags and small bags.
When I went out for the first time, I couldn't help being excited. Looking around on the train, I didn't feel sad about parting from my parents at all.
Sunan at the side was reading a book, seeing me moving around, frowned impatiently: "Sit down."
"Sunan Sunan, please chat with me, reading is so boring." I was so excited that I had nowhere to vent, I just wanted to find someone to talk to.
Sunan gave me a blank look, and pulled out the arm that was grabbed by me: "No, don't disturb my reading."
I:"……"
I don't know why, after returning from abroad, Sunan just looked like I owed him 800 million. After thinking about it, I couldn't figure out how I offended him.
Could it be that I forced him to dance the hula?
Seeing that his face was not gloomy, I didn't dare to twitch my beard on the tiger's face, so I had to sit quietly by the side and watch the scenery.
Not long after, Sunan closed the book and lightly bumped my arm.
I turned around and looked at him inexplicably.
He gave me an awkward look: "Don't you want to chat?"
I was secretly happy in my heart, but I put on a serious face: "Oh, who are you, sir?"
Sunan: "..."
He is the kind of person who only said once, and when I brushed his face off, he immediately lowered his head and acted indifferently.
As the train was moving, I began to feel sleepy, my eyelids were clenched up and down, and I leaned on Sunan's shoulder in a daze, but the next moment, my head was tilted, and I looked at him aggrieved.
He looked at me with a half-smile: "Miss, who are you? Don't rely on strangers."
Me: "..." In terms of pennies and pennies, it is undoubtedly the strongest in southern Jiangsu.
I didn't start in silence, propped my chin with my hands, looked outside sadly, and muttered in my mouth: "Uncle and aunt asked you to go out and take care of me more. Is that how you take care of me? Why am I so miserable? ..."
Before I finished speaking, my head was heavy, and Sunan had already pressed on his shoulder. As soon as I moved, he warned: "Hurry up and go to bed."
I yawned and closed my eyes obediently.
"Su Nan, I'll be here later, remember to wake me up." I said in a daze.
Sunan's tone was helpless: "It's still more than ten hours before we reach our destination."
"Oh, then you remember to wake me up for dinner." I continued.
Sunan rewarded me with a chestnut: "I can't get you hungry."
"Su Nan, we are going to school together again." I smiled.
He said "hmm".
"You have to cover me a lot in the future." I have exhausted all my luck and IQ in the college entrance examination, and I am afraid that I will fall behind.
Sunan became more and more helpless: "I am from the Department of Physics, and you are from the Department of Biology. How can I teach you?"
"Oh." I rubbed his shoulder, "Since ancient times, mathematics, physics and chemistry have not been separated, and you are so good."
"Oh, I'm good?" Sunan had a teasing smile on his lips, "But someone said that I have uncoordinated limbs and dance like a robot."
I immediately sat up straight: "Who said that? It's so superficial, I must despise it."
Sunan: "..."
Sunan is right, I am from the Department of Biology, and he is from the Department of Physics. Although there is no distinction between mathematics, physics and chemistry, there is a specialization in science and technology. The only thing in common is that we both have military training.
When I was first promoted, I also experienced military training. I thought that military training was just walking and standing in the sun for an hour, but I was wrong.
The military training in the university has only one purpose, which is to make our group of fluffy fledglings suffer a little bit and be reborn.
Before I was ready, the one-month military training had begun, and I could only greet it in a hurry.
It’s only been one week of military training, and I’ve already turned black. The long-haired girl standing next to me lamented, “There’s only a pinch of cumin between me and the barbecue.”
I glanced at her.
The girl who spoke was called Xu Manman, from Zhejiang, and she looked gentle and beautiful, which is unique to Jiangnan Water Village, but her personality was completely different from her appearance.how to say?This girl is carefree, with a bit of Fang Xiaojing's demeanor.
"No wonder I smell the fragrance." I answered her.
Xu Manman winked at me: "How about we pretend to be dizzy?"
I whispered: "Not good..." Before the word "Ba" was finished, Xu Manman stretched out her hand and pinched me, and I "hissed", and she immediately acted shocked and worried: "Hu Le, what's wrong with you? Hu Le, don't worry."
I:"……"
Xu Manman, your acting skills are too exaggerated.
"What's going on?" the instructor asked.
Xu Manman continued to perform: "Report to the instructor, Hu Le seems to have suffered from heat stroke, and she has undergone surgery before, instructor, look..."
"Send Hu Le to the infirmary." The instructor was very humane.
Xu Manman hurriedly supported me to the infirmary, and when I arrived in the infirmary, I wailed, "Will you stop dragging me next time?"
"Why?" Xu Manman sat on the bed in the infirmary carelessly, "Are you afraid of the instructor?"
I shook my head: "I'm not afraid of the instructor."
"Then who are you afraid of?" she asked.
I sighed and pointed to the door of the infirmary: "Devil God."
Xu Manman looked in the direction of my finger, and saw Sunan standing at the door with a condensed expression, trembling all over, shrinking his neck, and said tremblingly: "Hu Le, I feel a murderous aura."
I nodded: "I feel it too."
Sunan ignored Xu Manman, walked up to me step by step, lowered his head and glanced at me, his tone was very calm: "Heatstroke?"
Xu Manman came back to his senses and nodded immediately: "Yes, yes, you are Hu Le's friend, right? She has suffered from heat stroke, which is very serious." She winked at me as she spoke, signaling my cooperation.
I lowered my head in frustration: "I was wrong."
"What's wrong?" he asked again.
"I shouldn't have lied." I admitted my mistake very sincerely.
Xu Manman: "..."
Xu Manman really couldn't stay any longer, so he found an excuse and slipped away like oil on his feet, leaving me alone to face Sunan.
I was about to get up when he suddenly reached out and pressed my shoulder, staring at me with a serious expression.
I haven't seen him for a week. Sunan has become much darker and stronger, and his figure has become taller. He looks very seductive in camouflage uniform.I stared at him intently, and finally said subconsciously: "Su Nan, you look so handsome dressed like this."
Sunan: "..."
He choked and coughed lightly: "Don't think that I will forgive you if you say good things."
I quickly betrayed my teammate: "It's really not my fault, it was Xu Manman who instigated me, the main culprit is her, and I'm at best... an accomplice."
Under his gaze, my voice became lower and lower.
Sunan took a deep breath and patted my head lightly: "It's just this time, don't make another example."
I nodded: "Mmmmm."
Seeing me getting out of bed, he grabbed me again: "What are you going to do?"
I told the truth: "Go back to military training."
"Come back." He pulled me to sit down, and said solemnly, "Since we've all asked for leave, let's take a good rest."
I reflected on what he meant by his words, and slowly realized that he wanted me to do a fake show for real.He really has a double standard, I don't know if Xu Manman will cry and faint in the bathroom when he finds out.
After a day of military training, after taking a shower at night, Xu Manman and I lay on the bed, chatting casually.
Xu Manman was very curious about Sunan: "Who is the little handsome guy who ran to the infirmary to see you at noon? He has a very good temperament, his little face is very handsome, and his body is upright. He is a good young man."
"He's my neighbor, and he's also my childhood friend. We've known each other since we were born." I half-closed my eyes and said.
"Wow, childhood sweetheart, childhood sweetheart, I really envy others." Xu Manman picked up the tone.
I:"……"
With Xu Manman as a living treasure, my military training was full of bitter joy.
Time flies, one month later, the military training is over, and we finally ushered in real college life.
Xu Manman and I were lucky to be assigned to the same dormitory, so Xu Manman specially pulled me out to celebrate, saying that this fate is really rare.
Together with the rest of the roommates, the four of us headed for the school's food stall.
Except for me, the other three people in the dormitory are seniors who "do not get drunk for a thousand cups". Under their pressure, I got drunk for the first time in my life.
In a daze, the phone rang, and I picked it up: "Hey, who are you, what do you want to do with this girl?"
There was a silence on the other end, and then the tone was cold: "Have you been drinking?"
I was drunk, but I could still hear Sunan's voice, so I said excitedly: "Su Nan, come out for a drink, let's blow the bottle."
Xu Manman on the side patted me on the shoulder: "A child can be taught, and he can blow bottles."
Sunan gritted his teeth and asked, "Where are you?"
I gave the address.
Not long after, Sunan appeared in front of my eyes. I held my wine glass high, looked at him foolishly and smiled, "Su Nan, let's drink."
Sunan snatched the wine bottle from my hand without saying a word, put one arm around me, with a gloomy face: "I'll settle the score with you when I go back."
Xu Manman and the others were forced by Sunan's aura, lowered their heads and did not dare to say a word, and just let me be "kidnapped" by Sunan to leave.
Sunan stopped a car, stuffed me into the back seat, and the car drove away. I lay on top of him, fanning my hands in vain: "It's so hot."
After speaking, I reached out to unbutton my coat.
Seeing this, Sunan pressed my hand and ordered in a deep voice: "You give me a little peace of mind."
The driver in front gave me a worried look, and then looked at Sunan warily. Sunan was displeased by him, so he had to explain: "This is my girlfriend."
The driver gave a meaningful "Oh" and drove without looking sideways.
Although I was so drunk, I still heard the word girlfriend, and said immediately: "Who is your girlfriend?" While speaking, I reached out to touch his face and rubbed my head against his face, it was so cold so comfortable.
Sunan held my troublesome two hands, his eyes were black and bright: "Be obedient, don't make trouble."
"I'm not making trouble." I looked at him aggrievedly, "I'm so uncomfortable and hot."
Sunan sighed, stretched out his palm and pressed it lightly on my face, and opened the car window again: "Is this better?"
"Hmm." I nodded.
With my drunken appearance, I will definitely be demerited if I enter the dormitory, so Sunan took the next best thing and sent me to the hotel.
After entering the room, I fell down on the bed, and Sunan took off my shoes before turning around and going to the bathroom.
In a daze, I felt someone wipe my face with a towel. I opened my eyes and saw Sunan looking at me tenderly.I smiled brightly, and suddenly wrapped my arms around his neck.
Su Nan was suddenly embraced by me, and almost fell on me. Fortunately, he reacted in time, supported the bed with his hands, and looked at me deeply: "Do you know what you are doing?"
I shook my head: "I don't know."
"You don't know anything?" He put his hand next to my ear, his hot breath sprayed on my face, and his abrupt Adam's apple rolled up and down.
Subconsciously, I stretched out my fingertips and touched his Adam's apple lightly.
Sunan trembled all over, his pupils shrank slightly, and his breathing became much more rapid.
He lowered his voice and asked, "Hu Le, do you know that you are..."
I looked at him stupidly.
The next moment, his face was magnified in front of me, and his long eyelashes swept over my face, a cool touch hit me, my heart trembled, a white light flashed in my head, and the next moment darkness struck.
The next morning, I woke up in my hotel bed.
I struggled to sit up, only to feel a splitting headache.I drank a drink last night, I don't remember anything, how did I come to the hotel?
Just as I was wondering, Sunan came out of the bathroom and saw that I woke up. He looked away unnaturally and coughed lightly: "Are you awake, do you have a headache?"
I nodded: "It hurts. By the way, Sunan, why are you here? Did you bring me here last night?"
Hearing this, Sunan returned to his vicious look again. He walked up to me and raised his arms high. I subconsciously covered my head and shrunk my neck: "Don't hit me, don't hit me."
He took a deep breath and finally put down his hand: "Next time you dare to drink, see how I teach you."
After a moment of silence, he asked me: "What happened last night, you really don't remember anything?"
I shook my head, which was as heavy as an iron bucket: "I don't remember, hiss, it hurts so much."
"It deserves it." Sunan cursed, then turned around and walked to the hotel cabinet, and gave me the hangover medicine, "Take it."
I took the medicine and looked at Sunan eagerly: "What happened last night?"
Sunan choked, clenched his fists and coughed lightly, looking out the window.I saw that his face was reddish, his earlobe seemed to be dripping with blood, and I was even more puzzled: "Speak."
"It's okay." He said lightly.
"Is it really okay?" I murmured, "Hey, I remember you said something last night..." What was it?I racked my brains but couldn't think of anything.
I was thinking about it, when I looked up, I saw Sunan approaching me, I was startled, moved my butt and backed away: "You... what are you doing?"
Sunan pursed her lips, and there was a light in her eyes that I couldn't see through.He lowered his voice and asked in a deep voice, "You really, don't remember anything?"
I stared at his wet lips and swallowed, my heart pounding: "You...you can talk as soon as you speak, can you not get so close to me?"
Sunan smiled, pulled away, and finally patted me on the head: "Going back to school."
As soon as he left, the pressure dropped and I breathed a sigh of relief.
After returning to school, Xu Manman took advantage of lunch time to gossip with me, her small eyes shot straight: "Last night, um, what did you and your childhood sweetheart do? You didn't return all night..."
The last "oh" draws out and gives me goosebumps.
I bowed my head and said, "What happened, don't make wild guesses."
Holding up her chopsticks, Xu Manman said, "I'm guessing randomly? When you make a phone call, he rushes over and waits on the saddle. My parents are not so dedicated."
I interjected: "He's always been like this, I'm used to it."
"Ah?" Xu Manman was puzzled.
I briefly mentioned the things in high school to Xu Manman, she shook her head with a look of hatred: "Hu Le, Hu Le, I thought you were a clever girl, but you turned out to be an elm girl. Wooden head."
I:"……"
Xu Manman sighed: "As far as I know, there is only one reason for a man to pay for a woman unconditionally. He likes you with all his heart."
"Su Nan likes me, why?" But when I said this, my heart pounded like a deer.
"Why is it impossible? Shall we make a call..." Before Xu Manman could finish speaking, an abrupt and clear female voice broke in: "Excuse me, are you Hu Le?"
I nodded hesitantly: "I...I am, may I ask if you are..."
The girl who appeared suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, took out a pink envelope and put it in my hand: "Please give it to Sunan for me, thank you." After speaking, she bowed her head shyly and left quickly.
I:"……"
Xu Manman tapped the table with chopsticks: "It seems that your bamboo horse is still very popular, and a beautiful girl sent him a love letter just after the military training. This pink, ah, the envelope is even sprinkled with perfume."
I hesitated: "Are you really going to give this letter to Sunan?"
Looking at the pink envelope, I felt depressed. After careful recollection, the girl who delivered the letter seemed to be pretty, with almond-eyed, small face, slender figure, and outstanding temperament. Although she couldn't compare with Ye Yan, but...
"Give it up." Xu Manman raised her eyebrows at me, "The little girl trusts you, so you can't let her trust you down."
I:"……"
What exactly is Xu Manman thinking?On the one hand, she said that Sunan liked me, and on the other hand, she asked me to send love letters as a carrier pigeon, which is contradictory.
But Xu Manman smiled at me in a godlike way.
Although reluctant, I still found an opportunity to send the love letter to Sunan.
After the evening self-study, I asked Sunan to meet in the grove.
I waved goodbye to Xu Manman, and walked towards the grove in the south of the dormitory building under her "weird" gaze.The street lights were bright along the way, but when I reached the grove, the light gradually dimmed. When I got close to the grove, I heard some strange sounds.
Out of curiosity, I walked deep into the grove, and then I saw a scene that made me blush and heartbeat. A man and a woman were twisting like a twist, kissing so hard that I don't know what time it is.
The first time I saw such an impactful picture, I blushed. The next moment, a big warm hand covered my eyes, and said in a familiar deep voice, "Are you still watching?"
It's Sunan.
He pulled me out of the grove without hesitation. After standing still, looking at my reddish face, he snorted coldly: "Forget about that picture."
I cried with a sad face: "I can't forget it." The scene just now was so shocking, I really can't forget it for a while.
"Who told you to watch it?" Sunan glared at me, "Can't you just wait for me to come over?"
Seeing my pitiful appearance, Sunan sighed: "Forget it, what do you want from me?"
Startled by the pair of mandarin ducks in the grove, I almost forgot about the business.I took a deep breath, thought for a long time, and finally made up my mind to hand the love letter to him: "For you."
Sunan glanced at the love letter, his relaxed expression suddenly changed: "You..."
"I was wrong, I was wrong." I thought he was pissed at my self-assertion.
His voice was a little unsteady: "Give it to me."
Unable to react, I handed the envelope to him tremblingly.
Sunan paused, reached out to take the letter, and opened it almost reverently.I stared at his movement and expression of opening the letter, feeling sour in my heart.
Sunan took out the letter and shook it slightly, but he just glanced at it, his face changed suddenly, and he looked at me with a livid face: "What are you doing?"
I lowered my head and said in a voice like a gnat, "Send love letters for others."
A sneer sounded, and Sunan gritted his teeth and said, "You are really helpful." After speaking, he stuffed the letter into the envelope indiscriminately, handed it to me rudely, turned around and left without saying a word.
I hurried to catch up.
But as soon as my hand touched Sunan's arm, he threw it away.
I sighed, and cursed in my heart: Xu Manman, Xu Manman, you really killed me, but after thinking about it, I knew that he had no interest in this unknown love letter. The stone fell suddenly.
"Su Nan, don't be angry." I ran a few steps and stopped in front of him.
Sunan paused and walked around me.I sighed and accepted my fate as a roadblock.
In the end, Sunan was annoyed by me, stopped and looked at me with a serious expression: "Hu Le, have you had enough trouble?"
I was frightened by his deep and cold voice, my little heart trembled, I swallowed all the words of explanation, only to admit my mistake: "I was wrong, this is the first time I have brought a love letter to someone, I have no experience..."
Before I finished speaking, Sunan approached me step by step, and I backed up step by step until my back touched the street lamp, and then I closed my eyes tremblingly: "I was wrong, I was wrong, don't hit me, don't dare next time. "
After waiting for a long time, there was no movement, I opened my eyes cautiously, and met Sunan's burning gaze.
His eyes were deep, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and there seemed to be thousands of emotions hidden in his eyes. After a long silence, he said, "Hu Le, I have endured you for a long time."
I:"……"
Under the street lamp, his face was shrouded in a yellowish light, and he felt unreal. He said softly: "We were young in high school, so I refrained from talking and accommodated you everywhere. You want Participating in the cultural evening, I agree; you secretly went to watch the concert, I also turned a blind eye; you and Zhou Chengguang messed around, although I couldn't bear it, but for you, I also endured it. May as well tell you, until Now I still hate Zhou Chengguang. I sympathize with him for having a heart attack, but that doesn't mean I like him. Do you know why?"
I swallowed my saliva: "Why... why?"
Sunan smiled, the dimples on his cheeks looming: "What do you think?"
Although the answer from the bottom of my heart was ready to come out, he still had to pierce the window paper himself.
"Because I'm jealous of you being by his side," Sunan said word by word, "I'm jealous that you look at other men with caring eyes, and I'm jealous that you cry for other men."
"I took you all the way, I just hope you stay by my side, otherwise why do you think you are unscrupulous and willful in front of me, huh? Tell me!"
When he said this, Sunan approached me more and more, his lips were only half an inch away from me.I looked at Qing Jun's face so close, I was so nervous that I was sweating all over, and I wanted to speak, but my throat tightened up and down.
"I wanted to wait a while before I had a showdown with you, but I couldn't bear it anymore. Send a love letter!" He smiled, with a bit of anger between his brows and eyes, "You really know how to piss me off."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and blocked my lips accurately.
I was startled, and subconsciously wanted to push him away, but he quickly grabbed my hand, and I remembered the scene I saw in the grove...
Sunan just let me go with a light kiss. His eyes sparkled and his breath was slightly confused: "Hu Le, I don't want to force you. I just want to tell you one thing. From the beginning to the end, the only person I like is you .”
He looked at me in a daze, backed away with a wry smile, took one last look at me, turned around and left.
I leaned my back against the lamppost and watched Sunan leave.
There was a voice in my heart clamoring that the originally dormant volcano was gradually erupting, with lava oozing out, my body was hot and cold, and my mood fluctuated.
Suddenly, Sunan turned around and strode towards me.His eyes were fierce, his face was indifferent, and his tone was cold: "It's not safe for you to go back to the dormitory alone at night. I'll take you back."
"Okay... okay." I nodded mechanically.
When we arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Sunan turned around and left, unwilling to stay for a moment. I opened my mouth to call him, but I didn't know what to say.
I went back to the dormitory with a heavy heart, and Xu Manman was coming out of the bathroom. She asked excitedly: "How is it? Have you sent the love letter? How did your bamboo horse react?"
I nodded like a ghost, and shook my head again.
Xu Manman was in a hurry: "What do you mean by nodding and shaking your head?"
"That..." I took a deep breath and looked at Xu Manman anxiously, "I'm in a mess right now, please let me be quiet."
As expected of Xu Manman's sharp eyes, when he saw my blush cheeks and moist lips, he gave a meaningful "oh" and stepped aside considerately: "You should be quiet, after you are quiet, you will It's time for a treat."
I:"……"
Regardless of whether it is a male dormitory or a female dormitory, there is a customary rule in the university, that is, whoever has a boyfriend or girlfriend should treat them to dinner.
Still eating, I can't sleep all night, okay?
After turning off the light, I lay on the bed, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of Sunan's kiss.Thinking of this made me short of breath, blush and heartbeat.
Chewing his words, I recalled the bits and pieces of these years, and found that there are indeed traces of his feelings for me, but for me, what kind of feelings do I have for him?
We've known each other since we were born, we've been inseparable since childhood, and we can't live without each other.I take it for granted that he paid for me; I also take it for granted that I treat him well.We seem to be bound together from birth, and no force can separate us.
But it was also the light of this layer of "childhood sweetheart" that completely covered my heart and eyes.I don't know when it started, but once Sunan got close to me, my heart beat faster.Seeing him and Ye Yan walking together, I couldn't breathe.
I thought it was just my desire to possess Sunan, a kind of possessive desire between childhood sweethearts.
But until today, I realized that my cognition has been wrong.
I tossed and turned on the bed, suddenly the phone vibrated, I hurriedly opened it to see that it was a text message from Sunan.
He said: "Sorry about what happened tonight, but I mean it.Good night.
My fingers stayed on the screen, but I couldn't type the words good night. Finally, the screen went dark, and I sighed and closed my eyes.
Because I couldn't sleep all night, the next day I wore panda eyes, attended lectures and ate in a daze.
Seeing my devastated appearance, Xu Manman sighed, "A woman in love is really scary."
I:"……"
"Su Nan is here." Xu Manman said suddenly.
I was startled, my hair almost stood on end, and I hurriedly looked around, until Xu Manman couldn't help laughing out loud, I didn't know that I had been deceived.
Xu Manman couldn't help laughing: "Hu Le, just admit it, there's nothing to be ashamed of liking someone. Four years of college have passed by in a flash, so don't waste this good time."
"Sorry to interrupt." A shy girl with ponytails stood in front of us, and Xu Manmanqi and I looked at her.
She took out a letter from her pocket: "Then what, can I trouble you to hand this letter to Sunan for me?"
I:"……"
I carefully looked at her face, and made sure it wasn't the time reset, or my confusion. Just as I was about to speak, Xu Manman said solemnly from the side, "Maybe not."
The girl froze for a while.
Xu Manman pointed at me: "Let Sunan's main palace send you a love letter, do you think this is ancient times? Return the Sangong and Sixth Courtyard!"
The girl looked at me in shock, and finally left in frustration, while I stared at Xu Manman dumbfounded.
"What do you look at? If you really don't care about Sunan, go and chase her back."
I:"……"
"Why, don't want to?" Xu Manman approached me, "The body is often more honest than the mouth and the heart. Every cell and every nerve in your body is telling you that you like Sunan. This is a natural fact. Don't change your fate against the sky."
After that text message, Sunan seemed to have disappeared from the world, and I never saw him again.
I don't know what he was busy with, he didn't take the initiative to find me, and I didn't dare to find him.I live in a muddle every day, and I jump up immediately when there is a sign of trouble. Xu Manman said that I am hopeless.
On this day, the courier called me and asked me to go downstairs to pick up the courier.
Two large parcels, one of which is from Sunan.
I took the package from Sunan, swept away my previous depression, and went downstairs to Sunan's dormitory with the package in my arms.
But I didn't expect to meet Ye Yan.
Seeing Ye Yan and Sunan walking towards me side by side, talking and laughing, my heart trembled, as if someone was holding it tightly and rubbing it unceremoniously, the pain made me pale, A feeling called jealousy and sourness came to my head.
I stood still.
Sunan was the first to spot me, he was stunned for a moment, and walked towards me quickly: "Why are you here?"
This tone...
Why is he so guilty?
Ye Yan at the side greeted me: "Hu Le, long time no see."
I took a light breath and smiled kindly at her: "Ye Yan, you are getting more and more beautiful."
This is not polite talk.It was also military training, I was as dark as I had just returned from digging coal, but Ye Yan was still as white as ever.Everyone has a love for beauty, and I really envy her.
No matter what happened in the past, now that we are fellow villagers, we should catch up on the past when we meet again after a long absence.
Ye Yan was recommended to be sent to Peking University, and she will go abroad to study after graduation.
We chose a coffee shop, ordered some food and drink, and sat down to chat.
After a long time no see, Ye Yan's demeanor became much softer, she smiled: "Hu Le, in fact, seriously, you saved my life."
I let out an "ah" and realized that she was talking about the Moon Lake incident.
"It's okay, it should be." I rubbed my head embarrassedly.
Ye Yan smiled at me, and looked at Sunan again: "By the way, after dinner, can you lend me Hu Le for a while? I want to go shopping with her."
I:"……"
Sunan laughed at himself: "You have to ask her about this, it has nothing to do with me."
Ye Yan is smart and wise, she knew our expressions when she saw us, she lowered her head meaningfully, and silently stirred the coffee with a small spoon.
After talking about the past, Sunan went back, and Ye Yan and I went shopping.
Said it was shopping, but in fact, she and I were both worried.Seeing those beautiful clothes in the window, I remembered the scene when Sunan accompanied me to buy clothes that year...
I thought that time had changed, but when I recalled the past, those pictures were clearly printed in my mind. "Hu Le, did Sunan express his feelings to you?" Ye Yan said suddenly.
I was startled, and immediately my face turned red, I faltered, my eyes wandered from side to side.
Ye Yan smiled knowingly: "It seems that I said so."
I looked at Ye Yan, and she said: "Hu Le, I have never envied a girl, you are the first one. I thought before, how can you get Sunan's love, but slowly , I am also relieved."
She looked into the distance, and the corners of her eyes were bent: "Like someone, it has nothing to do with his achievements, it has nothing to do with whether he is good or not, it's just because he is him, and no one can replace him."
She looked at me seriously: "Hu Le, you are irreplaceable for Sunan, and I also... admit defeat."
After saying goodbye to Ye Yan, I went back to school.
I was still some distance away from the girls' dormitory, and then I saw Sunan.
He was standing in the open space in front of the girls' dormitory, with his hands in his pockets, looking indifferently into the distance.When he saw me, he paused, thought for a moment and walked towards me.
After standing still, he asked me: "Ye Yan is gone?"
"Hmm." I nodded.
"What did she tell you?" he asked again.
I licked my lips and said honestly: "She said you like me, and Xu Manman also said you like me."
Sunan smiled: "This is the truth." He suppressed his smile and looked at me with burning eyes, "What about you, what do you think about me?"
I bowed my head and said nothing.
Silence spread, and after a long time, Sunan smiled lightly: "Forget it, I'm going back..."
"I have... unreasonable thoughts." I said hesitatingly.
Sunan's jaw tightened.
I licked my lips when I was nervous: "Then...then what, in fact, I can't express my feelings for you, after all...it was too sudden after all, but...but my heart beats faster when I see you; When Ye Yan stands together, I feel like I am facing an enemy; seeing your figure, I will..."
Bah bah bah, what am I talking about? !It's a pity that the words have been exported, and it is hard to take back the water.I was so ashamed and angry that I turned around to run, but Sunan held my wrist tightly.
He grabbed me and smiled deeply: "Seeing my figure, what will you do?"
I:"……"
He embraced me, pressed my head on his left chest, and said word by word: "You are welcome to eat my tofu anytime."
I:"……"
"Su Nan," I pressed my face against his chest, listening to his strong heartbeat, the heartbeat was chaotic, "Can you make me think clearly?"
"Yeah." He nodded, "After thinking it over, what are you going to do?"
I:"……"
I said weakly: "Maybe... Maybe I want to eat your tofu openly."
Sunan: "..."
I said to myself again: "You took my first kiss away, I don't seem to have any other choice. Although it is said that rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest, Xu Manman also said that the moon is the first to be close to the water, and Ye Yan said that you are unparalleled in the world Bao, if I push you away, it seems like a very stupid decision."
Sunan was silent for a moment, then blushed and said, "The kiss that night was not our first kiss."
"Huh?" I don't understand.
He hesitated for a moment, leaned against my ear, and said softly: "You kissed me forcefully in the hotel before."
I:"……"
"So, you are responsible to me."
I:"……"
It was a long, long time later that I realized that Sunan had lied, but unfortunately it was too late, I had already been wiped out by him.
Of course, this is something.
(End of this chapter)
Time flies, the holidays are over, and Sunan and I get on the train bound for the capital with big bags and small bags.
When I went out for the first time, I couldn't help being excited. Looking around on the train, I didn't feel sad about parting from my parents at all.
Sunan at the side was reading a book, seeing me moving around, frowned impatiently: "Sit down."
"Sunan Sunan, please chat with me, reading is so boring." I was so excited that I had nowhere to vent, I just wanted to find someone to talk to.
Sunan gave me a blank look, and pulled out the arm that was grabbed by me: "No, don't disturb my reading."
I:"……"
I don't know why, after returning from abroad, Sunan just looked like I owed him 800 million. After thinking about it, I couldn't figure out how I offended him.
Could it be that I forced him to dance the hula?
Seeing that his face was not gloomy, I didn't dare to twitch my beard on the tiger's face, so I had to sit quietly by the side and watch the scenery.
Not long after, Sunan closed the book and lightly bumped my arm.
I turned around and looked at him inexplicably.
He gave me an awkward look: "Don't you want to chat?"
I was secretly happy in my heart, but I put on a serious face: "Oh, who are you, sir?"
Sunan: "..."
He is the kind of person who only said once, and when I brushed his face off, he immediately lowered his head and acted indifferently.
As the train was moving, I began to feel sleepy, my eyelids were clenched up and down, and I leaned on Sunan's shoulder in a daze, but the next moment, my head was tilted, and I looked at him aggrieved.
He looked at me with a half-smile: "Miss, who are you? Don't rely on strangers."
Me: "..." In terms of pennies and pennies, it is undoubtedly the strongest in southern Jiangsu.
I didn't start in silence, propped my chin with my hands, looked outside sadly, and muttered in my mouth: "Uncle and aunt asked you to go out and take care of me more. Is that how you take care of me? Why am I so miserable? ..."
Before I finished speaking, my head was heavy, and Sunan had already pressed on his shoulder. As soon as I moved, he warned: "Hurry up and go to bed."
I yawned and closed my eyes obediently.
"Su Nan, I'll be here later, remember to wake me up." I said in a daze.
Sunan's tone was helpless: "It's still more than ten hours before we reach our destination."
"Oh, then you remember to wake me up for dinner." I continued.
Sunan rewarded me with a chestnut: "I can't get you hungry."
"Su Nan, we are going to school together again." I smiled.
He said "hmm".
"You have to cover me a lot in the future." I have exhausted all my luck and IQ in the college entrance examination, and I am afraid that I will fall behind.
Sunan became more and more helpless: "I am from the Department of Physics, and you are from the Department of Biology. How can I teach you?"
"Oh." I rubbed his shoulder, "Since ancient times, mathematics, physics and chemistry have not been separated, and you are so good."
"Oh, I'm good?" Sunan had a teasing smile on his lips, "But someone said that I have uncoordinated limbs and dance like a robot."
I immediately sat up straight: "Who said that? It's so superficial, I must despise it."
Sunan: "..."
Sunan is right, I am from the Department of Biology, and he is from the Department of Physics. Although there is no distinction between mathematics, physics and chemistry, there is a specialization in science and technology. The only thing in common is that we both have military training.
When I was first promoted, I also experienced military training. I thought that military training was just walking and standing in the sun for an hour, but I was wrong.
The military training in the university has only one purpose, which is to make our group of fluffy fledglings suffer a little bit and be reborn.
Before I was ready, the one-month military training had begun, and I could only greet it in a hurry.
It’s only been one week of military training, and I’ve already turned black. The long-haired girl standing next to me lamented, “There’s only a pinch of cumin between me and the barbecue.”
I glanced at her.
The girl who spoke was called Xu Manman, from Zhejiang, and she looked gentle and beautiful, which is unique to Jiangnan Water Village, but her personality was completely different from her appearance.how to say?This girl is carefree, with a bit of Fang Xiaojing's demeanor.
"No wonder I smell the fragrance." I answered her.
Xu Manman winked at me: "How about we pretend to be dizzy?"
I whispered: "Not good..." Before the word "Ba" was finished, Xu Manman stretched out her hand and pinched me, and I "hissed", and she immediately acted shocked and worried: "Hu Le, what's wrong with you? Hu Le, don't worry."
I:"……"
Xu Manman, your acting skills are too exaggerated.
"What's going on?" the instructor asked.
Xu Manman continued to perform: "Report to the instructor, Hu Le seems to have suffered from heat stroke, and she has undergone surgery before, instructor, look..."
"Send Hu Le to the infirmary." The instructor was very humane.
Xu Manman hurriedly supported me to the infirmary, and when I arrived in the infirmary, I wailed, "Will you stop dragging me next time?"
"Why?" Xu Manman sat on the bed in the infirmary carelessly, "Are you afraid of the instructor?"
I shook my head: "I'm not afraid of the instructor."
"Then who are you afraid of?" she asked.
I sighed and pointed to the door of the infirmary: "Devil God."
Xu Manman looked in the direction of my finger, and saw Sunan standing at the door with a condensed expression, trembling all over, shrinking his neck, and said tremblingly: "Hu Le, I feel a murderous aura."
I nodded: "I feel it too."
Sunan ignored Xu Manman, walked up to me step by step, lowered his head and glanced at me, his tone was very calm: "Heatstroke?"
Xu Manman came back to his senses and nodded immediately: "Yes, yes, you are Hu Le's friend, right? She has suffered from heat stroke, which is very serious." She winked at me as she spoke, signaling my cooperation.
I lowered my head in frustration: "I was wrong."
"What's wrong?" he asked again.
"I shouldn't have lied." I admitted my mistake very sincerely.
Xu Manman: "..."
Xu Manman really couldn't stay any longer, so he found an excuse and slipped away like oil on his feet, leaving me alone to face Sunan.
I was about to get up when he suddenly reached out and pressed my shoulder, staring at me with a serious expression.
I haven't seen him for a week. Sunan has become much darker and stronger, and his figure has become taller. He looks very seductive in camouflage uniform.I stared at him intently, and finally said subconsciously: "Su Nan, you look so handsome dressed like this."
Sunan: "..."
He choked and coughed lightly: "Don't think that I will forgive you if you say good things."
I quickly betrayed my teammate: "It's really not my fault, it was Xu Manman who instigated me, the main culprit is her, and I'm at best... an accomplice."
Under his gaze, my voice became lower and lower.
Sunan took a deep breath and patted my head lightly: "It's just this time, don't make another example."
I nodded: "Mmmmm."
Seeing me getting out of bed, he grabbed me again: "What are you going to do?"
I told the truth: "Go back to military training."
"Come back." He pulled me to sit down, and said solemnly, "Since we've all asked for leave, let's take a good rest."
I reflected on what he meant by his words, and slowly realized that he wanted me to do a fake show for real.He really has a double standard, I don't know if Xu Manman will cry and faint in the bathroom when he finds out.
After a day of military training, after taking a shower at night, Xu Manman and I lay on the bed, chatting casually.
Xu Manman was very curious about Sunan: "Who is the little handsome guy who ran to the infirmary to see you at noon? He has a very good temperament, his little face is very handsome, and his body is upright. He is a good young man."
"He's my neighbor, and he's also my childhood friend. We've known each other since we were born." I half-closed my eyes and said.
"Wow, childhood sweetheart, childhood sweetheart, I really envy others." Xu Manman picked up the tone.
I:"……"
With Xu Manman as a living treasure, my military training was full of bitter joy.
Time flies, one month later, the military training is over, and we finally ushered in real college life.
Xu Manman and I were lucky to be assigned to the same dormitory, so Xu Manman specially pulled me out to celebrate, saying that this fate is really rare.
Together with the rest of the roommates, the four of us headed for the school's food stall.
Except for me, the other three people in the dormitory are seniors who "do not get drunk for a thousand cups". Under their pressure, I got drunk for the first time in my life.
In a daze, the phone rang, and I picked it up: "Hey, who are you, what do you want to do with this girl?"
There was a silence on the other end, and then the tone was cold: "Have you been drinking?"
I was drunk, but I could still hear Sunan's voice, so I said excitedly: "Su Nan, come out for a drink, let's blow the bottle."
Xu Manman on the side patted me on the shoulder: "A child can be taught, and he can blow bottles."
Sunan gritted his teeth and asked, "Where are you?"
I gave the address.
Not long after, Sunan appeared in front of my eyes. I held my wine glass high, looked at him foolishly and smiled, "Su Nan, let's drink."
Sunan snatched the wine bottle from my hand without saying a word, put one arm around me, with a gloomy face: "I'll settle the score with you when I go back."
Xu Manman and the others were forced by Sunan's aura, lowered their heads and did not dare to say a word, and just let me be "kidnapped" by Sunan to leave.
Sunan stopped a car, stuffed me into the back seat, and the car drove away. I lay on top of him, fanning my hands in vain: "It's so hot."
After speaking, I reached out to unbutton my coat.
Seeing this, Sunan pressed my hand and ordered in a deep voice: "You give me a little peace of mind."
The driver in front gave me a worried look, and then looked at Sunan warily. Sunan was displeased by him, so he had to explain: "This is my girlfriend."
The driver gave a meaningful "Oh" and drove without looking sideways.
Although I was so drunk, I still heard the word girlfriend, and said immediately: "Who is your girlfriend?" While speaking, I reached out to touch his face and rubbed my head against his face, it was so cold so comfortable.
Sunan held my troublesome two hands, his eyes were black and bright: "Be obedient, don't make trouble."
"I'm not making trouble." I looked at him aggrievedly, "I'm so uncomfortable and hot."
Sunan sighed, stretched out his palm and pressed it lightly on my face, and opened the car window again: "Is this better?"
"Hmm." I nodded.
With my drunken appearance, I will definitely be demerited if I enter the dormitory, so Sunan took the next best thing and sent me to the hotel.
After entering the room, I fell down on the bed, and Sunan took off my shoes before turning around and going to the bathroom.
In a daze, I felt someone wipe my face with a towel. I opened my eyes and saw Sunan looking at me tenderly.I smiled brightly, and suddenly wrapped my arms around his neck.
Su Nan was suddenly embraced by me, and almost fell on me. Fortunately, he reacted in time, supported the bed with his hands, and looked at me deeply: "Do you know what you are doing?"
I shook my head: "I don't know."
"You don't know anything?" He put his hand next to my ear, his hot breath sprayed on my face, and his abrupt Adam's apple rolled up and down.
Subconsciously, I stretched out my fingertips and touched his Adam's apple lightly.
Sunan trembled all over, his pupils shrank slightly, and his breathing became much more rapid.
He lowered his voice and asked, "Hu Le, do you know that you are..."
I looked at him stupidly.
The next moment, his face was magnified in front of me, and his long eyelashes swept over my face, a cool touch hit me, my heart trembled, a white light flashed in my head, and the next moment darkness struck.
The next morning, I woke up in my hotel bed.
I struggled to sit up, only to feel a splitting headache.I drank a drink last night, I don't remember anything, how did I come to the hotel?
Just as I was wondering, Sunan came out of the bathroom and saw that I woke up. He looked away unnaturally and coughed lightly: "Are you awake, do you have a headache?"
I nodded: "It hurts. By the way, Sunan, why are you here? Did you bring me here last night?"
Hearing this, Sunan returned to his vicious look again. He walked up to me and raised his arms high. I subconsciously covered my head and shrunk my neck: "Don't hit me, don't hit me."
He took a deep breath and finally put down his hand: "Next time you dare to drink, see how I teach you."
After a moment of silence, he asked me: "What happened last night, you really don't remember anything?"
I shook my head, which was as heavy as an iron bucket: "I don't remember, hiss, it hurts so much."
"It deserves it." Sunan cursed, then turned around and walked to the hotel cabinet, and gave me the hangover medicine, "Take it."
I took the medicine and looked at Sunan eagerly: "What happened last night?"
Sunan choked, clenched his fists and coughed lightly, looking out the window.I saw that his face was reddish, his earlobe seemed to be dripping with blood, and I was even more puzzled: "Speak."
"It's okay." He said lightly.
"Is it really okay?" I murmured, "Hey, I remember you said something last night..." What was it?I racked my brains but couldn't think of anything.
I was thinking about it, when I looked up, I saw Sunan approaching me, I was startled, moved my butt and backed away: "You... what are you doing?"
Sunan pursed her lips, and there was a light in her eyes that I couldn't see through.He lowered his voice and asked in a deep voice, "You really, don't remember anything?"
I stared at his wet lips and swallowed, my heart pounding: "You...you can talk as soon as you speak, can you not get so close to me?"
Sunan smiled, pulled away, and finally patted me on the head: "Going back to school."
As soon as he left, the pressure dropped and I breathed a sigh of relief.
After returning to school, Xu Manman took advantage of lunch time to gossip with me, her small eyes shot straight: "Last night, um, what did you and your childhood sweetheart do? You didn't return all night..."
The last "oh" draws out and gives me goosebumps.
I bowed my head and said, "What happened, don't make wild guesses."
Holding up her chopsticks, Xu Manman said, "I'm guessing randomly? When you make a phone call, he rushes over and waits on the saddle. My parents are not so dedicated."
I interjected: "He's always been like this, I'm used to it."
"Ah?" Xu Manman was puzzled.
I briefly mentioned the things in high school to Xu Manman, she shook her head with a look of hatred: "Hu Le, Hu Le, I thought you were a clever girl, but you turned out to be an elm girl. Wooden head."
I:"……"
Xu Manman sighed: "As far as I know, there is only one reason for a man to pay for a woman unconditionally. He likes you with all his heart."
"Su Nan likes me, why?" But when I said this, my heart pounded like a deer.
"Why is it impossible? Shall we make a call..." Before Xu Manman could finish speaking, an abrupt and clear female voice broke in: "Excuse me, are you Hu Le?"
I nodded hesitantly: "I...I am, may I ask if you are..."
The girl who appeared suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, took out a pink envelope and put it in my hand: "Please give it to Sunan for me, thank you." After speaking, she bowed her head shyly and left quickly.
I:"……"
Xu Manman tapped the table with chopsticks: "It seems that your bamboo horse is still very popular, and a beautiful girl sent him a love letter just after the military training. This pink, ah, the envelope is even sprinkled with perfume."
I hesitated: "Are you really going to give this letter to Sunan?"
Looking at the pink envelope, I felt depressed. After careful recollection, the girl who delivered the letter seemed to be pretty, with almond-eyed, small face, slender figure, and outstanding temperament. Although she couldn't compare with Ye Yan, but...
"Give it up." Xu Manman raised her eyebrows at me, "The little girl trusts you, so you can't let her trust you down."
I:"……"
What exactly is Xu Manman thinking?On the one hand, she said that Sunan liked me, and on the other hand, she asked me to send love letters as a carrier pigeon, which is contradictory.
But Xu Manman smiled at me in a godlike way.
Although reluctant, I still found an opportunity to send the love letter to Sunan.
After the evening self-study, I asked Sunan to meet in the grove.
I waved goodbye to Xu Manman, and walked towards the grove in the south of the dormitory building under her "weird" gaze.The street lights were bright along the way, but when I reached the grove, the light gradually dimmed. When I got close to the grove, I heard some strange sounds.
Out of curiosity, I walked deep into the grove, and then I saw a scene that made me blush and heartbeat. A man and a woman were twisting like a twist, kissing so hard that I don't know what time it is.
The first time I saw such an impactful picture, I blushed. The next moment, a big warm hand covered my eyes, and said in a familiar deep voice, "Are you still watching?"
It's Sunan.
He pulled me out of the grove without hesitation. After standing still, looking at my reddish face, he snorted coldly: "Forget about that picture."
I cried with a sad face: "I can't forget it." The scene just now was so shocking, I really can't forget it for a while.
"Who told you to watch it?" Sunan glared at me, "Can't you just wait for me to come over?"
Seeing my pitiful appearance, Sunan sighed: "Forget it, what do you want from me?"
Startled by the pair of mandarin ducks in the grove, I almost forgot about the business.I took a deep breath, thought for a long time, and finally made up my mind to hand the love letter to him: "For you."
Sunan glanced at the love letter, his relaxed expression suddenly changed: "You..."
"I was wrong, I was wrong." I thought he was pissed at my self-assertion.
His voice was a little unsteady: "Give it to me."
Unable to react, I handed the envelope to him tremblingly.
Sunan paused, reached out to take the letter, and opened it almost reverently.I stared at his movement and expression of opening the letter, feeling sour in my heart.
Sunan took out the letter and shook it slightly, but he just glanced at it, his face changed suddenly, and he looked at me with a livid face: "What are you doing?"
I lowered my head and said in a voice like a gnat, "Send love letters for others."
A sneer sounded, and Sunan gritted his teeth and said, "You are really helpful." After speaking, he stuffed the letter into the envelope indiscriminately, handed it to me rudely, turned around and left without saying a word.
I hurried to catch up.
But as soon as my hand touched Sunan's arm, he threw it away.
I sighed, and cursed in my heart: Xu Manman, Xu Manman, you really killed me, but after thinking about it, I knew that he had no interest in this unknown love letter. The stone fell suddenly.
"Su Nan, don't be angry." I ran a few steps and stopped in front of him.
Sunan paused and walked around me.I sighed and accepted my fate as a roadblock.
In the end, Sunan was annoyed by me, stopped and looked at me with a serious expression: "Hu Le, have you had enough trouble?"
I was frightened by his deep and cold voice, my little heart trembled, I swallowed all the words of explanation, only to admit my mistake: "I was wrong, this is the first time I have brought a love letter to someone, I have no experience..."
Before I finished speaking, Sunan approached me step by step, and I backed up step by step until my back touched the street lamp, and then I closed my eyes tremblingly: "I was wrong, I was wrong, don't hit me, don't dare next time. "
After waiting for a long time, there was no movement, I opened my eyes cautiously, and met Sunan's burning gaze.
His eyes were deep, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and there seemed to be thousands of emotions hidden in his eyes. After a long silence, he said, "Hu Le, I have endured you for a long time."
I:"……"
Under the street lamp, his face was shrouded in a yellowish light, and he felt unreal. He said softly: "We were young in high school, so I refrained from talking and accommodated you everywhere. You want Participating in the cultural evening, I agree; you secretly went to watch the concert, I also turned a blind eye; you and Zhou Chengguang messed around, although I couldn't bear it, but for you, I also endured it. May as well tell you, until Now I still hate Zhou Chengguang. I sympathize with him for having a heart attack, but that doesn't mean I like him. Do you know why?"
I swallowed my saliva: "Why... why?"
Sunan smiled, the dimples on his cheeks looming: "What do you think?"
Although the answer from the bottom of my heart was ready to come out, he still had to pierce the window paper himself.
"Because I'm jealous of you being by his side," Sunan said word by word, "I'm jealous that you look at other men with caring eyes, and I'm jealous that you cry for other men."
"I took you all the way, I just hope you stay by my side, otherwise why do you think you are unscrupulous and willful in front of me, huh? Tell me!"
When he said this, Sunan approached me more and more, his lips were only half an inch away from me.I looked at Qing Jun's face so close, I was so nervous that I was sweating all over, and I wanted to speak, but my throat tightened up and down.
"I wanted to wait a while before I had a showdown with you, but I couldn't bear it anymore. Send a love letter!" He smiled, with a bit of anger between his brows and eyes, "You really know how to piss me off."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and blocked my lips accurately.
I was startled, and subconsciously wanted to push him away, but he quickly grabbed my hand, and I remembered the scene I saw in the grove...
Sunan just let me go with a light kiss. His eyes sparkled and his breath was slightly confused: "Hu Le, I don't want to force you. I just want to tell you one thing. From the beginning to the end, the only person I like is you .”
He looked at me in a daze, backed away with a wry smile, took one last look at me, turned around and left.
I leaned my back against the lamppost and watched Sunan leave.
There was a voice in my heart clamoring that the originally dormant volcano was gradually erupting, with lava oozing out, my body was hot and cold, and my mood fluctuated.
Suddenly, Sunan turned around and strode towards me.His eyes were fierce, his face was indifferent, and his tone was cold: "It's not safe for you to go back to the dormitory alone at night. I'll take you back."
"Okay... okay." I nodded mechanically.
When we arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Sunan turned around and left, unwilling to stay for a moment. I opened my mouth to call him, but I didn't know what to say.
I went back to the dormitory with a heavy heart, and Xu Manman was coming out of the bathroom. She asked excitedly: "How is it? Have you sent the love letter? How did your bamboo horse react?"
I nodded like a ghost, and shook my head again.
Xu Manman was in a hurry: "What do you mean by nodding and shaking your head?"
"That..." I took a deep breath and looked at Xu Manman anxiously, "I'm in a mess right now, please let me be quiet."
As expected of Xu Manman's sharp eyes, when he saw my blush cheeks and moist lips, he gave a meaningful "oh" and stepped aside considerately: "You should be quiet, after you are quiet, you will It's time for a treat."
I:"……"
Regardless of whether it is a male dormitory or a female dormitory, there is a customary rule in the university, that is, whoever has a boyfriend or girlfriend should treat them to dinner.
Still eating, I can't sleep all night, okay?
After turning off the light, I lay on the bed, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of Sunan's kiss.Thinking of this made me short of breath, blush and heartbeat.
Chewing his words, I recalled the bits and pieces of these years, and found that there are indeed traces of his feelings for me, but for me, what kind of feelings do I have for him?
We've known each other since we were born, we've been inseparable since childhood, and we can't live without each other.I take it for granted that he paid for me; I also take it for granted that I treat him well.We seem to be bound together from birth, and no force can separate us.
But it was also the light of this layer of "childhood sweetheart" that completely covered my heart and eyes.I don't know when it started, but once Sunan got close to me, my heart beat faster.Seeing him and Ye Yan walking together, I couldn't breathe.
I thought it was just my desire to possess Sunan, a kind of possessive desire between childhood sweethearts.
But until today, I realized that my cognition has been wrong.
I tossed and turned on the bed, suddenly the phone vibrated, I hurriedly opened it to see that it was a text message from Sunan.
He said: "Sorry about what happened tonight, but I mean it.Good night.
My fingers stayed on the screen, but I couldn't type the words good night. Finally, the screen went dark, and I sighed and closed my eyes.
Because I couldn't sleep all night, the next day I wore panda eyes, attended lectures and ate in a daze.
Seeing my devastated appearance, Xu Manman sighed, "A woman in love is really scary."
I:"……"
"Su Nan is here." Xu Manman said suddenly.
I was startled, my hair almost stood on end, and I hurriedly looked around, until Xu Manman couldn't help laughing out loud, I didn't know that I had been deceived.
Xu Manman couldn't help laughing: "Hu Le, just admit it, there's nothing to be ashamed of liking someone. Four years of college have passed by in a flash, so don't waste this good time."
"Sorry to interrupt." A shy girl with ponytails stood in front of us, and Xu Manmanqi and I looked at her.
She took out a letter from her pocket: "Then what, can I trouble you to hand this letter to Sunan for me?"
I:"……"
I carefully looked at her face, and made sure it wasn't the time reset, or my confusion. Just as I was about to speak, Xu Manman said solemnly from the side, "Maybe not."
The girl froze for a while.
Xu Manman pointed at me: "Let Sunan's main palace send you a love letter, do you think this is ancient times? Return the Sangong and Sixth Courtyard!"
The girl looked at me in shock, and finally left in frustration, while I stared at Xu Manman dumbfounded.
"What do you look at? If you really don't care about Sunan, go and chase her back."
I:"……"
"Why, don't want to?" Xu Manman approached me, "The body is often more honest than the mouth and the heart. Every cell and every nerve in your body is telling you that you like Sunan. This is a natural fact. Don't change your fate against the sky."
After that text message, Sunan seemed to have disappeared from the world, and I never saw him again.
I don't know what he was busy with, he didn't take the initiative to find me, and I didn't dare to find him.I live in a muddle every day, and I jump up immediately when there is a sign of trouble. Xu Manman said that I am hopeless.
On this day, the courier called me and asked me to go downstairs to pick up the courier.
Two large parcels, one of which is from Sunan.
I took the package from Sunan, swept away my previous depression, and went downstairs to Sunan's dormitory with the package in my arms.
But I didn't expect to meet Ye Yan.
Seeing Ye Yan and Sunan walking towards me side by side, talking and laughing, my heart trembled, as if someone was holding it tightly and rubbing it unceremoniously, the pain made me pale, A feeling called jealousy and sourness came to my head.
I stood still.
Sunan was the first to spot me, he was stunned for a moment, and walked towards me quickly: "Why are you here?"
This tone...
Why is he so guilty?
Ye Yan at the side greeted me: "Hu Le, long time no see."
I took a light breath and smiled kindly at her: "Ye Yan, you are getting more and more beautiful."
This is not polite talk.It was also military training, I was as dark as I had just returned from digging coal, but Ye Yan was still as white as ever.Everyone has a love for beauty, and I really envy her.
No matter what happened in the past, now that we are fellow villagers, we should catch up on the past when we meet again after a long absence.
Ye Yan was recommended to be sent to Peking University, and she will go abroad to study after graduation.
We chose a coffee shop, ordered some food and drink, and sat down to chat.
After a long time no see, Ye Yan's demeanor became much softer, she smiled: "Hu Le, in fact, seriously, you saved my life."
I let out an "ah" and realized that she was talking about the Moon Lake incident.
"It's okay, it should be." I rubbed my head embarrassedly.
Ye Yan smiled at me, and looked at Sunan again: "By the way, after dinner, can you lend me Hu Le for a while? I want to go shopping with her."
I:"……"
Sunan laughed at himself: "You have to ask her about this, it has nothing to do with me."
Ye Yan is smart and wise, she knew our expressions when she saw us, she lowered her head meaningfully, and silently stirred the coffee with a small spoon.
After talking about the past, Sunan went back, and Ye Yan and I went shopping.
Said it was shopping, but in fact, she and I were both worried.Seeing those beautiful clothes in the window, I remembered the scene when Sunan accompanied me to buy clothes that year...
I thought that time had changed, but when I recalled the past, those pictures were clearly printed in my mind. "Hu Le, did Sunan express his feelings to you?" Ye Yan said suddenly.
I was startled, and immediately my face turned red, I faltered, my eyes wandered from side to side.
Ye Yan smiled knowingly: "It seems that I said so."
I looked at Ye Yan, and she said: "Hu Le, I have never envied a girl, you are the first one. I thought before, how can you get Sunan's love, but slowly , I am also relieved."
She looked into the distance, and the corners of her eyes were bent: "Like someone, it has nothing to do with his achievements, it has nothing to do with whether he is good or not, it's just because he is him, and no one can replace him."
She looked at me seriously: "Hu Le, you are irreplaceable for Sunan, and I also... admit defeat."
After saying goodbye to Ye Yan, I went back to school.
I was still some distance away from the girls' dormitory, and then I saw Sunan.
He was standing in the open space in front of the girls' dormitory, with his hands in his pockets, looking indifferently into the distance.When he saw me, he paused, thought for a moment and walked towards me.
After standing still, he asked me: "Ye Yan is gone?"
"Hmm." I nodded.
"What did she tell you?" he asked again.
I licked my lips and said honestly: "She said you like me, and Xu Manman also said you like me."
Sunan smiled: "This is the truth." He suppressed his smile and looked at me with burning eyes, "What about you, what do you think about me?"
I bowed my head and said nothing.
Silence spread, and after a long time, Sunan smiled lightly: "Forget it, I'm going back..."
"I have... unreasonable thoughts." I said hesitatingly.
Sunan's jaw tightened.
I licked my lips when I was nervous: "Then...then what, in fact, I can't express my feelings for you, after all...it was too sudden after all, but...but my heart beats faster when I see you; When Ye Yan stands together, I feel like I am facing an enemy; seeing your figure, I will..."
Bah bah bah, what am I talking about? !It's a pity that the words have been exported, and it is hard to take back the water.I was so ashamed and angry that I turned around to run, but Sunan held my wrist tightly.
He grabbed me and smiled deeply: "Seeing my figure, what will you do?"
I:"……"
He embraced me, pressed my head on his left chest, and said word by word: "You are welcome to eat my tofu anytime."
I:"……"
"Su Nan," I pressed my face against his chest, listening to his strong heartbeat, the heartbeat was chaotic, "Can you make me think clearly?"
"Yeah." He nodded, "After thinking it over, what are you going to do?"
I:"……"
I said weakly: "Maybe... Maybe I want to eat your tofu openly."
Sunan: "..."
I said to myself again: "You took my first kiss away, I don't seem to have any other choice. Although it is said that rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest, Xu Manman also said that the moon is the first to be close to the water, and Ye Yan said that you are unparalleled in the world Bao, if I push you away, it seems like a very stupid decision."
Sunan was silent for a moment, then blushed and said, "The kiss that night was not our first kiss."
"Huh?" I don't understand.
He hesitated for a moment, leaned against my ear, and said softly: "You kissed me forcefully in the hotel before."
I:"……"
"So, you are responsible to me."
I:"……"
It was a long, long time later that I realized that Sunan had lied, but unfortunately it was too late, I had already been wiped out by him.
Of course, this is something.
(End of this chapter)
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