Confused school belle, rely on you

Chapter 43
"You two are the same, you are also cheap! You still talk about me!" Zhang Jiacheng said angrily!
"Hahahaha..." Zhou Chen and I couldn't stop laughing at the same time!
Love, disappeared in this scorching summer, time washed the wounds of my heart like running water, this summer I reaped the glass cup of love I broke!The broken sunlight, shining on the fragments, is hot and dazzling!I tried my best to look up, thinking that the tears would not flow down like this, but I found that it was just a luxury!
My sky finally began to slowly collapse, and there are no more angels hovering around!
This summer vacation, I played sadly with my brown guitar, and too much once flowed from my fingertips!How should we pay homage?Finally understand the sadness of many songs!Heart beats with pain and maturity!
Standing alone at the end of the street, let the sun's rays carve my face, muddy sweat flows into my collar, I can't take a step, my chapped lips, a street alone!

This summer I learned:

I like to write down my feelings with sad words, cover up my heart with indifferent expressions, commemorate my feelings with a decadent look, and miss all the past with sad music. A sad song represents a lost love. A familiar melody represents a deep nostalgia - friendship!
I like to listen to sad songs in the dead of night and miss some lost pasts. That feeling is very painful. Do you suddenly realize that you have always been alone and so lonely after losing too much, so you care so much about the past?Do you feel that those happiness are within your reach, which is why you used to be so indifferent. Was it because you were too satisfied or pretended to be indifferent?And now, what am I left with?It broke our hearts?Extremely guilty?Don't ask me, I'm confused!

This summer I learned:

Sitting in the sunset with the guitar on your back, playing "Friends" and "You at the Same Table" over and over again, let the tears flow silently!

Love was so painful, so painful that I cried, so I chose to let go.

Letting go is really a helpless choice, and it hurts deeply.

When the person who once cherished as life is about to become a stranger, it suddenly dawns on me: It turns out that what I once thought was forever, is actually just a chance meeting.

I used to think that we could hold hands like this and go on forever, but after letting go, I realized that we are just two parallel lines. When everything disappears, the parallel remains parallel. .

It's just that the love that was so deep in the past has become so strange now, and the indifferent betrayal looks so sad. Lucky me, I just kissed your face.

It's a pity that time has changed too much, too many things have changed, and too many people have changed, which is unacceptable.Sometimes I believe there is an end to everything.

The sadness and collapse in my heart cannot be described in words. When others make fun of my pain, I have to pretend to be indifferent and laugh with them.

Pretending to be indifferent, my heart is still hurting, withering, falling, unable to breathe.

I can't bear the pain of betrayal, I can't bear the painful entanglement, I can't bear the love after entanglement, I can't bear the betrayal of love!

Everything has developed to the present, and I don't know what to say about the ending now. I loved it at the beginning, there is no fake, now I hate it, there is no fake!

He Jiajia!
(End of this chapter)