Confused school belle, rely on you

Chapter 81 Untitled
I slept groggyly for a week, and finally woke up when Liang Xiaojing smiled and waved goodbye!The aftereffects of being hit by a car jolted my senses. The pain in my body and heart made me have an urge to die immediately. When I opened my eyes, I found that I was on the hospital bed, and the haggard figures of my parents appeared in front of me. In front of you!They even rushed over from their hometown!

My mind was blank, until now I still can't believe that Liang Xiaojing just left me like this, at this moment my soul is so empty!
That dazzling black-and-white photo appeared in front of my eyes again, and the corners of my stiff mouth were flushed with heart-piercing tears. When I closed my eyes, her figure was right in front of my bed, but when I opened my eyes, there was nothingness!How can I accept this ending!Those vows between us pierced the soul like a thousand arrows piercing the heart!

When you are far away from happiness, happiness has also given up on me, and those once many beautiful things have finally turned into memories and stayed on the other side, nourishing the dazzling flowers of the other side!Unforgettable!Let me sit on the gap of time, hold our love tightly and refuse to let go!No amount of sweet words can bring back the warmth of your kissing face. Heaven and hell are always separated. In this life, I would like to be in hell in exchange for your peace in heaven!
"Xiamen, wake up, I'm your mother!" My mother's voice was so far away, so far away that I couldn't be sure if I was still alive!

I opened my eyes again to see my mother's red and swollen eyes, and the tears rolled down the corners of my eyes again!
"Hey, you child, how could it be, hey, how could God let a good-looking girl go away at such a young age if you don't have eyes!" My mother couldn't stop crying when she saw my indifferent appearance!

"Stop talking, she's not dead, she's alive and well in my heart!" I heard my mother sigh and roared!

With a bang, crisp applause resounded in the ward. Seeing Dad panting and angry, I raised my eyes to look at him, and continued to fall into silence!

"Xia, if you are the seed of the Xia family, cheer me up, even if Xiaojing sees you like this, she won't rest in peace!"

"Go out, I want to be quiet!" I said, pulling the quilt over my head!
"Hey, you child!" Dad's sigh made me feel so sad!

Listening to the sound of their closing the door, I tried my best not to cry, the pain that tore through my soul made it hard for me to breathe!My lover left me in such a hurry, leaving me alone in this world!
Half a month later, I could finally get out of bed, but I didn't dare to stay in this unforgettable city, so I told my parents that I wanted to go home and rest for a while!Dad looked at my lost soul, sighed and agreed to me. Before I left, I walked quietly to the cemetery alone, squatted in front of her, and gently stroked her cold tombstone. Tears blurred again. I closed my eyes, and I said to her, my love for you will never die, it will only die with me!

Standing up, paying attention to her face once again, engraving it in the deepest part of my heart, and then walking out of the cemetery without thinking. I know that I will never come back after leaving this time, because I Her courage vanished at her grave!I don't have the courage to face this city full of her laughter!Hold your palms tightly and put them gently on your chest, Xiaojing, follow me and live in my heart, so that we will never be alone again!

When I was about to get in the car, I looked back at this city that I loved and hated, trying to embed this city in my heart. I knew that in this season, I lost the most pure pieces of my soul, and what I left was just an imminent journey. Dead me, at this moment I deeply understand that I owe her a promise to live forever!She owes me a forever together!

I'm leaving, I tightly lock everything about Liang Xiaojing in the softest place in my heart, where only her and my soul can be accommodated!On the train, I gradually fell asleep with mourning. In the dream, I dreamed that I was kissing her, from the gentle touch to the moment of suffocation!Her lips hurt slightly, she swallowed blood, her eyes blurred, and she shed astringent tears!
I hope that when I wake up, she will stay by my side, even if the years are old, and I will quietly pass away!

When I got home, I was alive like a walking dead, and I kept replaying the short video of our love in my mind, trying to get rid of those memories about her, but those memories were like dog skin ointment, and I couldn’t tear them off, I wanted to cry , I want to cry, I want to be like a lunatic, crazy, I can't feel all the pain!So I was giggling all day long, silently giggling, even I didn’t know what I was laughing at, until one day I saw such a sentence “For the one you love, and the one who loves you, please cherish yourself!” I am slowly waking up!But I understand that I won't go to school anymore, there are too many memories of me and Liang Xiaojing there!I didn't have the courage to face it any more, so I made the most important decision in my life—to become a soldier!
In the reincarnation of time, I have been frozen in that moment of hugging each other tightly in the gazebo, starting an unforgettable love with a smile from a nonsensical duel, and using a kiss in exchange for an unforgettable memory that I tried to forget in my life , Use the separation between life and death to end the short-term obsession, and then let me cherish it with my whole life!To this day, even though we still live together, we still can’t forget, can’t let go, and fragments of memory will flash in every dream, which still makes me feel heartbroken!

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