New wife is not favored

Chapter 181

Pushing open the door of the next bedroom, she was nowhere to be seen, but the lights in the room were on.This can't help but make Lian Haoyang feel strange.According to what Fang Yao said, Liangxi left four hours ago, and it was afternoon at that time, so she had no reason to enter the bedroom to turn on the light.Unless... She expected him to come into this bedroom to find her?


He raised his hand to support the door frame and leaned against the wall, moved to the side of the chest of drawers and pulled it open, most of his hanging heart dropped.The clothes belonging to Liangxi were still inside, and he hadn't packed up and left as he thought.Where did she go?He was not at home and did not go to her senior sister's place. He really couldn't think of other places.Or is she hiding somewhere and crying secretly because she has nowhere to go?She was about to give birth, and he didn't realize that the pressure on her was astonishingly great.What would she do if she couldn't bear to faint for a while while walking on the road, or if she met a mugger?

asshole!What a jerk he is!Why is it like this every time, only to find out that she is under no less pressure than him in the end?And she was pregnant and about to give birth.What if the more she thinks about it, the more sad she becomes, and she becomes gassy or...


Damn it!He slammed the door of the chest of drawers hard, cursing himself to vent his anger.But it couldn't hide the great fear that was growing in his body, turning into a terrifying phantom, penetrating into every pore of his body, dancing loudly and joyously.


Liangxi...


Angzang's body slid off the wall, and the fear and worry that doubled and grew rapidly hit him like a raging wave, drowning him instantly, and he realized that her departure also made him unable to breathe.


He struggled to get up from the ground, wanting to find him right away.But the weakness of his limbs made him realize that this simple thought was impossible for him now.It seems that if he wants to find her, he must eat to replenish his strength.


Thinking of this, he moved out of the room step by step, and when he reached the door of his own room, out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the plate of fried noodles that had cooled and turned into balls on the small desk in the room.And the piece of paper that was pressed at the bottom of the plate.Suddenly remembered what Liangxi said that she didn't know how to tell him face to face, and also said that if he didn't want to regret his whole life, he had better read it?Could it be that there are reasons why she left and where she is going?


The thought was like a fire burning hope in his heart.His dull and dull eyes lit up, and he almost mustered all the remaining strength in his body to strenuously walk towards the small desk.


Eagerly, he moved the fried noodles away and pulled out the paper that was pressed underneath, and opened it with trembling hands.


[Hao Yang, I wonder how long I have been away when you saw these words?But I'm pretty sure you'll watch it.It's just that the exact time cannot be determined.


Weird would I leave?I really don't even know why this idea suddenly came to me.Hao Yang, don't suspect that your eyes may be dazzled because you haven't eaten for many days, thinking that these are illusions.Sorry, I really decided to leave.Although my heart is pierced.


Don't think I don't love you anymore.On the contrary, it is because I love you so much that I have the determination to leave.Because I can't bear to watch the originally fresh life of the man I love shrivel up in front of me. It is a pain that is ten thousand times crueler than gouging out my heart bit by bit with a knife.


Hao Yang, do you love me?how much loveDo I love you so much?no?As much as I hate to admit it, it's true.I also want to know that if you love me very much, you will not ignore my worries and comfort for you, and reject me thousands of miles away again and again.Have you ever tasted the embarrassment of being ruthlessly rejected?You can't understand.But let me try it many times.


Do you think I'm cruel if I leave you when you need to care the most?Haoyang, I let your depression drive you to nowhere, instead of letting me continue to look at you like this, I might as well take my daughter and leave.Even if you are reluctant, even if you are still worried and distressed, it is better than watching you leave with Tong Zhe.


You really love Tongzhe.I love it too.But love must be painful to death after he leaves. Is it true love if you torture yourself to death or even leave with him?From another perspective, Tong Zhe's departure may be a relief for him.Because from now on, he no longer has to endure the torment of illness.No longer need to lie in the hospital bed and be isolated from the world every day.He left safely in your arms and even smiled happily... Tong Zhe said, I hope we are happy.If he sees you like this, he will be heartbroken and sad...Hao Yang, do you have the heart to let Tong Zhe leave and worry about you and feel sorry for you?


I've been writing these words since the morning, and the thought of leaving has been flashing through my mind, but it's already noon now, and I'm still hesitating.The reason, do you understand?


I wanted to go decisively, but I thought, I should give you another chance.I thought for a long time, and finally came up with a solution, that is, I will go to a place after I leave, if you can find me within 48 hours, then even if you don’t love me as much as I love you, I will go home with you , and will find ways to make you love me like I love you in the days to come.Of course, if you can't find it or if you didn't look for it at all, then there will be no more...


Also, did you guess what I meant by kissing you when I left?

In the end, do you say should I say goodbye and hope to see you again or say goodbye?Hehe, what a disgusting tear, it keeps flowing for as long as I wrote it... Wow!If my daughter is a crybaby in the future, then I will regret it to death...


Haoyang, my Mr. Lian, let me call you 'husband' again, because I'm afraid I won't have another chance in the future...]

The remaining strength in his body seemed to be drained in an instant, and he slumped heavily on the edge of the bed, his sunken eyes filled with the fear of losing.


He closed his eyes when the paper slipped from his hand, buried his face in his palms in pain, and let the tears flow from his fingers, turning into mournful sobs.


Liangxi was right.He held on to the grief that had been suppressed for many years, and it all collapsed after Tong Zhe left, leaving only the fragility and timidity that dare not face the reality.But he forgot that the person who hurt him the most was his wife who loved him the most...

(End of this chapter)