Feng Gouqing, after abandoning, walk alone in the world

Chapter 185 The Innocent Teenager Who Was in Love

Even though Su Mianyue was still drunk and asleep, Su Yu was still blushing and her heart was beating, and when his lips were less than one centimeter away from Su Mianyue's lips, he finally stopped, and there was something in his heart. A disdainful voice stopped this rude move.

But Su Mianyue opened her eyes at this moment, looked at him drunkenly, and asked, "Ah Yu, what are you going to do?"

Su Yu blushed in an instant, jumped up all over, looked at Su Mianyue with his hands and feet not knowing what to do, and said after a while, "It's nothing, I'm just...just..."

Even though Su Yu usually lied a lot, when facing Su Mianyue's drunken eyes, Su Yu didn't know what to say, and wished he could find a crack in the ground.

If Su Mianyue is not in a state of drunkenness at this moment, she will definitely find Su Yu's abnormality, and maybe she will make a joke: the innocent boy who is just in love is the cutest.

Caressing her smooth forehead with her jade hand, Su Mianyue swallowed, frowned uncomfortably and said, "Ah Yu, pour me a glass of water, I'm so thirsty."

Su Yu was looking for an opportunity to leave, so as to relieve the embarrassment. Hearing this, he hurriedly turned around to pour tea, but when he turned around, he saw Su Mianyue kicking the quilt on the bed with an uncomfortable expression, and her neckline was also white jade-like due to her actions. The delicate clavicle suddenly felt difficult to lift his feet.

His eyes were fixed on Su Mianyue obsessively like this, Su Yu didn't realize that he was bullying Su Mianyue's self-consciousness with his eyes, he just felt that there was something surging in his throat, the heartbeat made his ears feel, and there was a lump in his lower abdomen. burning sensation.

After waiting for a long time for tea to moisten her throat, Su Mianyue frowned in displeasure and shouted, "Water, I want to drink water."

Only then did Su Yu wake up, and quickly walked to the bed, helped Su Mianyue up, and held a teacup to feed her water.

Due to drinking too much, Su Mianyue drank three glasses of water in a row before expressing that she was no longer thirsty. After such a tossing, she became a little more sober, and pulled Su Yu who was about to put the teacup away, and refused to let him go. Su Mianyue didn't realize how ambiguous this posture of leaning against Su Yu's arms is.

Back straight, except for the arm that was pulled by Su Mianyue's sleeve and had to be placed on her knees, Su Yu looked forward helplessly, lest she would do something wrong impulsively if she continued to watch.

His love is aboveboard, and he will never do anything against Su Mianyue's will when Su Mianyue is unconscious, that's why he stopped at the last moment and didn't kiss Su Mianyue.

"A Yu, I know that the hatred in your heart is no less than mine, but you have to promise me that you will not act rashly until you are fully prepared, even if it is a result of mutual damage or even death, it is not worth it." Breathing like a blue, Su Mian spoke. Yue's tone was a little dull, and she couldn't hide her depression.

"I know." Su Yu nodded. After experiencing the ruin of his country and his family, his reason has always been above his emotions, except for the appearance of Su Mianyue.

But Su Mianyue is not in conflict with the great cause of restoring the country, and Su Yu has no intention of taking advantage of Su Mianyue, she just wants to protect her and become the one who gives her happiness.

I don't know if I heard Su Yu's words, but Su Mianyue's little head rubbed against his chest, like a lazy Persian cat, it will not stop until it finds a comfortable angle, but her tone is a bit choked Said: "Ah Yu, in fact, I am not as strong and optimistic as I appear. I also want to have a family that loves me and the most ordinary life, but such a request is a luxury no matter in any age."

With a sneer, a line of clear tears fell from the corner of his eyes and dripped on the back of Su Yu's hand. His heart was throbbing with pain. He just wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears for Su Mianyue, but found that Su Mianyue was holding his hand tightly. He forgot that he still had a free hand on his sleeve, but he just looked at Su Mianyue's side face with his eyes closed for a moment, and didn't speak.

"They want to harm me, want to take the position of queen, I can laugh it off, after all, I disdain that position, even after I came out, I didn't take revenge on them with various excuses, because I think it is wrong to fight against those people Dirty my hands, and don't want to have anything to do with the past. But..." After a pause, Su Mianyue suddenly opened her eyes, which were stained red with hatred, and said coldly, "They shouldn't treat the Su family Let's start, I will definitely make them repay the Su family's blood debt twice, and I will let them go underground to make amends to the Su family in pain, and I will not take their lives easily."

Cutting flesh with a blunt knife is always the most painful, and Su Mianyue's revenge is definitely in this desperate way, rather than a happy grievance in the arena.

Once a person dies, everything is over.

Looking at Su Mianyue's aura that became cold due to hatred, Su Yu held her hand back in distress, and said in a low voice, "Yue'er, you still have me."

Looking at Su Mianyue who is still suppressing her emotions even when she is drunk, Su Yu really wished she could order to kill those culprits right now, but Su Mianyue wants to deal with the enemies slowly, so he will naturally respect Su Mianyue's choice , This is also in line with his original intention, otherwise the Gu family would have been executed for trumped-up charges.

However, Su Mianyue can relieve the melancholy in her heart by being slightly intoxicated, and Su Yu can feel relieved, too much depression will distort people's personality, and they will not be able to open their hearts to feel happiness.

If it is possible, Su Yu hopes that Su Mianyue can be as proud of the world as she sang.

As for those bloodthirsty methods, let him do it.

Because of Su Yu's gentle words, Su Mianyue burst into tears, as if her suppressed emotions had found an outlet, she buried her head in Su Mianyue's chest and sobbed.

Yes, she still has A Yu and Bi Wu, they will not abandon her for any reason.

No, there is also Wan Yanlin.

That monstrous man will always show up when she needs it. Even though their friendship is inevitable because of benefits, what Su Mianyue cannot deny is that when she has something to do, she will think of that monstrous face. After learning that the Su family was destroyed, she also hoped that Wan Yanlin would be by her side, but every time she had a chance to vent the pain in her heart, she would always be by Su Yu's side.

Maybe it's not that there is no chance, it's just that Su Mianyue is used to keeping a three-point vigilance around Wan Yanlin, but she can indulge in front of Su Yu, otherwise, how could Su Mianyue give herself weakness at such a sensitive moment in Yanjing? Opportunity?

I have always felt that tears are a sign of cowardice, but they just haven't reached the point of sadness.As tenacious as Su Mianyue, once the crying mode is turned on, tears cannot be held back like water breaking through a bank.

I don't know how long she cried before Su Mianyue felt that her heart was not so congested, because she was not fully awake yet, so she didn't mean to be embarrassed, but she whispered in a crying voice: "A Yu, you know that after learning about the Su family's After the accident, how much do I hate myself? After leaving Tianlan Nation, I obviously have the time and ability to bring them out. I believe they are willing to follow me to live an ordinary life incognito, but I naively thought that It would be better for them to stay there, thinking about waiting a few years before picking them up. If I hadn't taken them away immediately, they could still live well and be reunited as a family. The Gu family killed them , Mu Ting is an accomplice, why not me."

Su Mianyue kept whispering, saying words of self-blame, until finally her voice became hoarse and did not stop. Su Yu raised her hand and caressed her back, listening to Su Mianyue's words, and finally had to feel sorry for her. For the sake of her body, she touched Su Mianyue's sleeping point.

After putting Su Mianyue away and covering her with the quilt, Su Yu calmly said, "Yue'er, these are not your fault, I know their importance to you, and I am more capable than you in arranging them." They are the same careless, I failed to protect your family, I'm sorry."

After saying that, she kissed the back of Su Mianyue's hand, and Su Yu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Su Mianyue who was still frowning slightly in sleep, not feeling sleepy at all.

(End of this chapter)