Feng Gouqing, after abandoning, walk alone in the world

Chapter 263 He Is Not My Beloved

Walking out of the General Military Mansion, Su Mianyue's cold and arrogant aura instantly disappeared without a trace, there was heartache and confusion in her eyes, and she didn't know what to do.

Recalling the little things I knew with Wan Yanlin, he has always existed like a guardian, saving her from danger more than once, and she also tried her best to help Wan Yanlin.

In the end she plucked up the courage to be with Wan Yanlin, it seemed that it was because of Wan Yanlin's support and protection when the queen mother was dissatisfied with her. At that time, Su Mianyue only thought that if a man puts you in his heart, the most important thing The location makes it all worth it.

After that, the two worked together for the stability of Hengyuan Kingdom. She thought that they would go on hand in hand like this forever, and they would be together happily forever.

But the reality slapped Su Mianyue hard, she actually saw the wrong person, how could Wan Yanlin get involved with her good friend?

Compared with the betrayal in love, Xuezhu's betrayal is not so heart-wrenching. After all, if a man is not interested in the matter between a man and a woman, a man can't do it, but Wan Yanlin didn't restrain himself. She was still in danger. Where did she put Su Mianyue by acting like this at the time of the situation?
"Miss?" A familiar voice came to her ears, and Su Mianyue's confused expression relaxed, but she didn't know that Biwu had already called her several times.

Su Mianyue dully searched for the source of the voice, but Biwu had already run to Su Mianyue's side, and said happily, "Miss, it's really you, you made Biwu easy to find!"

"Biwu..." Su Mianyue called out in a low voice, trying to pull the corners of her lips into a smile, but her cheeks were so stiff that she couldn't make any expression.

"Miss, what's the matter with you?" Realizing that something was wrong with Su Mianyue, Biwu hurriedly grabbed her hand, only then realized that Su Mianyue's hand was very cold, and there was no joy of reunion at the moment, so she pulled Su Mianyue away. Walking in the direction of the inn, I decided not to ask so many questions for the time being.

Following Biwu's footsteps, Su Mianyue only felt that the pain and anger that was about to explode in her chest had been relieved slightly. There are still people in this world who really care about her, aren't they?
After arriving at the inn, Su Mianyue didn't say a word, just fell on the bed as if she was asleep, Biwu could tell from her breathing that Su Mianyue hadn't really fallen asleep, but she didn't wake up Su Mianyue , first went to the kitchen to prepare some meals and hot water, then returned to the bedside to guard Su Mianyue.

I haven't seen Biwu for a few months, and Su Mianyue has lost some weight. Both the master and servant are not in good condition, but Su Mianyue has not noticed that Biwu's state is not right, and she is still immersed in being betrayed. in pain.

It was the first time to talk about a relationship, but the result was like this, Su Mianyue couldn't adjust her mentality for a while.

At midnight, Xiaoer knocked on the door again. The food had been heated several times, and the hot water was boiled again after being cooled. The kitchen will be closed now. If they don’t want it, they will have to wait until tomorrow. This is still Biwu I waited for more than an hour for the tip.

Seeing Su Mianyue frowned slightly, Biwu opened the door to throw money at people, but Su Mianyue whispered, "Let someone bring it in."

Hearing this, Biwu went back to the waiter in the house and said, after a while, hot food and hot water were brought in. Su Mianyue had no appetite, and under Biwu's care, she only took two mouthfuls and then put down the bowls and chopsticks. Biwu was worried about Su Mianyue's situation, so she didn't continue to eat, and served Su Mianyue to take a bath.

Soaking in the hot water, Su Mianyue felt that her body was really warm, but her heart was still cold.

"Biwu, I was wrong." After a long time, Su Mianyue spoke to Biwu who was heating the water, and two lines of tears flowed down slowly.

The mistake is to listen to Su Yu's words, even Shangguan Pei said that Wan Yan Lin is not a good man, right?

After several years of getting along, she hadn't even seen through Wan Yanlin's character, so she foolishly fell down, she is really the biggest fool in the world.

Biwu opened her mouth and didn't speak, what Su Mianyue needs now is an audience.

It wasn't until the bucket of hot water was gone that the skin on Su Mianyue's body was soaked and wrinkled, and then she said again, "Baby Biwu, do you think I'm stupid? I used to always Laughing at your naivety, only now do you realize that you are the most naive one, the pattern is broken."

Listening to the self-deprecating tone in Su Mianyue's mouth, although Biwu couldn't understand the meaning of the last sentence, she could still feel Su Mianyue's heartache. My young lady was hurt more than her.

When wiping Su Mianyue's back, how could Biwu miss the scars left by those two arrows?She was sure that Su Mianyue didn't have such injuries on her body before they separated, but she didn't know how the injuries came from, she could only distinguish the old from the new according to the color of the scars.

"Didn't Miss always say that stupid people have stupid blessings? There is nothing wrong with innocence. Even if you are hurt, you can quickly repair yourself, just like what Miss often talks about. She lost a big scar on her head. After 18 years Afterwards, he is another hero, not to mention that we are still alive, this is luck." After what happened to Si Jingjie, Biwu has matured a lot, this is the price of tears and blood.

"Yeah, it's lucky to be alive." Su Mianyue murmured, and slowly got up from the water, but she was a little exhausted after soaking for too long. If it wasn't for Biwu to hold her up in time, she might have fallen into the tub.

That night, the master and the servant lay on the same bed but did not communicate with each other, but they both knew that the other party was sleepless just like themselves.

For three days in a row, Su Mianyue stayed in the inn and never stepped out of the room. The food was brought into the room by the mistress. She needed an absolutely quiet environment to wake herself up. Su Mianyue never felt that love was The most important thing in life, even if it hurts now, it will not be knocked down.

Seeing that Su Mianyue's complexion gradually improved, even though there was still pain that could not be hidden deep in her eyes, but she could see the strength of the past, Biwu finally breathed a sigh of relief, she knew very well that time can heal all scars .

"Biwu, why did it take you so long to come to me?" After breakfast, Su Mianyue pulled herself together and chatted with Biwu, apologizing for ignoring Biwu, who had been in a trance for the past few days, who really cared about her.

"I've been going around and missed with Miss." Putting the bowls and chopsticks into the food box, Biwu hesitated whether to tell the purpose of her visit at this time, even though Su Mianyue never said a word, Biwu still It can be guessed that Su Mianyue's sadness is related to Wan Yanlin, otherwise Wan Yanlin lives in the General Military Mansion, Su Mianyue has no reason to stay in the inn without going out for three days.

Moreover, Wan Yanlin did not send anyone to look for Su Mianyue in these three days, this situation would never have happened before.

"Biwu, you are my closest and most trusted person, do you still need to go around in circles when talking to me?" Su Mianyue said lonely, she was just sad, not hurting her head.

Pursing her lips, Biwu poured a cup of tea and handed it to Su Mianyue, before saying, "I came from the imperial capital, the officials of the Ministry of Rites are preparing for the posthumous ceremony, and the posthumous edict has been sent to Yin's residence."

I just felt my heart skip a beat, the water glass in my hand slipped to the ground, the sound of the water glass shattering didn't bring Su Mianyue back to her senses, and she didn't even know that the tea had soaked her dress.

Biwu sat there without moving, giving Su Mianyue enough time to digest the news. She could understand Su Mianyue's mood, but she was just worried that Su Mianyue would not be able to bear the blow.

(End of this chapter)