Feng Gouqing, after abandoning, walk alone in the world

Chapter 537 You Do Owe Me Sorry
After dinner, everyone rested for an hour and then left from the secret road under the leadership of Si Jingjie. The villagers in the village did not notice it at all. How envious you should be, after all, you have only lived in this village for a few months, and your relationship is not that deep, and it seems that few people worry about them.

Si Jingjie alone has limited ability, and the secret road is not long, so they can only be allowed to leave the village twenty miles away, and the carriage was taken to a wasteland behind the village by the secret guards after dinner on the grounds of feeding grass Come on, count the time to pick up Ji Xun and others.

Don't underestimate the distance of twenty miles. Ji Xun and the others had already destroyed the entrance of the secret road when they left, and set up some traps along the way, unless those who wanted to chase them had no chance to enter by mistake, but It would take at least several hours to find their traces from the secret passage.

"Miss Biwu, can I take a moment to talk?" Before dawn, a group of people stopped to rest in the grove, and seeing his wife and children were fast asleep, Jing Jie walked up to Biwu and asked in a low voice.

Taking a look at Su Mianyue, who is nestled in Ji Xun's arms to keep warm, and does not need to be taken care of, Biwu said, "You can't go too far."

Si Jingjie nodded, looking at Biwu's face by the firelight and moonlight, the sprouting in his heart surged again.

At the beginning, he saw through Biwu's identity but still injured Biwu in order to carry out the mission. This will always be in Si Jingjie's heart.

The two stopped after walking a distance of 20 meters. Bi Wu looked up at Si Jingjie. His eyes no longer had the girlish love they had before, but there was no hatred either. Those pale eyes should only be for familiar strangers, not for strangers. They may be in the same situation today.

Realizing this, Si Jingjie's heart was grabbed by invisible hands, and he didn't want to breathe because of the pain.

"Do you want to apologize to me?" After waiting for a long time before Si Jingjie could open his mouth, Biwu smiled and said, "You do owe me an apology. Your slap almost hurt me back then." It cost me my life, but fortunately I am lucky enough to meet a nobleman, so I will be fine, but because of the accident, I can’t be by Miss’s side, so it seems useless to say I’m sorry, what should I do?”

Biwu's relaxed tone made Si Jingjie smile wryly. How could he not know that an apology is useless, but it would be uneasy if he didn't say anything.

"Biwu, I know it's too late to say I'm sorry, and it won't help if I apologize now, but I still want you to know that I was serious about you back then, and I had no choice but to hurt you." Si Jingjie's tone was extremely serious, It feels a lot more comfortable to say what has been suppressed in my heart for many years, but seeing Biwu's indifferent expression is a little depressed.

"Well, I accept your apology, but I won't take that slap in vain, and I will pay it back one day." Biwu nodded vigorously, indicating that he heard it, but avoided the relationship. don't talk about it.

"Biwu, you also liked me back then, didn't you?" Seeing that Biwu had no love for him, Si Jingjie hesitated for a moment, still wanting to confirm whether the original relationship was unrequited love, after all, they never made it clear Pass.

"I liked it." Biwu nodded and admitted without hesitation, "But liking and love are different. In this life, a person can like many people, but he can only love one person. Although I have been in love with you, I have rarely In order to get along, so that point of liking can only be regarded as a sense of intimacy with similar personalities, and it is still one step away from the love between men and women. I think you are the same to me, otherwise you would not have married before explaining it to me. Your wife has a baby, right?"

"Me and her..." Si Jingjie smiled bitterly, but swallowed the words.

Things between husband and wife are not humane, since there is no possibility between him and Biwu, it is better to let go freely, so that there is still a chance to be friends.

"Maybe you're right. I'm always a bit slow in emotional matters, and I don't know how to deal with them, but I never regret liking you, nor regret hurting you at the beginning."

Loving you is more than just liking, that is the motivation for me to survive the past few years.I hurt you in the first place to save you, but also because I was loyal to the emperor, but these words can never be said to you.

Biwu, keeping you in my heart is my last request, don't refuse.

Si Jingjie said something silently in his heart, seeing Biwu spread his hands and smiled, knowing that it would be useless to say more, he said, "Go back, it's cold at night."

"Si Jingjie, I don't know the story between you and your wife, but since you are married to her and have children, you should be responsible for them, which is also responsible for yourself. I can see that your wife treats you Sincerely, otherwise she would not have used means to make you hurt me back then. When a woman falls in love with someone, she will be selfish because of jealousy, and she will also be generous because of this love. What kind of woman she will become depends entirely on you For her heart."

After thinking about it, Biwu still spoke out her personal feelings, and didn't want Si Jingjie to regret that day.

The two walked slowly towards the way they had come, and the halo that was about to fall elongated the figures of the two.

Si Jingjie very much hoped that this road could be longer, even if he just walked side by side, he would engrave it in his heart, but it is a pity that with a distance of 20 meters, no matter how slow he walked, he would soon reach the end.

Seeing Biwu come back, Su Mianyue looked up at her, saw her pouted and understood what she wanted to express, Su Mianyue smiled to express her approval of Biwu's approach.

Since there is no possibility, we should cut the mess quickly, and sloppy emotions will only hurt more people.

Besides, after Si Jingjie returned to the carriage, he saw that Mingzhu's eyes were red and misty, but he hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and let out a gentle smile, "I'm back."

The three simple words are as gentle as water. Si Jingjie never thought these words were so sweet before, but after talking with Biwu just now, he felt that these words contained a woman's infinite affection for him.

"You still have a body, why don't you sleep for a while, but you're not feeling well?" Si Jingjie came to Mingzhu's side, raised his hand to pull the quilt for her, and embraced her.

Unexpectedly, Si Jingjie would do such an intimate act, Mingzhu's body visibly stiffened, and the sudden sense of happiness made her cry.

"Why are you crying?" Si Jingjie lowered his head and asked.

"It's nothing, I just feel that this is very good now, I'm really satisfied." Mingzhu took a breath and said in a calm tone as much as possible.

She thought that this day would never come, but she still decided to be with Si Jingjie without hesitation, even if she betrayed her father, her master, and even the country, she would not hesitate, just because this man is the only love of her pearl. man.

"Okay, I heard that pregnant people who like to cry will give birth to a crying girl. Our Si family is a general, so we can't have a Miss Jiao who sheds tears frequently." Si Jingjie wiped Mingzhu's tears in a strange way, He whispered: "From now on, our family will never have to be separated again. The emperor has promised me that before the situation is stable, we will live a stable life incognito. We can go wherever you like?"

"Really?" Mingzhu raised her head and asked with sparkling eyes. This is the life she dreamed of, but she didn't expect it to come one day. "Are you really willing to leave with me? What about your father and brother?"

(End of this chapter)